Low fever

Ruan Chen felt heartburn when he thought that his junior sister might have an affair with their teacher.

His dissertation writing in the past two years has not been smooth, and he has postponed his graduation twice. The pressure at home is unusually high, and his interpersonal relationship is particularly bad. No one in the world cared about his life or death, he hid in the night and wept, and thought about dying.

Then last year, the teacher brought a few graduate students for an unprecedented time, and usually asked their PhD seniors to teach the children, so he met the junior junior sister.

Only then did he feel that he had a little sense of existence, that there was such a person in the world who was willing to treat him kindly.

So he was also willing to persuade Mu Xinghai's prodigal son to turn back for the sake of his junior sister.

I just didn't expect to be coaxed to bed by Mu Xinghai after persuading and persuading him.He also found that the little junior sister was not as innocent as he had imagined.

Not without warning.But he has been looking for reasons for himself.

The tutor's preference for the junior junior sister also caused some dissatisfaction among others, but he always persuaded himself, because the junior junior sister is lively and cute, and because she is the only female student under the tutor, girls should be taken care of more.

That day he turned back to look.

I really saw the teacher get out of the car and enter the hotel.

In the past few days, Ruan Chen couldn't help thinking, why did the teacher show up in the middle of the night that day?Still going to the hotel in the middle of the night?In fact, there is no direct connection, it is his intuition that keeps clamoring faintly.

He is really weak and fickle but suspicious and suspicious.Ruan Chen really doesn't like herself.

Before, he thought that Mu Xinghai was a playboy, but after being friends with Mu Xinghai for a while, he was confused. He thought that Mu Xinghai was a good person.As soon as he thought so, Mu Xinghai put him to sleep, and kept on sleeping again and again, and irresponsibly proposed to be just friends with benefits, which disappointed him a bit.

Then he chose to believe what the little junior sister said, but it turned out that the little junior sister didn't seem to be telling the truth, maybe she was having an affair with other men too.

What about himself?Ruan Chen thought, he thinks he is no longer a good person.

He even easily accepted the improper relationship between men and men, and maintained an underground lover relationship with a young man who had a rough private life.

He was heartbroken when he thought of his junior sister, and he couldn't sleep at night when he thought of Mu Xinghai.

To him, Mu Xinghai was like the incarnation of the temptations of those dirty and invisible people in his heart, entangled him, let him slide down, and he didn't know where he would slide down.

They only snuggle up when and where no one is, and no one knows their secret relationship except each other.

Ruan Chen can barely accept such a secret and absurd relationship, which exists quietly, and therefore, will also disappear quietly.I heard that Mu Xinghai is going to study abroad, and he will graduate this year.

This year is his Ph.D. ultimatum, if he fails to pass, he will really not be able to graduate.

after last time.

Mu Xinghai didn't come to him for a while, which happened to allow Ruan Chen to devote himself to his studies.

On this day, Ruan Chen went to the library with his books in his arms.

But just happened to meet Jiang Tingting and Mu Xinghai outside the library. They didn't know what they were talking about, and they seemed to have a peaceful relationship, as if they were good friends.

Ruan Chen really can't understand them, can people who have loved each other take a step back and be friends again?

He only hesitated for a moment, Mu Xinghai turned his head like a blessing to his heart, and caught his sight at a glance, and both of them were taken aback.

Suddenly, Ruan Chen looked away, really wanting to get into the cracks in the ground.

Jiang Tingting called his name: "Ah, Senior Brother Ruan."

Ruan Chen stood neither far nor close, and nodded slightly: "Good afternoon."

Mu Xinghai glanced at him meaningfully, but said: "Oh... I mean, it looks familiar, it's your brother."

Jiang Tingting said with a smile: "I met you once at the party before. You are such a noble person who forgets things."

Ruan Chen felt embarrassed, like a stranger, and said, "Hello. Hello."

But Mu Xinghai really thought he didn't know him, and he was in a delicate mood, both disappointed and relieved.He knew it was the best choice.

Ruan Chen said: "Then I'll read the book first, you guys talk."

After finishing speaking, he entered the library without looking back as if he was running away.

Came too late today, searched around, no vacancy.

But he saw Mu Xinghai walking towards him with a bag in his hand, not looking at him.Ruan Chen didn't know if he was looking for him, but he really didn't know how to get along with Mu Xinghai outside, so he simply chose to escape, and hid in the middle of two rows of bookshelves, praying that Mu Xinghai didn't see him.

As a result, Mu Xinghai followed him in and walked up to him.

Ruan Chen didn't turn his head, but the sensitive nape of his neck seemed to stand on end.

Mu Xinghai asked: "Brother, the bookshelves in this row are full of modern romance novels, you shouldn't be here to read novels, are you?"

Ruan Chen looked up, and sure enough, it was full of flowers and flowers on the cover. He blushed and said, "...There are no seats. I'm going back."

Mu Xinghai asked: "Do you want to go to the place where I live to read?"

He comes from a wealthy family and dislikes the inconvenient living in a dormitory, so he has rented a house near the school since he was an undergraduate.

Ruan Chen didn't agree.

Mu Xinghai frowned.

Then, Ruan Chen said: "You and Jiang Tingting... why are you talking and laughing?"

Oh, jealous.Mu Xinghai thought, but said: "It's not easy to tear your face. My parents like her very much. They gave her gifts before, and she asked me to return things. I agreed."

Ruan Chen: "Oh."

Mu Xinghai took a step closer: "So, are you going to my house?"

Ruan Chen felt that he had no way to refuse.

Mu Xinghai took Ruan Chen back to his rental house.

He has endured it for more than a week. During this period of time, he has always wanted to find Ruan Chen, but he always felt that he seemed to be in a hurry, but Ruan Chen was lukewarm.

He has never had a love relationship like this in his life—no, the relationship between him and Ruan Chen is not a love relationship—so he wants to let Ruan Chen long for him.

Good thing I didn't see it.can bear.

As soon as he saw it, he wanted to mess with Ruan Chen.

As soon as Ruan Chen entered his house, he looked around, saw that the desk was full of things, and said, "Can I sit at the coffee table and study?"

Mu Xinghai frowned: "Yes."

If Ruan Chen's ears and neck were not red, he would really think that Ruan Chen didn't understand his ambiguous invitation.

Ruan Chen took off his shoes, sat on the carpet, took out books and laptops from the canvas bag, and put them away neatly.

Mu Xinghai sat down and didn't speak, just watched him read and write.

Just watching him quietly like this, Mu Xinghai also found it interesting.

It's so strange, I didn't think it at all before, but now I think Ruan Chen is more and more beautiful, his eyelashes, his lips, his fingertips, the little freckles on the bridge of his nose and cheeks, the tiny fluff under the hairline on the back of his neck, Two small moles looming on his collarbone were hidden by his collar.

Light and clean, it fell into his eyes, but it had a different kind of allure.

Time seems to pass so slowly.

Ruan Chen felt like he was being coveted by wild beasts, his heart was pounding, he couldn't escape, and he didn't want to escape, he endured it for an unknown amount of time, and finally got up the courage to say: "You, don't keep looking at me, I'm uneasy……"

As he spoke, he raised his head, turned his head slowly, and looked at Mu Xinghai.

Mu Xinghai's eyes are so beautiful, they seem to be especially focused and affectionate when staring at you, Ruan Chen feels dizzy when he sees you.

When they came back to their senses, they kissed together again in a daze.

Even the few steps to the bedroom were too time-consuming, so I did it on the carpet first.

Then there is the sofa.Then go to the bedroom.

Halfway through, the mobile phone will sound a new message alert of "ding" and "ding".

The people who would look for him, except for the teacher, are junior junior sisters, most of them are junior junior sisters. Ruan Chen feels guilty in his heart, and is afraid of being seen by Mu Xinghai.

As a result, Mu Xinghai stretched out his long arm and took his mobile phone directly. He saw at a glance that the person who sent the message was named "Jiang Tingting". pay."

"Shall I help you back? Tell him you're sleeping with her ex-boyfriend."

Ruan Chen blushed: "...don't. Don't look at my phone."

He was really afraid that Mu Xinghai would find out, but in fact he liked the little junior sister, so he felt terrified.

Mu Xinghai is as good as others.

Put his phone back on the bed and say, "Okay, I'll focus on fucking you."

Ruan Chen blushed even more.

He didn't doubt Ruan Chen at all, after all, he acquiesced that Ruan Chen was gay, even if he had a better relationship with Jiang Tingting, it's okay, gay honey.

Ruan Chen himself felt embarrassed, but he didn't do his homework at all, he was just messing around, and after the messing around, he was so tired that he fell asleep.

Thirsty in the middle of the night, he woke up looking for a glass of water to drink.

Ruan Chen got up quietly, put on all the clothes that had been thrown on the floor, dressed neatly, and went to the kitchen to pour water.

Mu Xinghai obviously never cooks, and there is a cold pot and a cold stove. There is a bottle of mineral water on the table, and he fills half a glass with his own water glass before drinking.He didn't turn on the light, and did things quietly like a thief. After drinking the water, he returned to the door of the bedroom, glanced at Mu Xinghai who was still sleeping, thought about it, and didn't want to go to bed, so he slept on the sofa in the living room up.

Just fell asleep for a few minutes.

He was still asleep, Mu Xinghai came over in the dark, knelt down beside him, and asked softly, "Senior brother?" He didn't sound very happy.

Ruan Chen pretended to be asleep.

Mu Xinghai picked him up and carried him back to the bed in the bedroom.

He took off all his clothes one by one.

Ruan Chen was pretending to be asleep, of course he didn't move.

But Mu Xinghai went too far, he really didn't understand, this guy is so energetic?

Mu Xinghai said, "Stop pretending to be asleep?"

It makes people tremble and weep badly.

I regret it when it's over.

He felt that he had gone a little too far, and he might not be able to trick people to come over for a second time later, but he was really angry when he saw that Ruan Chen refused to sleep by his side.

It's like a kitten that feels comfortable rubbing against you, but refuses to sleep next to you, insisting on sleeping on cardboard.

This time it's over, Mu Xinghai has been holding him tenderly.

He still wanted to coax Ruan Chen over again.

Unexpectedly, Ruan Chen took the initiative to say: "I will come to you next time."

Mu Xinghai: "Huh?"

Ruan Chen: "I know a lot of people in the school dormitory, and I'm afraid of being discovered. Why don't I come to you."

Mu Xinghai stopped being angry in an instant, and Ruan Chen said this, as if he was letting him come and go at his beck and call.From now on, Ruan Chen will deliver it to him to eat.

Of course Mu Xinghai agreed: "Okay."

At that time, he even imagined that the two of them would have a tryst every day, or that Ruan Chen would come to him every day after class.

For this reason, he asked a cleaner to clean the house the next day, and he paid extra attention to the cleanliness of the house in recent days.

then.

Ruan Chen didn't come to see him for three consecutive days, didn't even meet him, and didn't send him any news.

Mu Xinghai felt that this was not what he thought...

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The author has something to say:

这章也写了两遍，一个免费文我写的好认真，我要夸夸我自己。感谢在2021-06-1915:52:07~2021-06-2323:19:50期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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