Time is the butcher knife

I stared blankly at the middle-aged man with hairy legs occupying Xiaoyi's room, and finally went downstairs to eat listlessly.Kuroro seemed to be almost done eating, his expression remained the same as usual, as if nothing happened last night.

I sat weakly across from him, ordered a small bowl of mashed potatoes, silently scooped up a spoonful and stuffed it into my mouth.When I swallowed it to the mouth of my throat, I felt choked and panicked, so I drank a few sips of water before swallowing it.I was in a bad mood at first, but now I couldn't even eat a meal, so I smashed the spoon on the table in displeasure, and said in a bad tone: "Don't eat!"

Kuroro, who was sitting opposite, lowered his head and laughed.

"What are you laughing at? Did I say something funny?" I asked strangely.

"Ilmi. Beat the enemy should be home. Because he has no work arrangements recently, he will not find a suitable commission so quickly and set off immediately to the commission location, but he hurriedly left with his luggage early in the morning. He should have gone home first. There are two flights a day from here to Kukulu Mountain, one at 06:30 am and one at [-]:[-] pm. He departs here at about [-]:[-] and arrives at the airport at least [-] :[-], I can’t catch the airship in the morning, and it’s five o’clock in the afternoon, so he should still be waiting at the airport, and there’s still time for you to find him now.”

I was stunned for a while, then shook my head again, and said, "He will kill you. First find the de-mind master, help you de-mind, and then go to him. I have just called the members of the brigade and let them enter GI went all out to get rid of the teacher."

Kuroro picked up the napkin and wiped his mouth, and then said: "You are in this state, I'm afraid it will not be you helping me, but I will take care of you."

"...That's because I didn't have a good rest last night, so I'm not energetic today. Forget it, just get some stimulants."

With that said, I mobilized my thoughts and transformed the boiled water at hand.Anyway, now that Xiao Yi is not here, no one will care about me anymore. Didn't he say that I can do whatever I like.He picked up the glass of water and was about to drink it when he suddenly felt dizzy. The glass in his hand fell to the ground and broke, and the liquid in it spilled all over the floor.

I stared blankly at the waiter running over to clean up the overturned water and glass shards on the ground, and finally said to Kuroro with a half-smile: "Haha, there are mistakes, don't mind it! "

He looked at me and asked, "Leah, tell me the details of your last battle, how did the thoughts that haunt you come from?"

So I reported what happened that day to Kuroro again. He covered his mouth and thought for a while, said to himself, "Is that so?" Nian Ding, has he ever put Nian Ding on you?"

"Uh...he's stuck a needle in my head before."

"Is it still there?"

"Yes. But I could take it out anyway."

As I said that, I stretched out my hand to the back of my head and was about to lick my fingers when I was stopped by Kuroro.

"Don't take it out, and try not to use the mind power until you find the nemesis master."

"Ah?" Kuroro's words are all for this sake, no matter how stupid I am, I know that something is wrong, maybe I have become a disabled person like Kuroro without knowing it. It's amazing!You have to know that every time I was ordered by Xiao Yi not to use my mind power and become useless to the extreme, I would always comfort myself and say: It’s okay, I was just forced, and I’m not really such a useless person. ... So I was really abolished? !

"Speak clearly, Kuroro, in simple terms that I can understand." I said as calmly as possible.

"If I'm not mistaken, the thoughts that William has given you should have already worked. His thoughts directly act on your brain, tampering with your memory. A reading needle, so he can use this needle to correct your thinking. Every time William tampers with your memory, Ilmi will correct you a little bit, and finally the two forces reach a balance in your body, so Only you can maintain the status quo. If you pull out the mind needle of Yiermi, I don’t need to say more about the consequences. And if you want to use powerful mind power, it is easy to interfere with the two evenly matched qi. If the balance is broken, It doesn't do you any good whatever the outcome."

"...My, my brain won't be blown apart, will it?"

"If you use powerful thought power and the three strands of thought collide in your body, no one can predict what will happen."

"So I'm actually a disabled person like you?"

"..."

I covered my face in pain, and said in a muffled voice, "Why is this happening? It turns out that Xiaoyi was not joking when she said that she wanted to get rid of her thoughts. I never took it seriously... I didn't expect that she was really disabled... ..."

The successive blows made me feel more and more suffocated. When I woke up, I was lost, and I learned that I couldn't use the super blow of Nian.I also called Xiaoyi before calling the brigade, but he didn't answer.He really doesn't want to care about me anymore.Thinking of this, I feel more and more uncomfortable, my nose is sore and my throat is sore, but I don't think I have done anything wrong, it is because he is too willful.I don't want to go to him, my patience is limited.

I asked Hughes for a game console, and Hisoka logged in first when he was bored.Kuroro said that he intends to wait for Master Diane here, and let me go wherever I like.I said that I am also a disabled person now. This port is located in a remote area and there are not many people. It should be quite safe, so I will just stay here.

As the days went by, I felt like I was getting moldy from staying here.When Kuroro is in a good mood, he will go out and get one or two collectibles and come back. Every time I see his big, calm face, I feel inferior.After knowing that I can't read, I'm going to despair, why can he still grab things so calmly and calmly!

I silently prayed in my heart that he would not cause any trouble and come back, otherwise the two of us are disabled and we may be easily killed by others.Leaving aside other things, it would be a big embarrassment if he was caught by the police, he might as well die!When I was really worried, I took out my hunter certificate to touch it, and hoped that this thing would come in handy by then.

But it turns out that my worries were unnecessary and completely unfounded, because he was Kuroro.

But no matter how peaceful life is, I still feel physically and mentally exhausted from the cancer on my body. It seems that I am carrying a time bomb that will explode at any time. I suffer from insomnia almost every night. If I fall asleep, I will never wake up again. what to do?So every night when I go to sleep, I keep saying to myself: It’s okay, even if the memory is erased, as long as Kuroro and the others find the nemesis teacher, I can still recover.Tell yourself these truths over and over again, and finally fall asleep.

Thanks to these inexplicable incidents, I have almost developed the habit of keeping a diary.I made a list for myself and wrote down all the things I think are important. I read it every morning when I wake up, and check it again before going to bed at night, so that I can feel at ease.

Days passed and one of my notebooks was almost done, but nothing changed, everything was normal.I began to feel that everything was because I was over-worrying. As long as I didn’t use my thoughts and didn’t get any stimulation, I shouldn’t have any problems if I lived peacefully like this.Just wait for Ma Qi and the others to find the nemesis.

Just as I let up, things started to go wrong.I don't know from which day, I always have some strange dreams, and the dreams are full of those two damn golden retrievers.I started to panic. I know that after death, the power of thoughts exerted on people whom I was infatuated with or resented in life will increase. Could it be that William’s power of thoughts is so strong that even the needles of Yier fans can’t suppress it?

So I began to become more and more anxious, and the time to sleep every day was getting shorter and shorter. As long as I was awake, I kept recalling the past.One morning the restlessness was so extreme that I was walking around the room unable to settle down, feeling very restless.I woke up at four o'clock this morning, and after wandering around for an hour, I finally couldn't bear it and went to Kuroro.

I said anxiously: "Ku Luoluo, what should I do, I can't remember what happened when I was a child, and I have no memory of what happened before the age of five."

He frowned, opened and closed his mouth, as if he was thinking about how to comfort me, and finally he said: "Calm down, you don't have any memories of before you were five years old."

I scratched my hair and said, "No, there is still something wrong, I know it. If I don't have any memory before the age of five...why don't I know it myself? Isn't it because I forgot? I forgot It's over! What else, what else have you forgotten..."

I felt that I had really become abnormal. I went back to the room in a trance, locked the door, and then started to look through the previous diary and the list I made. lost number, but still can not get through.

I kept calling him from five o'clock in the morning to eleven o'clock in the evening. As soon as the phone was cut off, I immediately pressed replay.I can't count how many calls I made, and finally got connected at 58:[-] in the evening.

I heard the call connected, but he didn't speak.It seems that he is still angry, so he doesn't answer my calls, Xiao Yi is so stingy, obviously I am not angry with him long ago. (Onlookers: Have you ever been angry?!)

At that time, I felt as if I was holding on to a life-saving straw. I felt that my voice was choked up. Although I tried very hard not to cry, tears still rolled out of my eyes one by one.

"Xiaoyi, what should I do, I can't remember when I met Xiaoyi..."

The author has something to say: Good boy, don't follow Leah's crazy phone harassment behavior!Absolutely will be blocked!

Preview of the next chapter: Confession! ! ! !Update tomorrow night!