Time is the butcher knife

After leaving the Beating Enemy Hakka, I wandered around the Republic of Batokia for several days, not knowing what to do next.Gradually, I even had the question of 'what do I want to do here'.The more I think about it, the more confused I feel. It doesn't seem to be an important thing, right?Just don't think about it.

After playing in this city for a few days, I felt more and more boring, and there was no other place I wanted to go, so I decided to go back to Meteor Street.

First, I went back to the hotel where I stayed last time, took out all the stored things, and put them back in the backpack.Then I put on the weight that Big Sister Biski asked me to carry again.When I think of Big Sister Bischi, I feel inexplicably wanting to cry, and suddenly I really want to see her.Recently, I always feel that something is wrong in my heart, but I don’t know what is wrong. Sometimes I even feel very disgusted with myself now, as if I am forcing myself to do something I don’t want to do.So powerless, really fed up, don't want to stay here anymore.

After thinking about it, I actually cried out, and the warm liquid dripped on the back of my hand.I wiped my face and felt unbelievable. Although I felt uncomfortable, I didn't really want to cry, did I?This is really ridiculous. I used to just think about the problem and couldn't think through it. It seemed that there was something in my mind that kept hindering my thinking. Now I can't even control my body?This kind of feeling that seems to be divided...is too scary!Today I started crying for no reason, and tomorrow I might become incontinent!Thinking of this, I couldn't help shaking, ran to the bathroom to use the toilet, then picked up my backpack and ran straight away, never to come to such a weird place again!

Meteor Street is still the same as before.I put the things at home, and then ran directly to Miss Biskey.However, the eldest sister is always absent for 360 days out of [-] days a year. When I went to visit her this time, it is normal for her to be absent.I was so bored that I had to go to the old horse's house next door to play for a while.The old horse was very happy to see me coming, and immediately asked me to sit down, and then he started talking again.In fact, I really don’t want to listen to his storytelling anymore, because there are only a few stories he tells, and I’m almost able to tell them, not to mention that the old horse’s stories in my heart are all deceitful things that ruin my childhood.

"Old horse, I feel that I am no longer as stupid as I was back then. I feel old!"

"How old are you? Just lamenting the vicissitudes of life here, aren't we old guys going to be reincarnated?"

"You don't understand my sadness..."

Sarcasm and sarcasm with the old horse, the whole afternoon passed like this.I walked past the door of Sister Biski's house without any hope, and it was amazing to see the lights on!Feeling very excited all of a sudden, I excitedly opened the door and went in without knocking.Sister Bischi was having dinner, and I threw myself into her arms and cried loudly.

"Liya sauce, what's the matter, what happened, who bullied you?"

"Wow... I feel like I've been possessed by a ghost, what should I do?"

"Huh? What are you talking about, Lia-chan."

The eldest sister raised my face, wiped my tears and said, "Oh, everyone will pass through this age and believe in ghosts and legends. There are no ghosts in this world. Don't be afraid, Liya-chan, tell me What happened to my sister, my sister will be here with you."

I sniffed, and didn't know what to tell her, so I could only say: "Anyway, I just feel that something is wrong, my whole body is wrong, especially my brain is particularly wrong, I am almost not like myself."

"...It's okay, Liya-chan." Sister Biski wiped my nose for me, and comforted me, "You have finally reached this age. Teenagers will always feel confused about existing things. Occasionally, I feel sad for no reason, and cry emotionally like now, it's normal, okay, don't cry, okay?"

I nodded, "Sister, when will I survive puberty? I feel so hard now, at least I want to know how long I will work hard."

"Uh... well... Hey, why did you tie up your hair when you suddenly found Lia-chan?"

"I'm not in the mood to cut my hair recently. When it grows, it gets tied up."

"Hey, I used to think that your hair looked messy because you didn't comb it, but now you realize that you have naturally curly hair!"

"Well, I'm naturally curly. And I comb my hair every day..."

"Lia-chan looks great with long hair, so don't cut it short in the future!"

"Hey, is it really pretty?"

"really!"

"Okay then, I won't cut it."

"Great, I finally succeeded in persuading Leah to grow long hair for the one hundred and first time!"

What number is one hundred and one?How long have you been scheming against me, Big Sister Bisji?

After chatting with Sister Bisji for a while, I feel better.If I don't think about those annoying things, my life can actually be quite normal.

When I got home to sort things out at night, I accidentally found the bracelet that Il fan gave me before.A chain made of pure gold with five blood-red gemstones inlaid on it.At that time, I insisted on asking him for this bracelet because I liked the red gemstones on it, and I didn't think much about it. I just liked it because I thought it was the same color as my eyes.Because Yier fans said it was very expensive, they were reluctant to wear it and hid it in the cabinet.Now take it out again to see that it is just an ordinary bracelet, you can buy it in any jewelry store.At that time, I was so naive, I really couldn't understand myself after hiding as a baby for so long.With that in mind, I put the bracelet on my hand.

I also thought of the visit to Yiermi's house a few days ago, which can't be called a guest at all, but was almost stabbed to death by my stepmother.But it's so strange, it seemed that I was super angry about this matter before, but now I don't feel it at all, as if it wasn't me who was stabbed but someone else.Speaking of which, I suddenly remembered what I was doing when I went to the Republic of Batokia. I was so angry that I went to Ilmi's house again to try to make trouble, but I seemed to be persuaded by Ilmi to come back.I don't care about being stabbed anymore, when did I become so generous?I don't even feel anything when Il fans say they want to break up with me.Here again, this strange sense of disobedience, many things don’t seem to be done by myself, every time I want to recall carefully, my brain will go blank, it’s so strange.

It's such a disgusting feeling, I hate myself more and more.I thought it would be fine to leave that place of right and wrong, but now it seems that the problem lies with me.There is no way but to endure.Just don't think about it, just don't think about it, just let nature take its course... No!I pressed my temples tightly, how could I have such a lazy thought, this is not my thought, there is something in my head that controls my thinking.

"Leah, what are you doing?"

I looked up and saw sister Biski standing at the door, looking at me worriedly.

"Nothing", I forced a smile, "Why is my sister coming to look for me now?"

"I'm just worried about you, come and see. Do you want to sleep with me tonight?"

Lying on the same bed with Sister Bisji at night, it was actually not the first time to sleep together, but this time I felt very at ease, and soon became a little drowsy.In the past few days, I have always felt like being possessed by a ghost, which made me unable to sleep at night. It is rare to have a peaceful sleep today.It was already noon when I woke up the next day, and Big Sister Bisji probably woke up early, and now she was reading adult magazines with a happy face.When I saw the magazines in her hand, I felt powerless for a while. I think she often showed me these magazines when I was a kid who didn’t understand anything. It’s so hateful!I was only five years old at that time!Fortunately, I'm only five years old, I don't remember anything... ignorance is bliss!

"Li Yachan, my sister is leaving for Youkexin today, there will be a large jewelry auction there, do you want to go with me?" Sister Bi Siji closed the magazine and asked me.I thought that I was fine anyway, and I started to think about it when I was alone, maybe I should find something to do.

"Okay. Actually, I've always been curious, sister, why are you always so obsessed with things like gems, which you can't eat or use."

"What are you talking about, a layman! You don't know the charm of gems at all. I am a professional gem hunter. Unlike you, a kid who doesn't understand anything, I can feel the soul contained in every gem. ..."

Half an hour later, I felt that I was really stupid just now. I actually asked such a question to the gem hunter. Now I am forced to stay here and listen to her story. I haven't washed my face or brushed my teeth. It's very uncomfortable. Please forgive me ,I was wrong!

"All in all, you don't understand the value of gems at all. For example, this bracelet on your hand, do you know how valuable the gems inlaid on it are?"

"Ah? Isn't this the ruby ​​that most jewelry stores have?" I replied weakly.

"Stupid!" She hit me on the back of the head with a magazine, "It's too violent to wear on your hand! All five of your bracelets are pure natural rubies. You know that natural rubies have How precious is it? Most of the rubies sold in the market are man-made, because natural rubies are very rare and precious, and man-made is not difficult. The blood-red ruby ​​on your bracelet is the most cherished by people, commonly known as "pigeon blood red". The color is bright red and beautiful, and it can be called the "crown of red gemstones". Magnificent and luxurious ruby ​​is the king of gemstones, the treasure of treasures, and its advantages exceed all gemstones. Some ancient books believe that ruby ​​​​is "the crown of God". The most precious of the twelve gems created when all things were created. "...where the hell did you get this bracelet?"

"...Given by someone else." Even though Big Sister Bisji said it seemed amazing, I really still couldn't understand the charm of gems. For me, any ruby, sapphire, or diamond is not as good as a moon seed vine attractive. (Note: Moon Seed Vine is a highly poisonous plant. The poisoning occurs immediately, and it cannot be cured because it expands too fast. In addition, it should be noted that the poison is a commodity that is more valuable than diamonds)

"Hey, that person is really generous!" Sister Bisji sighed.

"..." There is no way to complain, if he is generous, then I will be the savior.Maybe he had a fever and was confused?

The author has something to say: According to medical records, ruby ​​also has the effect of curing essence? ? ?Leah you need it!

small theater:

Leah: I heard that you inserted a needle in Qi Ya's brain, causing him to almost abandon Xiaojie at a critical moment and run away?

Yiermi: There is such a thing, but Qi Ya is so amazing that he pulled out the chanting needle by himself.

Leah: Insert one for me too, I'm afraid I'll be unresponsive at critical moments and I won't be able to escape in time.

Il fans: No, it's too wasteful.

Leah:  …