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"Tiantian, I..." Ji Ze stood at the door of Gu Tian's house, straightened his tie nervously, and when he heard the sound of the door opening, he quickly raised his head and smiled, but the smile froze at the corner of his mouth in the next second, "Jiang Chen? Why is it you? Aren't you in the United States? When did you come back? Where's Gu Tian?"

Jiang Chen was also stunned for a few seconds when he saw that it was Ji Ze, and then he recognized him as a friend Chen Xiaoxi made in the cram school, and he had met with them several times in college, and he was on good terms with Lu Yang and Wu Bosong.

Jiang Chen took a few steps back, raised his hand to signal for him to come in, "I just came back a few days ago, come in and sit down."

"No need," Ji Ze declined, stretching his neck to walk around him to see if there is Gu Tian behind him, "I'm here to find Gu Tian for dinner, where's Tian Tian?"

"She has to work overtime today, and she's still at the TV station, and she won't be back for a while." Jiang Chen felt that something was wrong, sweet, sweet, isn't this called too close?

Jiang Chen took a step forward, covered the door lightly with his hands behind his back, and blocked Ji Ze's sight with his body.

——Obviously Gu Tian is not at home, but he just doesn't want Ji Ze to capture the breath of Gu Tian's life, not even a single bit.

"Let me go eat with you. We haven't seen each other for many years. Let's take this opportunity to get together."

"Ah?" Ji Ze didn't expect Jiang Chen to make this proposal, his face showed a little disappointment, and his smile faded, "Alright then, I'll call Shang Lu Yang and Wu Bosong, let's have a meal together , drink some wine."

"Hey!" Lu Yang and Wu Bosong found the two of them who had already drank more than a dozen bottles of beer at a food stall on the street, "You two are really good at eating food stalls in suits and shoes?"

Lu Yang sat down on the remaining empty seat, and still kept complaining, "Ji Ze, you are a big star, so you are not afraid of being photographed by others? The last time we ate food stalls with us, but fans chased you ten times Street, run away to kill me. I don't want to be troubled by you again!"

After Lu Yang finished speaking, he looked at Jiang Chen on the other side, "And Jiang Chen, Gu Tian told me the day before yesterday that you were back, I still didn't believe it, it's not been four years yet, we thought she was dreaming!"

Jiang Chen raised his head and took a sip of the beer, gripped the bottle tightly slightly, and then said: "A week ago, I finished all the doctoral courses in advance, contacted the hospital and came back."

"As expected of Jiang Chen," Ji Ze looked at Jiang Chen's face that was always calm, and couldn't help but sarcastically said, "You're still so smart and calm, as if everything is under your control."

"Why are you talking about this?" Wu Bosong saw that Ji Ze's expression was not right, he quickly patted him on the shoulder, and smoothed things over, "Didn't you say that the brothers had a drink party? Come, let's drink together!"

Ji Ze slapped Wu Bosong's hand, and when he was about to continue talking, the phone rang suddenly.Ji Ze swiped his hand without looking at it, but accidentally opened the release.

A pleasant female voice sounded: "Mr. Ji, you booked a table at our restaurant at eight o'clock tonight. It has been half an hour now. We would like to ask, are you and Ms. Gu still here?"

"What else is coming!"

Ji Ze excitedly picked up his phone and threw it on the ground, panting heavily.

"Do you have any plans for today?" Jiang Chen looked at Ji Ze expressionlessly, his eyes sharp.

"Yes!" Ji Ze took out a ring box from his suit pocket, and placed it in front of Jiang Chen provocatively, "I originally planned to propose to Gu Tian today."

He slowly walked back to his seat and sat down, "Did you know that six years ago today was the day when Gu Tian and I met for the first time, and that was the day when I fell in love with Gu Tian at first sight."

Ji Ze stopped and took a sip of beer, "Actually, a month ago, on Gu Tian's 25th birthday, I had already proposed once. That day, I lied to her to come to the rescue, saying that I was going to shoot an advertisement for me. I colluded with all the staff around me, and I just kept it from her, trying to give her a surprise."

"How is it? Does it look like an idol drama? There's no way, Gu Tian has always liked this kind of romantic scene the most." Ji Ze shook his head and smiled wryly, tears flickering in the corners of his eyes.

"She didn't know it was a real proposal at first, you know, she's always been in the show. I asked her if she would marry me, and she really pretended to be the happy girlfriend and told me she would .”

"When all the staff were gone, I asked her again, and she realized that it was a real marriage proposal. She was indeed very touched, and she kept crying, just like half a year after you left, I and her It’s like a confession, crying and saying sorry to me. I asked her why, and she said that she would wait for you to come back. You made an agreement with her. If one day you two get separated and separated, she will stand where she is. Wait for you to come back and find her."

Ji Ze stood up, looked at Jiang Chen's stern face, and said with a trace of helplessness and despair in his tone, "When you were still together, every time you got together, I insisted on going, do you really think that Is it because of how good my relationship with Chen Xiaoxi and Wu Bosong is?"

"Not at all. I just want to take a sneak peek at Gu Tian to see if she is okay, and to see when you two will break up. I don't even dare to let you know that I like Gu Tian. I am afraid that she will ignore me, so I hire her every six months. A so-called girlfriend showed you, and you broke up after watching it. But I didn’t expect that it took three years to watch it. When you were in senior year, you were still together sweetly. I feel that I have no chance in this life. , so I applied for a graduate student abroad and wanted to start over. But you actually went abroad. You had no idea how excited I was when I heard the news. I thought this was my chance. I flew back to China immediately to confess to Gu Tian. She But without even thinking about it, he rejected me."

Ji Ze raised his hand and covered his eyes, "Do you know? Since that day, we have never met or had dinner alone again. Gu Tian is so cruel! I have no choice but to pretend that I have completely given up on her. Willing to see me again. She is such a cruel woman, but I still like her so badly, I just can't fucking forget her!"

With tears in his eyes, Ji Ze killed the beer in front of him, and lowered his proud head for the first time, "Jiang Chen, I beg you, please return Gu Tian to me."

Jiang Chen was unmoved, and said firmly, "She has always been mine."

"Really?" Ji Ze sneered, "Then where have you been these three years? It is I, Ji Ze, who has been by her side these three years, not you, Jiang Chen! Since you left, why did you come back? "

Jiang Chen closed his eyes, unable to speak.

The separation of these three years has always been a pain in Jiang Chen's heart. It is not the fault of the two of them, but it is helpless and cannot be avoided.

"Are you speechless?" Ji Ze saw that Jiang Chen had nothing to say, and continued to press, "Do you know how Gu Tian came here in the past three years? Such a beautiful girl went to the entertainment circle, Do you think it's easy?"

"Yes, she is very lucky. She was spotted by her seniors before she left the campus, and she was chosen to host the show together. But, who is smooth sailing? Not long after she graduated, she was spotted by a big boss in the circle , but she resolutely disagreed, the boss became angry and blocked her, and the brokerage company also terminated the contract with her. For more than half a year, she only had one announcement, which was to go to "Happy Match" as a pawn Background board, just like this, there are still many people scolding her. Where were you when she was in such a difficult time? Only me, I was by her side, watching her stumble along the way, watching her slowly recovering!"

"I know, I know." Jiang Chen took a long sip of wine, his tone was low and depressed, mixed with heartache.

"You know?" Ji Ze felt amused, and he actually laughed, "What do you know? What the hell can you know in America?"

"I know how difficult it is for her, I know how difficult it is for her." Jiang Chen couldn't help standing up, raised his voice, and retorted decisively, "I know all of this."

Jiang Chen looked away, sat down again, and said slowly: "Gu Tian registered a penguin account in her third year of high school, and she insisted on using it to record clips of her broadcast practice every day. Not long after she registered, I added it. She is a friend, and later she set up a friend authentication authority, but it may be because I have nothing to do, so she didn't notice that there is a friend like me. Every day when I have nothing to do, I will go to her penguin space to listen to her the sound of."

"When she graduated for just three months, there were suddenly a lot more practice clips, and the time was getting longer and longer. It wasn't until she started adding her own voice diary after the clips that I knew she was going to be unable to hold on. I want Immediately flew back to accompany her, but she said in the clip that the last thing I want is for me to see her so decadent and useless."

Jiang Chen started to choke up when he said this, "I had no choice but to sneak back to see her. She was in poor condition and lost a lot of weight. It seemed that the wind would blow her away. She even started to suffer from long-term anxiety and couldn't sleep all night long. , kept studying the hosting styles of the major hosts, and memorized everything they said on the show. But her damn self-esteem has always been very strong, and she didn't tell you when she got depression. When I asked Chen Xiaoxi , she also said that although Gu Tian is very tired, she smiles happily every day, there is nothing different."

"I couldn't think of any other way, so I could only secretly go back to China to see her, and pretended that her fans wrote to her every day, encouraging her all the time. I knew that she had a psychological problem, so I deliberately designed to let her see the psychological clinic opened by my friend leaflet, thinking that since I can’t speak in front of acquaintances, I can always speak to a psychiatrist.”

"The doctor said that she has a strong self-loathing. Every time she sees relatives and friends, she feels uncomfortable, feels guilty and blames herself, and doesn't want to talk to others. When she sees people during the day, she always smiles brightly, but when she is alone behind her back, she is depressed. I can't get excited. I can't help it, I don't want to stimulate her, so I have to come back and take a peek at her every once in a while."

"Fortunately, her condition is not serious. Three months ago, my friend told me that she was gradually improving and no longer needed psychological treatment. I hurriedly finished my studies and prepared to return to China."

"So," Jiang Chen looked up at Ji Ze who was stunned to the side, and continued, "I know her hardships, and I didn't give up on her. I love her, and I can't live without her."

Ji Ze laughed, the louder he laughed, he even burst into tears, "I always thought that I was the person who loved Gu Tian the most in this world, but I didn't expect you to be less affectionate than me."

"Actually, the moment I saw you at Gu Tian's house, I knew that I had no hope. To be precise, Gu Tian has never given me hope. Before I get married, I still have a chance."

"Jiang Chen, do you know? I'm really jealous of you," Ji Ze stood up, patted Jiang Chen's shoulder, "Treat her well."

Wu Bosong, who was as quiet as a chicken at the side, took advantage of the time when everyone was out of their minds, and silently pressed the recording that he didn't know when to open it, turned around and tapped the screen to send it to Gu Tian, ​​and started typing——

Boss, did you hear me?Jiang Chen really loves you, no matter what you have experienced or become, he loves you very much.Don't be afraid to see him, don't be afraid to face him, let alone have any doubts, he is always waiting for you.

Beside the phone, in the dark corner of the huge recording studio, Gu Tian held up her phone, covered her mouth, and burst into tears.

The author has something to say: Everyone doesn't quite understand why they didn't get in touch, and why Gu Tian doesn't want to see Jiang Chen so much.There is another chapter, and now there is no manuscript at all.Maybe everyone has to wait patiently for the finale, there are still one or two chapters left.

ps: The introduction has been updated, you can take a look at Lightning Protection.

This chapter explained all the foreshadowings buried before. Gu Tian suffered from depression due to too much pressure, and developed self-loathing, and didn't want to see acquaintances, let alone Jiang Chen.It's a bit like Yu Huai's unwillingness to contact Geng Geng, but the situation is a little more serious.

My high school classmate was like this, girl, she used to have excellent grades in high school, and she was always the top three in the school, the seed player of Peking University and Tsinghua University.As a result, I failed the college entrance examination. Although I still passed 985, I was extremely uncomfortable after arriving in university. I heard that I failed several courses in my freshman year and was almost expelled.Later, he was diagnosed with depression and took a year off from school.

In fact, we met once after the college entrance examination, and we didn't feel anything unusual, and we were still smiling as before, but it turned out that we had depression at that time.

Until now, she has never been to a high school reunion, and no one else has seen her. My mother's colleague who lives in the same community as her told my mother about her family when they chatted later.My mother came back quickly and told me that no matter what, don't have the idea of ​​being depressed and committing suicide, the most important thing is to live.

well!Even if this person has lost contact with us completely, no one among the classmates can contact her.Hope she gets better!

I feel very sorry, what a girl she was before, mentality is really important!

She still expects too much from her family and pushes herself too hard.And I always think about how good I was before, and I can't accept the fact that there are many capable people in the university. The gap is too great!I can't turn around by myself.