Nowhere near it

After taking a shower, You Yi came out of the bathroom.

His upper body was naked, his whole body was as red as a boiled shrimp, his hair was wet, dripping water constantly, his feet were bare, his steamed glasses were carried by his mobile phone, and a bath towel was wrapped around his shoulders.

Zhou Wei was sitting upright on the sofa in the living room, with his office computer in front of him.

You Yi tilted his head and squinted his eyes for a look. There was still half a pack of cigarettes left on the table. You Yi walked over and took one, held it in the corner of his mouth and lit it. The fine hair on his forehead was messy, and his eyes were out of focus. Looking in Zhou Wei's direction, he looked very ruffian.

Putting on his glasses and holding the cigarette in his mouth on his fingertips, You Yi leaned over to look at Zhou Wei's computer.

You Yi said: "What is this?"

"Mail." Zhou Wei pointed to the symbol on it and said, "There have been a lot of mails that need to be processed for a while."

It was only then that You Yi remembered that Zhou Wei was actually the legal person of Uncle Ma's company.

"You really know these things?"

You Yi blinked his eyes and shook the soot on his fingertips.

"Some will." Zhou Wei finished processing the last email, closed the computer, and said, "Some are just pretending."

You Yi nodded thoughtfully.

"You can still act." You Yi laughed at himself, "I can't do it at all."

You Yi's hair was wet, and the water flowing from the tip of his hair soaked in the towel bit by bit along his neck, and gradually disappeared from sight.

Zhou Wei reached out and touched You Yi's wet hair.

His fingers paused for a few seconds at the end of his hair, and then he went to the bathroom again. You Yi was puzzled, and said dissatisfied behind him: "I just washed it. You think it's dirty..."

It wasn't until the top of his head was covered by a clean white towel that You Yi realized that Zhou Wei didn't wash his hands, but brought a towel over.The strength of wiping the hair on the top of the head gradually increased, Zhou Wei's hands were so strong as if revenge, You Yi couldn't smoke properly even though he was shaking.

Frustrated, he threw the cigarette into the ashtray and let Zhou Wei ravage his hair.

"Remember to dry your hair after taking a shower next time." Zhou Wei threw the towel aside and said, "It's winter now, you will catch a cold."

You Yi nodded perfunctorily, and said impatiently: "I see, you have said this before."

But after trying to insert his fingers into his hair, You Yi felt that he had done a lot.

You Yi suddenly found some feeling of youth.

Cozy and comfortable.

There is a very small wine cabinet in the kitchen of Zhou Wei's house. Because he doesn't live there often, there is only a bottle of cheap red wine that can't be named.You Yi walked over and took it out, threw it on the table, and opened it with a corkscrew.

"Do you want to drink?" Zhou Wei said.

You Yi shook his head with a smile, and said, "Shouldn't we celebrate what happened today?"

After finishing speaking, You Yi took two clean glasses from under the table and placed them on the table.

There was some red wine for Zhou Wei, but a glass of white water for You Yi himself.

"I won't drink it anymore." You Yi wiped the water from his forehead with a towel, and said, "I always talk nonsense after drinking it, and replace the bar with tea."

You Yi is still self-aware about drinking.

You Yi understands what he looks like after drinking.

Zhou Wei nodded.

He recalled: "Do you remember what you said when you were drunk?"

"Some remember." You Yi scratched his head and said, "Some don't remember."

Zhou Wei smiled and said, "I remember all of them."

"Then quickly forget about it."

You Yi curled his lips in dissatisfaction, and he picked up his own glass again, leaned towards Zhou Wei's rim in a dignified way, and the two glasses made a sound.

"Congratulations on hitting the ground running."

You Yi narrowed his eyes and smiled, drank his white water in one gulp, and said triumphantly, "I've always dreamed of such a day, but I didn't expect it to be happier than I imagined."

Zhou Wei took a sip of the red wine on the table and looked at You Yi.

You Yi, who took off his glasses, didn't have any anxiety in his eyes. Although it was just white water, he looked like he was drunk.

"My dad..." You Yi shook his head, and changed his words: "Uncle Ma is a very cautious person, he will definitely investigate everything today, so my fake death will be discovered sooner or later."

Zhou Wei said seriously: "So what do you want to say?"

"It's not a big deal."

You Yi walked over and took off his bathrobe, and put on the home clothes that Zhou Wei had prepared in advance.

"I want to tell you that I may be exposed to Uncle Ma at any time." You Yi emphasized: "But you can protect yourself."

Zhou Wei looked at You Yi and said nothing.

He understood what You Yi wanted to say.

He wanted to say that you'd better stay away from me. It's better for the two of us to separate and I'll connect to you alone. If one day I'm unfortunately discovered by Uncle Ma, you can complete your mission well without any impact.

Zhou Wei was a little angry, he glanced at You Yi.

The latter put his glass aside, walked to the place by the window, bent one leg slightly, and sat on it.

Downstairs is a bungalow.

Someone next to him was taking advantage of the street lights by the side of the road to take back the clothes that had been dried during the day.

You Yi looked at those people and said softly: "Zhou Wei, I always felt that I was different from them. I was different from Uncle Ma, Lin Yuan, and even the people in that circle. When it comes to usury, I feel that I am different from them.”

You Yi lit a cigarette.

Somewhat irritatedly, he scratched his hair and put a cigarette in the corner of his mouth.

"I was forced, I was forced, I was adopted, so I can only either listen to Uncle Ma and live a good life, or die outside." You Yi sneered: "I have been giving Make a hint in my heart, I am not fake, I just want to live a little easier."

Zhou Wei wanted to go over and take the cigarette from You Yi's hand, but the latter turned his head sideways to avoid it.

"You let me finish first." You Yi turned his face away again, avoiding Zhou Wei's gaze, and he continued: "But I gradually discovered that I am not the person I imagined. I have nowhere to go, and I can also bargain with them in Uncle Ma's trading field. I will even stuff them into the freezer for what I want. I can do even more than them. A little bit, I think I am actually the same kind of person as them.”

You Yi buried his face between his legs.

The sound is getting smaller and smaller.

He then said in a muffled voice: "I had no right to choose what happened when I was a child, but I am fully capable of avoiding it now, right? Even if it was for Mo Yao, I took on all of it, but after that, I should have a chance to leave These things, even if I escape for the rest of my life, in theory, I should be fine, but why didn’t I do this, why did I obey them.”

"...so... I began to recognize myself gradually." You Yi said: "I am the same kind of person as them, there is no difference."

Zhou Wei approached You Yi cautiously, wrapping him in his arms with a warm blanket.It's rare that You Yi didn't struggle or refuse for the first time. He just took a shower, and the shower gel smelled good from top to bottom, which made people feel at ease and comfortable.Zhou Wei couldn't help but circle him tighter.

"Didn't you say the same thing when you first met me?" You Yi looked at Zhou Wei's chin and said with a smile, "You said that I am in such a place, and you are still persuading others that I... am not normal."

Zhou Wei hugged the person in his arms tightly, and gently stroked You Yi's hair.

"You just wanted to tell me this?" Zhou Wei said.

You Yi shook his head puzzled.

Zhou Wei stretched out his hand to hold You Yi's shoulder, and said in such an angry tone: "You Yi, you underestimate me too much."

The opponent's shoulders were stiff.This is the first time Zhou Wei has seen You Yi who stretches his softness towards you like this.

"Since the first time I met you and let you go," Zhou Wei took a deep breath and said, "I have deviated from my own track. I have no way to ignore your existence."

In fact, Zhou Wei knew in his heart that if you participated in smuggling once, it would be very difficult to get out of this circle again.Especially when Uncle Ma trained you as a shield, he has almost everything about you.Even if you are lucky enough to leave and get out of Uncle Ma's control, can you guarantee that you will be able to live a life of fugitive for the rest of your life, with no personality, no dignity, and escape until the day you die.

No one can live a life like this in the name of 'normal'.

"You are normal, no one is more normal than you." Zhou Wei raised You Yi's head, forced him to look at him, and said, "You can't get out of your current life, but that doesn't mean you are like them. You Yi Yi, because they never gave you a chance to choose. When you opened your eyes, they only gave you a way to go. If you don't choose, you can only disappear from here. It's not your fault, you just It's just for self-preservation."

Zhou Wei emphasized: "You have made the best choice within your own tolerance."

You have made the best choice within your own affordability.

You Yi murmured and repeated these words, his pupils tightened suddenly.

It seems that everything has a big case.

Physical injuries are never a big deal, no matter how many hands Uncle Ma has laid, how many scars are left on his body, and how many people hunted down, You Yi never cares, he just has no way to reconcile himself.This sense of ambivalence becomes worse with age, and You Yi even thought that one day he would completely accept the reality, and then completely sink down.

However, all of this can finally come to an abrupt end today.

You Yi couldn't help lowering his head and red eyes.

This sentence seems to have been waiting for too long.

At the beginning, it was just red eye sockets, red eyes, but at the end, I couldn't hold it back, and the tears flowed down bit by bit.While wiping, but also bleeding, You Yi felt very ashamed, but he couldn't stop it, it was extremely embarrassing.

It was as if a soft thing had been stuffed into his heart, tightly stuffed, but it warmed his entire chest.

You Yi couldn't help but push Zhou Wei away, stood aside and knelt down to cover his face.

So humiliating.

It's embarrassing.

He was obviously doing evil, and he still had the face to cry.

You Yi didn't want to cry, but he just couldn't help it.

It feels weird, like a physical reaction you can't help.

It's like the feeling of relief that the things that have been suppressed and embarrassing myself for a long time finally disappeared.

For several minutes, neither of them moved.

You Yi covered his face and kept sniffling, while Zhou Wei stood in front of him and looked at him.

Finally, You Yi wiped off the things on his face.

I took two more pieces of paper and wiped my nose clean.

You Yi's nose and eyes were red, and the hair on his forehead covered his forehead softly after washing.It's completely gone from its usual thorny appearance.

You Yi looked at Zhou Wei with red ears, then rubbed his eyes helplessly, and he suddenly laughed.

He said: "You should tell me these words later."

Zhou Wei was puzzled and said, "Why?"

You Yi shook his head and said with a smile: "I originally only planned to come here with you, help you deal with Lin Yuan, and then give you all the things I have in my hands. Until this point, we will never see each other again."

Zhou Wei took a step forward and approached You Yi's somewhat icy body.

Asked: "What about now?"

You Yi took off his glasses and violently threw them on the ground.

He said, "Now, I can die for you."

Without any hesitation, You Yi leaned over and kissed Zhou Wei's lips.

The author says:

Finally kissed.You Yi finally... [Thank you everyone who has been following up, you are my motivation!Before it's over, let's see more people! !Please hahahaha.It should be almost over. 】