Nowhere near it

When Luo Xin walked downstairs, he saw You Yi standing at the bottom of the building leaning against the car door, smoking a cigarette.

It seemed that he had been standing for a while, with more than one cigarette butt under his feet.

There was a text message on the phone, Luo Xin glanced at it, and then quickened his pace.

Seeing Luo Xin walking down, You Yi extinguished his cigarette and asked, "Is everything settled?"

Luo Xin nodded, looked up at the upstairs room.

"Everyone is tied up." He said, "I'll ask someone to take him away later, he can't stay here any longer."

You Yi opened the car door and took out a tissue, knelt down and picked up the cigarette butts under his feet, wrapped them up and threw them into the trash can far away.The pack of cigarettes on the table at Lin Lei’s house was exactly the same as the one he left behind at home, which caused him a lot of trouble. The brand of his cigarettes was not a popular one, and You Yi was also afraid that someone would pay attention and cause unnecessary trouble. Trouble.

"It's more troublesome than I imagined." You Yi sat in the car and sighed, "There is no surveillance at Chen Song's door. He is still such a ghost."

Luo Xin looked at him from the rearview mirror and said, "Otherwise, let's go to Chen Song and ask him face to face."

You Yi sneered, and said, "If I were Chen Song, I wouldn't appear in the bar for a while, maybe even the store would be closed."

In fact, You Yi is very smart, and often he can think of it first.

"Why did the police look for Lin Sen? It took so long." Luo Xin was puzzled, "Could it be that they still expect Lin Sen to do something?"

"What do you think?" You Yi said with a smile: "Isn't it because they want to expect Lin Sen to come up with something to bring down Uncle Ma, but they forgot that if Lin Sen is willing to hand over something, even he himself will be implicated. How could he be willing. These people should learn what people like us are most afraid of."

Luo Xin nodded, Lin Sen's heart was obvious, he didn't want to hand over anything, but also wanted to spend his life in peace and stability, and never wanted to have anything to do with Uncle Ma, otherwise he wouldn't have been hiding for so long without hearing from him. However, after so many years, no one knows how much he has left.

"Lin Sen, what are you going to do?" Luo Xin said, "We may be in trouble if this continues."

You Yi stretched lazily in the car.

In fact, what he is worried about now is not what to do with Lin Sen, but what to do if Uncle Ma knows.Obviously, Lin Lei guessed that Lin Sen was in his hands. If there is one person, there will be another person. Everything is not without trace. Sooner or later, he will find something to expose himself. In order to find out the truth about Lin Sen, what he gave himself was probably a bullet, or worse, tortured to the point where he was insane.

die young.

You Yi had foreseen his own future.

He began to wonder whether to prepare a cemetery for himself in advance.

Thinking of this, You Yi rubbed his chin.

"If I were a policeman, I wouldn't work hard on Lin Sen and put my hopes on it." You Yi smiled and said, "Lin Sen has to protect himself, he can only be a backup, I will choose someone more suitable than Lin Sen As an option, this person cannot get married, cannot have too many ties, and will not cherish his life too much. The important thing is that he can get close to Uncle Ma and participate in smuggling."

You Yi's words stopped abruptly.

The smile gradually solidified on his face.

Because he discovered that the most suitable person was actually himself.

Luo Xin obviously realized this too, he was looking at You Yi from the rearview mirror.

You Yi's complexion was not very good, he suddenly thought of something, and said: "When did Zhou Wei and I meet for the first time? Did he say that Uncle Ma asked him to find Lin Sen last time?"

The first time it was because of some intersection with him.

When was the last time you met Zhou Wei?

The harder you tried to think back, You Yi found that he couldn't remember any key points.

A dull throbbing pain in the chest.

He found that he might not be able to accept the consequences of his guess.

"parking."

You Yi roared, "Stop the car."

In the middle of the road, Luo Xin waited for the red light and drove for a while before stopping the car.

As soon as the car stopped, You Yi immediately opened the door.

With his hands on his knees, he breathed in the cold air outside.Without a coat, he only had a thin sweater on his body. The night wind blew into his chest, and his brain gradually became stiff. You Yi touched his forehead and squatted down against the car door helplessly.

Never had he felt so hopeless for a moment.

Want to kill that person immediately.

A bullet pierced his head.

In the beginning, You Yi simply thought that Zhou Wei was holding his own secret, and sent text messages to harass him. At first, he even wanted to bury himself alive, just to fight for something in front of Uncle Ma. He wanted to participate, so he felt very You Yi has many enemies and has experienced such things, so Zhou Wei thinks it is reasonable and can be explained.But he just couldn't figure out why someone like Zhou Wei, who was doing a good job in serious business, would want to join in the life-threatening business.

At this moment, You Yi finally found the answer.

With trembling fingers, You Yi took out a cigarette and put it in the corner of his mouth.

"Show Lin Lei Zhou Wei's photo." You Yi said, "Go now."

His eyes were slightly red, Luo Xin took a coat and put it on him.

Even though Zhou Wei lied to him, You Yi stubbornly believed that at least he had real feelings for him, otherwise he wouldn't be so close that he wouldn't even know to hide his gun.

But now, You Yi dare not think about it.

But thinking about it carefully, the other party seems to have never expressed his feelings for him, which is considered kind.Everything might be just my own wishful thinking, why is it like this every time, You Yi scratched his hair angrily, as if he would fall into such a vicious circle every time.

But this time is different.

He may be the police.

Get close to you with a purpose, get close to you, soften you in their professional way, and then get what they want before sending you to jail.

It was really difficult for Zhou Wei.

Be patient with the time around you.

However, You Yi has always felt that his life never needs others to judge him.

It's not self-deprecating, it's just that You Yi really can't think of any shining points in himself that are worthy of the other party's liking, and now all the doubts have been solved.

It seemed that he suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, and it seemed that the breath was stuck in his throat.

I should have shot him.

You Yi rubbed his eyes and looked at the cigarette butts on the bottom of his feet in a daze.

If he was really a policeman, You Yi realized that he might actually kill him.

He didn't remember how long it had been, the phone in his hand was tightly squeezed, his fingers were frozen stiff, he couldn't feel the cold or pain, and a nerve was tense.The pain of youth will always disappear slowly with the passage of time, and slowly scab, but how to recover from the pain of today.

Maybe the only way to be happy is to kill himself.

Everything stopped abruptly, maybe it was the best result.

The phone vibrated suddenly, and You Yi picked up the phone in an instant as if reflexively.

"It's not him." Luo Xin said on the phone: "I asked, and Lin Lei said it wasn't him."

You Yi hung up the phone.

Pressing the phone against his forehead, You Yi cursed, squeezed the phone tightly with trembling fingers, and then took off the glasses that got in the way.

His eyes hurt.

The corner of the mouth is raised high.

He didn't want to admit how scared he was just now.

Giving up hope on a person makes You Yi feel sadder than losing him.

In fact, Lin Lei knew very well what he should say and what he should not say.

He was eavesdropping that day, and Zhou Wei had seen him early in the morning, but for some purpose he didn't expose it.As for Lin Lei's identity, he also knew it early on. It was beneficial for Zhou Wei that Lin Lei was by Chen Song's side, but what he didn't expect was that Chen Song would never investigate the people around him.

Wanting to find Lin Sen without revealing himself, Zhou Wei only thought of this method.

Let You Yi tell him where Lin Sen is.

"I know you just heard something, you will definitely do something, or have done it long ago, but there is one thing you have to remember, if you want your dad to live, you can't see me."

This was the last sentence Zhou Wei said to Lin Lei before leaving.

The truth may be a bit cruel to You Yi, Zhou Wei hopes that You Yi will never know it for the rest of his life.

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You Yi leaned against the car window and let out a long sigh.

It's getting late, and I really should find a place to sleep.

Now that he knew that it was Lin Lei who caused the trouble, You Yi felt that he could go home too.

But he didn't want to go back.

It would be great if I have some hobbies, or have a friend who can tell my heart, otherwise it will not be the same as it is now.

You Yi leaned in the car and lit a cigarette, the smoke was so faint that everyone became relaxed.

The tense nerves relaxed in an instant, but You Yi was a little confused.

Seeing Zhou Wei's figure appearing in front of him was after the cigarette was about to be smoked.

A figure suddenly appeared on the window of the car he was leaning against.

You Yi looked to the side with a cigarette in his mouth, and then saw Zhou Wei.

"The first shot didn't kill you, so you came to look for the second shot?" You Yi tilted his head and pressed the car window and asked, "How did you find me?"

After Zhou Wei confirmed that You Yi was the only one in the car, he said, "I called Luo Xin."

"So when did your relationship get so good?" You Yi scolded, "I should fire him immediately."

Zhou Wei opened the co-pilot seat and sat in. You Yi didn't refuse and looked at him with a cigarette in his mouth.

"You are not afraid that I will really kill you." He smiled helplessly: "Do you think you can see through me?"

Zhou Wei did not answer this question.

You Yi's fingertips on the steering wheel were shaking, Zhou Wei knew that he almost never drove by himself.

"I'll drive."

Zhou Wei said as he got out of the car and opened You Yi's door.

You Yi didn't refuse, and obediently sat in the co-pilot's seat.

Along the way, neither of them spoke.

You Yi didn't ask Zhou Wei where he was going, and Zhou Wei didn't ask You Yi where you wanted to go. The two of them were just like ordinary drivers and passengers.

Half an hour later, the car stopped in front of You Yi's house.

You Yi got out of the car and looked back at Zhou Wei, who seemed to have no intention of leaving.

Sighing, You Yi had no choice but to go upstairs and open the door of his house.

It was not as messy and messy as imagined. His room had been carefully tidied up. Not only did everything belong to everyone, but even the hygiene was carefully cleaned.

Zhou Wei locked the door behind him and said, "I came back to look for you, but you weren't here. Later, I asked someone to clean it up."

You Yi didn't know what to say, so he could only say "oh".

You Yi doesn't like the strange atmosphere of the house that has been tidied up.

He walked to the window, opened the old window with his legs apart, and let the cold air from outside blow in, preferably into his heart, to suppress the inexplicable heat.

"Zhou Wei." You Yi turned his back to him, looked at the dark sky outside and smiled wryly: "I will only say some things this time, I don't like to let others see this side of me, weak and sensitive, exactly the same as when I was a child , I hate this kind of myself, such a person can't bear anything."

"I am neither skilled nor smart enough. I am stubborn and like to bluff. I like to be alone but I am afraid of being alone. I am very stubborn and impulsive. I am not as good as my brothers. I am a bit despicable. I’m even poor, and I have nothing but a decent skin.” You Yi turned to look at Zhou Wei, and said, “If you’re only moved by my tragic life experience, Or it's because of Uncle Ma's reason to argue with me, or it's the same as Mo Yao, if that's the case, Zhou Wei, you can stop here."

You Yi took off his glasses and turned his back to that person.

"Go out through this door, tomorrow morning, you will still be you, and I will still be me. I can pretend that nothing has happened." You Yi shook his head and said: "In fact, nothing happened in the first place. I won't be much with Uncle Ma. Whatever you say, you can do whatever you want, Zhou Wei, you played me with that secret, and I shot you, so it's even."

You Yi took a deep breath, and uttered the last few words held in his chest.

"That's it."

Nice to meet you, but this thing hurts more than flesh and blood.

There were some noises from the people behind.

Then there was no more sound.

The whole room was eerily quiet for an instant.

You Yi poked his head and looked out the window. He really wanted to see the back of Zhou Wei leaving. After seeing it, he could say "goodbye" to this person in a chic manner.

People are always growing. After the second failure, You Yi found that he could afford to let it go. Maybe it will hurt a lot now, but after tonight, You Yi thought, after tonight, everything It will return to its original position and live without pain or itching. It's good to think about it this way.Probably I am more suitable to be alone, but why do I feel a little sour in the corners of my eyes.

You Yi rubbed his eyes vigorously.

The chest also felt a little stuffy and uncomfortable, and You Yi stretched out his hand unconsciously to grab it.

Then he picked off a piece of his blood scab.

"Hold."

He looked at the blood on his fingertips and cursed, thinking about going to the dining table to find a paper towel to wipe, and then he bumped into the arms of the person who had been standing behind him.

You Yi was stunned.

"You Yi." He heard Zhou Wei say, "Have you thought about leaving?"

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