Nowhere near it

I know your secret.

"I think, I found him." You Yi smiled wearily.

His unspectacled eyes looked moist.

Once a myopic person takes off the glasses, things will appear out of focus with the naked eye.

The same is true for You Yi.

He stood there lazily, Zhou Wei knew that at this distance, he couldn't see his face clearly at all.

Zhou Wei had seen this expression on his face before, and that time when You Yi was injured and drunk, he also looked at him like this.The difference is that You Yi was drunk that time, but now, he is sober.

To be honest, Zhou Wei was a little afraid of You Yi like this.

What I'm afraid of isn't what he just said, what I'm afraid of is that he will always do something that surprises him.

"I remember I told you last time that I was short-sighted because I hit my head." You Yi raised his face and scratched his neck, a little embarrassed and said: "Actually, I didn't hit it, but was beaten. It's so high..." He gestured and said, "I was thrown from the top and dragged all the way headfirst.

"Actually, you already knew about this, right?" You Yi smiled helplessly and said, "You should know a lot about me, it's like looking at me naked from a high place."

Although you didn't like this adjective, You Yi still said it, and it seemed that he couldn't find a more appropriate word to replace it.

"Actually, I don't like wearing glasses either." You Yi squeezed the glasses on his fingertips and said, "Because I can always see your faces clearly. What kind of expression do you see on my face? Contempt, surprise, or with me? The people in the company are angry and want to kill me. So I would rather not see myself and fool myself."

"Although I have heard your name for a long time, the first time I saw you was at my dad's place. That day my dad almost beat me so badly that I couldn't walk. I didn't even dare to have dinner Well, I'm afraid you'll see something. It's true that I'm used to being beaten, but I also want face."

Speaking of this, You Yi grinned at the corner of his mouth in a self-deprecating smile.

"Later when I woke up, I was at your house. It's not that I didn't doubt your original intention. I also sent someone to investigate. Although Luo Xin whispered in my ear countless times, I also knew that you actually wanted to kill me that night. Get rid of me, but I still feel that you..."

It's not that I don't doubt it, but I don't want to.

You Yi didn't continue, but touched the corner of his brow.

"You helped me a lot before, I am very grateful. I also like to be close to you." You Yi smiled unconsciously as if recalling all the past, and said: "You know a lot about me, and you must know about me. I'm a kind of person who doesn't trust others very much. I always come alone and leave alone. I don't affect others, and you don't affect me. It sounds comfortable, but it's lonely. But after meeting you, I feel a little bit It’s not like me anymore. I always want to change something, I have more thoughts and expectations about life, this is not like me.”

"I'm quite scared." You Yi said: "I'm not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of change. I'm afraid of having expectations."

"Zhou Wei, I actually bought it. Uncle Ma bought it in RMB, 5000 yuan, which was considered a large amount in those days. So I never dared to call him 'Dad' in front of him."

Not trying to belittle myself, just trying to make it clear.

You Yi seemed to feel that what he said was a bit awkward. He was too bad at saying such words, and the words didn't convey the meaning, so he scratched his hair in extreme annoyance.

Skillfully lit a cigarette on the table.

Putting on the glasses again, this time he finally saw Zhou Wei's face clearly.

And the first time I saw it, I still felt my heart beat.

You Yi smiled at this face.

"When I was young and ignorant, I met a person. You were very similar to him. I felt like him the first time I saw him, but in many things later, I felt that you were not like you. He approached me for a purpose. But you don’t seem to be.” You Yi laughed and said: “That person was curious about my origin and envied my freedom, so he gave me warmth and love. Others become dependent. He was fed up with discipline and restraint, and wanted to exchange lives with me. I didn't understand why, so I agreed to him."

"This man is my elder brother."

You Yi touched his face in embarrassment.

"It's a rare campus life, so I went to school for a while." He said proudly: "The grades are not bad, and the top few are ranked. You know, I haven't had a good class for a long time, but I don’t need any friends, I just feel good if I can live a good life.”

"After a period of time, Mo Yao finally understood what my freedom was and what I was in contact with." You Yi smiled again: "He was afraid, he regretted it, he wanted to go back to school, went to Normal life. How could I bear to see him become like me, so I went to Uncle Ma, knelt on the ground and begged him to let me go back, let my eldest brother go back to school, it’s really terrible to think about it now. But people always Just keep in mind that I have never had much money, so I can only book a room at the cheapest hotel."

"I would think, anyway, I bought it, maybe my life should be like this, unlike him, who has a good life all his life."

You Yi smiled and said: "When I open my eyes the next morning, he will go to study abroad, and I will continue on this path. In fact, he knows everything, he knows that I went to my dad, and he also knows that even if he doesn't have to say anything Tell me, I will take this step for him, even he knows that I bought it, but he can pretend that he doesn't know anything, and accept it with peace of mind, you see, he is really good at thinking about himself Man, I can't fault anything."

"But in fact, after so many years have passed, I have long since let go." You Yi scratched his head helplessly and said, "It's not like I ever liked a scumbag, it's just because I lacked love and needed warmth too much at that time. , it just so happened that one person appeared."

Being able to say this, You Yi has actually let go.

Thinking about it now, Mo Yao may not have any extra feelings for him, everything is just his own excessive interpretation.

It's not that I really like him, it's just that he appeared at that time.

Having said this, You Yi took off his glasses again.

"That's why Zhou Wei." He looked at Zhou Wei and said, "That's why you have that video."

"The video of me and Mo Yao on the bed in the hotel." You Yi repeated.

You Yi stood up slowly, he was also tall, only a little shorter than Zhou Wei.

The wet hair was all brushed back, revealing a smooth forehead, looking a little more heroic than usual.

His lip color was very pale, and he talked too much, and he almost fainted when he talked about it.

You Yi put his hand against the wall against his back, and with the other hand, he took out a silencer gun that he had prepared earlier from behind.

Pressing hard against Zhou Wei's forehead, aiming the black muzzle at the center of his forehead, You Yi loaded the bullet without the slightest hesitation.

There was an unexpected calm in his eyes.

"I have a friend named Gao Ranmo, who is not doing business. He just hacked your computer and found that video in it. I almost thought it was my eyesight. It turns out that I have been sexually harassing me, and the person playing me is right next to me."

I know your secret.

"Zhou Wei, you know how much courage it took me to dare to think about it. To think about things I didn't dare to think about before, to think about the life I expected and envied. You are crueler than Mo Yao. That video, you You are hurting me in the cruelest way. You are telling me how bad I am, to expect someone again." You Yi smiled and said: "I always fall twice in the same place, I don't know if it will He didn't know how to repent the day he entered the coffin. Mo Yao got the life he wanted from me, and you, what do you want from me."

Although his words were a bit fierce, You Yi was always calm in both tone and face.

Calm as if telling someone else's story.

"In other words, who are you?" You Yi said.

Zhou Wei's lips moved.

You Yi shook his head, interrupted his explanation with a smile

"Zhou Wei, are you afraid of death?"

Moving the muzzle of the gun in his hand down, You Yi pointed at Zhou Wei's shoulder and fired the first shot without hesitation.

"It's okay." You Yi said with a smile: "I have suffered from penetrating wounds, and it doesn't hurt very much."

The author says:

Zhou Wei: I am a mute in this chapter.