Pei Yan's slightly frowning brows were reflected in his pupils. Zheng Lan only had him in his eyes, and with the box in his arms, he ran over with all his might, abandoning the noisy traffic around him.

Zheng Lan was crossing a narrow road, a car whistling behind him galloped by, and in Pei Yan's eyes, he happened to pass by Zheng Lan, so anxious that he stepped up and grabbed the person's hand.

With a stagger, Zheng Lan fell into Pei Yan's arms, hugging him tightly and not letting go.

And Pei Yan only understood that he was also frightened, there was no words of comfort, only a criticism.

"How old are you when you cross the road and don't look at cars? Why are you running and no one is chasing you?"

Zheng Lan couldn't hear anything, his ears were buzzing, only the box in his hand was tightly held by him.

As soon as he spoke, tears were about to fall, and he looked up at Pei Yan as if he had been bullied.

Pei Yan shrank in her heart, wouldn't she really want to be scolded and cry by a few words from him?

Fu hugged him again, and this time he put his palms on his back and patted him gently, muttering: "I didn't scold you, I just reminded you to be careful, in case I'm not by your side one day..."

"You won't be here." Zheng Lan hugged her tightly, her tone was too aggrieved, Pei Yan explained again: "I didn't mean that I wasn't here, I meant..."

"No matter what is absent, it won't happen." Zheng Lan cut him off again.

OK, something went wrong.

Pei Yan pinched the back of his neck and asked, "Meet your mother?"

"Meet it." Zheng Lan withdrew from his embrace, shaking the box in his hand.

Only then did Pei Yan realize what it was that had been bugging her just now.

He took it over and asked, "Is your household registration book in it?"

"What are you talking about?" Zheng Lan patted him on the waist, "This is something left by grandma."

Zheng Lan's tone was much lower, and Pei Yan was taken aback when he heard that, and began to re-examine the box.

"Keep it well." Pei Yan put it back into Zheng Lan's arms.

Zheng Lan was holding the box and was in a daze this time.

Those eyes were red, and it looked like she had cried, and the wind was blowing again, which made people feel distressed.

Pei Yan thought, should I tell him about grandma, I have to face it no matter what.

The side of the road is not a suitable place to talk. He held someone's hand, and Zheng Lan followed him obediently.

The two got into the car, but Zheng Lan opened the box and only took out a notebook from it, and put the rest in the back seat.

The moment the box was opened, Pei Yan caught a glimpse of a few things inside, and thought of the few times he had occasionally seen the old man before.

He raised his hand, touched his forehead lightly, and said, "Lanlan, when your grandma left, is there something you didn't tell me?"

Zheng Lan's hand to open the diary froze.

He looked at Pei Yan, and Pei Yan looked at him.

It's just the sadness in the eyes.

This was the moment Zheng Lan was most afraid of.

Compared to Pei Yan leaving him from now on, he is more afraid that Pei Yan will always live in guilt.

But with the heavy diary in his hand, Zheng Lan put it on his lap and gave Pei Yan a hug first.

"Sorry……"

"Don't tell me you're sorry," Pei Yan rubbed the corners of his eyes, "I didn't think carefully. I'm responsible for this matter, so I don't blame you."

Zheng Lan shook her head in his arms, her hair rustling his clothes, then raised her head and held up the diary in her hand.

"No, that's not the case. Grandma left something for me. Her old man said that Xiao Pei is a good boy and will make me happy for the rest of my life..."

The paper was flipped quickly, Zheng Lan found that page and paragraph, pointed to it word by word, and read it to Pei Yan.

After reading it, the eyes of both of them were hot. Zheng Lan shook her body and said that memory that she didn't dare to recall: "I thought grandma didn't want to accept that I like boys. She is my only relative. It's me. I wasn't responsible enough before, and I didn't communicate well with her, so I just let her old man know about it at this time. At that time, I just thought, I can't accept myself like this anymore, I don't deserve to be with you at all... "

"What are you talking about..." Pei Yan rubbed his hair and sniffed himself.

"And I won't let you take the burden with me. It has nothing to do with you." Zheng Lan looked at him, met his eyes, and finally told the abnormality of that year.

However, when it came to Pei Yan, he only blamed himself for being negligent at the time, leaving Zheng Lan alone in pain and imprisoned.

In the small car, Zheng Lan turned over the center console, was held by Pei Yan's waist, took it over, and placed it on his lap.

The diary was sandwiched between the two stomachs, and neither of them moved.

Zheng Lan's eyes flickered, and she raised her head after a while, pursed her lips, and said in a low voice: "Then can we let grandma fulfill her wish?"

Pei Yan finally smiled, Zheng Lan's cautious appearance was as green as a mouthful of citrus.

He followed him and asked, "What wish?"

"Grandma said that she hoped that I would be happy for the rest of my life." Zheng Lan leaned on his shoulders, "I thought about it, and this wish can only be realized if the two of us stay together."

The heart seems to be wrapped in honey, and it is so sweet that it reaches the tongue.

Pei Yan rubbed his slender waist and said, "You can say it."

He lowered his head and gave him the mouthful of honey.

A kiss was so sweet that her heart flustered, and Zheng Lan was so dazed by the kiss that she asked in a daze, "Is it true?"

"What's real? Of course I'm real." Pei Yan stroked his hair.

"No, you haven't always been real," Zheng Lan wrinkled his clothes, "In the past two years, I have missed you many times, but you are all fake."

This is to make Pei Yan feel distressed to death, so I can spoil him enough.

A moment later, he buried his head in kissing him again.

This time, her limbs were limp and weak, Zheng Lan could only rely on Pei Yan to breathe.

"Am I still fake?"

Zheng Lan shook his head and smiled.

"no no……"

"Did I say before that I want to love you forever?" Pei Yan recalled the bitter words at that time, but he didn't feel ashamed at all in this situation.

"Yes..." Zheng Lan felt a little embarrassed.

"Then let me say it again," Pei Yan hugged him, pressing his forehead against his forehead, his body temperature and heartbeat were conveyed together, "Lan Lan, I will always love you."

"Well," Zheng Lan choked for a long time before wrapping her arms around Pei Yan's neck, "Me too. I didn't say much before, but I will tell you often in the future. I love you, love you very much, and I won't give up on you again. "

"It's not giving up on me," Pei Yan asked him to promise, "it's not giving up on yourself."

Zheng Lan nodded, "I won't give up on myself."

"Our grandma is so wise, you still can't figure it out." Pei Yan gently pinched the tip of his nose.

It was almost noon after these words, and the two held hands for a while after they parted before they were willing to let go.

Wanting to have lunch, Zheng Lan thought of an old shop and asked Pei Yan to open it, but the street had already changed, the old shop was gone, and Zheng Lan stood at the entrance of the mall feeling lost.

Pei Yan walked up, hugged him, and said, "Are you so sensitive? It's just a restaurant. What do you want to eat? Let's go find it again, shall we? I'll eat with you. What can you be unhappy about?"

A few words that hurt the spring and the autumn were teased away, Zheng Lan's eyes were full of joy, and said: "I'm happy."

After lunch, Zheng Lan asked when he was leaving, Pei Yan lit a cigarette and said there was no rush, let's take a nap in a room.

The hotel I stayed in was still the same one, and Pei Yan always stayed there when he came here.After entering the lobby, the manager greeted him, as if he knew Pei Yan very well, first called President Pei, and then asked, "Do you still want your usual room?"

"Yes, please help me open it."

There was a waiter walking in front to take him, but Pei Yan held Zheng Lan's hand and said no to that person.

Only then did Zheng Lan shake him lightly, and asked, "How long have you lived here?"

Having said all the words, Pei Yan was not afraid to admit it, saying: "Every time I come here, I live here."

Zheng Lan was stunned for a moment, then said dryly.

After reaching the door of the room, Pei Yan swiped the room card, and Zheng Lan asked hesitantly, "You haven't been here many times, have you?"

Pei Yan pulled him into the room, and said: "Yes, I have been here many times, but I have never seen anyone before, can I make up for it?"

Zheng Lan took it seriously, chased him into the room, and asked, "What compensation do you want?"

Pei Yan suddenly started to take off his clothes, Zheng Lan looked up at the central air conditioner, it should be turned on, so she took off her coat too.

The coat was casually thrown on the sofa. Who knew that taking off the coat was not enough for Pei Yan, she raised her hand and threw the sweater away, leaving her upper body naked.

Is it that hot?

Zheng Lan walked up and was about to touch his skin, but she was caught as soon as her restless fingers touched it.

Pei Yan glanced at him and said, "Take off your clothes."

Zheng Lan was stunned, "I'm not hot."

Pei Yan smiled, "You only take off your clothes when it's hot?"

It took two or three seconds to realize what it meant from his eyes. Zheng Lan's face became hot and his heart warmed up. Cooperating with Pei Yan, he committed a crime in broad daylight.

Pei Yan drove the car all morning, and was already sleepy, occupying half of the bed and sleeping soundly, but Zheng Lan was not sleepy, with one hand wrapped around the hair of the person next to the pillow, and the other hand flipping through the diary.

The diary is very thick, and the first page is from when grandma and grandpa got married, and the handwriting is also different.

Grandma's tone is relaxed, and the length of each day is not long, but it can still be seen that it is a very good time.

Seeing the day when she was born, Zheng Lan always had a smile on her face.

Eyes a little tired, Zheng Lan closed the diary, lay down, and hugged Pei Yan.

Pei Yan woke up a little from the dream, and subconsciously opened her arms to surround the person.

How long has it been since I left this embrace, and Zheng Lan misses it very much every day.

Only at this moment, when you let go of all your grievances and decide to move towards the future together, is it like a tired bird returning to its roost.

The two left after dinner. Before leaving, Pei Yan asked Zheng Lan if he wanted to go, and Zheng Lan said no.

Grandma's box was safely placed in the back seat, and they went all the way back to Yijiang. This time, Zheng Lan didn't ask Pei Yan to take him home.

Putting things in the door, Zheng Lan regarded this place as her own home, and went to wash a cloth to wipe it when she saw something dirty, Pei Yan just went back to the room to put something, Zheng Lan had already wiped a table.

He hugged the half-bent man from behind, kissed the side of the cheek and asked if he was hungry, Zheng Lan shook his head and said, "My hands are dirty, please stay away from me first."

"You're not dirty." Pei Yan said.

Laughing involuntarily, Zheng Lan continued to wipe the table, and saw a red book on the counter on the lower floor, he suddenly remembered his red cloth strip, and asked: "Do you remember the last time I asked you About that red ribbon?"

Pei Yan was in a daze for a while, remembering that Zheng Lan asked him for a belt before, but instead of saying that it was actually here, he asked first: "Why do you keep looking for it?"

"Maybe you don't remember. During the Chinese New Year, I said that my grandma gave me a belt asking for marriage. That's the one. I wrote on it..."

Such a word was about to be said suddenly, but Zheng Lan couldn't say it.

When reminded to this extent, Pei Yan certainly remembered it.

He had seen it once under Zheng Lan's pillow by accident, so why didn't he remember it.

Letting go of Zheng Lan, he hurried to the room, but Zheng Lan didn't respond to his calls.

In a few seconds, the man ran out with flip-flops and a light belt in his hand.

"Is it this?" Pei Yan asked.

Seeing that Zheng Lan was stunned for a moment, he unfolded it on his own.

The tape was coiled together, and it took a lot of effort to untie it. Pei Yan held it up, and under the lamp, he could vaguely make out a word.

"Love."

He remembered the opportunity when he picked up this belt, and slept with Zheng Lan on impulse, and the hotel called to say that he had left something behind.

Fortunately he was coming back then.

Pei Yan asked him, "Why did you stay for so long?"

Zheng Lan couldn't tell why.

It's just an ordinary tape, and even the words on it are written by himself.But when connecting Pei Yan with love, Zheng Lan couldn't get rid of it no matter what.

"When I miss you, I tie it on my hand." Zheng Lan pressed her close, and her whole figure turned into a puddle of water, touching him softly.

However, I still remember that my hands were dirty, and my arms were stretched out, not touching Pei Yan at all.

Pei Yan didn't care, it turned out that he had already exposed the fox's little tail, and he only blamed himself for not catching it.

"Have you missed me for so long?" Pei Yan asked.

"Well. I miss you." Zheng Lan said.

"Then the first time you met me, when you had dinner, why did you have such a bad attitude?"

"I didn't figure it out at that time..." Zheng Lan kissed and kissed, Pei Yan didn't have a light, and there was only regret in his heart.

He asked him: "If you are so reluctant, why did you fall down that day?"

"I put it in my pocket," Zheng Lan said, "Usually I would tie it around my wrist to sleep at night."

Pei Yan took his hand, the white and slender wrist was encircled by half of his palm, the belt was put up, and then tightened.

The two looked down at the same time, focused and quiet, just like the ceremony of raising the red hijab on the wedding night.

A solemn kiss on the wrist, Pei Yan said: "I don't need it in the future, I will accompany you every night."

作者有话要说:感谢在2021-10-0817:08:23~2021-10-0919:48:51期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: 1 piece of milk tea;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of forget-me-nots; 5 bottles of easy;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard

Tap the screen to use advanced tools Tip: You can use left and right keyboard keys to browse between chapters.

You'll Also Like