Was taken away by seniors after breaking up
Chapter 49 Good Night
-Now-
Pei Yan took Zheng Lan to the mall to buy a new set of clothes.
The original one can still be worn, but if she wears it and goes to Wan Han's house, she can see what the two of them have done at a glance.
When he went to the shopping mall to pick out clothes, Pei Yan was dissatisfied with many things.It was getting close to lunch time, Zheng Lan just wanted to change clothes quickly and go to Wan Han's, so he found a men's clothing store and asked the clerk to help him choose a few pieces for him to try again.
Walking out of the fitting room, Pei Yan started to frown, saying that this dress doesn't look good, so don't wear it.
The clerk looked at them strangely.
But Pei Yan didn't care about these things, he still went his own way, and gave Zheng Lan a choice by himself, and asked him to try it again, and he was still not satisfied many times.
In the end, Zheng Lan didn't want to try it anymore, and Pei Yan said it was fine, I like this one.
Zheng Lan lost his temper by him.
In the flower shop in front of Wan Han's house, Zheng Lan asked Pei Yan to stop, and he went down to choose a bunch of flowers.
I picked sunflowers, which are very sunny colors.
He got into the car with a bouquet of flowers in his hand. Pei Yan was smoking with the car window open. Before he finished smoking, he sat and waited for the smoke to burn out.
With his hands idle, he picked up the petals, dipped his fingertips in water, and said, "It's pretty pretty."
Zheng Lan almost slapped him away, the petals were almost dropped by his play, as if on purpose.
Pei Yan didn't care at all, and didn't play with flowers. He looked at the passing cars outside the window, and waited for the cigarette to burn to the end before pressing it into the ashtray.
It took a lot of effort for the two to enter the community.The security is very strict. Even if they told the owner's house number and name, the security still insisted on calling Wan Han.
After the call was connected, Wan Han explained to the security guard for a while, and the security guard finally agreed to let them in, and his whole attitude changed.
Wan Han met them outside the room, and when the elevator door opened, Zheng Lan saw her through a few flowers.
She only wore very casual clothes, and leaned against the door. When she saw Zheng Lan, she came up in surprise and took the bunch of sunflowers away.
"Thank you," Wan Han lowered his head and sniffed, "It smells so good."
Girls usually like flowers more, Zheng Lan thought so when buying it.
"We didn't bring anything." Zheng Lan said apologetically.
Wan Han was stunned when he heard this, but after a while, he smiled and glanced at Zheng Lan and Pei Yan, pulled Zheng Lan inside, and said, "It's okay, what are you bringing with you? See you outside, come in quickly." Bar."
Suddenly someone called his wife in the room, and Zheng Lan recognized Xiang Congyang's voice.Wan Han blushed a little, pointed out the location of the slippers for them, and ran in hastily.
Zheng Lan bent down to change his shoes, thinking of Wan Han's blushing, and suddenly understood what Wan Han's pause meant.
He said "we", not just "I".
Zheng Lan unavoidably glanced at Pei Yan. He had already changed his shoes and taken off his coat at some point.Meeting Zheng Lan's eyes, he thought he needed help, so he stretched out his hand and asked, "Do you want to take off your coat?"
Zheng Lan took off his coat and saw Pei Yan hanging on the coat rack before walking in with him.
The house is not very big, but it is decorated very warmly by Wan Han.The overall color is pink and yellow. Wan Han came out holding the sunflower in the vase and put it on the coffee table, making the whole room brighter.
There was a burst of cooking aroma in the kitchen, and Wan Han sat and chatted with them in the living room, Zheng Lan couldn't help asking, "Is Xiang Congyang cooking?"
Wan Han smiled and comforted him: "I've taught him for a long time that you can't eat anything that kills you, and now the dishes he cooks taste pretty good."
Zheng Lan was a little embarrassed, but he didn't mean it that way.
The atmosphere of the whole meal was very pleasant, and Zheng Lan briefly forgot the questions that Pei Yan forced him to answer.
At the end, Wan Han asked Zheng Lan where he lived now, and Zheng Lan didn't feel ashamed, saying that he was temporarily staying with Bai Hao.
After hearing this, Pei Yan put down the chopsticks and put them on the bowl.
Zheng Lan added: "But I'm already planning to buy a house."
He thought about it, and if he couldn't find it all the time, he might as well just buy it, because he always wanted to buy it anyway.
"Now that I have a stable job, I can decide where to buy a house."
Wan Han glanced at Pei Yan, ever since Zheng Lan said that he lived with Bai Hao, Pei Yan's expression was not in a good mood.
"Yes, back in college..." Xiang Congyang realized that he had said something wrong as soon as he started. Wan Han gave him a hard push under the table, but no one was afraid of the water splashed by what he said. Keep it in mind.
Wan Han had no choice but to raise his glass again, saying that everyone should drink more, Zheng Lan smiled, and it seemed that the matter was over.
In the afternoon, the four of them played mahjong again at home. Zheng Lan didn't know how, so Wan Han taught him for a while, during which Pei Yan and Xiang Congyang stood on the balcony and chatted.
With their backs to the mahjong table, their hands resting on the railing of the balcony, each taller than the other.
When Zheng Lan was distracted, she glanced at Pei Yan's back, and felt that the excitement he gave him was very similar to that of the past.
But so are the obstacles.
Later, Zheng Lan finally learned it, and the four of them started fighting.Pei Yan is very good at playing, he is always casual, and he doesn't play fast. He is not always the first to win, but he always wins a lot.
Zheng Lan has a novice bonus and is very lucky, always the first to leave.
In the end, Zheng Lan had won, Pei Yan won the most, Wan Han and Xiang Congyang had lost miserably.
Xiang Congyang sighed and dropped a piece of mahjong, saying that he shouldn't play with him, people like Pei Yan have been gambling since childhood.
Pei Yan laughed when he heard this, and scolded him: "Don't talk too much if your skills are not as good as people's."
With a mournful face, Xiang Congyang blurted out: "Take care of him, Zheng Lan."
Wan Han wanted to strangle Xiang Congyang to death.
Pei Yan smiled lightly and said nothing, Zheng Lan only nodded perfunctorily.
During dinner, both Xiang Congyang and Pei Yan went into the kitchen, and Wan Han chatted with Zheng Lan.
After talking for a while, Wan Han finally asked him: "Last night you...cough..."
Zheng Lan was taken aback for a moment, then groaned with burning face.
The agreed time was postponed until the next day, and Pei Yan called Wan Han in the middle of the night, so it was clear at a glance what he had done.
Only then did Zheng Lan feel ashamed belatedly.
But Wan Han didn't say any more, but asked: "Have you decided to get together again?"
"No." Zheng Lan shook her head.
Wan Han was startled, this is to be a P friend, afraid that Pei Yan will become a scumbag after not seeing him for a long time, she hurriedly asked: "What do you mean now?"
"It's just... there are still some problems that have not been resolved." Zheng Lan said.
Now Wan Han understands that there must be a reason for their breakup in the first place, the problem was not resolved, and it is not that simple to get back together.
What's more, it's been two years.
"You can count on your own, but no matter what decision you make, you have to live well in the future, don't worry about it anymore." Wan Han said.
Zheng Lan nodded slightly.
Not long after dinner, Zheng Lan and Pei Yan were leaving. The young couple still needed some private time, so Zheng Lan said goodbye in a sensible way.
Wan Han invited him to come and play frequently in the future, and Zheng Lan also agreed.
The two got into the elevator together, Zheng Lan stood in front, Pei Yan stood behind, a shoulder's distance away.
The elevator doors are made of reflective metal, which can reflect people clearly.
At first, Zheng Lan just looked at Pei Yan secretly, but later found that he was looking at his mobile phone, and his eyes became a little more unscrupulous.
Unable to see people clearly, Pei Yan leaned against the elevator wall, with one hand in his trousers and the other hand holding the phone, the bright light from the screen hit the bridge of his nose.
The elevator dinged and the underground garage arrived.
He had the illusion that Pei Yan smiled lightly, and he walked out with his waist.
It wasn't the parking place, Zheng Lan just wanted to ask Pei Yan if he remembered wrongly, when Pei Yan's hand shifted from his waist to his wrist in a daze, he almost carried him into the stairwell.
The stairwell in the garage was terribly dark, Zheng Lan was pushed against the wall, Pei Yan bowed his head, exhaling warm.
"What were you looking at me for?"
Zheng Lan didn't know how to explain, so she poked her neck, turned her face to the side, and said, "Do you still want to pay?"
"No money, but a fee."
Zheng Lan thought he would kiss him, but Pei Yan didn't.
Stopped at a close distance, about two or three seconds.
The cold air gradually poured in, Pei Yan asked him: "Do you think I will kiss you?"
Zheng Lan was hit by the words, and blinked a few times in the dark.
"Is it so cheap?" Pei Yan touched his face and asked him, "Do you think the price is so cheap if you want to get back what you lost?"
Zheng Lan clutched the hem of her clothes tightly, while Pei Yan withdrew and left.
The sound of footsteps was very empty, Zheng Lan seemed to have just gotten up from the water, looked sideways at the direction he left, leaned against the wall and took a deep breath.
After leaving the community, Zheng Lan told Pei Yan Bai Hao's address, and Pei Yan was not familiar with the way, so he turned on the navigation.
Only the mechanical female voice sounded coldly in the small space.
When they arrived at the door of Bai Hao's house, Zheng Lan was about to get out of the car, and she pulled on her seat belt, but Pei Yan still didn't move, and didn't even mean to say goodbye.
Zheng Lan felt uncomfortable, if Pei Yan was indifferent, he could be hurt at any time.
He bit his lip and asked after a while, "Didn't you go back to school for graduation?"
Pei Yan finally had a reaction and said, "I'm back."
Zheng Lan said with a sour tone, "Did you really come back? Why didn't I see you?"
Pei Yan looked at him now, "What do you see me?"
Zheng Lan was so stared at by him that she felt guilty, her eyelashes drooped, and she confided: "I thought you would come back for graduation. I was in the office that day, helping the teacher stamp."
Pei Yan was stunned for a moment, "Oh", and recalled: "The plane was late that day, and I was off work when I arrived. It was the instructor who called, and a teacher came to do it for me."
Zheng Lan didn't expect it to be like this. A pair of eyes stared blankly for a while before leaning back on the back of the chair.
It was already summer when Pei Yan graduated, the trees were growing lush, and the weather was a bit hot, but not at the temperature where the air conditioner should be turned on.
In the afternoon, the sun was shining on the office, and there were so many people that they crowded a small room to the brim.
Zheng Lan was sweating profusely sitting on a small table, and every time someone handed him a document, he would first look up at that person's face.
Dizzy and sore all afternoon, Zheng Lan still didn't find the person he wanted to wait for.
Although there may be various misunderstandings, Zheng Lan prefers that Pei Yan does not want to see him.
He spoke harsh words at the airport because he could neither keep him nor tell him the truth about the distance they had to distance.
In any case, Zheng Lan will not let Pei Yan burden her family.
Everything was thought out very clearly, and when the day of parting came, Zheng Lan was still extremely uncomfortable.
In fact, he pretended better than ever, with an indifferent expression, and his words were flat without any ups and downs, as if he really didn't care at all.
But when Pei Yan turned around, he cried like the world was being destroyed.
Missing is not a concrete thing, it just permeates every minute and every second.
Zheng Lan felt it and deliberately ignored it, but it backfired.
Every day when I come out of the library, I always feel that there is a familiar figure under the tree at the door. When I wake up, it seems that the person next to me has just left. When I eat, I always want to order his favorite dishes, and every time I order more than usual.
But obviously there is no one else.
When Pei Yan talked about their miss, Zheng Lan briefly recalled that period of time.
Both of them were silent for a while, tacitly leaving a period of non-disturbance for each other.Zheng Lan felt that enough was enough, got out of the car, bowed and said good night to Pei Yan.
Not goodbye, but good night.
Hearing from the little girls in the department that good night meant expressing love, Zheng Lan always wanted to say good night to Pei Yan one day.
After all, he had said too little before.
Zheng Lan spoke softly to him, and even mentioned the past, making him look pitiful.But Pei Yan took this trick, no longer talking about the morning's business, and just forgot Zheng Lan's hoarse voice at that time.
I hugged and hugged, kissed and kissed, and did and did.
They are all involuntary and uncontrollable, and this has to be acknowledged.
Forget it, why bother to force him, if he can figure it out in such a short time, how can it be possible to separate for more than two years.
But Pei Yan was still holding it, and gave a cold "hmm".Zheng Lan's hand was in his pocket, clenched imperceptibly.
He walked around to the side of the cab, Pei Yan thought he had something to say, and pressed the window on this side.
Zheng Lan leaned over, her eyelashes were particularly curled up when she lowered her eyes, Pei Yan stared at his eyes in a daze.And the next moment, there was a warm peck on the lips.
"Good night." Zheng Lan said again.
When Zheng Lan went upstairs, Bai Hao was lying on the sofa playing a game, and the sound came out from his mobile phone, which was very noisy.
But as soon as Zheng Lan came back, he immediately closed the game, patted the sofa beside him, raised his chin, and said, "Sit."
Zheng Lan smiled helplessly, he knew that torture would be inevitable.
So he went on and on and skipped the important link, but Bai Hao asked sharply: "So you did it?"
Zheng Lan paused, "Ah", and began to reflect on why she always made such friends.
But Bai Hao said clearly: "I knew that sooner or later you two would have to get out together."
Zheng Lan didn't want to hear his nonsense, so she changed the topic and said, "I'm planning to buy a house."
Bai Hao was taken aback, and really forgot what he was thinking before, "You are finally going to buy a house!"
Bai Haowu began to help him find out where the house is most worth buying now, which is closer to his work place, and where the transportation is convenient.Zheng Lan let him think alone, got up and went to wash up.
Today was a hasty and unexpected day. Zheng Lan was lying on the bed, thinking that she would think about it for a long time, but she fell asleep after a while.
It's just that he didn't sleep well, he dreamed of grandma for a while, and Pei Yan for a while, his body was tossing and turning in the cold and heat.
He thought of the day when his grandmother passed away, when he turned his head back, the fallen old man was in the crowd. At that time, my grandmother had closed her eyes, and he couldn't see her last expression.
Are you disappointed, unexpected, angry, and sad.
He also dreamed that the day Pei Yan left, he kept walking, and Zheng Lan regretted it, so he never turned back no matter what.
That seems to be a forever back.
Zheng Lan couldn't catch up, her chest hurt, she squatted down and grabbed the piece of clothing, gasping for breath, but it seemed that fresh air couldn't get in.
He felt that he was about to die, and the tears came out flickering, and he raised his hand to touch a piece of warm tears in a trance.
Zheng Lan woke up, looked at the blank ceiling, and cried even harder.
He lost a lot of things, and now even the red ribbon is gone.
She also remembered that Pei Yan hugged him last night, that was the best night Zheng Lan slept since her grandmother passed away.
He gritted his teeth, grabbed the corner of the quilt, his mind was full of I miss you so much, and then there were countless sentences to say sorry to many people.
The author has something to say: Happy Holidays!
Lan Lan has been reluctant to tell Pei Yan the reason, because he has no way to say, how could he let Pei Yan accompany him to bear such a heavy matter of grandma's death?
感谢在2021-09-2921:39:38~2021-10-0109:01:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Qi Ran, 536236851;
Thank you to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Xueyuan Cangmang;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Pei Yan took Zheng Lan to the mall to buy a new set of clothes.
The original one can still be worn, but if she wears it and goes to Wan Han's house, she can see what the two of them have done at a glance.
When he went to the shopping mall to pick out clothes, Pei Yan was dissatisfied with many things.It was getting close to lunch time, Zheng Lan just wanted to change clothes quickly and go to Wan Han's, so he found a men's clothing store and asked the clerk to help him choose a few pieces for him to try again.
Walking out of the fitting room, Pei Yan started to frown, saying that this dress doesn't look good, so don't wear it.
The clerk looked at them strangely.
But Pei Yan didn't care about these things, he still went his own way, and gave Zheng Lan a choice by himself, and asked him to try it again, and he was still not satisfied many times.
In the end, Zheng Lan didn't want to try it anymore, and Pei Yan said it was fine, I like this one.
Zheng Lan lost his temper by him.
In the flower shop in front of Wan Han's house, Zheng Lan asked Pei Yan to stop, and he went down to choose a bunch of flowers.
I picked sunflowers, which are very sunny colors.
He got into the car with a bouquet of flowers in his hand. Pei Yan was smoking with the car window open. Before he finished smoking, he sat and waited for the smoke to burn out.
With his hands idle, he picked up the petals, dipped his fingertips in water, and said, "It's pretty pretty."
Zheng Lan almost slapped him away, the petals were almost dropped by his play, as if on purpose.
Pei Yan didn't care at all, and didn't play with flowers. He looked at the passing cars outside the window, and waited for the cigarette to burn to the end before pressing it into the ashtray.
It took a lot of effort for the two to enter the community.The security is very strict. Even if they told the owner's house number and name, the security still insisted on calling Wan Han.
After the call was connected, Wan Han explained to the security guard for a while, and the security guard finally agreed to let them in, and his whole attitude changed.
Wan Han met them outside the room, and when the elevator door opened, Zheng Lan saw her through a few flowers.
She only wore very casual clothes, and leaned against the door. When she saw Zheng Lan, she came up in surprise and took the bunch of sunflowers away.
"Thank you," Wan Han lowered his head and sniffed, "It smells so good."
Girls usually like flowers more, Zheng Lan thought so when buying it.
"We didn't bring anything." Zheng Lan said apologetically.
Wan Han was stunned when he heard this, but after a while, he smiled and glanced at Zheng Lan and Pei Yan, pulled Zheng Lan inside, and said, "It's okay, what are you bringing with you? See you outside, come in quickly." Bar."
Suddenly someone called his wife in the room, and Zheng Lan recognized Xiang Congyang's voice.Wan Han blushed a little, pointed out the location of the slippers for them, and ran in hastily.
Zheng Lan bent down to change his shoes, thinking of Wan Han's blushing, and suddenly understood what Wan Han's pause meant.
He said "we", not just "I".
Zheng Lan unavoidably glanced at Pei Yan. He had already changed his shoes and taken off his coat at some point.Meeting Zheng Lan's eyes, he thought he needed help, so he stretched out his hand and asked, "Do you want to take off your coat?"
Zheng Lan took off his coat and saw Pei Yan hanging on the coat rack before walking in with him.
The house is not very big, but it is decorated very warmly by Wan Han.The overall color is pink and yellow. Wan Han came out holding the sunflower in the vase and put it on the coffee table, making the whole room brighter.
There was a burst of cooking aroma in the kitchen, and Wan Han sat and chatted with them in the living room, Zheng Lan couldn't help asking, "Is Xiang Congyang cooking?"
Wan Han smiled and comforted him: "I've taught him for a long time that you can't eat anything that kills you, and now the dishes he cooks taste pretty good."
Zheng Lan was a little embarrassed, but he didn't mean it that way.
The atmosphere of the whole meal was very pleasant, and Zheng Lan briefly forgot the questions that Pei Yan forced him to answer.
At the end, Wan Han asked Zheng Lan where he lived now, and Zheng Lan didn't feel ashamed, saying that he was temporarily staying with Bai Hao.
After hearing this, Pei Yan put down the chopsticks and put them on the bowl.
Zheng Lan added: "But I'm already planning to buy a house."
He thought about it, and if he couldn't find it all the time, he might as well just buy it, because he always wanted to buy it anyway.
"Now that I have a stable job, I can decide where to buy a house."
Wan Han glanced at Pei Yan, ever since Zheng Lan said that he lived with Bai Hao, Pei Yan's expression was not in a good mood.
"Yes, back in college..." Xiang Congyang realized that he had said something wrong as soon as he started. Wan Han gave him a hard push under the table, but no one was afraid of the water splashed by what he said. Keep it in mind.
Wan Han had no choice but to raise his glass again, saying that everyone should drink more, Zheng Lan smiled, and it seemed that the matter was over.
In the afternoon, the four of them played mahjong again at home. Zheng Lan didn't know how, so Wan Han taught him for a while, during which Pei Yan and Xiang Congyang stood on the balcony and chatted.
With their backs to the mahjong table, their hands resting on the railing of the balcony, each taller than the other.
When Zheng Lan was distracted, she glanced at Pei Yan's back, and felt that the excitement he gave him was very similar to that of the past.
But so are the obstacles.
Later, Zheng Lan finally learned it, and the four of them started fighting.Pei Yan is very good at playing, he is always casual, and he doesn't play fast. He is not always the first to win, but he always wins a lot.
Zheng Lan has a novice bonus and is very lucky, always the first to leave.
In the end, Zheng Lan had won, Pei Yan won the most, Wan Han and Xiang Congyang had lost miserably.
Xiang Congyang sighed and dropped a piece of mahjong, saying that he shouldn't play with him, people like Pei Yan have been gambling since childhood.
Pei Yan laughed when he heard this, and scolded him: "Don't talk too much if your skills are not as good as people's."
With a mournful face, Xiang Congyang blurted out: "Take care of him, Zheng Lan."
Wan Han wanted to strangle Xiang Congyang to death.
Pei Yan smiled lightly and said nothing, Zheng Lan only nodded perfunctorily.
During dinner, both Xiang Congyang and Pei Yan went into the kitchen, and Wan Han chatted with Zheng Lan.
After talking for a while, Wan Han finally asked him: "Last night you...cough..."
Zheng Lan was taken aback for a moment, then groaned with burning face.
The agreed time was postponed until the next day, and Pei Yan called Wan Han in the middle of the night, so it was clear at a glance what he had done.
Only then did Zheng Lan feel ashamed belatedly.
But Wan Han didn't say any more, but asked: "Have you decided to get together again?"
"No." Zheng Lan shook her head.
Wan Han was startled, this is to be a P friend, afraid that Pei Yan will become a scumbag after not seeing him for a long time, she hurriedly asked: "What do you mean now?"
"It's just... there are still some problems that have not been resolved." Zheng Lan said.
Now Wan Han understands that there must be a reason for their breakup in the first place, the problem was not resolved, and it is not that simple to get back together.
What's more, it's been two years.
"You can count on your own, but no matter what decision you make, you have to live well in the future, don't worry about it anymore." Wan Han said.
Zheng Lan nodded slightly.
Not long after dinner, Zheng Lan and Pei Yan were leaving. The young couple still needed some private time, so Zheng Lan said goodbye in a sensible way.
Wan Han invited him to come and play frequently in the future, and Zheng Lan also agreed.
The two got into the elevator together, Zheng Lan stood in front, Pei Yan stood behind, a shoulder's distance away.
The elevator doors are made of reflective metal, which can reflect people clearly.
At first, Zheng Lan just looked at Pei Yan secretly, but later found that he was looking at his mobile phone, and his eyes became a little more unscrupulous.
Unable to see people clearly, Pei Yan leaned against the elevator wall, with one hand in his trousers and the other hand holding the phone, the bright light from the screen hit the bridge of his nose.
The elevator dinged and the underground garage arrived.
He had the illusion that Pei Yan smiled lightly, and he walked out with his waist.
It wasn't the parking place, Zheng Lan just wanted to ask Pei Yan if he remembered wrongly, when Pei Yan's hand shifted from his waist to his wrist in a daze, he almost carried him into the stairwell.
The stairwell in the garage was terribly dark, Zheng Lan was pushed against the wall, Pei Yan bowed his head, exhaling warm.
"What were you looking at me for?"
Zheng Lan didn't know how to explain, so she poked her neck, turned her face to the side, and said, "Do you still want to pay?"
"No money, but a fee."
Zheng Lan thought he would kiss him, but Pei Yan didn't.
Stopped at a close distance, about two or three seconds.
The cold air gradually poured in, Pei Yan asked him: "Do you think I will kiss you?"
Zheng Lan was hit by the words, and blinked a few times in the dark.
"Is it so cheap?" Pei Yan touched his face and asked him, "Do you think the price is so cheap if you want to get back what you lost?"
Zheng Lan clutched the hem of her clothes tightly, while Pei Yan withdrew and left.
The sound of footsteps was very empty, Zheng Lan seemed to have just gotten up from the water, looked sideways at the direction he left, leaned against the wall and took a deep breath.
After leaving the community, Zheng Lan told Pei Yan Bai Hao's address, and Pei Yan was not familiar with the way, so he turned on the navigation.
Only the mechanical female voice sounded coldly in the small space.
When they arrived at the door of Bai Hao's house, Zheng Lan was about to get out of the car, and she pulled on her seat belt, but Pei Yan still didn't move, and didn't even mean to say goodbye.
Zheng Lan felt uncomfortable, if Pei Yan was indifferent, he could be hurt at any time.
He bit his lip and asked after a while, "Didn't you go back to school for graduation?"
Pei Yan finally had a reaction and said, "I'm back."
Zheng Lan said with a sour tone, "Did you really come back? Why didn't I see you?"
Pei Yan looked at him now, "What do you see me?"
Zheng Lan was so stared at by him that she felt guilty, her eyelashes drooped, and she confided: "I thought you would come back for graduation. I was in the office that day, helping the teacher stamp."
Pei Yan was stunned for a moment, "Oh", and recalled: "The plane was late that day, and I was off work when I arrived. It was the instructor who called, and a teacher came to do it for me."
Zheng Lan didn't expect it to be like this. A pair of eyes stared blankly for a while before leaning back on the back of the chair.
It was already summer when Pei Yan graduated, the trees were growing lush, and the weather was a bit hot, but not at the temperature where the air conditioner should be turned on.
In the afternoon, the sun was shining on the office, and there were so many people that they crowded a small room to the brim.
Zheng Lan was sweating profusely sitting on a small table, and every time someone handed him a document, he would first look up at that person's face.
Dizzy and sore all afternoon, Zheng Lan still didn't find the person he wanted to wait for.
Although there may be various misunderstandings, Zheng Lan prefers that Pei Yan does not want to see him.
He spoke harsh words at the airport because he could neither keep him nor tell him the truth about the distance they had to distance.
In any case, Zheng Lan will not let Pei Yan burden her family.
Everything was thought out very clearly, and when the day of parting came, Zheng Lan was still extremely uncomfortable.
In fact, he pretended better than ever, with an indifferent expression, and his words were flat without any ups and downs, as if he really didn't care at all.
But when Pei Yan turned around, he cried like the world was being destroyed.
Missing is not a concrete thing, it just permeates every minute and every second.
Zheng Lan felt it and deliberately ignored it, but it backfired.
Every day when I come out of the library, I always feel that there is a familiar figure under the tree at the door. When I wake up, it seems that the person next to me has just left. When I eat, I always want to order his favorite dishes, and every time I order more than usual.
But obviously there is no one else.
When Pei Yan talked about their miss, Zheng Lan briefly recalled that period of time.
Both of them were silent for a while, tacitly leaving a period of non-disturbance for each other.Zheng Lan felt that enough was enough, got out of the car, bowed and said good night to Pei Yan.
Not goodbye, but good night.
Hearing from the little girls in the department that good night meant expressing love, Zheng Lan always wanted to say good night to Pei Yan one day.
After all, he had said too little before.
Zheng Lan spoke softly to him, and even mentioned the past, making him look pitiful.But Pei Yan took this trick, no longer talking about the morning's business, and just forgot Zheng Lan's hoarse voice at that time.
I hugged and hugged, kissed and kissed, and did and did.
They are all involuntary and uncontrollable, and this has to be acknowledged.
Forget it, why bother to force him, if he can figure it out in such a short time, how can it be possible to separate for more than two years.
But Pei Yan was still holding it, and gave a cold "hmm".Zheng Lan's hand was in his pocket, clenched imperceptibly.
He walked around to the side of the cab, Pei Yan thought he had something to say, and pressed the window on this side.
Zheng Lan leaned over, her eyelashes were particularly curled up when she lowered her eyes, Pei Yan stared at his eyes in a daze.And the next moment, there was a warm peck on the lips.
"Good night." Zheng Lan said again.
When Zheng Lan went upstairs, Bai Hao was lying on the sofa playing a game, and the sound came out from his mobile phone, which was very noisy.
But as soon as Zheng Lan came back, he immediately closed the game, patted the sofa beside him, raised his chin, and said, "Sit."
Zheng Lan smiled helplessly, he knew that torture would be inevitable.
So he went on and on and skipped the important link, but Bai Hao asked sharply: "So you did it?"
Zheng Lan paused, "Ah", and began to reflect on why she always made such friends.
But Bai Hao said clearly: "I knew that sooner or later you two would have to get out together."
Zheng Lan didn't want to hear his nonsense, so she changed the topic and said, "I'm planning to buy a house."
Bai Hao was taken aback, and really forgot what he was thinking before, "You are finally going to buy a house!"
Bai Haowu began to help him find out where the house is most worth buying now, which is closer to his work place, and where the transportation is convenient.Zheng Lan let him think alone, got up and went to wash up.
Today was a hasty and unexpected day. Zheng Lan was lying on the bed, thinking that she would think about it for a long time, but she fell asleep after a while.
It's just that he didn't sleep well, he dreamed of grandma for a while, and Pei Yan for a while, his body was tossing and turning in the cold and heat.
He thought of the day when his grandmother passed away, when he turned his head back, the fallen old man was in the crowd. At that time, my grandmother had closed her eyes, and he couldn't see her last expression.
Are you disappointed, unexpected, angry, and sad.
He also dreamed that the day Pei Yan left, he kept walking, and Zheng Lan regretted it, so he never turned back no matter what.
That seems to be a forever back.
Zheng Lan couldn't catch up, her chest hurt, she squatted down and grabbed the piece of clothing, gasping for breath, but it seemed that fresh air couldn't get in.
He felt that he was about to die, and the tears came out flickering, and he raised his hand to touch a piece of warm tears in a trance.
Zheng Lan woke up, looked at the blank ceiling, and cried even harder.
He lost a lot of things, and now even the red ribbon is gone.
She also remembered that Pei Yan hugged him last night, that was the best night Zheng Lan slept since her grandmother passed away.
He gritted his teeth, grabbed the corner of the quilt, his mind was full of I miss you so much, and then there were countless sentences to say sorry to many people.
The author has something to say: Happy Holidays!
Lan Lan has been reluctant to tell Pei Yan the reason, because he has no way to say, how could he let Pei Yan accompany him to bear such a heavy matter of grandma's death?
感谢在2021-09-2921:39:38~2021-10-0109:01:26期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~
Thanks to the little angel who threw the mine: Qi Ran, 536236851;
Thank you to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 20 bottles of Xueyuan Cangmang;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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