After cohabiting with the male god's double

At that time, Shen Xiaobai was about to enter the third year of junior high school.

To be precise, it was the summer vacation after the end of the second year of junior high school.

At that time, Shen Xiaobai had grown a lot taller, and his grades were also very good.He likes table tennis and is also very talented. When there are competitions in school, he is always the one who attracts the most attention.The girls from the next class will also join in the discussion: "Hey, Shen Xiaobai is a bit handsome!" "Yeah, he can't get a tan!"

In his spare time, he would always invite a few friends to compete.There are always people around the table cheering for him.

He found a hobby he really liked, and the haze in the usual days finally gradually dissipated under the sunshine.

There are big trees around the game table in the community for shade. Under the cool breeze, the sun shines on their healthy and firm skin.Youthful vigor emanates from the sweat-soaked sports jersey.

Shen Xiaobai won another round, and the neighbor's brother gave him a time-out gesture.

"Let's take a break. Hey, I'm really tired from running." The neighbor's brother bent down and supported his knees, adjusted his breathing, took out a bottle of mineral water from the bag next to the table and handed it to Shen Xiaobai. "Here, drink some water."

Shen Xiaobai wiped the sweat from under the headband with the back of his hand, his eyes crooked with a smile, and he took the water bottle with both hands. "Brother Ah Zheng, don't play tricks! There is still one round to decide the winner!"

"I lost!" The one called Ah Zheng was the child of Shen Xiaobai's neighbor - Gu Zhengyi.

Said to be the elder brother, he is only one year older than Shen Xiaobai, and the two are studying in the same school, but Ah Zheng is one grade higher than Xiaobai.Although they are just neighbors, he and Shen Xiaobai have a very good relationship.During the days when Shen Xiaobai's parents were at odds and were frequently subjected to cold violence, he was the one who gave Shen Xiaobai his brotherly companionship.

At this time, he wiped the sweat from his forehead with a towel, and said to Shen Xiaobai with a sorry smile: "The English tutor my mother found for me is here, I have to pack up and go back to class."

"Aren't you afraid of losing and looking for an excuse to run away?" Shen Xiaobai capped the bottle of mineral water that he had taken two sips of, and pouted, regretting this unfinished game.

"Am I losing less to you?" Gu Zhengyi stretched out his hand to rub Shen Xiaobai's hair, smiling a little indulgently.He was a head taller than him, and the movement was very natural. "Let's come out to play again after dinner. I'll play five rounds with you. You should go back too, the sun is so big, be careful of heatstroke!"

"En." Shen Xiaobai was not reconciled, but still nodded obediently.

However, what he didn't know was that he had made an appointment to play after dinner, and it was himself who missed the appointment this time.

Mother Shen and Shen Xiaoting have already left home.

Summer vacation is the best tutoring time.Shen Xiaobai knew that his mother would accompany Shen Xiaoting in a cram school [-] kilometers away from home for an afternoon, and would not come back until the sun went down.He breathed a sigh of relief.It was easier to be alone with my father, or alone with my mother, than when they were both at home.

He took off his sweaty sportswear and hung it on the towel rack, took some tap water from a basin and dipped it in a towel to wipe his body.The sun transmits the scorching heat to the tap water, which feels warm to the touch, even a little hot to the touch.Washing face and hands at this temperature is very comfortable, Shen Xiaobai simply picked up the basin and poured it from head to toe, feeling refreshed.

"Xiaobai, are you cooking? What shall we have for lunch?" Father Shen came out of the study while shouting. "You've been in the bathroom long enough!" Wow—he suddenly opened the door of the bathroom.

Shen Xiaobai just put on shorts, her hair is still wet. "Hey? Dad! It's too hot, so I rushed. What did you just say?"

"I said, it's time to make lunch. Dad is the worst at making this, and the noodles you cook are delicious." Father Shen's gaze stayed on him, and a dangerous flame ignited.And Shen Xiaobai was putting a T-shirt on his head, and he didn't notice it at all.

"I'll just soak up my jersey," he said. "It's all sweat, and it will stink if you don't wash it."

"Put it there, I'll do the laundry." Father Shen smiled, "I can't cook, but I can still wash clothes and socks."

Shen Xiaobai's heart warmed up, the last time I saw him smiling at him, I couldn't remember when it was.He was even willing to wash his clothes.

The long-lost fatherly love simply flattered him.

He deftly took out vegetables and eggs from the refrigerator, cleaned them and cut them up. He fried the shallots and ginger in a frying pan with oil, added water to boil the noodles, and finally cracked in two eggs, all done in one go.

Soon, two bowls of hot noodles were brought to the table, and he excitedly went to call Shen's father who was doing laundry.

Before he could say the word "Dad", he was stunned by what he saw.

Father Shen was holding his sweat-soaked jersey in his hand, sniffing greedily.

Yes, that piece of clothing hasn't been washed, and even standing at the door, you can still smell the faint smell of sweat.

An inexplicable disgusting feeling swept over him immediately, making him unable to yell out, let alone move his legs. He just stared blankly at that familiar and friendly face, showing a strange expression of enjoyment.

Why is this happening?

Isn't it disgusting?

At that moment, he lost his sense of hearing, touch, and the ability to think, like ice cream under the scorching sun, melting and limp on the concrete floor.

"noob."

When he realized it, Father Shen had already put his hand on his shoulder.

"Xiaobai, you have grown up." He said. "You are excellent, you will become more and more attractive."

"Father." Shen Xiaobai yelled, as if trapped by magic, completely unable to resist.

He didn't understand, although he vaguely knew that it was a bit unusual.

"Do you want Dad to like you more?" the bewitching voice asked.

And he just nodded subconsciously.

He has never had much.

What he wants is the same love as his younger brother.

He can only say yes.

He was dragged into the master bedroom with no excuses.

The door was locked from the inside, and his vague memory is full of heart-rending pain and confused fear, as well as the slippery touch of skin in sweat, and the fishy and disgusting smell.

It hurt so much that he started crying, and then he was slapped suddenly.

"Shut up! You know, Dad loves you!"

Yes.pain.There was chaos in his mind, so he could only suppress a sob and sob.

Time is fixed.

The purest and most beautiful Shen Xiaobai was trapped in the summer when he was 15 years old, lost in the heat of that year.

"Xiaobai, are you coming out to play?" In the evening, Gu Zhengyi called out while knocking on the door.

In the past, Shen Xiaobai would bounce and run out with his racket in his hand after only three knocks, calling "Brother Ah Zheng" sweetly.But on this day, it was Father Shen who opened the door. "Xiaobai is not feeling well and has already fallen asleep. After two days, when he recovers, let him come and play with you."

"Oh." Gu Zhengyi looked inside the door, but he didn't see Shen Xiaobai's shadow, so he had to go back disappointed.

"Click", the sound of the door closing came from outside.

Shen Xiaobai lay on his side on the bed, biting the pillow towel, tears streaming down his ears.

--why me?

——Why am I the one who bears all this?

He wrote in his diary.