Sword net three love thread peeling cocoon

One of the most frequently asked questions in people's minds in this world is why.

Why should I kill other people if I want to protect this country?

Why do I have to suffer all kinds of hardships if I want to learn the most secret martial arts in the world?

Why do you have to try to give up when there are so many things you can't do?

"Don't you think there is something wrong with this world?" King Wisdom said, "There are many times when you think you have found the right path, but in the end it is nothing. No worldview can perfectly explain so many weird things that happen in the world. Things, except fatalism—however, this theory is also based on a ridiculous assumption."

Wu Xin sat in the pungent-smelling cage, closed his eyes intently, and ignored him.

The King of Wisdom continued with great interest: "Have you never thought about it? Why is all this, why you clearly want to save all living beings, but you have to stain your hands with blood; why you clearly want him to live, but he died?"

Wu Xin still closed his eyes and said, "Do you know the answer?"

"I know." King Wisdom knelt down and looked at him jokingly, "The most painful things in this life are nothing but two things, one is not getting what you ask for; the other is getting what you ask for."

Wu Xin shook his head: "You are a lunatic."

King Wisdom smiled and said, "Why not you."

Huo Qingyun sat in the master's room drinking tea slowly, and waited for a long time before the master looked up from the map.

"You are right. Although the war has been settled, it is still far away from the peaceful and prosperous times before." The master said, "I will find time to submit this map of the battle. The situation of Panzhen's separatist rule will end sooner. Our prosperous Tang Dynasty can come back one day sooner. It's a pity... there are too few talents like you in today's empty dynasty."

Huo Qingyun said: "When Datang needs me, I will always obey."

Master slowly rolled up the map and asked, "When are you going to leave?"

Huo Qingyun: "Just before autumn, in the last few months, I will hand over the work in hand."

Master nodded, and said again: "Actually, Old General Huo has already told me about this matter. But as an elder, I'm curious, how did you suddenly make up your mind?"

Huo Qingyun was silent for a moment, and said: "I was born to be a soldier of the Tiance Mansion, and I was born to live for the Great Tang. As long as my country needs it, I can give my life with both hands at any time. But one day , When I faced thousands of troops, I suddenly realized that my life was no longer my own... At that time, I realized that I had lost the qualification to serve Datang."

His eyes penetrated the house, back to the day when he woke up.Swords, lights and swords, and three thousand cavalry under his command, he can name each one, and each one is a life-changing friendship.But he suddenly saw the figure who didn't appear here in the bloody battle.So my heart is clear.

It turned out to be this person.It turned out that he had always loved this person.

The master sighed, and said: "You know, I will never stop you... Tiance Mansion, it is very lucky to have you. It is actually a blessing to be born with someone you love. When you get married, don't forget to call me, an old man. .”

Huo Qingyun was about to reply, when suddenly there was a dull knocking sound from outside the door, and the expressions of both of them changed at the same time.

Immediately after a series of footsteps ran away, Huo Qingyun listened intently, got up and said: "It's from the mansion, I'll go and have a look. Master sit down, I'll come back to you tomorrow."

He walked quickly to the door, pushed open the door, and saw a corner of yellow clothes flashing by the courtyard door.

Those who do not see it are called Yi, and those who do not hear it are called Xi.If you can't beat it, it's called micro.

The most important thing in the world is what the eyes cannot see, the ears cannot hear, and the hands cannot touch.However, everyone knows it exists.

Mu Xi felt that someone was approaching her in a daze, and instinctively raised her hand to wave that person away, but her wrist was gently and skillfully grabbed. The person who came seemed a little surprised: "Hey, the strength is quite strong."

Mu Xi suddenly opened his eyes wide.

He hadn't slept for a long time. When he was awake, he would lie on the bed in a daze, silently reciting every mantra of Zixia Gong, trying to get rid of all distracting thoughts in his mind until he passed out again.

Therefore, it is difficult for him to judge whether there will be hallucinations in front of his eyes.He had no energy left to sit up, so he firmly grasped the corner of the visitor's clothes with his fingertips.

— True or not, let him catch this man!

Bu Zhi looked down at his hands that were so hard that the fingertips turned white, and gently tugged at his shirt, but it made him hold it even tighter.So I had no choice but to say: "You let go first, I want to feel your pulse."

Mu Xi said hoarsely: "It's really you..."

Bu Zhi: "Well, it's me. Release your hands, take a deep breath, and let me see."

Mu Xi acted as if he had never heard of it, and said to himself, "Don't go."

"..." Bu Zhi shook his head, leaned over to find the pulse gate of his other hand, and was held by his hand again as if he had found a treasure.

Mu Xi: "Buzhi, don't go."

Bu Zhi struggled, but couldn't break away from his hand, so he said slowly: "I won't go, let me go first, okay?"

"Liar!" Mu Xi suddenly became excited, "You are a liar, you go..."

"Huh? Now I'm leaving again." Bu Zhi raised his eyebrows and looked at him.

"No, no...don't go." Mu Xi shook her head desperately.Bu Zhi took the opportunity to pull out his hand, moved it to the side of his neck like lightning, and probed down on his chest for a while, the smile that always hung on his face slowly faded away.

He looked down at the person on the bed with a painful expression, and said coldly: "Mu Xi, the meridian I repaired with all my heart was just for you to ruin it like this?"

Huo Qingyun ran all the way to the backyard before finally catching up to Ye Zhanmei. He grabbed the young master's wrist and asked in confusion, "Why are you running so fast?"

Ye Zhanmei stiffened his neck and didn't turn his head, and ignored him.

Huo Qingyun moved his gaze down to his calf, and said, "Did you hit a stone pillar in the porch just now? This leg is already limping, come and show me."

Ye Zhanmei still didn't look back, and said in a muffled voice, "Are you going to get married?"

Huo Qingyun paused, and said with a smile: "Why, listen to my corner?"

Ye Zhanmei remained silent.

He didn't know what to say at this time.The wrist held by the person behind him was very hot. He wanted to break free, but he couldn't make up his mind.It seems that it would be good to let the warmth last a little longer.

Huo Qingyun walked around slowly and walked in front of him, Ye Zhanmei lowered his head and took a step back.

Huo Qingyun looked at him with a complicated expression, and took another step forward, while the person in front of him continued to retreat.

In this way, step by step, Ye Zhanmei finally had no way to retreat, and his back pressed against the hard stone wall.

Huo Qingyun still had one hand on his wrist, and the other was propped on the wall beside him. This posture made him feel as if he was completely imprisoned.

There is nowhere to run.

At this time, Huo Qingyun finally spoke, and he asked: "You...why don't you look at me?"

Ye Zhanmei buried his head lower, not daring to meet his gaze at all.At this time, he just felt a little belated panic, eavesdropping on other people's conversations—although it was unintentional—and then ran away in a fit of anger, which is very strange no matter how you look at it!

It's just that he wants to get married, and he should understand that sooner or later there will be such a day.but he……

Unexpectedly, he still said such affectionate words to that unknown person in front of his master.

What is this, what is this.

Huo Qingyun let go of his wrist, and gently squeezed his chin, forcing him to face his gaze.

Strange to say, Ye Zhanmei's originally chaotic thoughts gradually receded after meeting his eyes, and his heart gradually became clear as if the clouds were clearing away.

"You don't know... who is that person?" Huo Qingyun whispered.

Ye Zhan stared fixedly into his eyes, but couldn't read his thoughts, and couldn't help feeling a little grievance in his heart.I don't know, what about you?What do you know.

Do you know that when my mother laughed at me for sleeping with the clothes you left in the villa, I turned my head away in embarrassment and secretly looked at your expression out of the corner of my eye?

That person's voice was still ringing: "One day, in a very ordinary battle, I watched the arrows and artillery in the midst of the chaos, and suddenly felt a little strange in my heart."

Do you know that when you bathed my white-hoofed crow for the first time, knowing that it was just a horse, I felt a little jealous from the bottom of my heart?

"I have always loved this country so much, and I have paid so much for it. I thought I could go on like this until one day my bones were buried in green hills or shrouded in horse leather."

Do you know that every time you go on an expedition, I can't sleep all night?I dug out those peanuts you gave me and counted them over and over... Do you know how scared I am that you won't keep your word?

"On the battlefield, when necessary, I would die for my country without hesitation. But that day, I suddenly felt that my life no longer belonged to me. My life had been divided from a long time ago. to someone else."

Do you know what that sentence I hesitated to say outside Lidu City that year?And do you know what I secretly wrote on the torn-out page of the poisonous man's diary we picked up?

"My life—as the life of Huo Qingyun, a soldier of the Tiance Mansion, belongs to Datang completely and forever. I could have died for it, but in the end I discovered that the destination of this life is no longer my own. It can be decided."

Do you know what the purpose of that broken sword I have been keeping?

"I used to think that love is like my parents. No matter how far my father goes, he will definitely come back, because someone is waiting for him."

Do you know how sad I was when I found out that you had a lover?

"But what if I can't guarantee my return date? What if...someone is waiting for me, but I fail him?"

Do you know how it feels when I know that someone will have the heart to abandon such a good, such a good you?

As Huo Qingyun spoke, he felt that the fragile cocoon in his heart had finally cracked, revealing a name. He could see it clearly, so he read it out: "Ye Zhanmei."

Do you know who I think about when I am the saddest, the most painful, when I can't bear it?Do you know whose name I was chanting every day in that dark prison to survive?

Huo Qingyun rarely called him by his first and last name like this, so he couldn't help chewing the name again, and said seriously: "Ye Zhanmei...you really don't know, who is that person?"

It's you, bastard.

With a smile on her lips, Huo Qingyun replied, "It's you."

Why?Ye Zhanmei opened his mouth halfway, forgetting how to make a sound for a moment.

"It's always been...you."

It's you who make me strong, it's you who make me weak, it's you who make me smile, suffer, be brave and...be patient.

Only now did Huo Qingyun sincerely feel that Yu Qingcheng was right.When he likes it so much that he can't say anything—but he still has to try to say something.

So, he continued: "From now on, half of my life will belong to Datang and half to you. Okay?"

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