Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

"Tongtong?!"

When Song Yu returned to the office with a few thick folders in his hands, I was lying on the table thinking about things out of my mind, and I could only vaguely hear someone calling out to me as if someone deliberately suppressed the surprise my name.

Withdrawing my thoughts and raising my head in a trance, what I met was a rather haggard face. Even at a distance, I caught a few inconspicuous streaks of blood in Song Yu's eyes. Two faint black shadows, a few small white dry shells flew up from the originally rosy lips, the green stubble that just appeared on the thin chin is particularly eye-catching, and the hair is even more ridiculously messed up.

I stood up slowly while leaning on the armrest of the chair. I met Song Yu by the door across the table. I opened my mouth, but I didn’t make a sound. Some emotions blocked my throat, and I was so depressed that it was only a day. No, he can toss himself like this, what a fool!

"Why did Tongtong come here?" Song Yu didn't seem to notice that he was in a bit of a mess, he just paused and walked towards me quickly, and put the document on the corner of the table casually, with his warm palm as usual Holding my face tightly, staring at me with tired eyes, "Isn't today's class very full?"

Heh, he knows better than me which time and which time I should attend which teacher's class in which school building and which time.

As he said, he knows everything about me.

"No, I want to see you." I forced myself to twitch the corners of my mouth, and squeezed out an ugly smile that was not much different from crying.

Song Yu is not a fool, and I can't pretend to be myself in front of him.

"Brother-in-law encountered something difficult." He let go of his hand, and put it lightly on my shoulder, even though he was tired, his handsome face was full of firm confidence, "Tongtong will not blame brother-in-law I didn't pick you up from school last night, did I?"

"Yeah." I responded softly with my nose, my eyes slowly lowered to stare at my toes, unable to move away a single bit.

In fact, he was afraid of moving away, because he was afraid that he would not have the courage to maintain the domineering and unreasonable Ruan Jitong in his previous life.

"Don't worry, Tongtong, brother-in-law can still handle this." Song Yu smiled softly, without any trace of depression.

Yes, he has always been confident.

I put my right hand on his right hand that was resting on my left shoulder, and clenched it slightly. I didn't dare to look up at him, so I could only lower my head and tell him lightly: "You have a new email."

"You have a new email" is not a powerful spell like "Open Sesame", but Song Yu's hand still trembled unavoidably. With his intelligence, it is not very difficult to guess the content of the email. .

"Tongtong go over and sit on the sofa next to my brother-in-law for a while, okay?" In a second, no more and no less, he immediately regained his calm composure, his tone still relaxed, "Brother-in-law will accompany Tongtong after finishing the matter at hand." Go out to lunch."

I glanced up at him, and nodded ecstatically.

He deliberately chose the single sofa facing the desk to sit down, and couldn't help but fix his eyes on the person who was buried in the mail at the desk.

Song Yu quickly felt the eyes I focused on him, and looked up at me, full of indescribable pampering and tenderness, I patted myself on the shoulder, and returned him a light and shallow smile.

Don't be afraid, I'm here.I'm passing this message on to him.

In the past, Song Yu always used this action of patting his shoulders to tell me that even if the sky falls, he will support him, and his shoulders are strong enough for me to rely on.

Now, let me lend my shoulder, even though it is still a little thin.

"Tongtong." Song Yu looked at me across the table, with a calm and calm expression on his face, as if it had nothing to do with him, "If brother-in-law loses everything overnight, is Tongtong still willing to let brother-in-law take care of you? "

nothing?Who is born with everything?Perhaps in the eyes of most people, this word is scary enough, but for those who have died once, "nothing" is as light as a feather.

Ruan Jitong is not afraid of everything, the only thing he is afraid of is missing Song Yu again.

But I didn't respond immediately, I just looked back at Song Yu blankly.

Silence quickly spread in this silent room where there were only two people, and no one had the courage to break the tranquility.I think Song Yu must think that Ruan Jitong is a coward who can't bear hardships, because I can clearly see a trace of sadness in his eyes. No matter how brave and strong he pretends to be on the surface, there is always a place in his heart. Fragile, is not easy to be touched.

"Brother-in-law." I don't know how long it took, I got up from the sofa while leaning on the armrest, and approached Song Yu step by step.

No one is not afraid of losing, including me, everyone is vulgar and ordinary, after all, they can't escape the greedy nature of human beings, but everyone will always have certain people and feelings that are most precious and important to them. Cannot be defiled or deprived.

Song Yu reflexively held the chair back a little to give me enough space to stop, I smiled with the corners of my mouth raised, and sat down on his lap automatically and consciously.

"Tongtong." Song Yu put his arms around my waist, this time he no longer pretended to be calm, his voice was trembling slightly, his arms around me were also trembling slightly, even his smile was so forced that it couldn't be called a smile .

"Brother-in-law." I also put my arms around Song Yu's neck. At this moment, he only had eyes for me, and I only had eyes for him. A firm oath of persistence.

It has been a long, long time since I have looked at the man I have loved for two lifetimes so closely, so purely, so quietly, so intently. It turns out that there is a black mole the size of a sesame seed growing on his left eyebrow. I can't help but feel that this world is full of surprises that the careless Ruan Jitong never discovered.

In short, it's okay.

I found that my favorite phrase after being reborn is "it's okay, it's okay", because everything is still there, everything is not so bad, everything is still the same as before.

I don't know which celebrity has said such a passage.To some extent, incompleteness is the norm in life, while perfection is abnormal, just like the truth that "the moon is less when it is full, and the moon is more when it is waning".If we understand the world and life in this way, we will soon become enlightened and more at ease, and our troubles and darkness will go away with the wind. (Lin Yutang's "Life Is Nothing But This")

In the previous life, Ruan Jitong accidentally missed the person who was most suitable for him and loved him the most because of pursuing the so-called "perfection".But in fact, he is just a little willful and a little paranoid. He is not a person who likes to trouble himself. He is used to doing what he thinks of immediately. He can't wait for a moment. .

Now that I think about it, it's funny. Isn't this a typical obsessive-compulsive disorder?Everything has to be done according to one's own will, no concessions, no compromises, no softness.

But such a temperament will inevitably suffer, because not everyone will always tolerate you, love you, and spoil you.

Song Yu is probably the only one in this world who can tolerate, love and pamper Ruan Jitong who is full of problems unconditionally and indefinitely.

Yes, even my sister can't do it 100%, she's always so busy, she feels 1 reassurances in handing me over to Song Woo, and at the same time she has more time and energy to develop her brilliant career .

Perhaps, contentment and happiness, this is the life creed that I should adhere to in this life.

Perhaps it was the long-time staring at each other that made me lose my mind, and all the emotions from the previous life and this life tended to pour out.As I said, Ruan Jitong is a person who will immediately do whatever comes to his mind. At this moment, all I can think about is Song Yu, Song Yu's gentle smile, Song Yu's warm hug, Song Yu's warm kiss, everything about him Everything in the shortest possible time quickly passed through my mind like a galloping horse.

I couldn't help but leaned forward to approach Song Yu's lips, Song Yu didn't resist, his acquiescence made me kiss his dry lips without hesitation like an encouraged warrior.

It wasn't such a lingering kiss, I just pressed our lips to his lips without any further movement.

In fact, my kissing skills are really poor, like a toddler, and I have always needed someone to guide me in this area, just like nurturing.

I didn't move Song Yu, but his slightly disordered breathing betrayed him. I felt his lips trembling slightly. I don't know if he was afraid or excited or confused.

I really don’t know how long it’s been since this idiot just immersed himself in his work and hasn’t drank water to moisten his lips. The dry crust on his lips makes me feel a little uncomfortable.

While feeling distressed, I boldly tried to stick out a little tongue to lick Song Yu's lips. The moment my tongue touched his lips, both of them trembled, but Song Yu didn't push away. Me, he still chose to acquiesce.

I couldn't help but raise the left corner of my mouth, and boldly stretched out my whole tongue to moisten Song Yu's chapped lips. The sound of heavy breathing became more and more rapid in my ears, and couldn't go away.

Once the fire is ignited, it will be out of control, but the reason is still there, I know I can't, Song Yu also knows, and no matter it is broad daylight, the barriers between us cannot be cleared overnight.

Coincidentally, lip parting, we have an amazing tacit understanding.

I still hugged his neck, and he still hugged my waist, and I giggled seeing his moistened lips.

"What are you laughing at?" Song Yu asked me, his voice was deep and magnetic, and a little hoarse.

"I laugh at you for being so stupid." I held his face, pressed it to my forehead, and said with a light smile, "So what about being poor? Tongtong has been with her brother-in-law for the rest of her life, just like just now, no matter what happens, We're all going to love each other."

2013-10-18

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