Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

The whole person was soaked in a bathtub full of hot water, with only one head exposed. Song Yu knelt on the floor with one leg, looked at me and smiled, and carefully massaged all the important acupuncture points on my whole body with his hands. Action, doing so can help me relax my tendons, activate my blood and drive away the cold air remaining in my body. The meticulous and considerate exclusive service coupled with the handsome man who is beautiful and delicious is so comfortable that I almost become a fairy.

"Song Yu~" whispered softly, then grabbed Song Yu's hand that was swimming around in the water massaging me, and held it tightly in the palm of my hand. I sat up straight and leaned towards him to kiss his lips. Tell him in a low voice, "I already feel that I am the happiest person in the world."

"It's not enough." Song Yu kissed me back, held my hand with his backhand and grabbed me against his face, rubbed the back of my wet hand affectionately, and said firmly, "It's not enough."

"Actually, I've never asked you..." Having said this, I suddenly feel a little bit speechless, my nose is a little sore, and my eyes are also hot. Song Yu can always bring me everywhere. It's him. The one thing that made me so greedy was that he made me unable to extricate myself once I fell in love. Without him, Ruan Jitong would only be left with an empty shell without blood and flesh.

Qiu Wei once wrote in "Don't Lose and Never Forget" that the most precious thing is not the material you own but the people who accompany you. You can't force others to love yourself, you can only try to make yourself a person worthy of love , the rest depends on fate.Love can always give us too many expectations. On the road, we pay while hurting and miss. Everyone is an individual and has his own choice. Never forgetting may be the best choice we can make in the future.

For me, Song Yu is the biggest and most precious surprise in my life, but I never know what Song Yu loves about me. There is no doubt that he is the most worthy of love.But what about me?Willful, selfish, unreasonable... There are so many shortcomings that I can't count on two hands, but Song Yu can love me so much and tolerate all my bad problems, so sometimes I feel panic inexplicably, I'm afraid Song Yu is just I'm not clear-headed for a while, I'm afraid that one day Song Yu will be enlightened suddenly, and then he will find that Ruan Jitong is not worthy of love at all.

Therefore, this question has been stuck in my chest for many years. If I don’t get the answer, I will feel uneasy but never have the courage to ask it. After all, human nature still has weaknesses. Ruan Jitong’s Achilles heel is Song Yu, everything about Song Yu.

"What does Tongtong want to ask?" Song Yu held my hand and put it back into the warm water, and poured the water on my chest with the other hand.

I sniffed, smiled and shook my head: "It's nothing, I just want to say that I will try my best to be a person worthy of love in the future, and I don't want you to regret loving me one day."

"Why?" Song Yu patted my face, splashing water all over my face, "Tongtong is already fine."

"..." I was speechless for a while, after thinking about it, I still met Song Yu's soft eyes, and said firmly what I thought in my heart, "I just want to do better, and the extra can be used as interest Store in your heart, whenever you feel that I am not good enough, take out the interest that I have stored in your heart, so that you will never feel that I am not good enough, and we can be together forever."

Song Yu frowned slightly as he listened to my speech, and kept silent all the time. After an unknown amount of time, he finally lifted the corners of his mouth in relief, nodded and said, "Okay."

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After taking a bath and getting dressed, I immediately brought the gift I had prepared in front of Song Yu like a treasure, blinking my eyes triumphantly: "Choose one, and give me the other one."

Lying in the palm of my hand are two little golden pigs the size of half a thumb. One is sleeping carefree on its side, with several "Z" floating on its head, and the other is carrying a pig on its shoulder. Holding a hoe, he looked like he was about to go out to work and earn money to support his wife.

Song Yu and I are both pigs. These two little golden pigs were custom-made by me at the gold shop with all the salary I got from the part-time drawing job some time ago, just to give it to Song Yu on his birthday. This is my own labor. The income was not bought with the pocket money he usually gave me, so the meaning is very different.

Song Yu stared blankly at the two little pigs in my hand, and was so moved that he was speechless.

"Don't you like it?" I purposely held the little pig closer to Song Yu's eyes so that he could see it more clearly, "Even if you don't like it, you have to choose one, it's bought with money, it's very expensive .”

Song Yu suddenly laughed, and asked me, "Which one does Tongtong like?"

"This one!" I held up the one carrying the hoe. This little pig represented a kind of responsibility, a responsibility buried deep in my heart that I never said out loud.

"Then I want this one." Song Yu took the hoe-carrying piglet and held it firmly in his palm to prevent me from snatching it back.

"Obviously this lazy pig is cuter!" I held up the snoring pig again and began to protest. I thought Song Yu would choose the lazy pig, after all I said I like hardworking pigs!

"Because the lazy pig is cuter, I will leave it to Tongtong." Song Yu put his arms around my waist with a smile, and changed the subject cleverly, "Go down and eat, your fourth brother and fourth sister-in-law should be in a hurry."

How dare you use those couples to change the subject!

But I still really eat this set.

After going downstairs, I went straight to the dining room. Su Chen was already sitting in the second seat to the left of the head of the long table waiting for us. Song Mi was pouring wine and drinks at the small bar nearby, and all the dishes were served early. On the table, in order to keep warm, each dish is still covered with a plate.

"Fourth sister-in-law must have been starving to death waiting for me to come down." I took the position on Su Chen's right hand one step ahead of Song Mi quickly, and hugged Su Chen's right arm with both hands, sticking it flatteringly, thinking in my mouth Pan blamed himself, "I should wash it faster, it's all my fault for being too slow."

"No, no, I ate quite a lot for lunch and I'm not too hungry." Su Chen smiled from ear to ear, and his eyes curved into two iconic crescent moons.

Song Mi at the bar saw me being so close to his wife, and immediately became jealous. She came over with a few cups and poured cold water on my face in front of Su Chen: "Honey, what this brat is best at is using a ring sleeve There are countless sweet words to confuse people, you must not be hit by his sugar-coated bullets, or you will regret being born on this earth."

"Then who is the one who keeps whispering in my ear that Tongtong is the cutest and can't eat or sleep if I don't see you for a day?" Su Chen gave Song Mi a sideways look, and when he turned to look at me, his face was full of desperation. The beautiful smile is so gorgeous that I can hardly keep my eyes open, "Tongtong, don't you think so?"

"Fourth sister-in-law is mighty and domineering!" I immediately stood up and waved the flag for Su Chen with my hands up high, and stuck out my tongue at Song Mi by the way.

Song Mi looked pitifully devastated, staring helplessly at the seat that was taken by me.

Song Yu glanced at me, suppressed a smile as expected, and then pressed Song Mi's shoulder to let Song Mi sit down opposite me. After Song Mi reluctantly sat down, he also walked back to the main seat. Come down, take off the lid dish by dish.

Su Chen tugged at the corner of my clothes and motioned for me to sit down and eat too. Of course I understand the principle of enough is enough. If there are steps, I have to come down immediately, lest the steps will be withdrawn and I will fall down in disgrace.

"Fourth sister-in-law! I suddenly found that from my perspective, you look better than before!" Another bunch of sweet words poured down on Su Chen, who had no resistance to my offensive, and his arms were exaggerated. His waist and face rubbed against his shoulders, "No wonder fourth brother loves you so much. If I were older, I would also like fourth sister-in-law!"

"Okay, okay, your fourth sister-in-law knows." Song Yu put a piece of chopped chicken into my bowl, and said softly, "It's time to eat."

Su Chen also patted my head, and his voice sounded like a blossoming flower: "Tongtong eat quickly, and give Tongtong a gift after a good meal."

"The reason why the little devil's mouth is so sweet is to wait for your words to come out." Before I could answer, Song Mi, who was opposite me, said this in a strange voice. Visually, it was probably decades of old vinegar that was overturned.

I laughed three times, my eyes rolled around to meet Song Mi's gaze, and my nose pretended to sniff vigorously: "Fourth brother, did you go out with the old Zhenjiang vinegar that you sprayed today? And it's the 60-year-old kind?"

"puff!"

"puff!"

Song Yu and Su Chen burst out laughing at the same time, and they couldn't care less about their image. Song Mi originally wanted to keep her cool poker face when facing the media, but she failed after holding on for less than three seconds. , Of the four people at the dinner table, apart from me smiling slightly, Song Mi smiled the most heartlessly.

2013-12-09

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