Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

The love between Sanmao and Jose has been moving from my last life to this life. Sanmao once said: "If love does not fall into the real life of dressing, eating, sleeping, and counting money, it will not be possible." Long-term. True love is not nervous, that is, you can burp, fart, pick your ears, and runny nose without any scruples in front of him; the person who truly loves you is the one you can see without washing your face, combing your hair, or putting on makeup that person."

During that period when they lived together in the Sahara desert, the most important thing every day was to ponder the daily necessities, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar and tea. It must be the most memorable time in Sanmao's short life. Although life is tight, fun is everywhere, because of love The person is by your side, you can see it as soon as you open your eyes, and when you close your eyes, his breath surrounds you, giving you a sense of security.

I remember reading Sanmao’s essays in the past, and my favorite part was when she recorded living with José in the Sahara Desert. Every time I read those funny and warm plots, I couldn’t help but laugh out loud.Among them, there are two that impressed me the most.Once Sanmao and Jose were eating in the rented house, but the transparent skylight suddenly collapsed, and a goat raised by the landlord fell down, just landed on their dining table, thumping non-stop.Another time, Sanmao was taking a bubble bath in the bathroom, but the water suddenly stopped. In order to participate in the bonfire party at night, Sanmao had to use a towel to wipe off the bubbles on his body. During the party, he did not dare to dance It is too big, and more time can only stand aside and watch people play like crazy, because they are afraid that they will get sticky when they sweat.

Who would not envy such a love?Living in a place where there is nothing to contend with, and living a peaceful life with the one you love, the most troublesome thing every day is what to eat for the next meal and where will be the rent for the next month.

Maybe it was influenced by Sanmao’s works, so in the previous life, I always thought that one day I could leave this country that does not agree with us with Song Yu, and go to a country that is inclusive enough to live the life I have always dreamed of .

It's a pity that Song Yu has something he can't let go of, and I, stubbornly stubborn, that relationship that gave me hope and made me completely desperate can only end without a problem.

Thinking about it now, it’s not that I can’t bear it, it’s just that the people around me have created a bad character that I don’t want to bear. They all say that people can learn everything in one life, and they should learn what they should learn in one more life.

I know very well how powerful the Song family behind Song Yu is. On the surface, Song Wanzhuo and Song Yu have separated from their father-son relationship, but which father really has the heart to abandon his own flesh and blood?What's more, Song Yu is his favorite son, and he is the most suitable helm of the huge Song Group in his mind in the future, so I know better than Mingjing how difficult the road between me and Song Yu will be in this life.

In the past, the relationship between Song Yu and his sister could be used as a shield, but the appearance of Hirohiko Asai undoubtedly foretells that their marriage has come to an end in advance. There is no impenetrable wall in this world, and Hirohiko Asai is even more famous in the art world. A big man, his new wife will naturally be exposed to the spotlight of the media along with him. At that time, Song Wanzhuo will start to think of every way to get Song Yu back to the Song family.

It’s impossible to guard against, but I can’t just sit and wait like this. Song Yu’s advertising company has temporarily overcome the difficulties because of Song Mi’s timely help. Song Mi gave [-] advertising endorsements for Song Yu to choose at will. Which one is Song Yu right? If he is interested in advertisements, he will accept a few endorsements. By the way, he will hand over the advertisements selected by Song Yu to Yushen Creative. On the surface, there is no problem at all, but there are often turbulent waves hidden under the calm sea. This is just drinking poison to quench thirst. To solve the problem, you must plan early.

I am only a student now, and what I can do is very limited, but if I don't try my best, I will always feel uneasy.

After the National Day holiday, I immediately submitted the application letter for majoring in mechanical design and finance courses to the offices of the School of Mechanical Engineering and the School of Business. As a student, a double degree is the biggest bargaining chip I can think of and within my power. Anyway, four After a year, I will be more qualified and capable than my classmates to gain a foothold in this ever-changing society.

Song Yu is naturally opposed to my almost self-abuse behavior. The mechanical design courses are already very heavy, and the finance department courses are not vegetarian. I can’t tell Song Yu why I am so sure that I can take two degree courses at the same time. , in order to make him agree, he can only act coquettishly and wildly as always. In the end, of course, he can't hold me back and can only compromise, but the premise is that he must give up if he can't hold on, and the body must be the first priority.

Afterwards, I was very glad that I didn't tell Song Yu that I was looking for help from the Ph.D. brothers of the School of Mechanical Engineering to help me find a part-time job in mechanical drawing outside the school, otherwise I would not even be able to apply for a double degree.Based on my level of drawing in two lifetimes, I can earn at least a few thousand yuan for a picture (because I am an undergraduate student, so the price is severely suppressed~~(╯﹏╰)b~~), but I am really tired Tired, staring at the computer for a long time and using CAD to process complex and boring lines and curves, if it weren't for the hardware conditions of the eyes themselves, they would have been unable to support them.

My sister didn’t go home after my birthday. Song Yu said that he had already told my sister that I knew about their divorce. Now that the scene has been worn out, there is no point in doing it anymore. She can play as much as she wants. She is passionate about her career. As for the explanation to me, it depends on when she is free. She is not in a hurry, why am I in a hurry?

Time passed day by day, and there was no response to the submitted application form, which made me very depressed. With my grades, it should not be a problem to apply for two major degrees at the same time, but the application form is like It's as if nothing has sunk into the sea without even taking a bubble.

Song Yu has been busy with several projects recently, and he has to drive the night train for a few hours every day when he gets home from get off work. This is a major issue related to the survival of Yushen's creativity. I don't want to bother him often. I can only be alone. Hide in the room to draw pictures, stare blankly, and find some fun to make him smile when he is not so busy.

This kind of life is actually very close to the kind of life I imagined. Both of us are working hard for our future. Although there is no need to worry about firewood, rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar and tea, the feeling of working together really makes people feel at ease. Very reassuring.

November is approaching, and the end of the year is approaching. More and more companies are looking for me to do part-time drawing. Every night after school, I have to work for a few more hours to make my life more fulfilling. It also dilutes me virtually. Depressed feeling that there is no response to the application.Song Yu was doing design drawings and marketing planning in the study, and I was making drawings in my own room. Although he was next to me, it felt like he was by my side to accompany me to complete flawless machine profiles one by one.

Finally, I got another design drawing of the second phase of the diesel generator, and I got thousands of dollars in vain again. After a while, I was about to shut down and go to sleep, but the Tencent News in the lower right corner of the computer popped up suddenly. I wanted to click on it. "X", but the headlines of the entertainment section caught my attention instantly.

2013-11-12

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