Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

It seemed that it was in the middle of the night that the power of the high fever really came out, and my whole body became scorching hot. I was so hot that I subconsciously buried my whole body in the bedding, subconsciously wanting to hide from something.

The eyelids were so heavy that I couldn’t lift them up, and I couldn’t hear my voice clearly. I was half unconscious and half awake, and felt as if someone was whispering beside me all the time. I held his hand tightly as if I was saved, and closed my eyes. He was sobbing intermittently, calling Song Yu's name repeatedly in his mouth, crying and calling Song Yu non-stop.

Our blueprint for the future is so beautiful. I have carefully outlined it for so many years and experienced so many tests, but I still can't wait for that day.

If possible, I would rather be the one who becomes a vegetative person, because I know that Song Yu will always be by my side, and he will not abandon me just because I can't wake up again, as long as he is well, I don't care about anything else.

But God wants to play tricks on us like this. He took away the only hope that supported me to live without any effort. In the previous life, Song Yu had already left this world before me. I can't wake up in the hospital bed anymore, and I need to rely on instruments and medicines to maintain my life. Apart from my weak breathing and heartbeat, I can hardly feel any signs that he is still alive.

When I woke up again, I was sleeping on a hospital bed. Cold medicine was continuously injected into my body through the needle. The high fever gradually subsided, but my heart became more and more empty. I couldn't change the fact that Song Yu had become a vegetable.

My sister and Su Chen have been guarding my hospital bed all the time, their eyes are red and swollen, and their expressions all reveal exhaustion. Seeing that I woke up, they cried instead of laughing.

A man and a woman threw themselves on me at the same time and wailed loudly, almost collapsing the ceiling of the ward. I just listened quietly as they hugged me and cried, counting their inner suffering and pain in the past few days when I had a high fever and passed out. .

Song Yu can't wake up, what's the point of my life?I originally lived for him. We missed each other in the previous life. In this life, I made up my mind to make up for the regrets of the previous life. Why, refused to give us such a chance?We are not doing harm to nature, we only have such a humble request, why does it seem like we will never be able to touch it?

For the next three months, I confined myself to the hospital bed below me, and refused to get out of the bed no matter what anyone said. My sister and Su Chen took care of me every step of the way, and Song Mi and Ye Qinyuan were busy with work. I flew to Shanghai to see me every day, even Song Wanzhuo, who was in a wheelchair, and Bai Nuoqi, who used to hate me so much, flew to Shanghai to see me several times, and everyone said a lot of Song Yu would definitely wake up. I just pretended I didn’t hear anything, and I wouldn’t give them a single word of response. I know that they told these lies against their will just to cheer me up. I know better than anyone in my heart. unnecessary.

I just want to follow Song Yu's example and completely rely on drugs to maintain life. I want to prove to him that I can sleep as long as he wants, and I won't get up if he doesn't wake up.

I am so decadent, no one accuses me of scolding me, they should also understand how painful it is for me to lose Song Yu, I just want to live like Song Yu, shouldn't such a trivial request be granted?

I don't speak for a long time, and I don't know if I will lose my language ability and become dumb in the end, but it's fine to become dumb, anyway, I don't want to speak.

I don’t know which day it was in the morning or in the afternoon. I’ve been lying on the hospital bed for so long, and I’ve lost the sense of time. It doesn’t matter to me whether it’s day or night outside. One time, she didn't come straight to me with the medicine, but told her sister and Su Chen in a formulaic manner the first time she entered the door: "Professor Morgan asked me to inform you that he just did a muscle test for the patients in ward 903 and found that The patient's muscular response, although very sluggish and weak, is not as unresponsive as before."

Professor Morgan is a brain expert that Song Mi invited back from the California Institute of Brain Neurology to Song Yu. He is responsible for conducting all-round tests on Song Yu. I have heard them mention it, but there has been nothing for more than three months. There is good news.

Hearing the news, Su Chen was the first to yell, and immediately rushed over and roughly grabbed the nurse's two thin arms and shook them violently: "Really?! The third brother has a muscle reaction?!"

My sister was a little more stable, stood up and asked carefully: "Does having a muscle reaction mean that Song Yu has a greater chance of waking up?" While speaking, she deliberately glanced at me on the bed, it was too obvious, what my sister said was Said it specifically for me.

The nurse shook her head: "I don't know about this, I'm just in charge of talking, you can ask Professor Morgan directly for details." Injected in salt water, and completed another day of adding nutrients with ease.

After the nurse left, my elder sister slowly leaned towards me, looked down at me condescendingly, and said word by word: "How is it? Are you going to stay on the bed? Song Yu has a muscle reaction, which proves that he should He will wake up soon, do you hope that when he wakes up, he will see Ruan Jitong who is neither human nor ghost?" Having said this, my sister deliberately paused, her tone became gentler, "Tongtong , I believe Song Yu doesn't want to see you degenerate like this, what he loves is the former Ruan Jitong who always lived carefree."

Su Chen stared at me carefully, pursed his lips tightly and did not speak.

To be honest, I don't know if my sister and the others deliberately arranged for me to watch today's show, they just don't want to see me live without love anymore, they are giving me hope to live.

But should I trust them?

I don't know, I really don't know.

Seeing that I was still silent, Su Chen couldn't help it anymore, walked over and held my hand holding the nutrition bottle, and said softly: "Tongtong, you should at least get up and go to see the third brother, the third brother can feel your presence He might be able to wake up sooner."

I wanted to withdraw my hand, but Su Chen exerted all his strength. The nutritional supplements can only maintain my basic life. In fact, I have no strength at all. Su Chen was too emotional, and he didn't know how to strike, which made me very painful, and I wrinkled impatiently Frowning, he yelled at him feebly: "You lied to me!" The voice was worse than that of a smoker who had smoked opium for decades, and I almost didn't recognize myself.

Su Chen was startled, and after a long pause, he held me tighter in surprise and joy: "We didn't lie to you, Tongtong, you believe me, how could I lie to you?"

That's right, how could Su Chen lie to me, he is the last person who can't lie.

My sister stared at me for a while, then sat down next to my bed, brushed the broken hair on my forehead with her slender knuckles, and said softly: "That person is Song Yu, how could we make peace with him? You are kidding."

This time I was stunned, and stared at my sister's face that didn't look like a joke at all. She is a strong woman in the mall, and she can use any means to achieve her goals, but I am her own brother. I have always looked forward to my sister, no matter what, I believe that she will not hurt me.

"Tongtong, we won't make fun of you with the third brother." Su Chen also said the same.

Should I believe it?In fact, I already believed it in my heart.

2015-05-26