Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

When we arrived at the door of the operating room, there was already a nurse waiting for us outside the door. I knew that the nurse was waiting for us to sign and confirm the operation, so I rushed up and snatched the operation confirmation letter from the nurse: "I'll sign!"

But these hands trembled violently uncontrollably. I was still timid and cowardly. Once I signed the contract, I would take full responsibility for Song Yu's life and death.

The nurse was startled by me suddenly rushing out, she put her hands on her chest and looked at me suspiciously, then looked at Song Mi and Ye Qinyuan behind me, and finally she still looked at my face, she Some asked me uncertainly: "Excuse me, are you a patient?"

This question stunned me, and I hesitated awkwardly: "I am... I am..." Until now I realized that although I am Song Yu's closest person, I am actually not qualified to be with Song Yu It was signed on the confirmation letter of the operation, and the thought of this made me feel extremely ironic and sad.

"Tongtong, let me do it." Song Mi walked over and took the operation confirmation letter from me without any trace, and said to the nurse, "Can I have a pen, please?"

The lady nurse obviously recognized Song Mi, and she immediately blushed when Song Mi saw her. Although Song Mi had withdrawn from the entertainment circle for so many years, his fans were still looking forward to the idol's comeback all the time.

"Miss Nurse?" Song Mi called again.

The nurse came back to her senses, blushed and handed the pen to Song Mi, and she could say a single word until her tongue got stuck: "G... G... here..."

"Thank you." After thanking him, he took the pen gracefully, and Song Mi asked for my opinion with his eyes again. After receiving Song Mi's meaning, I told him without hesitation: "I want Song Yu to live."

"Understood." Song Mi smiled, and neatly signed her name on the column of family members, and then returned the operation confirmation form to the nurse.

The nurse staggered into the operating room carefully holding the operation confirmation letter signed by Song Mi, which meant that this life-and-death battle had officially begun.

"Sit down and wait, Tongtong." Song Mi leaned against me gently, and said softly, "Craniotomy is not so fast."

"Well." I know that now is definitely not the time to be brave, not to mention my own physical condition is not good, Song Mi knows that I can't go back to my ward obediently during Song Yu's operation, so I will let me like this, so I must save my strength, I must stay here until Song Yu's operation is successful.

Song Mi helped me to sit down on the bench outside the operating room, Ye Qinyuan took a look at us, then came over and sat next to Song Mi.

"I'll call Xiaochen first and tell him that we are at the door of the operating room." Song Mi put her hand to her ear and made a phone call, then got up and went to the back stairs.

After Song Mi left, Ye Qinyuan and I were left outside the door of the operating room. At first, the two of us were silent, and the whole corridor was so quiet that people were shocked.

I know that this time Song Yu was injured to save me, which made Ye Qinyuan more prejudice against me. Song Mi also deliberately walked away to leave room for me to communicate with Ye Qinyuan so that the knot would not get deeper, otherwise it would be just a phone call to tell me Su Chen, wherever we are, there is no need to walk so far with our backs behind our backs.

I understand Song Mi's good intentions, and I also understand Ye Qinyuan's position as an uncle, but with so many things happening in one day, I really feel too tired, and I don't even have the energy to speak again.

"sorry."

In an empty environment, no matter how soft the sound is, it will be amplified. I thought I was hallucinating, and turned my head to look at Ye Qinyuan in disbelief. Why did he apologize to me?Shouldn't I be the one apologizing to him for putting Song Woo's life in danger?

"I'm just afraid." Ye Qinyuan also turned his head to look at me, with a forced and bitter smile, "So I can only find one person to take all the responsibilities."

"Uncle?" I don't understand.

Ye Qinyuan sighed and moved towards me to sit where Song Mi was just now. I could hear him more clearly at such a close distance. He said: "I know no matter how much I oppose Song Yu, I can't give up on you. I hope It's just my wishful thinking that you can leave Song Yu. Song Yu worked so hard for you. It's not that he didn't want to publicly admit your relationship in the previous life. He was just afraid that he didn't have a lifetime to take good care of you, so he would rather let You hate him for making you think he's cowardly."

"Uncle, what the hell is going on, Song Yu... how could he be reborn?" I just felt that my chest was tight and my eyes were hot. Ye Qinyuan's words completely pulled me off the altar. I always thought that in the previous life, Song Yu was not courageous enough, and he gave up the relationship between us first, but I didn't think that the truth was that I misunderstood Song Yu in two lifetimes.

Ye Qinyuan didn't answer my question directly, but asked me instead: "Do you still remember how long Song Yu sent you an email after you immigrated to the Netherlands with Zhou Diqing in the previous life?"

"A year and a half." I haven't heard from Song Woo since then, and I thought I'd finally let him give up by never replying to him.

"Yes, a year and a half." Ye Qinyuan repeated through gritted teeth, "He insisted on sending you emails for a year and a half, but you never replied to him, or you probably never read the emails he sent you. mail, right?"

"So he gave up, so he stopped contacting me?" Actually, I didn't dare to watch it, I was afraid that I would regret the decision to leave him, but there is no need to mention this matter to anyone anymore, I I just want to know why Song Yu only persisted for a year and a half, did he no longer love me at that time?

Ye Qinyuan gave a cold "ah", stared at me with sharp eyes and said word by word: "It's not that he gave up, he's dead."

Ye Qinyuan's words were like a bucket of cold water poured down on my head, and the blood in my whole body instantly became icy cold. I wanted to say something, but I couldn't come out with my mouth wide open, my throat was sore and astringent.

"Do you think he doesn't want to immigrate abroad with you?" Ye Qinyuan continued on his own, "He even planned out every detail of your wedding! He doesn't need you to force him to publicly admit your love Relationship, he wants to give you a surprise, he wants to make all the preparations and then tell you that you only need to sign a letter and you can legally get married. You have become less competitive, it doesn’t matter if your life is ordinary, billions of dollars can’t compare to a smile you showed in front of him, Ruan Jitong, do you know how lucky you are?”

"I... I don't know... I don't know all of this..."

Ye Qinyuan didn't care what I said at all, he just wanted to say everything he wanted to say at once: "But he never thought that he only had less than two years left at that time, and he couldn't give you a lifetime of love." Promise, and I don’t want you to be sad for him after knowing the truth, he would rather you think he is a coward, and after pushing you to Zhou Diqing with his own hands, he would like to kill himself.” At this point, Ye Qinyuan paused long enough to calm down, "The condition keeps getting worse, and I think about you all the time. He sends you an email, even if you reply him a word, he won't die in depression."

2015-05-20