Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

When Song Mi and Su Chen found me, I had already been sitting alone in front of Zhou Diqing's tomb for an unknown amount of time. The sky was gradually getting dark, and only the last ray of yellow sunlight shone on the tombstone through the gaps between the leaves. Diqing's young and handsome face.

As Zhou Yi said, she won't do anything to me, because she promised Zhou Diqing not to hurt me, she just brought me to Zhou Diqing, and then bit by bit Zhou Diqing did it for me She told me the things I didn't know about her past, her only purpose was to make me never forget the person lying in the tomb in front of me, and she wanted me to live forever in the shadow of Zhou Diqing. Saying this is more relieved than killing me with a knife.

I know these are all Zhou Yi's tricks. Zhou Diqing is dead, and it will be hard for her to want me, but I really can't help it. Zhou Yi's goal has been achieved. I will never forget Zhou Diqing in this life. If I die because of me, I will be condemned by my own conscience for the rest of my life.

Zhou Diqing said that unless he died, he would not let go.Now, he is really dead, lying quietly under the small piece of land in front of me, he finally let go, but I will never let myself go.

"Tongtong?" Su Chen squatted down beside me, hugging my waist and kept apologizing, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't let Zhou Yi take you away, I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

I wanted to smile to comfort Su Chen, but the tears kept falling down, dripping onto Su Chen's face, which made his eyes turn red with fright, and his voice was full of tears: "Tongtong, I'm sorry , don't cry, I...I really..."

"Xiao Chen, you get up first." Song Mi grabbed Su Chen's arm and pulled him up, hugged him, patted his back and whispered something comforting to his ear, then Su Chen nodded and retreated. Standing with his hands down, he looked at me with a guilty expression on his face.

Song Mi sighed, walked up to me and knelt down on one knee, wiped my tears with one hand on my face and took my hand and gently kneaded it, and said to me softly: "If you want to cry, just cry out." , the fourth brother is here, no one will bully you again."

There are really too many things blocked in my heart waiting to be unblocked. Song Mi's words are like a canal worker. Just lightly, those things blocked in my heart seem to have found a suitable outlet, and all emotions burst out instantly. out.

"Fourth brother!" He threw himself into Song Mi's arms, finally able to cry out loudly because of the support. In the evening, the heart-piercing cry echoed in the empty cemetery, it sounded quite miserable .

Song Mi was shaken by my bump, and quickly stabilized her figure. She put her arm around my waist and stroked my head with the other, and softly comforted my ear: "It's okay, cry, fourth brother Knowing that you are suffering in your heart, it feels good to cry out."

Song Mi's consolation made me cry even harder. No matter how difficult it was for me to be alone abroad for so many years, I gritted my teeth and survived. I thought I had become strong enough, but in fact, I have never changed. The collapse was only because I could only carry it by myself when I was alone, but now that I have a shoulder to lean on, I couldn't bear it any longer, crying bitterly and accusing myself to Song Mi: "Fourth brother, I am a murderer, I killed you Zhou Diqing, I caused Song Yu to lie unconscious in the hospital. I will never be able to forgive myself. I am a murderer. I should go to hell for my sins, but why am I the only one who is still alive? !Why?!"

"Fool, no one will blame you, it's not your fault." Song Mi gently rubbed my hair, and patiently explained to me in my ear, "If you die, Song Yu will not live, so He will try his best to keep your life, Tongtong, you can't let down Song Yu's love for you, do you know?"

Before the explosion, it was all due to Zhou Diqing's best push and Song Yu's last flying body to throw me down. I was only slightly injured. These two fools would rather exchange their lives for mine. What can I, Ruan Jitong, do? Let such two men even sacrifice their lives for me?I used to hurt them so selfishly, I abandoned Song Yu and used Zhou Diqing for a legal marriage letter, I was so despicable and dirty, why did they still love me so much?

"I don't deserve it! I don't deserve it, do you know fourth brother? I don't deserve them to save my life!" I have never hated myself like this at a moment. There are already too many people's deaths that are inseparable from me, Pingyi, Yamada Xiuzhi, Zhou Diqing, I will not be able to pay off these sins even in my next life.There is also Song Yu who is seriously injured and unconscious, this man I have loved for two lifetimes, this man who is willing to shelter me from the wind and rain, this man who loves me more than anything, I have planned such a beautiful blueprint for our future, these Everything has not yet come true, all I want is to be with him, why is it always so difficult?

"Tongtong, don't be like this." Su Chen couldn't hold back any longer, rushed over to hug me and cried together, "Tongtong, don't be like this, third brother won't want you to say that about yourself, don't be like that."

Song Mi was silent for a while before letting out a long sigh, leaning into my ear and whispering: "Tongtong, Song Yu risked his life to let you survive, do you know the real reason?"

Song Mi deliberately bit the word "true" very hard. I could hear him implying something to me. I already knew that Song Yu kept a lot of things from me. I was used to it after being together for so long, so I didn't expect much One day Song Yu can really let me share some of the burden for him. He always protects me under his wings for fear that I will get a little bit of injury. He handles everything by himself. Sometimes I really feel very happy. There is such an unconditional love. own people.But now that the door has been pushed open by Song Mi, I can't help but want to push it all open. I want to see what's inside, and I want to know that Song Yu, a fool, has endured it all by himself. How many.

So I shook my head in Song Mi's arms, sobbing and asked him, "What is it?"

Song Mi gently pushed me and Su Chen away from him one by one, his eyes swept over Su Chen and finally landed on my face, his handsome brows frowned indistinctly, as if he was in the final struggle in his heart at this moment .

I was very anxious to know the truth, and Su Chen also said that only Song Mi knew best, so he couldn't wait to urge: "Fourth brother, why?"

Song Mi stretched out her hand and fondled the broken hair on my forehead, the smile on the corner of her mouth was so blurred that it was almost invisible, she opened and closed her thin lips and said to me: "Because he doesn't want to repeat what you did in your previous life. Tragedy, he hopes that you can live a good life, and he hopes that he will be able to protect you for the rest of his life."

In my first reaction, I thought I had heard it wrong, and my eyes almost fell out of surprise: "This...this...how...how come?"

Su Chen on the side also had an expression of shock and disbelief, looking at me for a while and then at Song Mi who didn't look like he was joking.

Song Mi helped me stand up from the ground, leaned down and kissed my forehead, and said calmly: "Go back to the hospital to see Song Yu first, I will tell you everything on Song Yu's behalf."

2015-05-17