Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

I didn't dare to look back at all, because I was afraid that my heart would soften in the end, and I just left my injured sister and ran away in despair.No matter what my sister thinks of me, even I look down on my own wolfish heart now, but I really can't do anything, I can't go back to Japan with my sister, I can't leave everything here.I can only choose one between my sister and Song Yu. I will choose Song Yu without hesitation. Whether I am selfish or love is the first, no matter it is the last life or this life, I will always be firm in my choice, no matter what I do. How much struggle and suffering there will be after the decision.

The speed of the car is very fast, because the driver is skilled, and he can also quickly shuttle on the not-so-wide school road. After driving out of the school gate, he quickly got on the high speed, throwing away everything behind me that I was afraid of and wanted to escape.

It was cold with the windows open a bit to let in the wind, but at least it cleared my mind a bit.

Director Zhang said that the school’s decision to punish me has been posted on the school’s official website to remind all students of University B. By doing so, the school is undoubtedly cutting off my way out. As soon as this announcement came out, no college dared to accept me anymore.

But I’ve always been adamant about not being able to reach the Yellow River, so I took out my mobile phone, turned it on, and clicked on the browser to enter the official website of B University. As expected, the most eye-catching title was “Punishment Decision on Ruan Jitong, Class 2011 Mechanical Design Student of the School of Mechanical Engineering”, so don’t click to read the full text. Based on some of the content displayed on the webpage, I can infer how bad the relationship between Song Yu and me will be written by the writer of this notice, and how terribly sinful he will write about the bad influence I have brought to the school.

Exit the webpage and press the power off button to throw the phone away. I really wanted to make a smile to make myself look indifferent, but what I really showed was a wry smile that was extremely ugly.

The cold wind was still piercing through the cracks of the car window, and it was cold and painful when it cut my face. I closed my eyes and leaned on the back of the chair to let go of my messy thoughts. Tears began to flow uncontrollably on my face. Looking vertically and horizontally, I couldn't tell whether it was because my eyes were blinded by the wind or because my heart was blocked.

"Tongtong?" Zhou Diqing, who was driving the car, called me softly, with undisguised distress in his voice.

I ignored him and didn't even bother to open my eyes.

You can't stop on the highway, seeing that I don't make a sound, Zhou Diqing can only continue to drive, but obviously increased the speed, and raised the windows of the rear seat to block all the wind that wanted to pour in.

After getting off the highway, Zhou Diqing immediately found a place to pull over and parked the car, then opened the door and got into the back seat.

"Tongtong, don't be like this." Zhou Diqing's voice was so close that it almost touched my ears, gentle and cautious, "I know you are feeling very sad now, but don't hold yourself back, what's the matter? Are you angry at me, okay?"

"Heh, to you?" I thought this was so ridiculous, I couldn't help but sneered, I opened my eyes suddenly and met Zhou Diqing who was close at hand, and asked him sarcastically, "Isn't all of this exactly what you want?" Did you expect it? I should feel very honored for this, how dare I take my anger out on you?"

Zhou Diqing's face froze upon hearing this, Ying Ting frowned tightly, stared at me for a long time and stopped talking.

Now that I got into Zhou Diqing's car, I was ready for a showdown with him. At first, I was not sure that he was the mastermind behind all this, and I was even racking my brains to defend him. Once "just in time" came up, I knew I couldn't keep fooling myself.

I never believed that there could be so many coincidences in this world, once or twice can be called a coincidence, but the superposition of "coincidences" again and again seems too deliberate, and the cooperative relationship between him and his sister, I have always I feel that it is not as simple as it seems.

In fact, I once wondered whether Zhou Diqing had placed some eyeliner around me, otherwise how could he have such a clear grasp of my movements? Candid photos are the best evidence.

Another very important reason why I finally decided that Zhou Diqing was the real mastermind behind the scenes was that Bai Nuoqi's character was too domineering. If she really wanted to take revenge on Song Yu, she would definitely be blatant and wish she could go around with a tweeter Propaganda, not like this time after the relationship between me and Song Yu's homosexuality was exposed, the mastermind has been hiding behind the scenes and not showing up, just like that year at the Xinyuan Hotel, she had Song Yu's car tire removed and she notified us in advance, because She enjoyed the pleasure of seeing her prey being played with without being able to resist.Once a person's personality is formed, it is difficult to change. I even firmly believe that Bai Nuoqi has not completely given up on Song Yu, otherwise she would not have been easily fooled by Song Mi back then and been treated so badly.

Now that I have recognized the reality, I have no more scruples. It doesn't matter if Zhou Diqing doesn't take the initiative to speak up. I just ask: "So, why?"

Zhou Diqing was taken aback for a moment, as if in a daze, turned his face away slightly, and said in a low voice, "Why why?"

"It's come to this point today, why do you pretend to be stupid with me?" Zhou Diqing's attitude inevitably made me a little angry, and his tone couldn't help but aggravated, "You know my relationship with Song Yu, you sent someone to follow me , That's why I took a photo of me and Song Yu together, and it happened to be revealed to the magazine to prove my relationship with Song Yu's gay man! Couldn't you be behind all this?"

Zhou Diqing had a gloomy face, his brows were tightly frowned, and his cheeks were bitten hard. After a long while, he replied lightly: "So what?"

"So what?" I laughed so hard that tears began to flow out again, and my vision quickly blurred, "Do you know how many innocent people you have implicated by doing this? I am not the only one you hurt!"

"My original intention was not to hurt you!" Zhou Diqing also became agitated, and pressed my shoulders with both hands to prevent me from moving, "I just have no other way!"

"Fuck you, there is no other way!" I blocked Zhou Diqing and held my arm, and moved back until my back was close to the car window. This distance made me feel a little more at ease. I pointed at Zhou Diqing's Nose asked him sharply, "Have you ever asked me if I am willing? Have you considered my feelings? Have you thought about hurting others because of being so selfish?"

"I love you! I've always told you I love you!" Zhou Diqing wanted to get closer to me but tried his best to hold back, because his neck was flushed with emotion, "I don't believe you will forget this!"

"This is not a reason why you can hurt me and people around me at will!" I growled at Zhou Diqing without image, such a fierce quarrel has never happened between us, even in the previous life, I broke his back. I've never been so excited to see me in bed with any other man, "You're only going to alienate me even more! I'm going to hate you for it! Never want to see you again! Because I feel gross! Feel dirty!"

2015-02-21