Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

On the way to the airport, my sister’s phone kept calling like a reminder, I didn’t dare to answer it, and finally turned off the phone directly, and suddenly felt that the whole world was quiet, but I knew very well that the seemingly peaceful In fact, there is already a dark tide under the water surface, and it will turn up a huge wave at any time and submerge Song Yu and me.

The original plan was to fly back to City B tomorrow afternoon, but now I have to make adjustments to the plan in time, and I didn’t inform anyone when I left. I only found Pingyi in a hurry and asked him to take me to the airport quietly.

I don't know if my sister called me simply to ask why I disappeared all of a sudden, or if Zhao Jiawei told her everything. After learning everything, she might have lost her temper, and she is trying every means to arrest me and take care of me.

No matter what it is, I don't want to bother about it anymore. The person I need most at this time is Song Yu. We need to stand by each other's side to face this ultimate test that will come sooner or later.

Pingyi knew that I was depressed, so he didn't talk to me along the way, and drove the car silently, supporting me in his own way.

I went to the airport and bought the fastest flight from Tokyo to City B. It was less than [-] minutes before departure. I didn’t have more time to say goodbye to Pingyi. He just hugged me tightly before I was about to board the plane. I clicked, and whispered cheers in my ear with a gentle voice.

I tried my best not to cry in front of Pingyi, bit my lip very hard and waved at him the boarding pass in my hand and told him that I really had to leave. I don’t know if we will be together after something like this happened. There will be no chance to meet again, maybe this farewell is really a farewell, because the decision I made is doomed to betray my sister, and I don't want to involve Pingyi at all.

Because I left so hastily, I didn’t even have time to go back to the hotel to change my clothes, so I got on the plane wearing the kimono I was wearing at my sister’s wedding. Find your own seat and sit down.

The flight of more than four hours is as difficult as it has been for me to pass through several long centuries. I really want to use this time to think about some problems, but after thinking about it, my mind is just a mess.

At 08:30 in the evening, the plane finally landed at the airport in City B. I didn’t rush home immediately, instead I hailed a taxi and went straight to Yushen Creative. I don’t know why I am so sure that Song Yu is still there, but Follow your intuition.

Even after getting off the plane, I dare not turn it on, for fear that my sister will call again and I can’t help tearing something I cherish with my own hands. Even if it’s only a matter of time, I still want to take it easy, subconsciously I don't want to hurt anyone here.

When I arrived at Yushen Creative, the office in Gezijian was dark, because it was Saturday and no one had to go to work, only the innermost office was still brightly lit, which belonged to Song Yu's highest command room.

I took a deep breath at the entrance of Yushen Creative to stabilize my emotions, and then I walked in and walked to the door of Song Yu's office. I didn't reach out to push it away immediately. It is really decided that that person is Song Yu, the man I have been chasing for two lifetimes.

In the previous life, because he was not brave enough and I was too stubborn, we finally missed each other. Is he fully prepared to face all this with me in this life?

To be honest, I'm not so sure, but I still gritted my teeth and stretched out my hand to push open the door in front of me. No matter what the result is, I still want to be stubborn again.

What surprised me was that the scene behind the door was not what I imagined Song Yu was working overtime at his desk. At this moment, he was resting on the couch in the office with his eyes closed. I don’t know if he was fast asleep. Just seeing his furrowed brows and pale face makes my heart ache, and there are paper balls piled up like hills on the coffee table, each ball is red with shocking, I can see it clearly.

A premonition that was more ominous than the exposure of the relationship began to churn in the bottom of my heart, and I was exhausted. I almost stumbled and rushed in and threw myself on Song Yu. I wanted to make sure that he was still alive. His weakness just now was just my illusion.

"Song Yu, Song Yu." I gently patted Song Yu's face to wake him up.

The eyeballs under the tightly closed eyelids rolled a few times, and then slowly opened. I didn't feel relieved until I was sure that Song Yu's own shadow was reflected in his eyes: "Thank God."

"Tongtong?" Song Yu seemed a little dazed, propped himself up and sat up from the couch, and asked in a hoarse voice, "Why are you here?"

Before I could explain, Song Yu seemed to suddenly think of something and bounced off the sofa like a frightened bird. I was startled and couldn't help but backed away.

"I'm sorry Tongtong." Realizing that there was another person on the side, Song Yu pulled the corner of his mouth with difficulty to reveal a smile, rubbing his temples with his slender knuckles, and his handsome eyebrows haven't been stretched since he came in. I can already Strong feeling that something must have happened to Sung-woo that I don't know about.

"Song Yu...is there something wrong with your body?" I carefully considered my words, and slowly approached Song Yu, "You told me that you had a nosebleed last time because the weather was too hot, but now It's almost November, do you think the excuse of hotness can continue to cover up for you?"

Hearing what I said, the hand pressing the temple froze immediately. I couldn't help but feel a chill when I noticed Song Yu's little action. How much did he endure alone before I knew it?

But Song Yu didn't answer me immediately, and deliberately avoided my sight.

I couldn't bear Song Yu's silence, and pressed his shoulders with both hands to force him to look directly at me: "If I didn't suddenly appear here today, how long are you going to hide it from me?"

"I'm sorry Tongtong." Song Yu finally opened his mouth. Looking at his sadness, my soul seemed to be taken away by someone. This idiot, does he know how he will hurt me by doing this!

"Tell me, what's wrong with you?" At this time, I don't care about whether the relationship is exposed or not. I just want Song Yu to tell me his physical condition, and I want to share it with him.

Exhaling a long breath, Song Yu gently blocked my arm, slid down from the sofa and squatted in front of the coffee table, and began to clean up the pile of blood-stained paper balls on the table.

"Are you still refusing to tell me at this time?" My emotions became agitated, and I rushed forward to hold down Song Yu's movements, even crying, and begging. I don't want him to be alone in this kind of thing people to bear.

"Don't worry..." Song Yu peeled off my hand and continued to throw the balls of paper into the trash can by his feet, "I'm just under too much pressure from work, the doctor has prescribed medicine for me, and I have taken the medicine on time, so it's okay . " Song Yu's voice was so even and steady that no one could detect any flaws.

I didn't want to make the atmosphere too tense, so I eased my tone: "How long has this situation lasted?"

The messy desktop has been restored to order, Song Yu pushed the trash can aside without any trace, sat back on the sofa, held my hand, met my eyes, and then told me flatly: "One year."

The more Song Yu calmed down, the more uncomfortable I felt. Tears could no longer hold back, and soon my eyes were blurred. He actually hid his illness for a whole year. If I didn't happen to meet him today, I don't know that I would still be deceived. How long in the drum.

"If you die, I will die for you!" How naive, but this is my truest thought at this moment.

2015-02-04