Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

I have never doubted Song Yu's ability to endure beyond ordinary people, because even if someone smashed his teeth, he could still swallow the blood with a smile on his face, and he could comfort himself that his stomach was just full.I have been angry at him countless times because he is so cowardly and ignorant of resistance, but Song Yu told me that it is the only and smartest way to dormant when you do not have enough strength and absolute certainty to fight back. Humans should first know how to protect Only by protecting yourself can you protect those around you.

I am the person around Song Yu who wants to protect. Thinking about it, I feel sad and relieved.

"Go out and eat something, I must have been hungry all day." Song Yu put one hand around me in his arms, even though his nose was bruised and his face was swollen, he couldn't hide the distress on his face, and the other hand gently rubbed my stomach carefully , and can still free up his mouth to say, "Tomorrow we must fry Rita's squid."

"Hey!" Even though he knew that Song Yu was just joking with me, he obediently fell for it, grabbed him with both hands, and pleaded for Rita who was innocently lying on the gun, "I don't want to eat it myself, what's the matter with sister Rita?"

"Of course it's none of her business." Song Yu looked like a rascal who was definitely experienced enough, with a deliberately serious face that could be used for dinner, "I am her boss, so Tongtong is her boss wife, but she is actually hungry The proprietress for a whole day, do you think you should fire her?"

"Shameless!" Sure enough, he was still amused, Song Yu didn't like to see me wrinkle my bitter face all the time.

"However..." Someone prolonged his tone on purpose, rolled his eyes cunningly, stretched out his hand and made a "3" with his fingers, "If Tongtong can finish eating so many bowls of rice later, then I will let it go this time." Rita go ahead."

"But you go out like this..." I pointed to the colorful wounds on Song Yu's face, and said carefully, "Is it okay?"

"The disabled also need to eat." He was optimistic, "And I have been beaten up like this. I guess no one will recognize that I am the unlucky guy who made the headlines today."

"I really want to give you an award for the best self-consolation." I couldn't help laughing at him.

"If you really want to give me an award, then I only want the Best Husband Award." Song Yu really became more and more brazen.

"The Best Thick-skinned award is almost the same!" With a "slap", it slapped someone's scarred face, and Song Yu slipped out of his arms while he was grinning in pain, and ran to the door in small steps, rushing at him He hooked his fingers, "Let's go, go home and order takeaway."

Song Yu had a regretful expression of "really a mistake": "Even if my face is injured, at least it won't make you feel ashamed if I take it out. I don't have a handsome face and a height to make it up."

"You'd better keep it simple." I mercilessly tore up Song Yu's confidence in his height and threw it on the ground, even stomping on his feet.

In the end, he decided to go home and order takeaway to fill his stomach. In fact, Song Yu knew in his heart that going out for a stroll in his current state could only attract more attention. He had already "been" in the headlines, and it was better to keep a low profile afterwards.

On the way home, I found a chance to tell Song Yu about the encounter with Ye Qinyuan at Yushen Creative this morning, and I narrated the morning’s events in a long and eloquent manner, but Song Yu only gave a mean "hmm" after listening Said that he was listening to my speech and then there was no more to continue driving the car intently. I was about to ask more carefully, but Song Yu said suddenly: "I'll take you home when you're done eating."

"Aren't we on our way home now?" Instantly, he forgot about the old man pretending to be young.

Song Yu turned his head and glanced at me, smiling like he had eaten a lot of Coptis chinensis: "I disappeared for a whole day, and the people looking for you all over the world are probably going crazy."

Only then did I understand what Song Yu meant. He wanted to send me back to my sister with his own hands again?He clearly already knew that his sister was the driving force behind this incident, he clearly knew that I would definitely stand by his side no matter what I said this time, he clearly knew that I finally found an excuse to return to him, but he Still want to send me back.

"No!" My first reaction to Song Yu's decision that didn't consider my feelings at all was of course to strongly oppose it, and I put my right hand on the door handle as a threat, "If you want to send me back to my sister's house directly, why not Let me out of the car now."

The corner of Song Yu's eyes twitched, his hands holding the steering wheel trembled, he became obviously nervous, and he kept looking at me while driving: "Don't make such jokes casually, quickly put your hands back!"

"You first promise not to send me off..."

Before I could finish my bargaining, Song Yu controlled the steering wheel with his left hand and made a smooth turn, and at the same time, he slammed on the brakes and stopped the car by the side of the road. At the same time, he quickly unfastened the seat belt with his right hand.

It happened suddenly, because of inertia, I rushed forward. Song Yu rushed over and hugged me quickly. With a living meat shield, I was naturally unscathed, but Song Yu bumped hard. He only heard a muffled snort, and his brows were tightly frowned. It must have been very painful just now.

I was a little overwhelmed by the sudden situation, and hesitated for a long time before I dared to reach out to touch Song Yu: "You, how are you?"

Song Yu has been hugging me tightly, keeping the posture of protecting me and not moving. After listening to my question, he slowly turned his eyes to my face. It's so cold that people can be frozen into ice cubes.

"Song Yu...I...not...I...yes, I'm sorry..." Facing Song Yu's cold eyes that had never been shown in front of me, I subconsciously stuttered, my words didn't convey my meaning at all, actually What I should have said is that I was just joking just now, and I just wanted to scare him, but in the end I said an apology.

I thought Song Yu would definitely accept my offer to show weakness, and then the wind passed without a trace, the rain passed, the sky was sunny and cloudless, but I didn't expect him to push me away suddenly, and half a second later he was hungry again Like Shi, he rushed over and strangled my neck so hard that I couldn't move, his eyes were bigger than copper bells, and his whole body exuded a terrifying hostility.

This series of actions happened so fast that before I had time to react, I saw Song Yu's icy face slowly approaching mine, and said word by word almost gnashing his teeth: "You know what you did just now How dangerous is it?!"

My brain was completely stunned. The Song Yu in front of me was completely another person I didn't know. The throat that was strangled was also uncomfortable. Even the simple action of swallowing was a bit powerless. I couldn't help it. Dare to believe everything that was going on, he opened his mouth, but couldn't say anything, he could only stare blankly at Song Yu whose temperament suddenly changed drastically.

"Of course you don't know anything when you're dead, but have you ever thought about me? If you think about it, I won't be able to live?!" Song Yu continued to accuse me, his bewildered expression was so close to me, his voice Unknowingly raised his height, showing his emotional agitation, "Ruan Jitong, do you know that you are always so selfish! You have never really put yourself in the shoes of the person who loves you!"

"I...I..." Facing Song Yu's accusation, I was completely powerless. Ruan Jitong, who used to be eloquent in the past, buried his head in the sand like an ostrich, and his heart was squeezed to the point of suffocation. Is this the kind of person you see in me?

Song Yu sneered sneeringly, then suddenly withdrew his hand that was pinching me, pressed it on the door handle and pulled it lightly, the door opened, he raised his finger and pointed to the outside of the car where the cold wind was howling, and said to me lightly: "Aren't you Do you want to go? Go now, I won't stop you. "

"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!..." I opened my eyes wide in disbelief and looked at Song Yu, who didn't look like he was joking at all, and thousands of words appeared in my mind instantly. Thousands of exclamation marks one after another are dancing in the crowd. I never imagined that Song Yu would drive me away in such a way. No, he definitely didn’t really want to drive me away. He was just angry with me because I was disobedient. Must be just mad at me!

The cold wind turned a corner and rolled into the car, I couldn't help shivering. Even though my back was leaning against the back of the chair, I felt like I was alone and helpless at this moment, like an isolated island in the vast ocean. I never thought One day there will be such tension between me and Song Woo.

Will it be lost?The heaviest and most unbearable word in the world.

I always thought that as long as I was with Song Yu, I could drink countless sweet flavors even if it was plain water, my heart would be filled with pink bubbles, and any small happiness would be infinitely magnified by me .

Ruan Jitong was born as a wild horse, only Song Yu could tame it.After two lifetimes, I have determined that only he can conquer me.

So in order to ease the atmosphere, I almost tried my best to squeeze out a clear smile on my face, leaned closer to Song Yu, and raised my eyebrows in the usual unreasonable Ruan Jitong's tone and said: "What are you called?" If I leave, I will leave, wouldn't I lose face?"

But Song Yu didn't buy it at all, he still pointed his finger out of the car expressionlessly, unmoved at all.

Suddenly there was a "thump" in my heart, and now I am really anxious. Is Song Yu planning to come with me for real this time? He has never abandoned me like this in the previous life and this life. They all hold me in the palm of their hand and take good care of me. Even if I gave up on him and immigrated to the Netherlands, he never treated me like this.

"Okay!" Mingming was so flustered that he was dying, but he still pretended to be calm and stretched out his hand to hold Song Yu's hand tightly, sticking to his strong arm and trying to please him, "I'll come back after dinner Sister's house, I won't trouble you, and you don't want to drive me away either."

"..." Song Yu didn't speak, but he didn't throw me away to make me more embarrassed. According to my understanding, this should mean that he wanted to die down. If this continues, it will only hurt others and himself. Feelings require both parties at the same time Only by making concessions can the sea and the sky be broadened.

"Song Yu, I'm really sorry." Strike while the iron is hot, this tactic will never go out of style in a relationship.

Song Yu sighed, gently peeled off my hand and sat back in the driver's seat, staring straight at the dark front, as if he was thinking about something, until he was silent for a long time before he squeezed out almost inaudibly One sentence: "I am not good enough."

"No, no, no, you are right, I was too selfish, I promise I will never do this again, I promise!" He raised his hands high to show his sincerity.

Song Yu turned his head to look at me, and his eyes had returned to the same gentleness as before. Seeing that his heart softened, I raised my raised hands a little higher, and smirked at him with all my strength.

Song Yu finally twitched the corner of his mouth, showing an expression of not knowing, he reached out and pulled my raised hands down and held them in his palms, his gentle voice trembled unabashedly in the narrow carriage: " I really don't know how to express it, everything I do is just not wanting you to be hurt, I've tried my best to protect you, but I still can't..."

"Okay, I know!" I don't want to listen to it anymore, I just want the Song Yu I know best to come back, I just need to know that he still loves me so much, I just want him not to be like that anymore It would be nice if you were so decisive to drive me away just now.

Song Yu raised his hand to caress my cheek, and slowly and meticulously lingered between my eyebrows and eyes with his fingers. The temperature of his fingertips quickly flooded his whole body, like a clear spring flowing in the bottom of his heart, leaving behind everything he went. His soft caress.

The eye sockets immediately became hot. I sniffed my nose and tried my best not to let the tears fall out. I just untied my seat belt and jumped into Song Yu's arms. To verify the reality of this moment, I rubbed him hard. , Just now, I was really scared to death.

"In the future, I will do whatever you ask me to do, just don't drive me away." I still have lingering fears in Song Yu's arms at the moment, "I will try my best to be the Ruan Jitong you are looking forward to the most, and I will try my best to do it."

"No need." Song Yu stopped me softly, and hugged me even harder, "It's enough for me to work hard alone, Tongtong, all I want is you to love me from the beginning to the end."

It's the problem of an infinite loop once it starts!I tried my best to push Song Yu away, and I met his eyes. I thought, there are some things that really need to be said clearly now: "What do you want me to do to feel safe?"

"Spare no effort to love me." Song Yu said very seriously, "Spare no effort to trust me."

"I've been doing this all the time, and I also..." Suddenly, something flashed through my mind, and the fragments couldn't make up a complete and clear image. Song Yu's sudden temperament changed, and Song Yu pretended Deliberately ignoring Ye Qinyuan's inexplicable visit, Song Yu repeatedly emphasized that he does not have enough ability to protect me now, Song Yu's inadvertently revealed fragility... too many doubts have piled up together, Song Yu is used to praising me Caring in the palm of my hand, I am used to any difficulty, and I am kept in the dark first by myself, but this time, should I really continue to pretend to be stupid?

"Song Yu, tell me the truth, have you worked hard alone?"

Song Yu's expression changed slightly, and there was almost no trace. I looked at him expectantly. Today, I don't want him to coax me like a three-year-old child. There are some things that a blind person can see clearly.

Finally, the corners of Song Yu's mouth curled up slightly but he was not smiling. He nodded slowly and let out a long sigh of relief: "It's hard work, it's really hard work, and sometimes it even makes me hard to breathe."

In fact, this is not a good answer, but I feel relieved physically and mentally, at least he is no longer pretending to be relaxed.

"I will promise you the two things you want me to spare no effort in doing." I already have some calculations in my heart, and I know what I should do. Of course, I have to emphasize one point with Song Yu, "But you have to promise me one thing too." thing."

"You said."

An encouraging expression quickly appeared on his face: "No matter what, keep going."

Song Yu looked into my eyes and pondered for a while, as if he was spying on the emotions inside. I squeezed my nose at him and teased maliciously: "What? I'm afraid I won't be able to do what I promised?"

"As long as I promise you, I will always do what I say." This is the demeanor that Song Yu should have in my mind, and he will always be so confident.

"Then it's settled?" I stretched out the little finger of my right hand and ticked Song Yu, "I'll give you a second to think it through, and if you agree, you have to do it."

Song Yu couldn't help laughing, and when he wasn't prepared, I immediately went over and couldn't wait to grab his right hand, hooked his little finger and brought it to his eyes so that he could see it more clearly, and smiled triumphantly: "It's time, no I regret it."

I will never have to go back on my word in my life, just like I decided to love you with all my heart.

2014-9-17