Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

After the meal, Song Yu drove me back to school. Along the way, he hummed the same song repeatedly along with the CD in the car -- Qu Wanting's "In My Song".

At this time, this song has not been sung by a tall bald man with homosexual tendencies on a certain music program on a satellite TV, and there are not so many cover versions that follow the trend. At this time, this song is still the original juice Original, not altered beyond recognition.

I have always liked Qu Wanting's narrative voice. Every song of hers has an innate magical healing effect. I don't know why.

Song Yu's voice is not much lower than Qu Wanting's, and he can hum this song with ease. Watching him sing emotionally while turning the steering wheel makes me feel a little itchy. I'm wondering who is deep in his mind. In his dreams, in his heart, in his singing.

"What are you looking at?" Song Yu made a beautiful right turn and got off the highway, looking at me with his mouth curled up sideways.

My nympho is always so blatant, it gets caught every time.

I quickly sat down, staring at the front, pretending not to know anything: "Is that inertia?"

"Hehe." Song Yu never exposed my little tricks, just smiled and passed them by.

I looked at him out of the corner of my eye, and he had already withdrawn his eyes and concentrated on driving the car. I hummed softly: "This song will definitely become popular in the near future."

"Huh?" Song Yu was a little confused, "What purple?"

One of the benefits of being born again is that I can see the future.

So I pretended to be a master, stretched out the index finger of my right hand and swayed it like a pendulum in front of Song Yu's eyes, shaking my head and saying, "You can't say it, you can't say it."

"Little ghost head." Song Yu burst out laughing with a "puchi", and came over to touch my face with one free hand.

I love Song Yu's little tricks. He likes to use his wide palm to "ravage" my limp hair. He likes to use his slender right index finger to scrape the bridge of my nose. He likes to use his Warm palms caress my cheeks, he likes to use his firm chest and powerful arms to give me a firm hug, he likes to use his sexy lips to lightly touch my eyebrows...

I closed my eyes and enjoyed Song Yu's caress. I really hope that time will freeze at this moment, and I will be satisfied even if it is one more second.

But Song Yu quickly withdrew his hand, he was driving and couldn't play with me casually for a long time.

In fact, I was a little disappointed, even lonely. I always lacked a sense of security, so I asked Song Yu to come out publicly in the previous life. I wanted him to marry me legitimately, but he couldn’t do it. He regretted to me Said: "Tongtong, I'm sorry."

What was my reaction?It seemed that he was very excited, so excited that he was so excited that I asked him sharply why he couldn’t publicly admit our relationship. I asked him why he couldn’t immigrate with me to marry abroad. I asked him why he gave me hope and asked me to So hopeless.

From the beginning to the end, the answer he gave me was - Tongtong, I'm sorry.

He doesn't know that what I want is not a "I'm sorry" that is not even bullshit, what I want is a little sense of security, I want a lifetime commitment, even if this thing can't be eaten as a meal, Even if this thing is ridiculously empty, even if this thing will bring me and him more pressure and cynicism, but I don't care, I just want him to sacrifice this time for me to prove that he really loves me enough.

Forget it, maybe it’s because I’m too strong. He has his own thoughts and considerations. He said he loves me, and I believe it. He just can’t prove it to the world in the most direct and clear way.

Shen Congwen said, I know you will come, so I will wait.

For Song Yu, I have missed him once in the previous life. He was always there, but I chose to leave with another man. I know he really loves me. He just doesn’t have enough courage to express some emotions to him. But I was so stubborn that I didn't want to wait any longer. I didn't want to wait until the day he was willing to speak.

"Brother-in-law." My thoughts faded away, but I became nervous for no reason, my fingers were twisted together and began to turn white, and I lowered my head deeply to look at the cushion under the seat.

Song Yu let out a "hmm", but didn't realize that something was wrong with my emotions in time.

I opened my mouth and wanted to say something but I couldn’t open my mouth. I didn’t want to apologize for my behavior of betraying him in the previous life. I just wanted to express that no matter what happens in this life, I will never leave again. He, where there is him, there is Ruan Jitong.

But there are some words that are only suitable for hiding in the bottom of my heart, once they are spoken out, they will completely change their taste.

After a long time without seeing anything, Song Yu finally felt something, and couldn't help but slow down the car and pull over to a stop.

"What's wrong with Tongtong?" Song Yu quickly unbuckled his seat belt and leaned towards me.

I looked up at him, and I didn't know where the emotion came from, but I just cried out with a "wow". Cry, unscrupulous, heart-piercing, hoarse.

Song Yu was frightened by me. I cried bitterly without warning, which made him lose his mind for a while, so he could only keep pulling out tissues to wipe my surging tears.

"Tongtong?" He first called my name softly.

"If you have any grievances, you can tell your brother-in-law directly." He was trying to guess the reason for my emotional breakdown.

"Did my brother-in-law do something to make Tongtong angry?" He often blamed himself for my emotional changes.

"Tongtong." He hugged me into his arms without saying anything, and let me wipe all my snot and tears on his expensive top shirt.

Ruan Jitong in the previous life was not a crybaby, and Ruan Jitong in this life didn't think about developing in this direction. It was really like Qu Wanting sang "I can't help myself", facing such a person who loves me like life Man, I really can't help myself.

"I'm sorry." I sobbed and apologized to Song Yu, my nasal voice was so heavy that I almost couldn't hear what I said.

Song Yu obviously doesn't know why I have to apologize for no reason. In fact, it's not for the betrayal in the previous life, but for this life. Even if I am reborn, I don't have enough ability to make our relationship develop smoothly. I can't guarantee myself It can help Song Yu successfully overcome this difficulty.

"Fool." His tone was full of unbearable harshness, and even the movement of stroking the back of my head was so gentle that it made me fall again.

"It's no big deal, no matter what happens, my brother-in-law is here." He pressed against my ear, breathing warm breath.

"I..." I couldn't speak clearly, "I'm just... worried about... brother-in-law and... the company."

"Is there anything my brother-in-law hasn't experienced?" He smiled lowly, looking relaxed, "Tongtong doesn't need to worry about such a small matter."

"I... asked my sister to help you with...hands." I tilted my head and wiped the snot on Song Yu's shoulder, the twitch after crying made my tone sound a little funny, "Sister will...will...agree of."

Song Yu and his sister have always been independent financially. Song Yu runs his advertising company, while his sister runs her lacquerware trading company, each responsible for their own profits and losses. Go to the other side for help.

I have long protested against their mode of getting along with each other, which is as light as water between gentlemen, but repeated protests are ineffective.Think about how they have overcome so many difficulties before to be together, but after getting married, they are not as happy and sweet as the outside rumors say.

My elder sister is away on business trips for a long time, and it is a miracle that she can stay at home for one week a month. Recently, my elder sister is even more busy bringing Fanji lacquerware products into the Japanese market.

Although lacquerware originated in China, it was really developed in Japan. Up to now, there are not many people in China who know about lacquerware.On the contrary, in Japan, almost every household has one or two affordable lacquerware, ranging from large soft decorations to small tableware and utensils. The shadow of lacquerware can be seen everywhere.

My sister has always been adhering to the purpose of promoting Chinese lacquerware culture in the management of Fanji lacquerware. For her, lacquerware is more important than love. It doesn't surprise me at all to divorce Song Woo because of better development.After all, her life is inseparable from lacquerware. When she was young, she might become blind for love, but as she grows older, she will re-examine her future path and make the choice she thinks is most suitable for her.

My sister is free to choose who or not to choose. She has been so independent since she was a child, and she will do what she thinks is right. Like me, we all have different degrees of paranoia, but her paranoia is reflected on her career, and my paranoia on my relationship.

"Fan Ji is negotiating with a large Japanese lacquerware manufacturer recently. It is the time when the funds are most needed. Tongtong, don't bother your sister with your brother-in-law's affairs, you know?" Song Yu immediately became serious when he mentioned this question. up.

I know that the reason why he is unwilling to accept his sister's help is not as simple as it seems on the surface, but what's the point of exposing it?

Sometimes, leaving a way for others is to leave a way for yourself.

"Then ask fourth brother for help?" I quickly changed the topic. The fourth brother is Song Mi. The relationship between the two brothers has always been good. Looking at the whole of China, the only person who can help Song Yu at all costs is Song Mi.

As the new Best Actor of the Golden Lion Award, I think Song Mi must have a way to help Song Yu, even if it can't be solved at once, at least it won't let Yushen's creativity collapse from then on.

In fact, there is another method that may be the most effective, but I dare not try it lightly. Taking such a step will mean that I have no way out, and I will go all the way to the end.

Song Yu didn't resist my proposal as much as before, but he was still a little hesitant. He didn't want to affect Song Mi's development because of himself.

"Brother-in-law?" I pushed him away and stared into his eyes with red eyes. He who knows me well should understand the earnestness in my eyes.

He and I looked at each other for a few seconds, frowning tightly, and finally nodded: "I will try to find him."

"Fourth brother is so powerful, he will definitely find a way." I showed an exaggerated expression to express my admiration for Song Mi.

Song Yu smiled meaningfully: "He is quite capable."

2013-10-21

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