Hard to be a good husband

New York, USA.

Ye Xuwei returned to the lodging with a large paper bag of bread in his arms. The design of the room was unique, with bright colors and simple furniture.

Xuwei is still the same as three years ago, with cool short hair, medium build, bright smile, but always gives people a feeling of regret.

He has lived here for three years, and he hasn't fully adapted to it. He always feels that something is missing, but Xuwei is used to such an ethereal life, so he doesn't care about anything. dormitory.

After returning to the dormitory, I put down the bread in the paper bag, and casually threw the clothes on the bed into the wardrobe without folding them. The wardrobe has been a mess for a long time.

In the past, Xuwei still paid attention to the details of life, but he had forgotten how long it was, and felt that it was useless to care about some of these things.

There are two Korean students and an American who live with him, but they are used to going out to spend time and drink every day. Anyway, this is the United States. If you are a virgin in your 20s here, you can only be ridiculed, so Xu Wei He has been very low-key, basically many people know that he is from Asia, but few people know that he is from China.

When I returned to the dormitory, the other three roommates were still there, probably they played too late last night.

"Hey, Wei, I have your letter."

Xuwei thought it was a letter from his family, and his mother had been writing to him all the time, all of which were to ask about his health, but just wanted Xuwei to reply.

But such a thick letter is obviously not a letter from family members, and the handwriting of mother and father is not as delicate and beautiful. Xuwei knew who it was, and couldn't help but feel sore in his heart, feeling a little difficult to speak, as if he could just say a single word choked up.

Xuwei opened the letter when he returned to his room.

In Xuwei's impression, only Chinese banquet invitations are so red. It was Ye Chuan's wedding invitation.

It turned out that Ye Chuan was about to get married, so Ye Chuan should have just graduated from university not long ago.

Scenes of the past flashed through his mind. He and Yu Hao brushed their teeth together in the morning, ate together, and sometimes went to the library together. Buy the same thing for two people.

In the end, there was Yu Hao's painful expression, and the time when he kept asking for something from himself.

He, Yu Hao, and Ye Chuan, the three of them have known each other since junior high school, and they have been inseparable since childhood, like paint and glue.

They were in the same class in junior high school, so everyone knew each other, experienced the headaches of the second year of middle school together, experienced each other's annoying and noisy way of getting along with each other, and after seeing each other's shortcomings, they still wanted to get along very well. Happy, they have been friends for six years, and all the edges and corners have been tempered a lot because of the friendly relationship between the three of them, and of course some edges and corners have been highlighted.

Ye Chuan is his childhood sweetheart's girlfriend. He doesn't remember when it started. He doesn't know if he still loves this girlfriend, but he just doesn't want to break up with her. friend.

When Xuwei sleeps at night, he lies on the big bed alone. His current bed is big enough for two or three people to sleep together. The single bed is comfortable. When I have nightmares at night, no one next to me tells me that I am here.

three years ago

Three years ago, Cicada sang rhythmically in the trees, and the sun danced slowly in every corner of the school, filling every piece of land on the campus, vividly composing another hymn of life.

Xu Wei and Yu Hao successfully entered the same university, and Ye Chuan, the three of them still managed to stick together at the end of their student careers.

As the saying goes, two people are like-minded when they are together, but Xuwei and Yu Hao are just exceptions. Yu Hao is not as sunny as Xuwei, but gives people a mature, reliable, stable feeling, and his clothes are much cooler than Xuwei. A man of few words.

When the three of them came to the school to report for duty, they didn't let their family members accompany them. Their parents knew that it was the three of them who came, so they agreed. Their parents treated the other two friends of the child as if they were their own half-children. love.

Xuwei likes Yu Hao and Ye Chuan very much. To be precise, he is happy that he has a best friend who has experienced ups and downs, and a childhood sweetheart girlfriend. His parents love him very much, and he has a decent education.Everything seems to be fine.

Generally, schools arrange dormitories according to the registration time of the same class, and Yu Hao and Xuwei happen to be in the same class, so they were in the same dormitory by chance.

For this reason, the three of them were very happy for a long time.

After reporting for duty, Ye Chuan did not continue to stay with them. Ye Chuan went to have dinner with the students in the dormitory. Ye Chuan had better grades in the class, and was also good-looking. The classmates in the class played very well.

The other two roommates of Yu Hao and Xuwei hadn't shown up yet, so Yu Hao and Xuwei went to the supermarket by themselves to find something to eat.

In the supermarket near the school, Yu Hao was pushing the trolley boredly, while Xu Wei carefully selected the daily necessities to buy in front.

Both Xuwei and Yu Hao are alone at home, and they are both very self-aware people, but after years of getting along, Yu Hao is used to accommodating Xu Wei, and Xu Wei is also used to helping Yu Hao take care of his life. Some small details that are often overlooked.

Xuwei's mother has been teaching Xuwei how to take care of himself since he was a child, how to choose high-quality and cheap things, and which things are durable. Even if his mother doesn't tell him, Ye Chuan still cares about this, and he often talks to Xuwei about it.

Basically, what I bought for Yu Hao was the same as myself.

"Why do you only buy one toothpaste?"

"Squeeze a little toothpaste at ordinary times, it doesn't need to be squeezed like a worm."

"But it's not good for two people to use the same one."

"you dislike me."

"No."

"Just buy some mouthwash. If you're too lazy to brush your teeth, just rinse your mouth."

"Ah."

"Buy some more socks. You can change them when you don't want to wash them. Just a hundred pairs."

"Ah."

Yu Hao pushed the trolley and followed Xu Wei boredly, Xu Wei was like a housewife, Yu Hao was the husband who followed to buy things, but they were used to this way of getting along, so they didn't think there was any problem at all.

Xuwei is used to Yu Hao's concise and concise way of speaking. From the first day when he met, Yu Hao spoke as if every word weighed a thousand pounds, and when he answered others, he would just give a stingy "um", even after many years. Today, Yu Hao would simply agree with "Yes".

Yu Hao is different from Xu Wei, Xu Wei is the kind of sunny boy, usually loves sports, and also likes to dress up in sportswear, but no matter how Xu Wei exercises, his figure is still not tall enough for Yu Hao, Xu Wei has been depressed because of this For a long time, the only sport Yu Hao played was pulleys, but he didn't play for long.

Yu Hao is the kind of very calm person. He doesn’t talk much at ordinary times. He usually wears shirts, and the coats are basically all woolen coats. Yu Hao’s mother is an intellectual woman in the new era, and she is more particular about her clothes, but Yu Hao still wore uniform clothes.

At night, the roommates in their dormitory still didn’t show up. Xuwei climbed into Yu Hao’s bed habitually. The beds in the dormitory are relatively small. Even two slender girls can barely sleep, so Yu Hao Sleeping with Xuwei is very crowded.

Yu Hao didn't refuse either, and moved his body to make room for Xu Wei. They slept together since they were young, and even after they were adults, they still didn't mind sleeping together.

Sometimes someone joked that they were two big men, and wanted someone to sleep with them like a child, and they didn't mind, and they didn't move too much when they slept.

It seems that all the acts of intimacy can be taken for granted because they are brothers.

Xuwei thought that Yu Hao was asleep, so he also fell asleep quietly, but in fact Yu Hao didn't sleep, Yu Hao couldn't fall asleep, and every time he slept with Xuwei, he couldn't fall asleep, feeling uneasy.

He really wanted to hug Xuwei to sleep, and wanted to be more intimate with his movements, but he didn't dare, he was afraid that if he ran too far, he would lose this friendship.

When Xuwei sleeps, he always occupies most of the bed domineeringly, and Yu Hao huddles up against the wall. It was like this when he was a child, and he is still like this when he grows up.

What you once thought would last forever may be destroyed in the next moment; what you once thought you would protect is often destroyed by you invisibly.

Even if you understand this truth, you can't stop caring about things that are fleeting and protect feelings that are more fragile than glass.