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He Jia was stunned for a few seconds, feeling like an electric drill grew in his heart, and he felt a sudden and sharp pain.

He hugged Qin Yan even tighter, stroked Qin Yan's hair, and said with a long sigh, "You...don't put so much pressure on yourself... Actually, no matter how hard you work or not, the college entrance examination will pass Yes. It's just a test."

He Jiashi said it easily, just a few light words, but how could Qin Yan do it.

He and He Jiashi can be regarded as having no father and no mother now.They have nothing to rely on, let alone rely on them. On campus, they can live a stable life, but when they step into the society in the future, they can only be greeted by a more cruel reality.

Qin Yan is a precocious child, but no matter how precocious he is, he is just a student who has never left school.He doesn't know what those harsher realities are, and the scariest thing he can think of is that he can't get into a good university, can't find a decent job, can't support himself, and can't take good care of himself. other side.

And those more grand and insurmountable problems in his life have never even appeared in his mind.

But this does not prevent him from fearing and resisting the unknown and the future.

More than two years ago, he desperately left J City, the mining area where he had lived for more than ten years, and those people and past events that made him angry or missed.

Later, he desperately wanted to leave N City, the place that had given him and He Jia too many ridiculous blows.

But what about after leaving?

He didn't understand anything, he couldn't think of anything, but he panicked instinctively.

He didn't dare to think about the future of himself and He Jiashi, and he didn't know where life would lead them in the future. In the midst of this growing anxiety, the only thing he could grasp was the days before the college entrance examination.

Over the years, what Qin Yan is best at is studying.

He hopes to rely on learning to alleviate his anxiety about the future, but this vast sea of ​​learning has buried him with one stumbling block after another, and he can only become more anxious.

The college entrance examination is a competition with the same province, and the province where they are located is a nationally famous college entrance examination province. The higher the quality of education, the harder the students work, the more parents and teachers pay attention to education, and the more exhausted each individual living here is.

The more you practice, the more difficult the topic is. There are more knowledge points besides the knowledge points. This road seems to never end.

Five 10,000+ college entrance examination troops, no matter how hard you work, someone will always work harder, no matter how smart you are, someone will always be smarter.The college entrance examination has never been a "passing" exam, but a "selective" exam. Only by defeating others can one escape from heaven.Some families are happy and some are sad, that's what it says.

Qin Yan never dared to claim to be smart, and he was definitely not a smart student like Niu Chao.Sometimes, he even felt that his reaction was very slow, let alone compared with the top few in the class, even the middle-level people had more active thinking than him.

He Jiashi's words could not comfort his worries at all, those "relax your mind" and "don't be too nervous" were the most useless empty words.And Qin Yan also knew that He Jiashi was just a child, and the future he was anxious about was also a tomorrow that He Jiashi could not grasp.

Just as He Jiashi did not blame him for his increasingly bad temper, Qin Yan also did not blame He Jiashi for his useless comfort.They have nothing but each other.

Qin Yan twitched the corner of his mouth, showing an insincere smile, He Jiashi saw his involuntary, but there was nothing he could do.

He Jiashi knew that he was anxious and worried, but he could only vaguely grasp the source of these anxiety and worries, but he couldn't understand what it was.

He was silent for a long time, searching his stomach, and finally found a sentence from his stomach, "Don't worry, I will take care of you for the rest of my life."

Qin Yan's mouth opened and closed, and he didn't say anything for a long time. He smiled devoutly, and said seriously, "I believe it."

He believes that He Jiashi is willing to take care of him for the rest of his life, and he will always be by He Jiashi's side. He bravely believes in the relationship between them, but he can't believe that their life of supporting each other must be a smooth life.

Or maybe people like them, no matter how hard they struggle, cannot have a smooth future.

Qin Yan's heart was in a mess.These days, as long as there is no pen in hand, no topic and textbook in front of him, he can't help thinking about it, sometimes even anxiety for no reason, clogging his heart.

He hugged He Jiashi's waist tightly, and said in a weak tone, "Jiashi, I'm afraid."

He Jiashi patted him on the back and said softly, "Don't be afraid, I will be by your side to accompany you and guard you. From now on, I will go wherever you go. No matter what, we will be together."

Qin Yan inhaled He Jiashi's good-smelling shower gel again, and finally calmed down gradually.

That night, they couldn't fall asleep until midnight, Qin Yan tossed and turned, while He Jiashi kept patting and stroking his back, telling him that he was always by his side.

A round of review is over.

Books were stacked on the desk, and papers were clipped together. Qin Yan quickly flipped through his wrong book, looking at the densely packed analysis and key points written with gel pens of various colors.

In this round of simulation, the whole province organizes the entrance examination uniformly. This is not only a test of the students' learning achievements since this stage, but it is also the first time for them to find out their position in the province.

Every teacher has repeatedly emphasized the importance of this joint exam: unified proposition, unified examination, unified revision of papers, and unified marking.

Except that it happened on the eve of the winter vacation, and the exam room was at his own school, this joint exam was no different from the college entrance exam.

During the class meeting, Zhao Zhongya gave them face-to-face orders, asking them to be serious, to work hard, and to pay attention to them. However, in Qin Yan's heart, these orders were all bullshit.

At such a juncture, in the provincial experiment, in the school's well-known non-local class, no one will not pay attention to this exam, and no one will not work hard.

They are restless enough.

A round of joint exams takes two days. The exam schedule is the same as the college entrance exam, divided into Chinese, mathematics, comprehensive science, and English, one for half a day, which is not intensive.

However, due to the high concentration of attention, the students were still very tired after the two-day exam.

Students in the third year of senior high school no longer have the treatment of having a holiday after the exam. As soon as the papers are collected, they rush back to the classroom one by one to clean up the exam room. Insufficient, check for gaps and fill in gaps.

The second and third days are examination paper reviews.

It's hard to go on vacation, but the results are still not coming out: the province's unified examination papers are approved, and the efficiency of examination papers is greatly reduced.

Without grades, Qin Yan couldn't let go of his heart. He was restless for several days and couldn't even learn.Often for several hours in a row, I would write and draw on the straw paper, recalling how many questions I got wrong, calculating how many points I could get, and how many rankings I could rank.

It's obviously meaningless, and it's obviously just a mock exam before the college entrance examination, but he just cares about it.

He hated himself for being so vain, and hated himself for wasting so much time and worrying in vain, but he couldn't help but think about it, and then became more troubled.

Fortunately, the results finally came out: he did well in the exam. According to the data of previous years, Fudan University and Jiaotong University have great hopes.

And He Jiashi also unexpectedly did well in the exam, staying at the middle level of the class. Judging from the situation, he was basically stable.

He Jiashi didn't stay at home for a few days, and then went to A-Bian with Zhang Zhi.

This time, Ah Bian took over the job of decorating a villa, Party A was in a hurry, and now it was approaching the end of the year, the decoration company was really short of manpower, so Zhang Zhi and He Jiashi offered a high price of 300 a day, which made them very excited .

He Jiashi eagerly told Qin Yan, "I'll go work for a few more days."

Qin Yan raised his head, "The Chinese New Year is only a few days away? Besides, the college entrance examination is coming soon..."

He Jiashi rubbed his head and discussed with him, "On New Year's Eve, from the first day to the third day of junior high school, I promise to stay with you at home, and for the rest of the time, you can let me do the work. Stay at home, I hold back panic."

Qin Yan scolded him, but he didn't quarrel with Qin Yan at all, he just talked nicely, but he refused to let go.

There was no other way, Qin Yan could only agree.

The author says:

High school is really stressful.I don't know if everyone can get Qin Yan's anxiety