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He Jiashi didn't sleep well and woke up early in the morning. He looked at Qin Yan for a while, then touched Qin Yan's reddened eyes with his hands, and then kissed his forehead to resist the depression in his heart.

Cardiopulmonary resuscitation was exhausting, and He Jiashi was in an extremely tense situation yesterday. After sleeping, he was sore all over his body, his heart was throbbing with pain, and he had nowhere to vent, so he could only talk to Qin Yan snuggled up together and took a sniff of Qin Yan's pleasant smell.

Not long after, Qin Yan also woke up. He didn't speak, but when he hugged He Jia tightly, he exchanged a long and gentle kiss with him.

At noon, they got up from the bed, and He Jia was in no mood to cook, so Qin Yan ordered two takeaways.

Obviously it is a restaurant that they are used to eating, but perhaps because the weather is too hot, the two of them just stuffed two chopsticks into their mouths, and they really lost their appetite, so they had to put the takeaway aside.

Qin Yan didn't comfort He Jiashi with words like "don't be too sad", all he did was silently stay by He Jiashi's side, kissing, hugging and touching him.

Xing Nan was the first teacher who was kind to He Jiashi, and also the best teacher he met in his entire student days.She never cared about He Jiashi because he was an underachiever, and didn't let He Jiashi's rebellion go. Even after hearing He Jiashi's words "I don't like geography, I want to study science in the future", she still devoted herself to drawing a whole book for him The point of the book.

She is really special to He Jiashi.

Before meeting Xing Nan, he thought that he should be hated by all the teachers.

However, despite these things, Xing Nan only taught He Jiashi for a short year. Although he was grateful, his feelings were not deep.At least, not as deep as his relationship with Tao Ying.

However, what stimulated him greatly from the accident was that, unlike Tao Ying, who suffered from cancer and was exhausted, Xing Nan's death was too sudden.

Unprepared, she just fell in front of everyone.

Obviously it was fine before, obviously a few ten minutes ago, she took out her mobile phone and showed He Jiashi a photo of her daughter with a smile.

Then, after finishing half a paper, she fell down straight, and closed her eyes forever in front of He Jiashi.

He desperately wanted to save Xing Nan's life, pressing down on her chest, sweat and tears fell, but every minute and every second, he could only feel the traces of life passing by.

She died in front of He Jiashi.

It is not that He Jiashi has never experienced life and death, but he has never experienced the passing of life so vividly.

He Jiashi rested for a long time, so long that Qin Yan had recovered from the accident, and he was still dazed.

According to Liu Dong, Xing Nan has already been buried, but He Jiashi doesn't even know where her grave is.

However, death is like a lamp being extinguished, and the memorial service is only a consolation to the living, but to Xing Nan, it has no meaning anymore.

Because of that unfinished biology paper, He Jiashi's ranking in the class fell to No. 40. In a class of 60 students, he was not at the bottom, but it was still in the middle and lower reaches.

Qin Yan didn't mention his grades to him, and just let him relax at home, digesting the aftershocks of this scene.

Halfway through the summer vacation, He Jia still hadn't recovered from the sudden farewell. One afternoon, it was raining heavily outside the house, and only one lamp on the desk was turned on in the room, half of the room Obscure.

He Jiashi was lying on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, while Qin Yan was sitting at the desk, working out a complicated calculation problem.

Listening to the sound of the rain, somehow, He Jiashi walked to the window, but saw a few seeds fell in the gap of the window sill, and now delicate flowers grew out.

Yellow, white, purple, the delicate petals are crumbling by the bean-sized raindrops.

At this moment, He Jiashi suddenly realized the root of his lingering pain: he was for Xing Nan, but not just for Xing Nan.

It was not only Xing Nan's death that hurt him, but also the graceful but fragile life like a crumbling flower in the wind and rain.

This long aftershock is for the unpredictable and sudden farewell, for the irreversible parting of life.

He Jiashi looked at Qin Yan's back and suddenly felt very flustered.Human life is too fragile, if it is Qin Yan who walks away, what should he do?

This thought made him tremble all over, and just thinking about it for a while, he felt pain in his internal organs as if he was displaced.

He was still young and couldn't understand the fate of life and death, and the impermanence of fate. He was so terrified that he couldn't breathe. He walked to Qin Yan's side in two steps, but He Jiashi couldn't say anything except calling his name.

"Speak."

Qin Yan was taken aback for a moment, no one had called him that for a long time.Even He Jiashi only called out when coaxing him.

His heart shrank, he turned his head and looked at He Jia seriously, "Well, what's wrong?"

He Jiashi frowned, "People...people are really too fragile."

Qin Yan's mood suddenly became depressed. He thought of his mother's withered face before she died, and his heart felt like a knife.

He Jiashi didn't notice his emotions, and just talked to himself, "I don't know when, it will be the last time."

Qin Yan took two deep breaths, and hugged He Jiashi's waist, "Yeah, I don't know when it will be the last time."

He Jiashi squatted in front of Qin Yan, "Let's not quarrel in the future, shall we?"

Qin Yan was taken aback, he didn't know which song Qin Yan was singing, and said, "We...haven't quarreled often."

He Jiashi nodded in panic, "Yes...we don't quarrel often, and I won't quarrel with you in the future."

Qin Yan felt that He Jiashi was baffled, but what he said was good in the end, so he rubbed He Jiashi's head, "Well, you have to do what you say."

After that day, He Jiashi's condition improved a lot, and he finally picked up his cooking skills.However, occasionally he would stare at Qin Yan's back for a long time without saying a word.

As promised, in the days that followed, he never quarreled with Qin Yan again. Sometimes even if Qin Yan provoked him on purpose and made him angry enough, he just pursed his lips and said nothing.

Afterwards, He Jiashi got up, picked up the mop, and mopped the floor over and over again like when he was by the "grandparents" in J City when he was young.

Looking at his figure mopping the floor, Qin Yan finally felt uneasy. When he hugged He Jia, he murmured, "Jiashi, I was wrong, don't be angry, I won't stay up late to read anymore..."

He Jiashi trembled, dropped the mop, and hugged Qin Yan back, "I'm not angry."

So, Qin Yan pulled He Jiashi back to the bed, leaned on his shoulder, softened his voice, and said something nice.

He Jiashi smiled and kissed Qin Yan's forehead, "Fool, I love you."

At the beginning of August, He Jiashi received a message from Zhang Zhi, asking him to have dinner with Qin Yan.

They met at a cheap restaurant. The air-conditioning was not turned on in the restaurant, and it smelled like cigarettes and alcohol.

Zhang Zhi has grown darker and lost a lot of weight, but he looks very energetic. If he hadn't called He Jiashi's name first, He Jiashi and Qin Yan wouldn't have dared to recognize him.

He Jiashi looked at the friend in front of him with mixed feelings.

The three of them ordered a dozen beers. Zhang Zhi still didn't mention his parents. He only said that he had been helping out in a decoration company in N City since the holiday. Half a month had passed, and he had just had time to catch up with He Jia. .

He said that although he didn't make much money, it was better than nothing at all.

He Jia was taken aback for a moment. In the past, he would have never imagined that a rich man like Zhang Zhi would do such things as decoration.

He Jiashi heard Zhang Zhi casually talking about how he was in the decoration team building walls and ceilings for people, listening to him talk about those hardships and difficulties as insignificant.

He has really changed too much.

He Jiashi drank a bottle of wine, "You are amazing, brother."

Zhang Zhi smiled, he was no longer the kid who was full of cannonballs, he just said, "It's not good enough."

He Jiashi's heart trembled. At this moment, he saw Zhang Zhi's ambition and ambition, and finally realized his own shortcomings.

If it is said that the family has undergone great changes, Zhang Zhi is even worse than him.

Zhang Zhi fell from the sky overnight, his father was imprisoned, his mother's career suffered a great setback, and the two pillars of the family collapsed all at once.

He was depressed, but got up again, started from the most difficult and tiring work, and in these sufferings, he still had ideals in mind.

On the other hand, I have always relied on Qin Yan's care, and even the tuition and living expenses have to be paid by Qin Yan.

He is really useless.

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