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This is a well-known secret, but only He Jiashi knew nothing from the beginning to the end.

He was lied to by everyone, concealed from everyone, and everyone watched him act like a clown, performing a scene that no one believed.

He clumsily and tiredly performed the reunion drama that Mr. He himself made up, struggling under the complex and awkward eyes of everyone.

When He Jia could accept that the He family had allowed him to suffer for so many years for the sake of face and "consummation", he had already accepted that they didn't love him at all.

But Qin Yan is different.

How could Qin Yan turn a deaf ear to the torture he had suffered all these years like everyone else?

How could he treat himself like this.

When Qin Yan looked at He Jia, his heart ached, "I..."

Qin Yan knew that at this time, he must be an out-and-out "assailant" in He Jiashi's heart.If Mr. He is said to be the persecutor, then the whole He family and even himself and his mother are all accomplices.

In fact, Tao Ying and Jiang Lan were not familiar with each other when they were young. Although they were the children of the mining factory back then, they were nodding acquaintances at most among the tens of thousands of families in the mining area.

After that, they all came to N City to study. After graduation, Tao Ying entered the provincial experimental teaching, while Jiang Lan was assigned to the provincial hospital as a doctor.

A few years later, Tao Ying got married and became pregnant step by step. During a certain prenatal checkup, she happened to meet Jiang Lan in the hospital.

In the end, Tao Ying gave birth to Qin Yan. In the same year, she gave up her job in the provincial experiment for Qin Jianguo and returned to J City Children's High School to work.

About two years later, she suddenly heard that Jiang Lan secretly gave birth to a boy in N City.The child is two and a half years old, and now he is being raised by Mr. He.

Tao Ying didn't take this matter to heart at all, she only wondered how Jiang Lan and He Jun were both part of the system, so how dare they cheat?

Until later, one day, when she was playing downstairs with Qin Yan, she happened to bump into Mrs. He taking He Jia out of the house. The two children were about the same age, and soon they played together.

Seeing the two children pushing and shoving each other, Tao Ying's heart sank suddenly. She suddenly thought that when she met Jiang Lan in the provincial hospital, she was obviously not pregnant.

At that time, she should have been seven or eight months pregnant.

how so.

With this thought in mind, Tao Ying subconsciously paid attention to He Jiashi's family, and soon she pieced together the truth of the matter.

From then on, Tao Ying paid special attention to the little He Jiashi, and couldn't help wanting to take care of him and love him.

These years, Tao Ying talked about He Jiashi's affairs with her husband more or less at home, Qin Yan was young at that time, he listened to a little today and a little tomorrow, although he didn't understand it right now, but he remembered it all in his heart.

Finally, Qin Yan grew up enough to understand the regret, pity, and sympathy in his mother's words, and also understood the reason why He Jiashi received so much attention and care from his mother.

He Jiashi, who looked like an angry lion in front of him, overlapped with the crying child looking for his mother many years ago. Qin Yan looked at him deeply, and felt bitterness in his heart.

He Jiashi stared at Qin Yan, "I don't want to see you, you go, don't follow me anymore! Let me be quiet."

Qin Yan grabbed He Jiashi's hand, "Jiashi, it's all my fault, I... I just... I just don't want you to be hurt..."

He Jia shook his hand away at once, "You don't want me to be hurt?" He sneered, "Do you think that being kept in the dark, being rejected by everyone, being kicked around like a ball by them is just not letting me get hurt?" I was hurt?"

"You see when I desperately want to maintain my impression in their hearts, when you see that I want to be a family with them, do you think I'm ridiculous?"

"What you comforted me was against my will, right?"

"You know from the beginning to the end, it's impossible, I have never been a family with them!"

"I am their marionette, and I am a pawn arranged by them!"

Qin Yan lowered his head even more.

He Jiashi took a deep breath and managed to regain his senses. He paused every word, "Qin Yan, I really don't want to see you today. Don't force me to say even worse things to you."

Qin Yan sniffed, but he never took He Jiashi as a joke.

He just feels sorry for him.

He just wanted him to live a simpler and more relaxed life, so that he would know all these dirty things later.

He never thought of being the perpetrator and hurting He Jiashi.

He Jiashi looked at Qin Yan's confused and painful look, and felt uncomfortable. He slowed down his tone, put his hands on Qin Yan's shoulders, lowered his head, and looked straight into Qin Yan's eyes, "Qin Yan, you know, I I don't want that."

He Jiashi has always cherished the relationship between himself and Qin Yan for many years. Even if it changes now and mixes something else, he always hopes to leave more good memories for each other.

At the very least, I don't regret being friends with each other for so many years.

He was angry, resentful, and even hated Qin Yan just a few moments ago, but he still couldn't bear to part with their friendship, and he couldn't bear to say irreparable words to Qin Yan.

God knows how much he cares about Qin Yan.

Hearing He Jiashi's words, Qin Yan's eyes became crystal clear, he lowered his head, and a stream of tears couldn't help but roll down.

Under the dim moonlight, He Jiashi stared at Qin Yan's cheek. He suddenly clamped Qin Yan's chin, and wiped the tear stains on his face with his rough fingers. His heart suddenly softened, and his expression was distorted due to pain and sadness.

He sighed and asked, "Why are you crying...I haven't cried yet, why are you crying?"

Qin Yan shook his head and remained silent.

Neither of them spoke. After a long time, He Jiashi finally let go of Qin Yan's jaw, leaving two red handprints on his fair skin.

He Jiashi stared at the two red marks for a while, feeling pain in his heart. He said softly, "Qin Yan, I don't blame you, and I have no reason to blame you. You have no obligation to tell me these things. Just now, those just now Even if it's my angry words, you...don't take it to heart."

He Jiashi knew that he was not to blame Qin Yan, or even He Jun and He Zhao, he could only blame Mr. He.

But the old man and the old lady are his elders, who raised him, even if they resent him, what can he do?

He can't do anything.

That's why he vented his anger on Qin Yan so much.

After all, Qin Yan shouldn't bear the pain of his own family, he just happened to be the passive recipient of this bizarre story.

He Jiashi took a few deep breaths, stopped looking at Qin Yan's face, and said slowly, "I don't blame you, but I...but I really don't want to see you again today."

Qin Yan raised his face, his eyes were filled with tears, and even his eye sockets were sore.

He Jiashi took a few steps back, his lips trembling with his voice, "Don't follow me anymore, Qin Yan, I beg you."

With that said, He Jiashi turned around and strode forward.

Qin Yan really didn't move, he stayed where he was before, tears finally fell down again.In the wet tears, he vaguely looked at He Jiashi's back, until the distant figure turned into a small dot and disappeared into the vast night.

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