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He Jiashi was a little curious about the past stories of his mother and Tao Ying, and wanted to ask something, but Qin Yan seemed not interested, so he could only remain silent.

He has been living here with Qin Yan until the tenth day of the Lunar New Year.

They did questions and studied together during the day, watched movies and anime together at night, and even slept in the same bed at night, but He Jiashi no longer dared to put his hands on Qin Yan's body.

Neither of them mentioned the night that nearly got out of control, and they managed to maintain harmony and intimacy with each other, but both of them knew that something had changed.

In other words, it has long since changed.

Later, the old lady called again, urging him to go home. Every time He Jiashi said "Okay, okay", "Okay!"

Yes yes yes", but it was always approaching the start of school, and I never went home.

These days, he was indulging in the warm dreams weaved together with Qin Yan, and he never wanted to go back to He Jun's cold and heartless home.

What's more, he couldn't worry about Qin Yan at all.

But later, even his uncle and aunt called He Jiashi, urging him to go back quickly and always stay at his classmate's house, which was nothing serious after all.

He Jiashi's brain was about to explode from their nagging, so he didn't want to leave even more.

But Qin Yan said, "You should go back."

He Jia was taken aback for a moment, he laughed at himself, and reached out to touch Qin Yan's hair, but Qin Yan quietly avoided him, "Qin Yan, why don't I leave, don't you understand?"

Qin Yan was a little flustered and embarrassed. There were thousands of thoughts in his mind, but only one sentence remained, don't say it, don't say it.

The two were silent for a long time, Qin Yanfang let out a long breath, "I understand, they treat you badly, you will suffer when you go back."

He Jiashi stared into Qin Yan's eyes, as if he wanted to see through and see through this person, but Qin Yan seemed a little panicked under such eyes, he lowered his head, not daring to meet He Jiashi's eyes.

"No, more than that, what else?" He Jiashi asked lightly.

Qin Yan couldn't help shrinking back, he hesitated, "I...I don't know."

The warm light reflected Qin Yan's face very gently, which made He Jiashi's heart soften.He squatted down, grabbed Qin Yan's hand, looked up at him, after a long time, finally shook his head and said, "No, Yan Yan, you know."

In fact, in these years, He Jiashi rarely called Qin Yan "Yanyan", especially when they were outside, the two would always call each other by their full names.And only when they are in private, when they need each other especially, He Jiashi will pick up Qin Yan's nickname and call him like he is now.

Qin Yan's heart trembled, and he opened his mouth. In an instant, the bone nomi cards that seemed to be hidden in a small corner of his heart were finally pushed by the hand of God, and one after another quickly collapsed.

Just for a moment, leaving nothing but ruins.

He Jiashi's words were unclear, but Qin Yan understood what he meant in just a split second.

Qin Yan forgot to take back his hand, and was still held by him. The body temperature of both of them was very high, and it was unknown whose hands were sweaty and wet, mixed together.

He Jiashi continued, "I want to be with you, just like what we said, always be together, I want to cling to you for the rest of my life."

Qin Yan's face was a bit embarrassed, he bent over, rubbed his Jingming acupoint, and said helplessly, "He Jiashi! That was all a joke! We...we..."

Qin Yan wanted to say something like "We can't do this" or "This is not normal", but he really couldn't say it.

He Jiashi still stared at him, smiled suddenly, and said seriously, "Yanyan, that's not a joke at all. I didn't take it as a joke, and neither did you. I know it."

He Jiashi had known Qin Yan for so many years, and had been close friends for so many years, he knew that it was impossible for Qin Yan to have no feelings for him at all.

Sometimes, He Jiashi even felt that their hearts had already been connected a long time ago.

Qin Yan shook his head in pain, but he didn't say the hard words, "From now on... you won't think like this anymore. You don't understand anything yet... We still have a long, long way to go... "

He Jiashi couldn't help but sneered a few times. He didn't let Qin Yan go, but pressed him step by step, "Qin Yan, you already know that I like you."

Qin Yan seemed to have been struck by lightning, he trembled all over, then withdrew his hand, wiped the sweat on his body casually, and shouted loudly, "What crazy words are you talking about!"

They had said "like" or even "love" to each other long ago, but they knew each other so well that Qin Yan could tell that what they said then and now was a completely different "like".

He Jiashi was stung by Qin Yan's reaction, and he also shrank back, but he only flinched for a few seconds, and then moved closer.

He grabbed Qin Yan's shoulder, stared at the person in front of him like a falcon, and said firmly, "Qin Yan, you must know."

Qin Yan was a little at a loss and also a little confused.

It was as if a hole suddenly formed in his heart, and then it was enlarged, enlarged, and enlarged again until he could no longer grasp the slightest clue.

His mind was empty, and in the end, only those few words that He Jiashi was sure of were left, "You must know."

Yes, how could I not know.

How can you not know.

He has always been smart and sensitive. He knew early on that He Jiashi's obsession with him was extraordinary, and he also realized his dependence on He Jiashi early on.

What's more, that light kiss that night was the temperature that suddenly rose between He Jiashi's legs...

It's all so abnormal.

The intimacy that Qin Yan deliberately let go has long left seeds of ambiguity in each other's lives, and they have grown into saplings that cannot be pulled out.

But he didn't dare to admit it, couldn't admit it, and if he admitted it, he didn't even have to be a friend.

For the first time, He Jiashi ignored Qin Yan's pain and struggle. He stared fixedly at Qin Yan's face and said word by word, "You know that I love you, like you, and hate you, so I'm always playing tricks on me."

"You know I can't do anything with you, I can only follow you in everything."

"But Qin Yan, I feel bad." He Jiashi grabbed Qin Yan's hand and touched his heart. Qin Yan tried hard to break free, but He Jiashi held him tightly and covered his hand On his violently beating heart, he said softly, "Qin Yan, don't pretend anymore, it doesn't matter if you agree or not, just talk to me freely."

"I can't stand you like this."

Qin Yan was stung by He Jiashi's blunt words, and was also awakened by him.

He didn't want to lose He Jia, he was so greedy for He Jia's warmth and indulged in the temperature of reality.

He didn't want to admit this feeling that is intolerable to the world, but he didn't want to push away the person he cherished the most, so he could only lie to himself, acting out an embarrassing and false scene, but in the end, he even lied to himself but.

These days, He Jiashi acted with him, pretended with him, pretended that nothing happened, pretended that everything was normal, but all this, could it not be a harm to He Jiashi?

Qin Yan couldn't be a homosexual from now on, falling in love, kissing, and even having sex with He Jiashi like ordinary couples.But he didn't want to spread everything out, even if he rejected He Jia, it would make him stop thinking about it from now on.

He just pretended nothing happened, hanging him, teasing him, neither accepting nor rejecting.

Thinking of this, even Qin Yan felt that he was going too far, how could he be such a person.

How could he treat the best He Jiashi in the world like this.

Qin Yan lowered his head and stopped looking at He Jiashi's face. After a long time, Fang said in a relaxed tone, "Stop talking nonsense and go home."

He Jia was stunned for a few seconds, smiled self-deprecatingly, did not insist any longer, and said softly, "Well, you're right, it's my brain that's twitching."

"Then, goodbye, I've bothered you for so long, I should go too."

After speaking, he walked to the TV cabinet, bowed to Tao Ying's portrait, changed his clothes, opened the door, and left without looking back.

Qin Yan's heart immediately turned cold, and in the end, his limbs became stiff.

He looked out of the window dumbly, the night was dark, and there was only silence.

The author says:

Hey hey, I'm starting to feel cool