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This night, they drank a lot of wine, and in the end they were all groggy and fell crookedly on the bed.

When He Jia was drunk and courageous, he said everything he wanted to say, his eyes were shining unusually, and he spoke sincerely, "Yanyan, my heart for you is true, I really love you you."

After hearing this, even though Qin Yan's head was not bright at this time, he was still a little shy.

In fact, today, he shared all his words with Qin Jianguo. Although he was in pain at the moment, when he returned to N City and returned home, he gradually got rid of the anger and despair, and finally felt relieved. many.

From childhood to adulthood, Qin Jianguo seldom participated in Qin Yan's growth and life. As an old man, he was always different, but now he broke up completely, which is no different.

Even, in a sense, this is a good thing for Qin Yan.

He no longer needs to be angry about Qin Jianguo's actions, and no longer needs to hide these dirty things at home.

To Qin Yan, Qin Jianguo was a lesion and a blemish. After thinking about it carefully, it would be a good thing to get rid of it as soon as possible.

Before dying, Tao Ying spent more than half of her savings for medical treatment, leaving little to Qin Yan. In addition to last year's rent for the whole year, now she only has a small 10 yuan in hand.

However, fortunately, he does not spend much on weekdays, so it is not a big problem to survive until he graduates from high school.

As for going to university in the future, he can rent out the house he is currently living in, or simply sell it, without worrying about no source of funds.

After thinking about these things clearly, Qin Yan was no longer as bewildered as he was in the afternoon.

Especially under the influence of alcohol, his mood became much more relaxed, and he didn't have too many worries about the future. He patted He Jiashi's shoulder and said, "You, why do you feel bad? Actually, it's not bad. I will be alone in the future. If you live by yourself, no one can bother me."

He Jiashi didn't know what Qin Yan was thinking. After hearing this, his heart ached like a pinprick. He suddenly turned ugly, lowered his head a little, squeezed Qin Yan's hand, and said, "I'm sorry... …me……."

He Jiashi didn't know why he wanted to say "I'm sorry", but at this moment, regret and even shame occupied his whole heart.If he knew more reason, he might understand that this kind of inexplicable apology is probably a natural shame for the unfortunate.

In the past, He Jiashi thought he was an unfortunate person, but only now did he realize that every day and every night when Qin Yan comforted and warmed him, he was experiencing even more painful torment.

He was the more unfortunate one.

Seeing He Jiashi was still full of frustration and talking nonsense, Qin Yan was a little helpless, he rubbed He Jiashi's hair, "Look at you, why are you still apologizing?"

He Jiashi shook his head violently, his mind was dizzy, and even his ears were red, "I... I don't know how to say it, but I..."

"I just want to tell you that I will treat you well and always treat you well."

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, and suddenly his pale face turned red. He smiled, and couldn't help stroking He Jiashi's messy hair, "Okay, okay, okay, don't be nasty, I know, I know, hurry up Forget about it."

Qin Yan knew He Jiashi's feelings for him, and his feelings for He Jiashi were the same.Just as He Jiashi was willing to feel his pain and worry about his worries, so was Qin Yan.

Sometimes, Qin Yan even felt that if He Jiashi didn't care about himself, who could he care about?And if he didn't love He Jiashi, who else could he love?

None of them are left, only each other is left.

Qin Yan's left hand was resting on He Jiashi's forehead, while He Jiashi was still holding his right hand, using his rough thumb to rub against the back of Qin Yan's hand.

They have done this action thousands and thousands of times, it is obviously the most warm scene, but for some reason, when Qin Yan looked at He Jiashi's familiar face through the warm yellow light in the bedroom, a strange feeling suddenly surged in his heart And paradoxical fear.

Alcohol boiled in Qin Yan's blood, expanding his blood vessels to infinity. His heart was beating violently, like a rabbit in his arms, and he could even hear the "thumping" coming from his chest. The sound, in this silent room, is like the beating of a drum.

At this moment, he suddenly thought of the first night he and He Jiashi lived in this house, that day he accidentally picked up He Jiashi's cell phone, and in He Jiashi's photo album, he found three photos of himself.He thought of that scorching summer night, when he and He Jiashi looked at each other, walking between the two of them, the extremely thin air.

He thought again not long ago, in his own home, on the same bed, when He Jia was drunk, he dragged himself and told him that they should never fall in love, get married, let alone have children. Baby, we want to be together for a lifetime like we are now.At that time, he only thought that He Jiashi was talking crazy and stupid things, but he didn't expect that He Jiashi woke up the next day, but still smiled and said to himself that he would pester him for the rest of his life...

The heating in the house was very good. Qin Yan and He Jiashi were lying in the dry and warm blanket together. His body frozen in the winter night had completely recovered. He even felt extremely hot, and a thin layer of sweat could not help but appear on his forehead. .

When he looked at He Jia, he saw this familiar face that he had been looking at for more than ten years, and the strange fear flowed through the blood vessels of his whole body. His mouth opened and closed, but no sound came out.

Qin Yan was terrified. He was afraid that He Jia would open his mouth, and that the relationship between them would eventually become irreversible. However, under this great fear and tension, there was also a faint expectation.

As for what he was expecting, he didn't know, and didn't dare to know.

He was trembling slightly, anxious, tangled, and nervous, but He Jiashi didn't care about it at all. He even got closer to Qin Yan, and the noses of the two were almost close to each other, exchanging each other's warm breath. .

Qin Yan couldn't help but shrink back, but He Jiashi hugged him tightly and wrapped him in his arms. After that, he rubbed the tip of his nose against Qin Yan's for a while, rubbing back and forth like a small animal. .

Qin Yan seemed to be struck by lightning, his whole body trembled, and then he lay down on the bed like a log, he didn't dare to move, he didn't dare to make a sound, only the extremely hot magma surged in his heart, and then flowed along his limbs, becoming Make a gurgling warm current, so that every cell in his body is ironed.

He forgot to back down, forgot to refuse, and just quietly closed his eyes, accepting He Jiashi's unknown secret gentleness.

He Jiashi looked at Qin Yan's flushed cheeks, his slightly trembling eyelashes flickered like butterfly wings, which made He Jiashi's heart itch.

This lonely and graceful night was throbbed by hundreds of teenagers who took root in their hearts day and night, and finally, like stones one after another, aroused layer after layer of ripples among them.

Seeing that Qin Yan didn't resist, He Jiashi suddenly became bolder. He gently put his lips on Qin Yan's. The unprecedented touch and stimulation made him very excited.He was hot all over, and tremblingly pulled Qin Yan into his arms even harder, the blood all over his body rushed down, the heat and eagerness controlled his soul, he didn't dare to move anymore, and he couldn't move anymore, during the battle between heaven and man , only by hugging harder can he find the slightest sobriety.

Until the body reacts most instinctively——

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