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That night, the two of them didn't talk much, as if just coping with the reunion scene on New Year's Eve had drained all of their energy.

One of them has a family but not a family, and no matter how difficult it is for the other to reunite, no one will be happy on this day.

The sound of firecrackers and fireworks on the other side gradually stopped, and the whole world finally returned to silence, only the strong and pungent smell of gunpowder smoke floating in the air, indicating the ephemeral excitement in the old and dull mining island.

Qin Yan turned his head sideways, looked at He Jiashi's handsome face, he paused for a moment, and said slowly, "I guessed that you would come here."

The two of them are so familiar, they have stayed together since they were babbling, and they can't understand each other's habits and dispositions very well.

He Jiashi didn't have many friends when he was a child. He had no parental discipline since he was a child. He had a bad temper and a big temper. Other children avoided him all the way. Only Tao Ying, who looked at him really pitifully, often took the two children together. with.

Since then, He Jiashi and Qin Yan have been best friends. The two grew up together and went to school together. Although one is active, one is quiet, one is active, and the other is quiet, they can't stop their relationship.

He Jiashi is willing to spend time playing basketball and online games with Qin Yan to read and write with Qin Yan, and Qin Yan is also willing to go home together after school when He Jiashi is done with his playmates and crazy enough.

They both felt that they and each other would be good brothers for a lifetime.

He Jiashi usually lacks discipline, and his parents are far away in the provincial capital, and he has always been unfamiliar with him. Even during the Chinese New Year and summer vacation, they would at most ask about his grades casually.And what about grandparents?When I'm old, I don't care about him and don't want to care about him, just watch him eat well, drink well, and have money to spend.

Therefore, He Jiashi was never restrained since he was a child, and Tao Ying could still say a few words to him when he was a child. Later, he learned to obey and obey. After all, Tao Ying is not his parents, so he cannot supervise him all day.Gradually, he became more and more confused.

Fighting, skipping classes, drinking, smoking, nothing left behind, and also made a bunch of friends in the streets and alleys, playing cards and singing with them, not at all like a student.

At first Qin Yan talked about him, scolded him, and even punched him with his fist, but he didn't care much, just smiled with his mouth crooked.

Qin Yan's anger was suddenly extinguished, and thinking of the stories his mother had repeatedly told in private, hesitant to speak, he felt sorry for He Jiashi.

When Qin Yan looked at He Jia, he became less and less serious, feeling strange and sad at the same time: his best friend was inevitably getting farther and farther away from him.

But even though Qin Yan was angry, angry, and disappointed with He Jia, his feelings have not changed. No one can change this, and it is impossible to change it.

They have such a relationship, Qin Yan can always guess what He Jiashi is thinking like today.

The cold wind howled, the snow fell all over the ground, and the whole world was silent. In the vast night, it seemed that there were only the two of them left.

He Jiashi was stunned for a few seconds when he heard Qin Yan's words, then he smiled, raised his eyebrows, and asked, "That's an accurate guess? You're amazing."

Seeing that Qin Yan was silent, He Jiashi leaned closer and asked, "Why didn't you call me?"

Qin Yan glanced at him and said, "Your family is all here, it's not nice to make a phone call."

He Jiashi hugged him and squeezed his shoulder, "Don't care about them, if you call me, I will definitely come out."

Qin Yan smiled, but didn't respond.

They all know that they are not each other's only friends, but they are the only friends who can chew the pain together on this New Year's Eve.

He Jiashi drank the wine that Qin Yan bought, he drank in a hurry, after a few bottles, the smell of alcohol rose to his head, and his mind was full of chaos.He looked at Qin Yan, put his arms around Qin Yan's shoulders, softened his voice, and whispered, "Don't be afraid, mom is gone, and I will accompany you."

Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, and his heart was moved. When he looked at He Jia, the unhappiness in his heart gradually dissipated. After a while, he smiled again, didn't say anything, only let out an "um".

He Jiashi poured spleen wine into his stomach bottle after bottle, but Qin Yan didn't stop him like before, instead he drank it himself.

Ever since Tao Ying passed away, Qin Yan fell in love with the feeling of drinking: he felt light all over his body, as if all his troubles were gone.

When He Jiashi first saw Qin Yan drinking, he felt a little resentful in his heart. The two of them had quarreled a lot about He Jiashi's smoking and drinking before.

But later, He Jiashi felt sad again: Qin Yan was no longer the old Qin Yan.

Like himself, he has lost the qualification to be happy and casual.

He Jiashi himself is not happy, but he hopes that his best friend can live better.

Thinking of this, He Jia couldn't help looking at Qin Yan's cheeks, a faint sadness surged in his heart, he stroked Qin Yan's hair, it didn't mean anything, and then leaned against Qin Yan, like a small animal, in this cold place Snuggle up to keep warm in the cold.

Qin Yan didn't resist, he leaned on He Jiashi's body and didn't move for a long time.

That night, they drank too much wine, and the northern wind was like sharp knives, making fine cuts on their cheeks and ears. Together, we found a small hotel that was not closed.

When He Jiashi broke open the door, the shopkeeper let them in while cursing in a low voice.

The room in the small hotel is small, and the two narrow beds are almost joined together. They lie side by side, but they seem to be side by side, feet to feet, just like they used to sleep on the same bed.

In fact, they haven't slept together for a long time.During this period of time, they have always been arguing and arguing, and thinking about it now, they are all trivial and trivial things, which are really unnecessary.

But sometimes Qin Yan couldn't bear it.

Since his mother passed away, he has become more and more dependent on He Jiashi. Later, even he himself felt that something was wrong with him, so he could only try to snub He Jiashi in every possible way, trying to distance the two of them, at least returning to the previous track. .

But being alienated from his best and most important friend made Qin Yan extremely uncomfortable, not to mention that He Jiashi was not the only friend.

Therefore, when he saw He Jia hooking up with others and being inseparable, he felt even more uncomfortable.

So, while Qin Yan was cold and alienated from He Jiashi, he couldn't help arguing and getting into trouble with He Jiashi.

He Jiashi has a big temper and a very aggressive personality, and he will be on the point of it, but because of Tao Ying's death, he is very conniving towards Qin Yan. No matter what Qin Yan says or does, he always tries to be patient, stay with him, follow him, I'm afraid he's in a bad mood.

It was also because of this that Qin Yan became even more awkward: as if trying to do everything possible to prove his weight in He Jiashi's heart.

They were noisy, and in the end, they didn't leave together after school, and they ate their own meals, let alone slept together.

In this way, it has been in this state for three months.

They lay down separately, the leftover wine bottle fell on the ground, and the ash was thrown on the table. He Jiashi was extremely sleepy, but he didn't want to fall asleep too soon.

There hasn't been such a good atmosphere between them for a long time.

So, he suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed Qin Yan's arm. His tone was a little self-deprecating, and he pretended not to care, "Yanyan, I am also very sad that my mother passed away...she left, and you will be the only one to deal with her in the future." I'm a good person."

Qin Yan felt sour in his heart.He turned his head and looked at He Jiashi for a long time.

He Jiashi also looked at him.

The moonlight outside the window passed through the unclosed shutters and shone on Qin Yan's delicate face. Qin Yan blinked, and his long eyelashes seemed to sweep into He Jiashi's heart, making him a little edgy.

He stared at Qin Yan's face, and suddenly remembered something, so he got up, stepped onto Qin Yan's bed, lifted Qin Yan's quilt, and was about to get in, but Qin Yan suddenly pulled up his own quilt, and asked, "what are you doing!"

Qin Yan's voice was a little loud, which made He Jiashi confused, "What's the matter? Didn't they often sleep together before?"

Qin Yan also felt that his reaction was abnormal, he quickly let go, lowered his head, and said vaguely, "The bed is too small."

He Jiashi ignored him, walked in sideways on his own, put his hands on Qin Yan's waist naturally as before, and said with a smile, "What's the matter?"

It's nothing, when Tao Yinggang passed away a few months ago, they were also like this, sleeping on the same bed.

After He Jiashi's ups and downs, both of them lost their sleepiness and simply talked.

"Qin Yan, we must go to a distant place to study in university in the future, Beijing, Shanghai, Shenzhen, anyway, we must not stay in the province."

He Jiashi never thought of being separated from Qin Yan, so he naturally felt that Qin Yan would definitely go to study in the same city with him, or at worst, in the same province.

Qin Yan said "Yes", and said, "Okay, let's go far away."

He Jiashi added, "We'll be together when the time comes, and I'll take care of you and cook for you."

This is not the first time He Jiashi said this.When Tao Ying left, Qin Yan cried so hard that He Jiashi hugged him into his arms, patted his back, and said to him, "I will always be with you, and I will take care of you and cook for you in the future." .”

For some reason, He Jiashi himself felt a little embarrassed. He scratched his head, and before Qin Yan could speak, he jumped out of bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower.

The sound of "crashing" running water soon sounded in the bathroom, and Qin Yan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

After He Jiashi took a shower, most of the alcohol was gone. When he came out, Qin Yan had already fallen asleep, with his back to him, leaving behind a slender figure.

He Jiashi carefully lifted off a corner of the quilt, lay down in it, and put his arms around Qin Yan's waist as before, as if in an embracing position.

He has lost a lot of weight.He Jiashi thought to himself.

This night, He Jiashi had been tossing and tossing for too long, and after taking a shower at this time, he was even more sleepy, but after a while, he fell into a deep sleep.

In the morning, He Jiashi was awakened by the sound of firecrackers going off after another. He jumped up from the bed, rubbed his head in confusion, then turned his head to look around, but Qin Yan was no longer there. The beer cans left over from last night's drinking and the table full of cigarette butts were all cleaned up.

It's as if he's always been alone.

The author says:

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