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chapter114

After returning home, Qin Yan sorted out the lesson plans for a long time, and he didn't wash up until He Jiashi repeatedly urged him to go to bed and rest.

When he was lying on the bed, He Jiashi stuck close to him and asked, "Did you visit that student's house again?"

Qin Yan sighed, "Yes."

He naturally rested his head on He Jiashi's shoulder, and said sullenly, "Xiaohui's father is really too much, he actually...he beat Xiaohui."

He Jiashi stroked Qin Yan's hair, even though he couldn't bear it in his heart, he still told the truth, "Qin Yan...you can't change people like this."

In fact, Qin Yan understood that he could not change Father Wang's thinking.

From the bottom of his heart, Father Wang didn't think he was going too far.He didn't care about his daughter's future, nor his daughter's happiness, as if the trembling on the bed more than ten years ago was a blessing from heaven, and being able to give his children a bite of food was a great gift from heaven. His entire life deserves to be sacrificed to this family.

But how much warmth, blessing, and happiness has this family given Wang Hui?

In the face of the king's father, any words are pale and powerless. This man is so stubborn and self-righteous. In a patriarchal society, being born a man is his greatest capital for oppressing his wife and daughter.

In his family, he is the Heavenly King Lao Tzu, and he is the only justice.

He was used to this and benefited from it, so how could the world be turned upside down just because of Qin Yan's words of dissuasion?

People say that the ass decides the head[1], so how could he betray his own interests?

There was nothing Qin Yan could do, and it would be useless to visit again, but he had already discovered the suffering of these students and seen the hardships of these students, if he were to be kept out of the matter, it would be cruel to both him and the students.

He nestled in He Jiashi's arms, "You're right, I can't change them."

Things that grassroots teachers cannot do, may have the opportunity to do it with a different identity.Qin Yan thought silently.

In the evening of the next day, Qin Yan prepared a stack of handouts. Instead of going to Wang Hui's house, he gave the handouts to the girl who had the best relationship with Wang Hui on weekdays, and asked her to hand them over to Wang Hui.

Fortunately, Wang Hui did not disappoint him. A few days later, the girl returned the finished exercises to Qin Yan, who had already prepared new lesson plans and exercises.

Qin Yan knew that his strength was very weak, and he couldn't completely pull Wang Hui out of the quagmire, but he could do his best to let her last for a while longer.

Days passed by, and life in this decayed and deserted small village was flat and peaceful.Gradually, even He Jiashi was almost used to the life here.

They had fun in bitterness, endured the scorching heat and mosquitoes, ate barbecue by the side of the road, and enjoyed the coolness under the shade of trees, but they were at ease.

During the day, Qin Yan had classes in the classroom, and during recess, he would occasionally take the children to the playground for exercise.The school lacks sports equipment, so they run, skip rope, flip rubber bands, throw sandbags, and chase each other, which is also fun.

He Jiashi did his work at home, contacted clients, and worked on designs without any delay.When I came here, I didn’t have so many distracting thoughts in my mind, and gradually I didn’t even like to watch Moments and forums. My work efficiency continued to increase, and I was able to spare time to do housework every day.

In the evening, they went to the town together, had barbecue and snacks, and then walked aimlessly around the town on the road.

Qin Yan often talked about his students, about a mischievous boy, a timid girl, a rebellious repeater, or a sullen left-behind child.

Qin Yan could call every student's name, and he could tell each of them's characteristics. In his heart, every student who was good or bad in study was fresh, full of hope, and shining brightly.

July was hot, the weather was getting cooler, and then it rained for several days, sweeping away the hot and dry weather that lasted for two months.

The air is fresh and humid, and even the mood is brightened.

In a blink of an eye, Qin Yan's teaching support activities will come to an end.

A week before leaving, Qin Yan began to write letters and leave messages for each classmate. He would often look at every child in the classroom carefully, from the first one to the last one.

This is his first time as a teacher, and perhaps the last time. Even though his ability is limited, even if he can only teach these children for a short period of two months, he still hopes that these children will be invincible in the days to come. Indomitable.

It's ridiculous to say that he is eager to take root at the grassroots level, but he hopes that his students can escape from their homeland.

And letting them go out may be the meaning of the sweat and hard work of countless grassroots workers.

On the day of leaving, Qin Yan wrote down his mobile phone number and email address on the blackboard, and he solemnly told everyone that no matter when, no matter where, no matter what difficulties they encounter, no matter what dangers arise, they can find him.

Maybe he can't help these children solve their problems, but at least, he will think of a way for them.

On the afternoon of parting, Qin Yan's nose was sore and swollen, and several students cried. In just over two months, the students could feel that Teacher Qin was really doing their best for them.

When they left, it was already dark, and there were only a few street lights, which flickered on because of poor connections.

Outside the car window, the familiar school buildings, supermarkets, and buildings gradually fade away. In the darkness, the scenery becomes blurred and unfamiliar...

Qin Yan closed his eyes and said softly, "Jiashi, I'm really scared."

He Jiashi looked at him and asked, "What are you afraid of?"

"I'm afraid that if I go back, they will return to their previous lazy state. I'm afraid that no one will force them to control them, and they will forget the rules they set."

"I'm afraid... I'm afraid that these two months are too short, so short that they won't remember it next month."

What Qin Yan said was exactly what He Jiashi had been thinking.

Learning is a continuous process, and the development of good habits requires long-term persistence. The children here have been relaxed and scattered for so many years, and now they have just been disciplined, and the people who set the rules for them will leave soon. .

What about later?

One month, two months, three months, half a year has passed, can these children still remember the study method Qin Yan taught them?Can you still remember the rules Qin Yan set for them?

Are they willing to continue working hard?

Or, can they still see hope?

Qin Yan didn't have an answer, and neither did the countless seniors who had taught him, and He Jiashi wouldn't have any.

He could only say to Qin Yan, "You did your best."

Qin Yan nodded, as if convincing himself, yes, he tried his best.

The author says:

[1] The butt determines the head, which is a folk saying.

PS I have never supported teaching, but I have been an accounting teacher in an institution. At that time, the main students were some technical secondary school students with relatively weak learning levels.Regarding Qin Yan’s reflections on teaching support at the end, I actually wrote it by combining my experience as an accounting teacher at that time and my friend’s feelings after the teaching support ended.It only represents some reflections and worries of me, as a former accounting teacher, my friend, as a former college student supporting education, and does not represent the views of any other organization or group, [even more may not be right], it is just a simple personal opinion.