Xiaohemiao's group pet diary

Jian Xu left someone to take care of him carefully for two days before he was willing to send him home.After all, if he didn't send this precious lump back, Su Tao would probably lead someone to his door.

The red mark on Zheng Anhe's wrist has disappeared, and there are only a few faint marks left on his back.

The car drove smoothly on the road and arrived in Liangjian Town in an hour or two.Jian Xu parked the car, took the gift she had prepared from the back seat of the car and held it in her hand.

Zheng Anhe was helpless, "I told you not to buy it, my parents won't accept it."

"Visiting should not break the etiquette." The corners of Jian Xu's mouth curled up slightly, with some incomprehensible meaning, "Let's go."

"I've been here last time, it's not like my mother hasn't seen you before."

"It's different this time." This was the first time he went home with An An after he realized his intentions.

"What's different..." Zheng Anhe and Jian Xu walked side by side, looked at the things in his hands, and said, "You can't hold me like this."

"Who says you can't?" Jian Xu moved all the gift boxes in his left hand to hold them, freed his free right hand to grab the dangling little hand beside him, and gently squeezed his struggling palm .

"My brother's left hand will be very tired like this."

"Not tired." Jian Xu smiled lightly.The weight of the left hand does not add up to the weight of the right hand.

The two talked while walking, exuding an intimacy that no one else could penetrate.Just as they stepped onto the head of the old bridge in Liangjian Town, a figure squatting on the pier below suddenly stood up and hurried towards them.

Hearing the sound of the shore, Shang Chengcheng shook his head to avoid hallucinations after squatting for too long. The footsteps got closer and closer, so he stood up abruptly. After guarding here for two days, he finally waited for someone.

"Ashore!"

Pausing in his footsteps, Zheng Anhe looked at Shang Chengcheng who was standing in front of him, his brows were calm and there was no surprise on his face, as if he had expected that Shang Chengcheng would come to find him.

Jian Xu glanced at the tall and big boy opposite, his eyes that were still warm when he was facing the shore just now suddenly turned dark.He is the male classmate who hurt An An?

Looking at the familiar handmade work on Shang Chengcheng's neck again, Jian Xu frowned, and his eyes deepened a little.

Shang Chengcheng is not stingy at ordinary times, that is, a student, looking down at Jian Xu indifferently and coldly, the abnormally suppressed aura oppresses him for a moment, and he almost can't open his mouth.He tried his best to ignore this man who looked a little familiar, and only looked at An An's courage, then he came back regardless. He couldn't control much because of his urgency, and said in an unsteady voice: "An An, I've been waiting for you here for a long time. God, I... I want to talk to you alone for a while, can I?"

Jian Xu looked back at Zheng Anhe and asked him, do you agree?

This former... friend, now couldn't hide his haggardness and was staring at him closely, his eyes full of sincere pleading.Zheng Anhe tilted his head, "Brother, wait for me for a while."

"it is good."

Hearing the word "brother", Shang Chengcheng heaved a sigh of relief, it might be some relative of An'an.When he rushed up just now, he saw them holding hands, their relationship was very close.Ignoring what Jian Xu thought was familiar before, he comforted himself like this.

Jian Xu walked neither far nor near, just enough to see the shore, but couldn't hear the voice.

As soon as the third person left, Shang Chengcheng immediately regained his comfort. After thinking for a while, he lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry. I'm sorry, An An. I was the one who was sorry for you that night. It was my mistake. I shouldn't have treated you that way. .”

Zheng Anhe didn't hesitate, and nodded back: "Well, I accept."

"Then...then do you forgive me?"

This time Zheng Anhe didn't answer right away, he frowned and considered for a while before slowly saying, "Forgive me."

The few seconds of silence made Shang Chengcheng very worried, his heart followed An An's frowning up and down, and when he heard the forgiveness, he let out a deep breath as if he had settled something on his mind.

Just waiting for this forgiveness, he waited at the bridge for two full days from morning till night. Thinking of this, Shang Chengcheng's eyes burned.

"Also, there is one more thing I want to tell you."

"what?"

Zheng Anhe put his hands on the handrail of the bluestone slab bridge, looked down at the gurgling water under his feet, just looking at it was not enough, he stretched out his right hand and lowered it, and stroked the void along the direction of the stream, as if he was playing in the water.

Staring at the boy's beautiful side face, Shang Chengcheng couldn't bear to blink.The chest is full of emotion, and the words of confession flow out naturally without having to muster up courage.

"I was drunk that day, and the reason why I did stupid things was... because I wanted to do that for a long time. I don't know when, I only see you in my eyes, and I just want to get close to you. I like you. Anan, I like you."

Finally uttering the words that had been hidden in his heart for a long time, Shang Chengcheng was relieved, and finally waited until this moment, he stood in front of An An and expressed his heart to his little cutie.

They stood on the bridge, with the clear stream at their feet, the blue sky above their heads, and looking forward, there was the hometown of their sweetheart.This scene was quite poetic, Shang Chengcheng thought that yesterday he stood here for too long, and the people who lived here asked him what he was doing, he said he was waiting for someone.

"Sweetheart?"

After he nodded and admitted, the enthusiastic town resident talked to him for a long time, saying that this bridge has a long history, that countless lovers have walked across this bridge arm in arm throughout the ages, and said...

Stopping his thoughts, Shang Chengcheng looked at Zheng Anhe, who had been silent all this time, the poetic and picturesque feeling in his fantasy faded, and he felt nervous and realized later.

"Scared you? But I'm telling the truth."

Zheng Anhe was dazed for a moment, then raised his head and stared at him in surprise.

Suddenly, Shang Chengcheng's heart turned cold.There was no shyness, no joy, not even disgust, and those eyes clearly showed distrust.

"You do not believe?"

Zheng Anhe acquiesced, he really didn't expect it.

"You think I treated you like that that day because you think I'm a frivolous person?"

"No." Zheng Anhe replied feebly. He just thought that Shang Chengcheng was angry because he didn't tell him that he was going to study, and lost control of his emotions after being drunk.After all, Shang Chengcheng has dated many girlfriends before, and people's behavior when drunk is usually illogical.

An An did not believe him.With a wry smile, Shang Chengcheng suppressed the suffocating sadness in his heart. Before he came, he had made any preparations, even if An An didn't forgive him or even dislike him... In fact, he also hid his small thoughts. It is impossible to see yourself differently because of this "different from ordinary people" feelings.But why didn't he expect that there is a more stinging result than being hated, a heart that is not believed.

"I'm telling the truth." In the stagnant atmosphere, he had no choice but to repeat what he said just now, "Do you believe me? Believe that I really like you."

Zheng Anhe saw that he was downcast, and the image of him sitting on the bench watching Shang Chengcheng play basketball flashed in his mind. The young man smiled brightly and was full of vigor.

"What's the point of me believing?"

Shang Chengcheng understood the meaning, and his eyes became hot for a moment.Zheng Anhe's polite and distant words hurt him.

Obviously a few months ago, they were so good, he would not refuse when he hooked up with An An, he would take An An to play in the snow and play ball, An An would eat the small cakes he bought, and would specially prepare them for him Exam review materials...

Why did I just participate in a competition, and then everything changed when I came back.It wasn't just because of the drunken wrongdoing and confession, he could vaguely sense that the relationship between them was no longer as real as before.He looked at the shore, as if there was always a membrane between them.

"Since when have we become so strangers?" Could it be possible that a few months of time and distance can smooth out all the previous friendship?

Zheng Anhe thought of Xu He, and suppressed the emotions in his eyes.People will change, but whether it is Shang Chengcheng or Xu He, he doesn't think he has changed much when he gets along with them. In this relationship, they are the ones who have changed the most.

"We're not who we used to be."

Shang Chengcheng's eyes were red, he pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled stiffly, "In the future, will we still be friends?"

Zheng Anhe didn't answer.Maybe, but who knows.

"An'an, can I hug you one last time?" Seeing that he didn't refuse, Shang Chengcheng boldly stretched out his hands and embraced Zheng Anhe.Xu Xu surrounded him, and it took great self-control not to hug him tightly.As for what happened two nights ago, one time is enough, and there can be no second time.

It is said to be a hug, but it is as light as if this hug does not exist.

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"I'm not like my old self, and you're a little bit like you." - "Still Love You"