Steal light indiscriminately

It's a look I've never seen before, that's right, who will remember you, Gu Hantan laughed at himself.

Gu Hantan stopped suddenly, it was here, Gu Hantan handed Song Ci an umbrella here.

Song Ci at that time was very fragile but very strong

Very cute classmate.

"Song Ci, I always thought I wanted to tell you something. I told you, don't be afraid, and don't ignore me. I don't have any friends. You know, I'm afraid that I can't even make friends. I'm very scared. But I decided to say it anyway.”

"Actually, I, I like men. I don't know when it started, but I really feel so amazing for the first time. I always thought that I should like a girl, but I can't control it."

"Like is really the kind that comes from the heart, and it is his at a glance, regardless of gender."

Song Ci nodded, but Gu Hantan didn't give him a chance to interrupt, Song Ci could only nod, he looked at Gu Hantan's red eyes, he understood

It's not easy to like.

"I like you, really, for a long, long time, from the first time we met, I fell in love with you, I don't know why, I just love you, I love you, I love you so badly, you must not remember when we Let's meet, not in the third year of junior high school, but here, more than two years"

"Actually, it doesn't seem to be two years ago. We met when I was very young. At that time, I was very small and was always bullied. I was almost beaten to death once. You saved me."

When I was a kid, he pulled me out of the swamp, and left before he finished thanking me.

Song Ci was taken aback, he stepped back a few words, "No, do you like me?"

"I'm obviously disgusted, I'm a monster."

"You are not a monster."

"Yes, I like men too. In fact, I don't think this is a secret that cannot be told."

"You also like..."

"no way."

The author has something to say:

After a long time, I finally remembered the Jinjiang password [bushi]

After a lapse of one month, things have already changed.

Slowly groping for Song Ci and Tang Side's original temperament.

As a mother, I always feel that my sons seem to be different now.

They are all growing up.

21, 21. Why

"why"

"I like Tang Side." Song Ci never thought that one day he would say it without any burden, and he couldn't believe it himself.

"Don't you think I'm a monster?"

"There are some aliens in the world, and I am one of them."

Gu Hantan shook his head, "Me too."

"I think you are the bright mirror after the dust is wiped off, leading me to see a prosperous world."

"I'm sorry"

Song Ci turned around and left, he was very flustered, and they were all on the same page. Gu Hantan looked at his back, not knowing whether to laugh or cry.

"Song Ci, you are a speck of color in the grayness of this terrible world, how can I let go, how can I not admire you."

Song Ci frowned, but then faded away lightly, he didn't know how to face Gu Hantan.

He has always regarded Gu Hantan as his good friend, and his kindness to him is within the scope of friends. He has always known that his love belongs to Tang Side.

But he could really feel Gu Hantan's heart.

That share, fragile and looking forward to.

Who is not.

It's just that the objects are different.

Song Ci patted Gu Hantan on the shoulder in a way that belonged to friends but not unfamiliar

"It's really impossible. I am very grateful for your liking. If there are some things that should be hidden in your heart, then you should always keep them in your heart. For you and for me, no one will like this feeling, but it is the most conservative. After all, If you say it, you have to bear the consequences."

"I'm afraid."

Gu Hantan pursed his mouth, "It should be decent."

Gu Hantan glanced at Song Ci, he seemed so familiar, yet so unfamiliar, the sense of alienation was getting stronger, even though Song Ci deliberately maintained friendship.

Gu Hantan is very knowledgeable.

He is out.

But never admit defeat.

"I'm just that stubborn."

Gu Hantan dropped these words, turned his head and left.

His back looked so confused and flustered, he didn't know why, tears began to roll down in big drops, the sun was shining, he couldn't feel the slightest tenderness, why, why couldn't he stand by his side.

Think about it carefully, it seems so fragile, I dare not, okay?I'll just back off, you love Tang Side well, I bless you, lovers will get married in the end, I hope you don't be timid, you have to speak out your love, and take good care of it.

In my next life, I will be a brave man who lives under the sun.

Song Ci turned around and left too. Recently, he got angry and his mouth hurts.

He firmly believes that it is enough to eat more fruits and drink more water when getting angry.I turned into a fruit shop and bought a bag of apples, but when I passed by a pharmacy, I went in and bought watermelon cream.I heard it's pretty good.

Then Song Ci leaned on the lamppost, found Tang Side at the contact person, and broadcast it.

"Hey?"

"What's the matter?" There was a clanging voice from over there.

"Can you come and take me home?"

The other side froze for a moment, "Is it so early?"

"Hmm." Song Ci's voice was very deep.

"Where is it, I'll pick you up"

Song Ci reported an address and sat on the side of the road.

In fact, he could take a taxi home by himself, but he really wanted to see Tang Side.

After half an hour, a car stopped in front of him. Tang Side got off the back seat and waved to Song Ci, "Come up."

"it is good"

Song Ci and Tang Side sat in the back seat and went home like this.

After this incident, they passed the summer vacation peacefully, and they will report on military training soon.

Tang Side and Song Ci were called up early in the morning to load the packed luggage into the car. Song Ci thought about it and sent a message to his mother, telling her that he had gone to school.

In fact, there is no need, there is no trace of Song Ci in her world.

They dragged their luggage and walked into the school gate under the advice of Tang's father and Tang's mother.

Song Ci took out his savings earlier, paid the money, and then went to the dormitory with Tang Side.

They were lucky to be assigned to the same dormitory, but it seems to be a mixed dormitory, class one and two.

Class [-] of Song Ci and Class [-] of Tang Side.

They didn't say anything and put things in order.

A lively atmosphere of new arrivals.

It's been a long time since I've seen so many people making noise.

Song Ci smiled.

There are only four people in this dormitory, one is Lin You and the other is Qiu Jue.

Configuration is OK, live comfortably

Since Song Ci came back last time, he seldom spoke.

A state of continued depression.

Tang Side always looked at Song Ci worriedly, but Song Ci didn't say anything, just looked back with a smile.

The military training was quickly spent in the sun, and Song Ci's skin peeled off from the sun.

"Song Ci, why are you so tanned?" Qiu Jie asked

Song Ci smiled and shook his head.

"Song Ci, you are so white. Now it is not as white as when I saw it, but it is also very white. It is definitely the white that my girlfriend has been talking about." Lin You smiled.

Song Ci just smiled, they couldn't understand Song Ci's attitude, but no one wanted to spoil the relationship, they were also big-hearted and didn't take it to heart, they still chatted without saying a word.

Tang Side didn't know where it came from, so he threw a box of aloe vera gel to Song Ci, and Song Ci took it away.

And then just go to school and leave school like this for a month or two.

One day, Song Ci's class left the school early, and he was dragged away by someone as soon as he left the school gate. Song Ci couldn't shake his hand no matter what.

"Is it you? What's your name, Song Ci?"

Song Ci saw him with a confused face, opened his mouth to say something, and the man punched him directly.

"fuck me"

Song Ci was even more confused, his mind was running fast, but it was too late.

The man punched again, very powerfully, Song Ci's skin was tender, and his mouth was filled with the smell of blood.

Song Ci was afraid and annoyed, and he had no strength to restrain the chicken.

So soft.

But he really couldn't beat it.

Song Ci hugged his head, buzzing.

One hit after another.

His hands turned red.

22. Blood and Light

"I rely on"

Song Ci closed his eyes tightly, the piercing pain paralyzed his senses, and his head buzzed intermittently.

In a daze, I always feel the sound of hurried footsteps coming from a distance, and... a loud roar

Song Ci still smiled

Too stupid.

Stupid a bit like him.

"Really, I'm confused, how could he be here."

"bang bang"

"Get off!"

All of a sudden, the world felt quiet, and the continuous blow faded away. Song Ci struggled to open his eyes, his eyelids drooping all the time, and the whole eyelid was covered with blood red.

Song Ci coughed violently, coughing up a mouthful of blood foam.

He wiped his mouth unconsciously.

Someone really came.

The tall and burly man threw away his schoolbag and punched it vigorously.

"what"

Only a sharp scream was heard

"It's really ugly," Song Ci thought.

The setting sun had come, and the dusky twilight dyed him a golden layer, and the man ran away.

"Song Ci"

A voice that was usually calm, suddenly panicked without thinking.

"Don... Downside"

Song Ci struggled to open his eyes again and succeeded.

"Thank you for coming to my rescue."

Tang Side did not speak, but pursed his lips.

outstretched hand.

"Come on, brother, take you home"

Song Ci smiled.

"I'm so bad"

A hand with five clean fingers was stretched out like this, and the other was blood-stained, and the dried blood was dark purple, and the smell of blood was permeating all around.

The projection of the setting sun is full of flowers.

Just like that, the two hands were held together.

The fusion of blood and light has no boundaries.

"I wish I could just stay for a moment like this"

"Holding hands without hesitation"

Tang Side pulled Song Ci out, fixed Song Ci in a half-hugging and half-hugging posture, then picked up the schoolbag that was thrown away when he picked it up, and found a tissue from the schoolbag,