I am super sweet! [Entertainment]
Chapter 71 [2 more]
Zuo Wenqi didn't expect that he would ask this question suddenly, he paused for a while, wondering whether he should tell the truth or not.
Ning Xiaole noticed the slight movements of his fingertips, and was basically sure of the answer.
But he still looked at Zuo Wenqi fixedly, wanting to wait for his answer.
Zuo Wenqi pursed his lips lightly, but still couldn't speak.
He lowered his eyelashes slightly, his fingertips were still trembling slightly, but in the next moment he was covered by a warm palm.
Ning Xiaole saw his sudden nervousness, and gently held his cold fingertips, her eyes were still clear: "Brother Zuo has always been so kind to me, is it because of this?"
Zuo Wenqi really couldn't lie to him, so he nodded slightly.
"Then why is Brother Zuo unwilling to tell me?" Ning Xiaole looked at him, her words were more of curiosity than any other negative emotions.
Zuo Wenqi looked at their hands holding each other, and his voice became a little low: "At first I thought you wouldn't remember me and didn't want to disturb your past life, but later... I was afraid that you would be disappointed in me."
"I'm not as gentle as you imagined."
"But in my heart, Brother Zuo is the gentlest person." Ning Xiaole replied clearly, with firm eyes, "If I knew it was Brother Zuo, I would only be happier and not disappointed."
Zuo Wenqi was stunned by his words, and then heard him ask again.
"So, Brother Zuo, give me an answer, are you the big brother I knew before?"
Ning Xiaole looked at Zuo Wenqi steadfastly, only his figure was reflected in his eyes, focused and serious.
Zuo Wenqi finally made up his mind, nodded and replied, "I am."
After speaking, he let out a breath and asked again, "How did you find out?"
Ning Xiaole finally showed a bright smile again: "I found it in the details~ I had a feeling when Brother Ling guessed whether Brother Zuo had seen me before."
"Later, I guessed it from the way Brother Zuo made tomato scrambled eggs, the experience of moving here from City A at the age of eight, and Lu Huai's habit of carrying a knife in the script."
Zuo Wenqi didn't expect that he had exposed so many flaws unknowingly, so he gently held Ning Xiaole's hand: "As expected of Lele, she is indeed amazing."
The name "Lele" was also used by Zuo Wenqi to call Ning Xiaole when he was young. After the reunion, he never dared to use it in front of Ning Xiaole, because he was worried that he would appear too familiar.
And Ning Xiaole heard his changing address, although she no longer had childhood memories, she instinctively felt familiar.
He pulled Zuo Wenqi to the side of the bed and sat together, there were countless things he wanted to say, and he couldn't even sort out the order for a while.
Ning Xiaole was completely immersed in surprise and joy when he reunited with the big brother he had when he was young, and the big brother was still his favorite person.
Zuo Wenqi sensed his mood, and couldn't help feeling a little more joyful.
The uneasiness and tension he had been feeling all this time had completely disappeared, and he never dared to imagine that such a day would really come true.
But soon Zuo Wenqi will not be happy for a short time.
Ning Xiaole thought about it for a long time, and finally picked out the most important but also the least happy question - Zuo Wenqi's experience before he was six years old.
He remembered that his mother said that when they were walking in the community, he found Zuo Wenqi lying under a tree covered in injuries, and then called his parents to rescue Zuo Wenqi who was almost dying at the time. together.
After waking up, little Zuo Wenqi rested and recuperated at their home for a week. He refused to explain his injury and the situation at home, and then he took the initiative to say that he wanted to go home.
Ning's father and Ning's mother were worried about his situation, but little Zuo Wenqi still refused to tell them the specific situation.
In desperation, Ning's father and Ning's mother stopped inquiring, but told Xiao Zuo Wenqi that he was welcome to come and play with Xiao Ning Xiaole at any time. Xiao Zuo Wenqi thanked Xiaole seriously and left. After that, he really tried Come to Ning's house often.
At that time, Ning's father and Ning's mother tried to sneak behind him when he came home, but every time they were thrown off by little Zuo Wenqi, who was only over six years old.
And just after that, little Zuo Wenqi didn't have any new scars on his body. Ning's father and Ning's mother only regarded him as the one who was injured before his family situation was not good, and didn't continue to explore his privacy. Welcome when you are having fun.
Until three years later, little Zuo Wenqi never came to Ning's house again. Ning's mother accidentally found a note left by little Zuo Wenqi in the mailbox, saying that he was moving away. take care of.
Since then, Ning's father and Ning's mother have lost contact with little Zuo Wenqi.
Previously, Ning Xiaole's guess about this big brother was similar to his mother's guess, he just regarded it as a child of an ordinary family.
But now knowing that Zuo Wenqi is that big brother, plus what Steward He said about their family's incident before, Ning Xiaole always feels that there may be other reasons for it.
When Zuo Wenqi heard your question from Ning Xiaole, his expression became darker.
"It doesn't matter if Brother Zuo doesn't want to say it." Afraid that he would force himself, Ning Xiaole added with a smile, a smile dripping from his black and clear pupils.
Seeing his expression, Zuo Wenqi took a deep breath and made a decision: "If it's what you want to know, I don't mind telling you, I'm just afraid that you... will feel dark."
The days before the age of six were Zuo Wenqi's darkest days, full of violence and coldness.
Ning Xiaole replied him: "Then I want to know even more. It must be hard to hold these things in my heart. I want to share it for Brother Zuo."
Feeling his concern, Zuo Wenqi's mood picked up a lot because of this topic, and he hugged him gently, and then finally talked softly about the experience he had never told others.
"For as long as I can remember, my parents had a very bad relationship and they were not normal."
"My mother is a lunatic. Every time Zuo Jiazhang treats her coldly, she will vent her anger on me. She often beats and scolds me. At that time, when my body was barely intact, I always had new injuries and old injuries."
"Zuo Jiazhang is not a good person either. When he sees me being beaten, he always looks on indifferently, and usually curses me as a little beast. Every time he comes back from a social gathering, he will get drunk with me."
"In the beginning, I also cried and begged for mercy, but in return they beat and scolded me even more severely, so I gradually learned to be silent."
Having said that, Zuo Wenqi paused.
Ning Xiaole was already distressed, and couldn't help asking: "Then have you tried to ask others for help?"
Zuo Wenqi shook his head: "Although they have never restricted my freedom, they have always told me that if I dare to tell others about these things, I will use a knife to cut off my flesh piece by piece and feed it to the birds. "
Ning Xiaoleguang felt terrified when he heard it now, but Zuo Wenqi was only a few years old at that time.
No wonder his parents asked, Zuo Wenqi at that time refused to reveal anything about his family.
Ning Xiaole hugged Zuo Wenqi distressedly.
Zuo Wenqi was already numb to these past events, raised his hand and rubbed Ning Xiaole's hair, and asked softly: "I said it would be very dark, do you still want to listen?"
"Yes!" Ning Xiaole replied very simply, "I want to use this as the material for my dreams at night, and cut them all into pieces in my dreams!"
Zuo Wenqi was amused by his childish remarks, the corners of his lips raised slightly, and for the first time, he felt that those days were not so scary anymore.
He patted Ning Xiaole on the head and continued.
"In the next few years, it was basically the same. Until I was six years old, because I couldn't stand this kind of life, I tried to escape from that house when they were not around."
"That was the first time I left that house. The wound on my body was very painful, and I was afraid of being discovered by others. After I ran out, I hid in the grass under a big tree and did not dare to move until I fainted from hunger."
"When I woke up again, I found that I was in a strange room, and all the injuries on my body had been treated. Your parents saw that I woke up and screamed, and brought me food. They used to give me Cold meal, that was the first time I had a hot meal."
"I rested at your house for a week. I think you are good people. I was afraid that Zuo Jiazhang would trouble you because of me. After thinking about it, I chose to go back to that house."
"After going back, they beat and scolded me again as a matter of course, and asked me where I had been. I refused to say, and only repeatedly emphasized that I did not tell anyone else anything."
"They were locked up for a few days, and after finding that there were really no rumors against them, they relaxed their guard against me. I thought about not bothering and disturbing you at that time, but I still couldn't help but miss the warmth when I was in your home a feeling of."
"That's why I always went to your house secretly. Once I was accidentally discovered by them again, and they found that I hadn't revealed anything about the family. I ran out and just saved them a few perfunctory meals. Let me find you."
"In order to prevent my injuries from being noticed by you, they beat me in places that they couldn't see after that."
"Later, that woman became more and more insane. When I was eight years old, she finally chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building. And before she committed suicide, she wanted to pull me together, but I broke away."
When he said this, Zuo Wenqi's voice became even colder, until he felt Ning Xiaole gently hold his hand, then gradually calmed down, and continued to tell his story.
"That time I watched that woman jump from the tall building, and Zuo Jiazhang was also watching coldly not far away. He could feel that he was actually regretful when I broke away from that crazy woman."
"He wished that I would die with that crazy woman at that time, but at that time, a passer-by found that woman, and he had no chance to push me down together, so I was lucky to survive."
"Afterwards, he simply dealt with that woman's funeral, moved here with me, and handed me over to Butler He to take care of me."
"When he first came here, he still beat and scolded me, but he restrained himself a little because of Butler He. Later, under the persuasion of Butler He, he agreed to send me to school, and I managed to live like a normal child. Life, but every time I go home, I still face cold violence."
"Later, I went against Zuo Jiazhang's idea and wanted to be an actor. With the help of Butler He, I successfully entered the showbiz. But because of Zuo Jiazhang's suppression, I had a very difficult life in the first few years. It was because of my accumulation of contacts and acting skills that I finally slowly improved."
"Next, apart from Zuo Jiazhang's beatings and scolding from time to time, I think you, Lele, know more about other things than I do myself."
When Zuo Wenqi said this, he almost explained everything before.
Zuo Wenqi never thought that the things that were deliberately concealed in his heart would be revealed to the person he likes frankly.
But maybe, as Ning Xiaole said, after he told all these things, he felt more relaxed than before.
After listening to the whole process, Ning Xiaole felt very distressed.
He hadn't been this sad for a long, long time, even more sad than when he heard Zuo Wenqi was about to take a rest.
He never imagined that the former Zuo Wenqi would live such a life.
Ning Xiaole sniffed, hugged Zuo Wenqi, and said in a muffled voice, "Brother Zuo, you are so miserable."
Hearing the man in his arms say so bluntly that he was miserable, Zuo Wenqi smiled lightly, and stroked the back of his head with one hand: "Yes, I am miserable, but luckily I still have you. You supported me all the way The only motivation to go down."
"Then why didn't Brother Zuo come to see me before?"
Ning Xiaole knew that his question was a bit vexatious, but he couldn't help but want to ask it.
In his heart, Zuo Wenqi was the most cherished person, yet he was bullied like this.
Listening to his sullen voice, Zuo Wenqi whispered, "Actually, I went to look for you when you were in junior high school."
"Really?" Ning Xiaole got up from his arms, the corners of his eyes were a little red, "But I haven't seen Brother Zuo before."
Zuo Wenqi caressed the corners of his eyes, nodded and said: "I don't think you will remember me, and I don't want to disturb your life, every time I just look at you from a distance, that's why you didn't notice me .”
After saying this, he thought for a while and continued to add: "Xiaomu and Xiaoli are actually the little Bianmu and the little cihuamao that you rescued back then. They wander around all the year round and are in poor health. I was afraid that you would be sad if something happened to them, so I took them with you. Come back to raise. Actually, I left a note, but you may not have noticed it."
That note was Zuo Wenqi's first attempt to leave a trace in Ning Xiaole's life since he separated from Ning Xiaole. Before leaving the note, he had been struggling for a long time.
In the end, when Ning Xiaole went to that place again, the note was gone. Zuo Wenqi was always disappointed by this, but he became more determined not to disturb Ning Xiaole.
Ning Xiaole felt distressed again: "Brother Zuo, why are you so nice?"
"Because the object is you, I don't want to cause you distress, even if it's just a possibility."
Zuo Wenqi gently straightened the broken hair on Ning Xiaole's forehead, and his fingertips inadvertently ran across his forehead, bringing a cool touch.
Ning Xiaole's heart softened when she heard his rare and straightforward gentleness, and she immediately wanted to drag him to sleep together tonight.
Of course, Zuo Wenqi would not refuse his invitation to share the same bed, although it is too early to think about sleeping in this early morning.
After chatting about the past, they have to continue to do their business of reciting lines from familiar characters.
In this script, Lu Huaicong's character has basically not changed much, and is still mainly lively and cheerful.
And because Qin Mingbai met Lu Huaicong in advance, his personality changed from gloomy and indifferent in the second period to a forthright and frank one. Generally speaking, he is also close to Ning Xiaole's personality, so it's not difficult to reorganize.
Hearing Zuo Wenqi urging him to sort out the script, Ning Xiaole was still a little reluctant: "I want to stay with Brother Zuo."
"Why did you become so clingy all of a sudden?" Zuo Wenqi poked his forehead helplessly, as if returning to his childhood in a trance.
At that time, Ning Xiaole, who was one or two years old, was always very clingy. Whenever she saw him, she would pounce on him with her short legs and beg him to hug her in a childlike voice.
Because the little Zuo Wenqi had never been treated so enthusiastically, he would seem at a loss at first, but later he would pretend to dislike him after getting used to it.
It's just that no matter how disgusted he is, Xiao Ning Xiaole can hear the joy in his heart, and she always smiles and waits for him to hug her.
Ning Xiaole doesn't have many memories of that time, but instinctively felt that this was the most common attitude to get along with that big brother, and said with a smile: "Because I am happy. Brother Zuo is the big brother I knew before. You Does this count as a bamboo horse from heaven?"
Hearing this question, Zuo Wenqi asked instead: "You don't even remember me, how can you be considered a bamboo horse?"
Ning Xiaole still smiled brightly: "Brother Zuo remembers enough~ Brother Zuo said, I listen, don't I remember everything when I finish talking someday?"
Zuo Wenqi always felt that what he said was very reasonable, and he couldn't refute it.
I don't want to refute either.
He patted Ning Xiaole on the head, but chose to indulge his clingy transformation: "Then I'll watch the script with you."
"Okay~" Ning Xiaole gave Zuo Wenqi a big hug, "I knew Brother Zuo was the best, so I'll pack up and come over."
After speaking, he let go of his hands and got up, happily went back to his room, and brought over the notebooks and pens he usually used.
The table in the hotel bedroom is relatively large. Before Ning Xiaole came back, Zuo Wenqi had already cleared up enough space for the two of them to sit together, with two chairs and two glasses of water, which was simple and warm.
Ning Xiaole came over with her own things, and when she saw Zuo Wenqi, she suddenly said, "Brother Zuo, can you wear the pair of gold-rimmed glasses that you usually wear occasionally?"
"Huh?" Zuo Wenqi didn't understand why he said that suddenly, "Why?"
Ning Xiaole grinned and said, "Because it looks good~ and it's not good to wear contact lenses for a long time. Anyway, there is no camera in the room, let's take a rest."
Hearing the concern in his words, Zuo Wenqi complied with him and went to replace the contact lenses with ordinary glasses that he usually wears at night.
After everything is ready, they will start the weekly script combing together in the room.
Because the script design this time was done by Zuo Wenqi, he already had a good grasp of the overall content of the script, and started to memorize the lines directly.
On the way, Ning Xiaole would occasionally ask Zuo Wenqi about the plot of the script, and Zuo Wenqi answered him patiently every time.
With Zuo Wenqi's assistance, and this time being a familiar character, Ning Xiaole's progress in sorting out the plot and characters is much faster than before. In the afternoon, he can already start memorizing lines with Zuo Wenqi. Deepen the impression of the play.
Getting a little tired during the recitation, Ning Xiaole took out her mobile phone during the break, turned on the sound and "clicked" to take a profile photo of Zuo Wenqi.
When Zuo Wenqi heard the voice, he subconsciously turned his head to look at Ning Xiaole, and Ning Xiaole captured a few more photos, which happened to freeze the slightly confused look on his face when he turned his head.
"Brother Zuo is so pretty." Ning Xiaole looked at the extra photos in the camera and praised them without hesitation.
Seeing that he was in a happy mood, Zuo Wenqi didn't say anything, and pampered his soft hair: "It doesn't matter whether it looks good or not, as long as you like it."
Ning Xiaole chuckled: "You must like it!"
As he spoke, he picked out one of the photos just now to show Zuo Wenqi, and asked, "Brother Zuo, can I post this on Weibo?"
The photo he picked out was a moment when Zuo Wenqi turned his head. It was a little blurry, but Zuo Wenqi's perfect side face when he was wearing gold-rimmed glasses could be vaguely seen.
Zuo Wenqi was a little confused: "It can be, but why this one?"
Ning Xiaole replied confidently: "Because I want to keep the high-definition big picture for my own collection, so I won't show it to others."
Unexpectedly, he would say that, Zuo Wenqi couldn't help chuckling.
Then Ning Xiaole took a quick "click" to take a picture of it. After the filming, he still said with emotion: "Brother Zuo loves to smile a lot today, he looks even better when he smiles."
"Probably because I feel a lot more relaxed, so I feel a lot better." Zuo Wenqi patted his head, and he seemed to be in a good mood.
Ning Xiaole chuckled, didn't say anything else, took the photo that Zuo Wenqi had just shown to Weibo.
@宁晓乐乐: Exclusive limited edition Zuo Ge ~ I want to keep the high-definition big picture privately, so let’s show the profile hehe~ [Picture]
It was the peak period of playing with mobile phones at the moment, and it didn't take long for his Weibo to be posted, and it quickly received a large number of comments.
@乐乐 Is it open today:! ! ! !So handsome! !
@yunyunjuanjuan: It’s so cool and abstinent, shasha
@满天星星: Although, I'm sorry Lele, please allow me to love you for a second!
@列文级微微精: Let me tell you, Lele, don’t be ignorant, send me a copy of the high-definition big picture, or I’ll kneel down and beg you
Looking at the comments praising Zuo Wenqi for his good looks in the comment area, Ning Xiaole felt even happier, and picked out a lot of comments to reply.
@宁晓乐乐 Reply to @乐乐听听听听听听听听:I am open today!So Brother Zuo is the most handsome!
@宁晓乐乐 reply to @满天星星:?Don't even think about it!Hold on tight to my brother Zuo, I won’t give it to you
@宁晓乐乐 Reply @列文级微精量: Even if it’s obvious, I won’t give it to you~
Thanks to his activity in the comment section and Zuo Wenqi's own popularity, this weibo was immediately on the top of the trending list.
Ning Xiaole looked at the comments and reposts that praised Zuo Wenqi continuously, and the whole person was happy for two degrees. It was not until Zuo Wenqi reminded him that the rest time was over that he was finally willing to put down the phone and continue to memorize the lines.
There wasn’t much time left. The two recited together until it was time for dinner, and then finished the dinner together. After coming back and continuing to recite for a while, it was almost time for a break.
Ning Xiaole sat at the table and yawned, the tireless Zuo Wenqicai.Remember to watch the time.
Seeing that it was indeed time to rest, Zuo Wenqi finally put down the pen in his hand and asked him to go back to the room to wash up first, and come back to rest together later.
Ning Xiaole responded cheerfully, tidied up all the things on the table, and placed them in a corner of the table, then got up and went back to her room to take a shower, and changed into a set of loose pajamas.
When he returned to Zuo Wenqi's room, Zuo Wenqi was still in the bathroom. There was an extra glass of warm milk on the clean table, and a small note was pressed beside it——
"Remember to drink it while it's hot."
It doesn't take long to take a shower, but he insists on leaving a small note, presumably because he wants to make up for the regret that the note was not seen at the beginning.
Ning Xiaole smiled, folded the note and put it away, picked up the milk and drank it slowly.
When he put down the cup, the sound of water in Zuo Wenqi's bathroom stopped, and after a while, Zuo Wenqi, who was fully dressed, came out of it.
"Here?" Zuo Wenqi asked while wiping his wet hair, "Did you drink the milk?"
Ning Xiaole responded obediently: "I've finished drinking~"
Speaking of this, he suddenly seemed to remember something, and asked again: "By the way, Brother Zuo, so you know that I have the habit of drinking milk before going to bed. Is it because of the relationship when I was a child?"
This time Zuo Wenqi didn't hide anything, nodded and said, "I still remember that time when your mother forgot to prepare milk for you, and you cried so much that you were aggrieved and pitiful."
"Cough." Ning Xiaole coughed uncomfortably, her cheeks flushed, and she quickly changed the topic, "Speaking of which, how did Brother Zuo think of becoming an actor? According to Brother Zuo's growth at that time environment, why would you insist on doing this business so much?”
"Because of you." Zuo Wenqi walked to Ning Xiaole's side unhurriedly, picked up the empty cup, and his expression became gentle, "You have loved watching TV since you were a child, so I wanted to become a As an actor, maybe you can see me."
"Fortunately, you really saw me."
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Ning Xiaole noticed the slight movements of his fingertips, and was basically sure of the answer.
But he still looked at Zuo Wenqi fixedly, wanting to wait for his answer.
Zuo Wenqi pursed his lips lightly, but still couldn't speak.
He lowered his eyelashes slightly, his fingertips were still trembling slightly, but in the next moment he was covered by a warm palm.
Ning Xiaole saw his sudden nervousness, and gently held his cold fingertips, her eyes were still clear: "Brother Zuo has always been so kind to me, is it because of this?"
Zuo Wenqi really couldn't lie to him, so he nodded slightly.
"Then why is Brother Zuo unwilling to tell me?" Ning Xiaole looked at him, her words were more of curiosity than any other negative emotions.
Zuo Wenqi looked at their hands holding each other, and his voice became a little low: "At first I thought you wouldn't remember me and didn't want to disturb your past life, but later... I was afraid that you would be disappointed in me."
"I'm not as gentle as you imagined."
"But in my heart, Brother Zuo is the gentlest person." Ning Xiaole replied clearly, with firm eyes, "If I knew it was Brother Zuo, I would only be happier and not disappointed."
Zuo Wenqi was stunned by his words, and then heard him ask again.
"So, Brother Zuo, give me an answer, are you the big brother I knew before?"
Ning Xiaole looked at Zuo Wenqi steadfastly, only his figure was reflected in his eyes, focused and serious.
Zuo Wenqi finally made up his mind, nodded and replied, "I am."
After speaking, he let out a breath and asked again, "How did you find out?"
Ning Xiaole finally showed a bright smile again: "I found it in the details~ I had a feeling when Brother Ling guessed whether Brother Zuo had seen me before."
"Later, I guessed it from the way Brother Zuo made tomato scrambled eggs, the experience of moving here from City A at the age of eight, and Lu Huai's habit of carrying a knife in the script."
Zuo Wenqi didn't expect that he had exposed so many flaws unknowingly, so he gently held Ning Xiaole's hand: "As expected of Lele, she is indeed amazing."
The name "Lele" was also used by Zuo Wenqi to call Ning Xiaole when he was young. After the reunion, he never dared to use it in front of Ning Xiaole, because he was worried that he would appear too familiar.
And Ning Xiaole heard his changing address, although she no longer had childhood memories, she instinctively felt familiar.
He pulled Zuo Wenqi to the side of the bed and sat together, there were countless things he wanted to say, and he couldn't even sort out the order for a while.
Ning Xiaole was completely immersed in surprise and joy when he reunited with the big brother he had when he was young, and the big brother was still his favorite person.
Zuo Wenqi sensed his mood, and couldn't help feeling a little more joyful.
The uneasiness and tension he had been feeling all this time had completely disappeared, and he never dared to imagine that such a day would really come true.
But soon Zuo Wenqi will not be happy for a short time.
Ning Xiaole thought about it for a long time, and finally picked out the most important but also the least happy question - Zuo Wenqi's experience before he was six years old.
He remembered that his mother said that when they were walking in the community, he found Zuo Wenqi lying under a tree covered in injuries, and then called his parents to rescue Zuo Wenqi who was almost dying at the time. together.
After waking up, little Zuo Wenqi rested and recuperated at their home for a week. He refused to explain his injury and the situation at home, and then he took the initiative to say that he wanted to go home.
Ning's father and Ning's mother were worried about his situation, but little Zuo Wenqi still refused to tell them the specific situation.
In desperation, Ning's father and Ning's mother stopped inquiring, but told Xiao Zuo Wenqi that he was welcome to come and play with Xiao Ning Xiaole at any time. Xiao Zuo Wenqi thanked Xiaole seriously and left. After that, he really tried Come to Ning's house often.
At that time, Ning's father and Ning's mother tried to sneak behind him when he came home, but every time they were thrown off by little Zuo Wenqi, who was only over six years old.
And just after that, little Zuo Wenqi didn't have any new scars on his body. Ning's father and Ning's mother only regarded him as the one who was injured before his family situation was not good, and didn't continue to explore his privacy. Welcome when you are having fun.
Until three years later, little Zuo Wenqi never came to Ning's house again. Ning's mother accidentally found a note left by little Zuo Wenqi in the mailbox, saying that he was moving away. take care of.
Since then, Ning's father and Ning's mother have lost contact with little Zuo Wenqi.
Previously, Ning Xiaole's guess about this big brother was similar to his mother's guess, he just regarded it as a child of an ordinary family.
But now knowing that Zuo Wenqi is that big brother, plus what Steward He said about their family's incident before, Ning Xiaole always feels that there may be other reasons for it.
When Zuo Wenqi heard your question from Ning Xiaole, his expression became darker.
"It doesn't matter if Brother Zuo doesn't want to say it." Afraid that he would force himself, Ning Xiaole added with a smile, a smile dripping from his black and clear pupils.
Seeing his expression, Zuo Wenqi took a deep breath and made a decision: "If it's what you want to know, I don't mind telling you, I'm just afraid that you... will feel dark."
The days before the age of six were Zuo Wenqi's darkest days, full of violence and coldness.
Ning Xiaole replied him: "Then I want to know even more. It must be hard to hold these things in my heart. I want to share it for Brother Zuo."
Feeling his concern, Zuo Wenqi's mood picked up a lot because of this topic, and he hugged him gently, and then finally talked softly about the experience he had never told others.
"For as long as I can remember, my parents had a very bad relationship and they were not normal."
"My mother is a lunatic. Every time Zuo Jiazhang treats her coldly, she will vent her anger on me. She often beats and scolds me. At that time, when my body was barely intact, I always had new injuries and old injuries."
"Zuo Jiazhang is not a good person either. When he sees me being beaten, he always looks on indifferently, and usually curses me as a little beast. Every time he comes back from a social gathering, he will get drunk with me."
"In the beginning, I also cried and begged for mercy, but in return they beat and scolded me even more severely, so I gradually learned to be silent."
Having said that, Zuo Wenqi paused.
Ning Xiaole was already distressed, and couldn't help asking: "Then have you tried to ask others for help?"
Zuo Wenqi shook his head: "Although they have never restricted my freedom, they have always told me that if I dare to tell others about these things, I will use a knife to cut off my flesh piece by piece and feed it to the birds. "
Ning Xiaoleguang felt terrified when he heard it now, but Zuo Wenqi was only a few years old at that time.
No wonder his parents asked, Zuo Wenqi at that time refused to reveal anything about his family.
Ning Xiaole hugged Zuo Wenqi distressedly.
Zuo Wenqi was already numb to these past events, raised his hand and rubbed Ning Xiaole's hair, and asked softly: "I said it would be very dark, do you still want to listen?"
"Yes!" Ning Xiaole replied very simply, "I want to use this as the material for my dreams at night, and cut them all into pieces in my dreams!"
Zuo Wenqi was amused by his childish remarks, the corners of his lips raised slightly, and for the first time, he felt that those days were not so scary anymore.
He patted Ning Xiaole on the head and continued.
"In the next few years, it was basically the same. Until I was six years old, because I couldn't stand this kind of life, I tried to escape from that house when they were not around."
"That was the first time I left that house. The wound on my body was very painful, and I was afraid of being discovered by others. After I ran out, I hid in the grass under a big tree and did not dare to move until I fainted from hunger."
"When I woke up again, I found that I was in a strange room, and all the injuries on my body had been treated. Your parents saw that I woke up and screamed, and brought me food. They used to give me Cold meal, that was the first time I had a hot meal."
"I rested at your house for a week. I think you are good people. I was afraid that Zuo Jiazhang would trouble you because of me. After thinking about it, I chose to go back to that house."
"After going back, they beat and scolded me again as a matter of course, and asked me where I had been. I refused to say, and only repeatedly emphasized that I did not tell anyone else anything."
"They were locked up for a few days, and after finding that there were really no rumors against them, they relaxed their guard against me. I thought about not bothering and disturbing you at that time, but I still couldn't help but miss the warmth when I was in your home a feeling of."
"That's why I always went to your house secretly. Once I was accidentally discovered by them again, and they found that I hadn't revealed anything about the family. I ran out and just saved them a few perfunctory meals. Let me find you."
"In order to prevent my injuries from being noticed by you, they beat me in places that they couldn't see after that."
"Later, that woman became more and more insane. When I was eight years old, she finally chose to commit suicide by jumping off a building. And before she committed suicide, she wanted to pull me together, but I broke away."
When he said this, Zuo Wenqi's voice became even colder, until he felt Ning Xiaole gently hold his hand, then gradually calmed down, and continued to tell his story.
"That time I watched that woman jump from the tall building, and Zuo Jiazhang was also watching coldly not far away. He could feel that he was actually regretful when I broke away from that crazy woman."
"He wished that I would die with that crazy woman at that time, but at that time, a passer-by found that woman, and he had no chance to push me down together, so I was lucky to survive."
"Afterwards, he simply dealt with that woman's funeral, moved here with me, and handed me over to Butler He to take care of me."
"When he first came here, he still beat and scolded me, but he restrained himself a little because of Butler He. Later, under the persuasion of Butler He, he agreed to send me to school, and I managed to live like a normal child. Life, but every time I go home, I still face cold violence."
"Later, I went against Zuo Jiazhang's idea and wanted to be an actor. With the help of Butler He, I successfully entered the showbiz. But because of Zuo Jiazhang's suppression, I had a very difficult life in the first few years. It was because of my accumulation of contacts and acting skills that I finally slowly improved."
"Next, apart from Zuo Jiazhang's beatings and scolding from time to time, I think you, Lele, know more about other things than I do myself."
When Zuo Wenqi said this, he almost explained everything before.
Zuo Wenqi never thought that the things that were deliberately concealed in his heart would be revealed to the person he likes frankly.
But maybe, as Ning Xiaole said, after he told all these things, he felt more relaxed than before.
After listening to the whole process, Ning Xiaole felt very distressed.
He hadn't been this sad for a long, long time, even more sad than when he heard Zuo Wenqi was about to take a rest.
He never imagined that the former Zuo Wenqi would live such a life.
Ning Xiaole sniffed, hugged Zuo Wenqi, and said in a muffled voice, "Brother Zuo, you are so miserable."
Hearing the man in his arms say so bluntly that he was miserable, Zuo Wenqi smiled lightly, and stroked the back of his head with one hand: "Yes, I am miserable, but luckily I still have you. You supported me all the way The only motivation to go down."
"Then why didn't Brother Zuo come to see me before?"
Ning Xiaole knew that his question was a bit vexatious, but he couldn't help but want to ask it.
In his heart, Zuo Wenqi was the most cherished person, yet he was bullied like this.
Listening to his sullen voice, Zuo Wenqi whispered, "Actually, I went to look for you when you were in junior high school."
"Really?" Ning Xiaole got up from his arms, the corners of his eyes were a little red, "But I haven't seen Brother Zuo before."
Zuo Wenqi caressed the corners of his eyes, nodded and said: "I don't think you will remember me, and I don't want to disturb your life, every time I just look at you from a distance, that's why you didn't notice me .”
After saying this, he thought for a while and continued to add: "Xiaomu and Xiaoli are actually the little Bianmu and the little cihuamao that you rescued back then. They wander around all the year round and are in poor health. I was afraid that you would be sad if something happened to them, so I took them with you. Come back to raise. Actually, I left a note, but you may not have noticed it."
That note was Zuo Wenqi's first attempt to leave a trace in Ning Xiaole's life since he separated from Ning Xiaole. Before leaving the note, he had been struggling for a long time.
In the end, when Ning Xiaole went to that place again, the note was gone. Zuo Wenqi was always disappointed by this, but he became more determined not to disturb Ning Xiaole.
Ning Xiaole felt distressed again: "Brother Zuo, why are you so nice?"
"Because the object is you, I don't want to cause you distress, even if it's just a possibility."
Zuo Wenqi gently straightened the broken hair on Ning Xiaole's forehead, and his fingertips inadvertently ran across his forehead, bringing a cool touch.
Ning Xiaole's heart softened when she heard his rare and straightforward gentleness, and she immediately wanted to drag him to sleep together tonight.
Of course, Zuo Wenqi would not refuse his invitation to share the same bed, although it is too early to think about sleeping in this early morning.
After chatting about the past, they have to continue to do their business of reciting lines from familiar characters.
In this script, Lu Huaicong's character has basically not changed much, and is still mainly lively and cheerful.
And because Qin Mingbai met Lu Huaicong in advance, his personality changed from gloomy and indifferent in the second period to a forthright and frank one. Generally speaking, he is also close to Ning Xiaole's personality, so it's not difficult to reorganize.
Hearing Zuo Wenqi urging him to sort out the script, Ning Xiaole was still a little reluctant: "I want to stay with Brother Zuo."
"Why did you become so clingy all of a sudden?" Zuo Wenqi poked his forehead helplessly, as if returning to his childhood in a trance.
At that time, Ning Xiaole, who was one or two years old, was always very clingy. Whenever she saw him, she would pounce on him with her short legs and beg him to hug her in a childlike voice.
Because the little Zuo Wenqi had never been treated so enthusiastically, he would seem at a loss at first, but later he would pretend to dislike him after getting used to it.
It's just that no matter how disgusted he is, Xiao Ning Xiaole can hear the joy in his heart, and she always smiles and waits for him to hug her.
Ning Xiaole doesn't have many memories of that time, but instinctively felt that this was the most common attitude to get along with that big brother, and said with a smile: "Because I am happy. Brother Zuo is the big brother I knew before. You Does this count as a bamboo horse from heaven?"
Hearing this question, Zuo Wenqi asked instead: "You don't even remember me, how can you be considered a bamboo horse?"
Ning Xiaole still smiled brightly: "Brother Zuo remembers enough~ Brother Zuo said, I listen, don't I remember everything when I finish talking someday?"
Zuo Wenqi always felt that what he said was very reasonable, and he couldn't refute it.
I don't want to refute either.
He patted Ning Xiaole on the head, but chose to indulge his clingy transformation: "Then I'll watch the script with you."
"Okay~" Ning Xiaole gave Zuo Wenqi a big hug, "I knew Brother Zuo was the best, so I'll pack up and come over."
After speaking, he let go of his hands and got up, happily went back to his room, and brought over the notebooks and pens he usually used.
The table in the hotel bedroom is relatively large. Before Ning Xiaole came back, Zuo Wenqi had already cleared up enough space for the two of them to sit together, with two chairs and two glasses of water, which was simple and warm.
Ning Xiaole came over with her own things, and when she saw Zuo Wenqi, she suddenly said, "Brother Zuo, can you wear the pair of gold-rimmed glasses that you usually wear occasionally?"
"Huh?" Zuo Wenqi didn't understand why he said that suddenly, "Why?"
Ning Xiaole grinned and said, "Because it looks good~ and it's not good to wear contact lenses for a long time. Anyway, there is no camera in the room, let's take a rest."
Hearing the concern in his words, Zuo Wenqi complied with him and went to replace the contact lenses with ordinary glasses that he usually wears at night.
After everything is ready, they will start the weekly script combing together in the room.
Because the script design this time was done by Zuo Wenqi, he already had a good grasp of the overall content of the script, and started to memorize the lines directly.
On the way, Ning Xiaole would occasionally ask Zuo Wenqi about the plot of the script, and Zuo Wenqi answered him patiently every time.
With Zuo Wenqi's assistance, and this time being a familiar character, Ning Xiaole's progress in sorting out the plot and characters is much faster than before. In the afternoon, he can already start memorizing lines with Zuo Wenqi. Deepen the impression of the play.
Getting a little tired during the recitation, Ning Xiaole took out her mobile phone during the break, turned on the sound and "clicked" to take a profile photo of Zuo Wenqi.
When Zuo Wenqi heard the voice, he subconsciously turned his head to look at Ning Xiaole, and Ning Xiaole captured a few more photos, which happened to freeze the slightly confused look on his face when he turned his head.
"Brother Zuo is so pretty." Ning Xiaole looked at the extra photos in the camera and praised them without hesitation.
Seeing that he was in a happy mood, Zuo Wenqi didn't say anything, and pampered his soft hair: "It doesn't matter whether it looks good or not, as long as you like it."
Ning Xiaole chuckled: "You must like it!"
As he spoke, he picked out one of the photos just now to show Zuo Wenqi, and asked, "Brother Zuo, can I post this on Weibo?"
The photo he picked out was a moment when Zuo Wenqi turned his head. It was a little blurry, but Zuo Wenqi's perfect side face when he was wearing gold-rimmed glasses could be vaguely seen.
Zuo Wenqi was a little confused: "It can be, but why this one?"
Ning Xiaole replied confidently: "Because I want to keep the high-definition big picture for my own collection, so I won't show it to others."
Unexpectedly, he would say that, Zuo Wenqi couldn't help chuckling.
Then Ning Xiaole took a quick "click" to take a picture of it. After the filming, he still said with emotion: "Brother Zuo loves to smile a lot today, he looks even better when he smiles."
"Probably because I feel a lot more relaxed, so I feel a lot better." Zuo Wenqi patted his head, and he seemed to be in a good mood.
Ning Xiaole chuckled, didn't say anything else, took the photo that Zuo Wenqi had just shown to Weibo.
@宁晓乐乐: Exclusive limited edition Zuo Ge ~ I want to keep the high-definition big picture privately, so let’s show the profile hehe~ [Picture]
It was the peak period of playing with mobile phones at the moment, and it didn't take long for his Weibo to be posted, and it quickly received a large number of comments.
@乐乐 Is it open today:! ! ! !So handsome! !
@yunyunjuanjuan: It’s so cool and abstinent, shasha
@满天星星: Although, I'm sorry Lele, please allow me to love you for a second!
@列文级微微精: Let me tell you, Lele, don’t be ignorant, send me a copy of the high-definition big picture, or I’ll kneel down and beg you
Looking at the comments praising Zuo Wenqi for his good looks in the comment area, Ning Xiaole felt even happier, and picked out a lot of comments to reply.
@宁晓乐乐 Reply to @乐乐听听听听听听听听:I am open today!So Brother Zuo is the most handsome!
@宁晓乐乐 reply to @满天星星:?Don't even think about it!Hold on tight to my brother Zuo, I won’t give it to you
@宁晓乐乐 Reply @列文级微精量: Even if it’s obvious, I won’t give it to you~
Thanks to his activity in the comment section and Zuo Wenqi's own popularity, this weibo was immediately on the top of the trending list.
Ning Xiaole looked at the comments and reposts that praised Zuo Wenqi continuously, and the whole person was happy for two degrees. It was not until Zuo Wenqi reminded him that the rest time was over that he was finally willing to put down the phone and continue to memorize the lines.
There wasn’t much time left. The two recited together until it was time for dinner, and then finished the dinner together. After coming back and continuing to recite for a while, it was almost time for a break.
Ning Xiaole sat at the table and yawned, the tireless Zuo Wenqicai.Remember to watch the time.
Seeing that it was indeed time to rest, Zuo Wenqi finally put down the pen in his hand and asked him to go back to the room to wash up first, and come back to rest together later.
Ning Xiaole responded cheerfully, tidied up all the things on the table, and placed them in a corner of the table, then got up and went back to her room to take a shower, and changed into a set of loose pajamas.
When he returned to Zuo Wenqi's room, Zuo Wenqi was still in the bathroom. There was an extra glass of warm milk on the clean table, and a small note was pressed beside it——
"Remember to drink it while it's hot."
It doesn't take long to take a shower, but he insists on leaving a small note, presumably because he wants to make up for the regret that the note was not seen at the beginning.
Ning Xiaole smiled, folded the note and put it away, picked up the milk and drank it slowly.
When he put down the cup, the sound of water in Zuo Wenqi's bathroom stopped, and after a while, Zuo Wenqi, who was fully dressed, came out of it.
"Here?" Zuo Wenqi asked while wiping his wet hair, "Did you drink the milk?"
Ning Xiaole responded obediently: "I've finished drinking~"
Speaking of this, he suddenly seemed to remember something, and asked again: "By the way, Brother Zuo, so you know that I have the habit of drinking milk before going to bed. Is it because of the relationship when I was a child?"
This time Zuo Wenqi didn't hide anything, nodded and said, "I still remember that time when your mother forgot to prepare milk for you, and you cried so much that you were aggrieved and pitiful."
"Cough." Ning Xiaole coughed uncomfortably, her cheeks flushed, and she quickly changed the topic, "Speaking of which, how did Brother Zuo think of becoming an actor? According to Brother Zuo's growth at that time environment, why would you insist on doing this business so much?”
"Because of you." Zuo Wenqi walked to Ning Xiaole's side unhurriedly, picked up the empty cup, and his expression became gentle, "You have loved watching TV since you were a child, so I wanted to become a As an actor, maybe you can see me."
"Fortunately, you really saw me."
The author has something to say: Thanks to [Rising Sun] x2 and [An Arctic Rabbit] for the nutrient solution mua~
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