I am super sweet! [Entertainment]
Chapter 66
After watching the video, Zuo Wenqi took a while to come back to his senses, and his intuition drove him to click into Ning Xiaole Aite's own starchaser account, and saw that he also posted a Weibo in the starchaser account.
@左意晓月: At eight o’clock in the evening on August 23, 17 years later, [-] hours later, I first met Teacher Zuo on the screen.
The days from the age of five to seven were the hardest for me.Because of the accident at home, my life collapsed in an instant, lost its original color, and fell into the gloomy depression.
It was at this time that I met Teacher Zuo.
Maybe Mr. Zuo doesn't remember, but you once played a patient with pessimistic delusions, who died of suicide after playing for 23 minutes and 56 seconds.
After the death of that character, I saw the host's interview with Teacher Zuo. The host asked Teacher Zuo, what would you do if you really suffered from pessimistic hallucinations.
I still remember Teacher Zuo's answer at that time.
"I won't be overly pessimistic, because I still have a future, and I still have people I want to be close to."
It was at that moment that I thought I had found someone I was looking forward to getting close to.
I began to pay close attention to Teacher Zuo, pay attention to Teacher Zuo's works, and watched Teacher Zuo go up step by step through his own efforts. These are the motivations that Teacher Zuo constantly gave me, and let me return to a normal life little by little. .
My current optimism and cheerfulness are all due to the company of Mr. Zuo.
So when I knew that we set the plot independently for the third episode, I came up with the idea of giving it to Mr. Zuo as a gift.
Teacher Zuo, thank you for giving me hope and vitality.
[Image] [image]
·
Ning Xiaole attached two pictures at the end of his long Weibo, one is a small note he wrote when he was seven years old, and the other is the meeting between the angel and the devil at the beginning of this mime performance.
Under this Weibo, there have been many comments from fans of Ning Xiaole and Zuo Wenqi, as well as many friends that Ning Xiaole made through this Weibo before.
This Weibo is Ning Xiaole's star chasing account, so he used the honorific address for Zuo Wenqi after a long time, and the whole article is full of sincere emotions.
Others were moved by Ning Xiaole's expression of true feelings, but Zuo Wenqi felt distressed.
Only Zuo Wenqi focused on "pessimistic hallucinations".
According to what Wang Tang told him back then, Ning Xiaole's pessimistic hallucinations were very serious back then, and he probably couldn't tell the difference between "reality" and "TV programs".
Ning Xiaole most likely regarded him who was interviewed at that time as the character who committed suicide, thinking that the character himself had found hope in life, which gave him the illusion that he could also live well, and took the illusion as reality .
Zuo Wenqi saved the two pictures after the long post on Weibo, after thinking about it, he got up and went to Ning Xiaole's room and knocked on the door.
"Come on!"
A lively sound came from behind the door, and after a while, the door was opened with a gap from the inside.
Ning Xiaole poked his head out and smiled, "Brother Zuo, good evening~"
There was a bit of embarrassment in his smile, obviously because he was temporarily uncomfortable because of his public confession.
"Good evening." Zuo Wenqi rubbed his exposed head, "I have seen all your Weibo posts."
Ning Xiaole still maintained the posture of probing, and blinked: "So Brother Zuo, do you have any questions to ask?"
Zuo Wenqi nodded: "Well, I want to ask you about the specific situation at that time, is that okay?"
Since it was something Zuo Wenqi wanted to know, Ning Xiaole was of course happy to tell him, but he still pretended to think about it: "It is possible, but there are conditions."
"What conditions?"
"A glass of milk in exchange."
Ning Xiaole's eyes were bent, and there was a small dimple around her lips.
The milk at night was originally prepared by Zuo Wenqi before going to bed.
Hearing this condition, Zuo Wenqi almost understood his thoughts, with a smile in his eyes: "Okay, I'll come back later."
"Brother Zuo is the best~" Ning Xiaole said goodbye to Zuo Wenqi with a smile, and watched him leave before closing the door and throwing herself back on her bed, burying her face in the quilt.
To be honest, although he usually likes to say some very straightforward things, he still feels a little uncomfortable explaining his past like this.
But if the target is Brother Zuo, he is willing to try to adapt.
Ning Xiaole looked up from the soft quilt, picked up the phone to look at the long Weibo that had already reached the top three most searched, and took a screenshot by the way.
There is still a backlog of messages from many people in the private messages on WeChat and Starchaser. Ning Xiaole doesn't want to deal with it for the time being, and just clicks on the message that Wang Tang sent him.
Since seeing Wang Tang last time, it was inevitable that Wang Tang ran away again and he couldn't pay back the money, so he asked Zuo Wenqi to ask for Wang Tang's WeChat.
Wang Tang, Ling Yichu, and Zuo Wenqi are all friends, and under their influence, they often pay attention to the affairs of the entertainment industry, so they also discovered Ning Xiaole's long post immediately.
[Sister Tangtang: Lele, have you decided to confess so quickly? 】
[Lele: Well~ Because the timing is just right, and the object is Brother Zuo, I can't help but want to be honest with Brother Zuo]
[Sister Tangtang: Then, are you able to clarify your mind now? 】
Wang Tang's reply was quick, and Ning Xiaole looked at the question she sent, but couldn't type a reply for a while.
When Zuo Wenqi took him to talk to Wang Tang and Wang Tang last time, Wang Tang asked him what his feelings for Zuo Wenqi were like.
At that time, he said that he just wanted to be with the love of his life.
But Wang Tang asked him if he really liked Zuo Wenqi from the bottom of his heart, or just an illusion created because Zuo Wenqi was special to him.
Ning Xiaole couldn't answer.
He didn't care about everything about everyone, so naturally he didn't know what it would be like to really like someone, and at that time he didn't want Zuo Wenqi to know how he met Zuo Wenqi for the first time.
Wang Tang asked him to go back and think about it carefully, and then reconfirmed his own mood.
Now that he finally decided to completely confess the past to Zuo Wenqi, Wang Tang's first reaction was that maybe he had already thought about it.
It took a while for Ning Xiaole to finally type and reply.
【Lele: I still don't know】
【Lele: But I don't think such liking is an illusion】
【Lele: Even though I can't clearly say why I like Brother Zuo so much】
【Lele: But I can be sure that there is nothing wrong with such a relationship】
[Sister Tangtang: You can make up your mind to confess, which is actually a big improvement.]
[Sister Tangtang: Since you think so, it should be enough]
【Sister Tangtang: I still wish you a speedy recovery~】
【Lele: Thank you, Sister Tangtang】
【Lele: Cats Comparing Hearts.jpg】
After briefly mentioning this topic, Ning Xiaole chatted with Wang Tang about other things before replying to other people's private chats one by one.
After almost all the replies are finished, I go to take a comfortable bath and come out, and it's almost time to go to bed.
It was almost time for Zuo Wenqi to come over.
Ning Xiaole heard a knock at the door, ran to open the door, and saw Zuo Wenqi who had washed and changed into home clothes standing at the door, holding a glass of warm milk in his hand.
"Brother Zuo, good evening~" He greeted again happily, his attitude has become much more natural than before.
Zuo Wenqi raised his hand to rub his head, and handed him the milk by the way: "Good evening."
Ning Xiaole took the milk, the temperature was just right, not too hot and not too cold.
Still as warm as ever.
The curvature of the corners of his lips deepened a little, and soon returned to its original appearance, and he turned sideways to let Zuo Wenqi in.
But Zuo Wenqi asked him to go back and sit down first, and leave it to him to close the door.
Ning Xiaole held the cup, turned around and went back to the room first, sat on the chair beside the desk, and called Zuo Wenqi to sit directly on the edge of the bed.
Zuo Wenqi was not in a hurry to continue asking him, and after he finished drinking the milk, he took out a tissue and handed it to him, before speaking: "Now are you willing to tell me?"
Ning Xiaole put her hands on the chair and shook her legs: "Hmm! Brother Zuo, do you want to know why I really fell in love with Brother Zuo at that time?"
He smiled calmly, obviously knowing that Zuo Wenqi must have guessed the fact that he didn't tell the whole truth in the long article.
Zuo Wenqi nodded: "My guess is that you took the 'me' in the interview as that character, thinking that the character itself has found the hope of surviving."
After listening to his guess, Ning Xiaole nodded and shook his head: "Brother Zuo only guessed part of it right. I really didn't have the concept of TV shows at the time, so I confused Brother Zuo with that character, but at that time I just guessed a little. There is a touch.
"I really felt hopeful because I searched desperately for Zuo Ge on the screen. After searching for a whole day, I saw Zuo Ge show his face in another TV series. In that TV series, Zuo Ge played a lively and optimistic , a child loved by all."
Speaking of this, Zuo Wenqi almost understood what Ning Xiaole meant, and listened to him continue to talk about his past when his personality changed.
At that time, Ning Xiaole had no distinction between "reality" and "program", so he wanted to find out how that character would live later.
Patients who are also pessimistic delusions, because they have someone they yearn for in their hearts, they become optimistic and lively, and are loved by everyone.
He envied this role, so he also regarded him as the person he aspired to, and made himself such a person.
For a long time to come, he paid attention to the life of "that character" because of this, and it happened that the dramas broadcast during that time were all characters played by Zuo Wenqi with a better ending and a more outgoing personality.
From this, he built his own "real world" little by little.
Because "that character" has many friends and lives in a very lively environment, he also makes friends extensively, learns various skills, and meets more people.
It wasn't until three years later that he gradually learned from the discussions of the female classmates in his class that the person he was looking forward to was an actor, playing a different life.
At that time, the world he built was finalized, so from then on he officially paid attention to the person "Zuo Wenqi", and continued to obtain the motivation to persevere from Zuo Wenqi.
"I didn't dare to say this to Brother Zuo before, because I was worried that Brother Zuo would be disappointed because of my liking reason."
Ning Xiaole lowered her head slightly, looking a little nervous, but after a while, she felt the gentle force from the tip of her hair.
He raised his head, and met Zuo Wenqi's distressed gaze: "It is already my greatest honor to be liked by you."
Zuo Wenqi recalled that time, the reason why he had so many characters with lively characters and good endings was because he happened to be in a certain depression.
In order to let himself have even the joy of acting, all the small supporting roles he played are lively and beautiful.
At that time, all he recalled in his mind was the past with Ning Xiaole.
Thinking about this, Zuo Wenqi finally couldn't help but gently hug Ning Xiaole into his arms.
"Maybe this is also the fate that we were destined to meet."
The author has something to say: Thanks [an arctic rabbit] for the nutrient solution mua~
@左意晓月: At eight o’clock in the evening on August 23, 17 years later, [-] hours later, I first met Teacher Zuo on the screen.
The days from the age of five to seven were the hardest for me.Because of the accident at home, my life collapsed in an instant, lost its original color, and fell into the gloomy depression.
It was at this time that I met Teacher Zuo.
Maybe Mr. Zuo doesn't remember, but you once played a patient with pessimistic delusions, who died of suicide after playing for 23 minutes and 56 seconds.
After the death of that character, I saw the host's interview with Teacher Zuo. The host asked Teacher Zuo, what would you do if you really suffered from pessimistic hallucinations.
I still remember Teacher Zuo's answer at that time.
"I won't be overly pessimistic, because I still have a future, and I still have people I want to be close to."
It was at that moment that I thought I had found someone I was looking forward to getting close to.
I began to pay close attention to Teacher Zuo, pay attention to Teacher Zuo's works, and watched Teacher Zuo go up step by step through his own efforts. These are the motivations that Teacher Zuo constantly gave me, and let me return to a normal life little by little. .
My current optimism and cheerfulness are all due to the company of Mr. Zuo.
So when I knew that we set the plot independently for the third episode, I came up with the idea of giving it to Mr. Zuo as a gift.
Teacher Zuo, thank you for giving me hope and vitality.
[Image] [image]
·
Ning Xiaole attached two pictures at the end of his long Weibo, one is a small note he wrote when he was seven years old, and the other is the meeting between the angel and the devil at the beginning of this mime performance.
Under this Weibo, there have been many comments from fans of Ning Xiaole and Zuo Wenqi, as well as many friends that Ning Xiaole made through this Weibo before.
This Weibo is Ning Xiaole's star chasing account, so he used the honorific address for Zuo Wenqi after a long time, and the whole article is full of sincere emotions.
Others were moved by Ning Xiaole's expression of true feelings, but Zuo Wenqi felt distressed.
Only Zuo Wenqi focused on "pessimistic hallucinations".
According to what Wang Tang told him back then, Ning Xiaole's pessimistic hallucinations were very serious back then, and he probably couldn't tell the difference between "reality" and "TV programs".
Ning Xiaole most likely regarded him who was interviewed at that time as the character who committed suicide, thinking that the character himself had found hope in life, which gave him the illusion that he could also live well, and took the illusion as reality .
Zuo Wenqi saved the two pictures after the long post on Weibo, after thinking about it, he got up and went to Ning Xiaole's room and knocked on the door.
"Come on!"
A lively sound came from behind the door, and after a while, the door was opened with a gap from the inside.
Ning Xiaole poked his head out and smiled, "Brother Zuo, good evening~"
There was a bit of embarrassment in his smile, obviously because he was temporarily uncomfortable because of his public confession.
"Good evening." Zuo Wenqi rubbed his exposed head, "I have seen all your Weibo posts."
Ning Xiaole still maintained the posture of probing, and blinked: "So Brother Zuo, do you have any questions to ask?"
Zuo Wenqi nodded: "Well, I want to ask you about the specific situation at that time, is that okay?"
Since it was something Zuo Wenqi wanted to know, Ning Xiaole was of course happy to tell him, but he still pretended to think about it: "It is possible, but there are conditions."
"What conditions?"
"A glass of milk in exchange."
Ning Xiaole's eyes were bent, and there was a small dimple around her lips.
The milk at night was originally prepared by Zuo Wenqi before going to bed.
Hearing this condition, Zuo Wenqi almost understood his thoughts, with a smile in his eyes: "Okay, I'll come back later."
"Brother Zuo is the best~" Ning Xiaole said goodbye to Zuo Wenqi with a smile, and watched him leave before closing the door and throwing herself back on her bed, burying her face in the quilt.
To be honest, although he usually likes to say some very straightforward things, he still feels a little uncomfortable explaining his past like this.
But if the target is Brother Zuo, he is willing to try to adapt.
Ning Xiaole looked up from the soft quilt, picked up the phone to look at the long Weibo that had already reached the top three most searched, and took a screenshot by the way.
There is still a backlog of messages from many people in the private messages on WeChat and Starchaser. Ning Xiaole doesn't want to deal with it for the time being, and just clicks on the message that Wang Tang sent him.
Since seeing Wang Tang last time, it was inevitable that Wang Tang ran away again and he couldn't pay back the money, so he asked Zuo Wenqi to ask for Wang Tang's WeChat.
Wang Tang, Ling Yichu, and Zuo Wenqi are all friends, and under their influence, they often pay attention to the affairs of the entertainment industry, so they also discovered Ning Xiaole's long post immediately.
[Sister Tangtang: Lele, have you decided to confess so quickly? 】
[Lele: Well~ Because the timing is just right, and the object is Brother Zuo, I can't help but want to be honest with Brother Zuo]
[Sister Tangtang: Then, are you able to clarify your mind now? 】
Wang Tang's reply was quick, and Ning Xiaole looked at the question she sent, but couldn't type a reply for a while.
When Zuo Wenqi took him to talk to Wang Tang and Wang Tang last time, Wang Tang asked him what his feelings for Zuo Wenqi were like.
At that time, he said that he just wanted to be with the love of his life.
But Wang Tang asked him if he really liked Zuo Wenqi from the bottom of his heart, or just an illusion created because Zuo Wenqi was special to him.
Ning Xiaole couldn't answer.
He didn't care about everything about everyone, so naturally he didn't know what it would be like to really like someone, and at that time he didn't want Zuo Wenqi to know how he met Zuo Wenqi for the first time.
Wang Tang asked him to go back and think about it carefully, and then reconfirmed his own mood.
Now that he finally decided to completely confess the past to Zuo Wenqi, Wang Tang's first reaction was that maybe he had already thought about it.
It took a while for Ning Xiaole to finally type and reply.
【Lele: I still don't know】
【Lele: But I don't think such liking is an illusion】
【Lele: Even though I can't clearly say why I like Brother Zuo so much】
【Lele: But I can be sure that there is nothing wrong with such a relationship】
[Sister Tangtang: You can make up your mind to confess, which is actually a big improvement.]
[Sister Tangtang: Since you think so, it should be enough]
【Sister Tangtang: I still wish you a speedy recovery~】
【Lele: Thank you, Sister Tangtang】
【Lele: Cats Comparing Hearts.jpg】
After briefly mentioning this topic, Ning Xiaole chatted with Wang Tang about other things before replying to other people's private chats one by one.
After almost all the replies are finished, I go to take a comfortable bath and come out, and it's almost time to go to bed.
It was almost time for Zuo Wenqi to come over.
Ning Xiaole heard a knock at the door, ran to open the door, and saw Zuo Wenqi who had washed and changed into home clothes standing at the door, holding a glass of warm milk in his hand.
"Brother Zuo, good evening~" He greeted again happily, his attitude has become much more natural than before.
Zuo Wenqi raised his hand to rub his head, and handed him the milk by the way: "Good evening."
Ning Xiaole took the milk, the temperature was just right, not too hot and not too cold.
Still as warm as ever.
The curvature of the corners of his lips deepened a little, and soon returned to its original appearance, and he turned sideways to let Zuo Wenqi in.
But Zuo Wenqi asked him to go back and sit down first, and leave it to him to close the door.
Ning Xiaole held the cup, turned around and went back to the room first, sat on the chair beside the desk, and called Zuo Wenqi to sit directly on the edge of the bed.
Zuo Wenqi was not in a hurry to continue asking him, and after he finished drinking the milk, he took out a tissue and handed it to him, before speaking: "Now are you willing to tell me?"
Ning Xiaole put her hands on the chair and shook her legs: "Hmm! Brother Zuo, do you want to know why I really fell in love with Brother Zuo at that time?"
He smiled calmly, obviously knowing that Zuo Wenqi must have guessed the fact that he didn't tell the whole truth in the long article.
Zuo Wenqi nodded: "My guess is that you took the 'me' in the interview as that character, thinking that the character itself has found the hope of surviving."
After listening to his guess, Ning Xiaole nodded and shook his head: "Brother Zuo only guessed part of it right. I really didn't have the concept of TV shows at the time, so I confused Brother Zuo with that character, but at that time I just guessed a little. There is a touch.
"I really felt hopeful because I searched desperately for Zuo Ge on the screen. After searching for a whole day, I saw Zuo Ge show his face in another TV series. In that TV series, Zuo Ge played a lively and optimistic , a child loved by all."
Speaking of this, Zuo Wenqi almost understood what Ning Xiaole meant, and listened to him continue to talk about his past when his personality changed.
At that time, Ning Xiaole had no distinction between "reality" and "program", so he wanted to find out how that character would live later.
Patients who are also pessimistic delusions, because they have someone they yearn for in their hearts, they become optimistic and lively, and are loved by everyone.
He envied this role, so he also regarded him as the person he aspired to, and made himself such a person.
For a long time to come, he paid attention to the life of "that character" because of this, and it happened that the dramas broadcast during that time were all characters played by Zuo Wenqi with a better ending and a more outgoing personality.
From this, he built his own "real world" little by little.
Because "that character" has many friends and lives in a very lively environment, he also makes friends extensively, learns various skills, and meets more people.
It wasn't until three years later that he gradually learned from the discussions of the female classmates in his class that the person he was looking forward to was an actor, playing a different life.
At that time, the world he built was finalized, so from then on he officially paid attention to the person "Zuo Wenqi", and continued to obtain the motivation to persevere from Zuo Wenqi.
"I didn't dare to say this to Brother Zuo before, because I was worried that Brother Zuo would be disappointed because of my liking reason."
Ning Xiaole lowered her head slightly, looking a little nervous, but after a while, she felt the gentle force from the tip of her hair.
He raised his head, and met Zuo Wenqi's distressed gaze: "It is already my greatest honor to be liked by you."
Zuo Wenqi recalled that time, the reason why he had so many characters with lively characters and good endings was because he happened to be in a certain depression.
In order to let himself have even the joy of acting, all the small supporting roles he played are lively and beautiful.
At that time, all he recalled in his mind was the past with Ning Xiaole.
Thinking about this, Zuo Wenqi finally couldn't help but gently hug Ning Xiaole into his arms.
"Maybe this is also the fate that we were destined to meet."
The author has something to say: Thanks [an arctic rabbit] for the nutrient solution mua~
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