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Ning Xiaole was embraced by Zuo Wenqi again, and he could even feel the slight trembling of Zuo Wenqi's arms.

He gently put his hands on Zuo Wenqi's arms, and then gave him a firmer hug, comforting him with a firm and optimistic mood.

After waiting for a long time, the two finally separated again.

Zuo Wenqi looked at Ning Xiaole and asked, "Did you suffer from any mental illness before?"

Ning Xiaole still didn't hide anything: "Well, it's been two years."

After receiving such an answer, Zuo Wenqi asked again seriously: "Then would you like to meet a friend with me?"

"Okay."

Before Zuo Wenqi could finish his follow-up words, Ning Xiaole simply responded, fully and completely trusting Zuo Wenqi.

Zuo Wenqi didn't intend for him to hide anything from him. He raised his hand and stroked his soft hair, and said softly: "That friend is a psychologist I know. I'm worried that your previous symptoms may not be cured. If you don't want to If you go, I won't force you."

Even though she knew who she was going to meet, Ning Xiaole still didn't mind at all, and raised her head slightly: "If Brother Zuo wants me to go, I don't mind."

He met Zuo Wenqi's gaze, smiled brightly, and voluntarily revealed everything about himself in front of Zuo Wenqi.

It was the first time for Zuo Wenqi to gain such a wholehearted trust from a person, seeing his unreserved and pure smile, his heart felt sore.

He took Ning Xiaole's hand and led him downstairs, preparing to go back to the hotel with him.

Ning Xiaole was well-behaved and obedient throughout the whole process, similar to her usual state.

After returning to the hotel, he said goodbye to Zuo Wenqi, and went back to his room to have a good rest.

On the second day, Zuo Wenqi asked for a day off with the crew in advance, and took him out to meet his psychiatrist friend.

The clinic where the psychiatrist works is very close to the place where Zuo Wenqi lived before, and it is also a place close to the suburbs. It was transformed from a villa.

The outside of the clinic is decorated warmly and delicately, and it looks like a place where rich people would come.

Zuo Wenqi parked his car nearby, and naturally led Ning Xiaole's hand into the clinic together.

"Jingle Bell--"

The bell hanging above the door rang with the sound of Zuo Wenqi pushing the door, and Ning Xiaole looked inside curiously.

The interior of the clinic is mostly decorated in bright and warm colors, which makes people feel very comfortable and at ease.

"Good morning."

A tall woman came down the stairs. She was wearing a sky blue dress, her long hair was loose, and her voice sounded very gentle.

Ning Xiaole's eyes widened when he saw her, and he said in surprise, "Sister Tangtang?!"

Wang Tang also seemed a little surprised: "Lele? Are you the friend that Xiao Qi said he would bring?"

"You guys know each other?" Zuo Wenqi was a little curious.

Ning Xiaole nodded with a smile: "Yes! Sister Tangtang is the savior of our family! If it weren't for Sister Tangtang, I might have dropped out of high school."

After saying this, he began to explain in detail to Zuo Wenqi: "When I was in high school, my mother's depression became severe, and she couldn't continue to work and maintain a normal life, so I was thinking about dropping out of school."

"At that time, Sister Tangtang came to our school to give a lecture on mental health. Our head teacher and school leaders knew about my mother's situation and tried to take me to Sister Tangtang for help. Sister Tangtang agreed without saying a word."

"During that time, Sister Tangtang helped me take care of and enlighten my mother, and also subsidized my tuition for a period of time. Later, my mother's condition improved, and when we wanted to pay back the money to Sister Tangtang, Sister Tangtang suddenly disappeared. .”

Having said that, Ning Xiaole looked at Wang Tang and smiled even more happily: "Now I can count on finding Sister Tangtang!"

Wang Tang smiled helplessly: "I told you, I'm really rich, and I don't lack those who supported your family at that time. But now that you are an actor and have a stable income, since you have found it again, I don't care about it." Mind if you pay it back slowly."

"I knew Sister Tangtang was the best~" Ning Xiaole responded happily, as if she was about to start paying back the money.

Wang Tang obviously thought the same way, and poked his forehead with a finger: "I have never seen many people who are so happy to pay back the money."

Ning Xiaole chuckled, without the slightest thought that she was at a loss.

The two had a happy interaction here, while Zuo Wenqi on the other side looked a little unhappy.

He also wanted to be able to help Ning Xiaole when he needed it.

Zuo Wenqi pursed his lips lightly, looking down at the hands he and Ning Xiaole were still holding together, as if someone had wronged him.

Fortunately, Ning Xiaole and Wang Tang didn't talk for long, and soon Wang Tang turned the topic back to business: "By the way, Xiao Qi called me yesterday to make an appointment, saying that he would bring a friend over to consult with me today. So this friend is Lele?"

Ning Xiaole nodded: "Well, it's me~"

He still spoke happily, and he didn't look like a person with any psychological problems at all.

But Wang Tang believed that Zuo Wenqi was not someone who would entertain her, so he pondered for a while and said, "Then you all come with me."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and went to another small room opened under the stairs. After opening the glass door, she said, "This is a small soundproof room. Come with me, Lele. Xiao Qi can wait in the living room first."

Ning Xiaole nodded, let go of the hand holding Zuo Wenqi first, and looked up at Zuo Wenqi: "Then I'll go in, brother Zuo wait for me~"

He showed a small canine tooth, warm and lovely under the light yellow light, as if expressing his dependence.

Zuo Wenqi, who was slightly unhappy at first, regained his mood, nodded, watched him enter the small room, and then found a sofa beside him to sit down.

Ning Xiaole followed Wang Tang all the way into the small room, and saw that the layout inside was also very warm and comfortable. A small round table was placed between two soft single sofas, which was just right for two people to have a heart-to-heart exchange.

Wang Tang took out a bag of scented tea from the small cupboard on the other side, brewed two cups of tea and put it on the small round table, smiling gently: "Okay, since it's Lele, I won't have the previous social session, Can we get straight to the point?"

"I can do it~" Ning Xiaole replied very casually, obviously completely in the state.

Seeing this, Wang Tang didn't waste any more time, and directly said that he had heard Ning Xiaole's mother mention that he had suffered from a similar mental illness when he was a child, but he didn't care about it after he recovered, so he asked about his original illness.

But Ning Xiaole didn't know what kind of disease he suffered from back then, he only remembered the situation at that time.

He briefly described it, and he fell into a very pessimistic mood. He felt that the world he lived in was only indifference and darkness, and only sadness.

No one is willing to help them, and everyone is hurting their family.Whenever guests came to the house, he felt that they were mocking their situation.

It wasn't until later by accident that he discovered that the previous indifference was actually just his own fantasy, and that relatives and friends had actually been trying to help them all the time.

During the visits, he gave them fruit, food, and daily necessities, and even comforted his mother and helped her get out of the mild depression at that time.

He rediscovered the beauty of the world and began to pursue a lively life.

In order to be able to make friends, he taught himself various skills in his spare time, extensively studied and socialized, and gradually became the most popular person in the school.

This has become who he is today.

When Ning Xiaole talked about this experience, he smiled happily, as if his pursuit of excitement and joy was the only thing he should do.

After listening roughly, Wang Tang asked again: "Then what do you do when you are sad?"

Ning Xiaole's answer was similar to what she told Zuo Wenqi: "I won't be sad, the real world should be lively and happy, so I won't feel sad anymore."

"You... haven't felt unhappy since you were seven years old?" Wang Tang's eyes showed surprise, and it was obvious that something was wrong.

Ning Xiaole nodded, thought for a while and said: "There are exceptions. Once I enter the play, I can't get out easily, so if the character's emotions are pessimistic, I may also have sad emotions. But these emotions are not It will appear in the real world~"

From his expression and description, Wang Tang already had an idea, and asked another question: "Then can I ask, what opportunity did you use to return from the 'fantasy' world to the 'real' world?" where?"

Hearing this question, the smile in Ning Xiaole's eyes softened: "It's because I 'met' Brother Zuo."

……

After nearly half an hour, Wang Tang finally walked out of the small room, and Zuo Wenqi quickly stepped forward and asked her, "How is it?"

Wang Tang closed the soundproof door casually, and sighed: "Judging from Lele's current performance, I preliminarily conclude that it is hallucination."

"Fantasy?" Zuo Wenqi frowned slightly, he was a little unfamiliar with this disease.

Wang Tang nodded and explained to him: "There are many types of hallucinations. From the age of five to seven, Lele had pessimistic hallucinations, which manifested only in the emotion of sadness.

"And after the age of seven, his pessimistic hallucinations turned into optimistic hallucinations, which is the exact opposite of the pessimistic ones, that is, there is only one emotion of happiness."

"Generally speaking, the complication of optimistic hallucinations is emotional indifference. He looks very happy and enthusiastic, but in fact he doesn't care about everything happening around him. Even the death of a loved one will not cause him any negativity."

Hearing this, Zuo Wenqi remembered Ning Xiaole's attitude towards the past several times before, and finally understood why he was so optimistic.

But from the present point of view, optimistic hallucinations don't seem to be a disease that has a great impact on Ning Xiaole himself. Zuo Wenqi then asked: "Apart from this, what are the negatives?" Does it affect?"

Wang Tang sighed again: "If Lele was just an ordinary person, optimistic delusions would not affect him whether he was treated or not, but he just became an actor."

"People with hallucinations can actually be understood as people who are playing a certain emotional self. They are originally people in the play. Once they let themselves enter another role state, playing a play is very important for them. Difficult things."

"Once you repeatedly enter the drama and 'out of the drama', it may even lead to schizophrenia in the end, and if it is more serious, you may die of depression because you can't get out of the drama."

Zuo Wenqi had already experienced the difficulty of acting in Ning Xiaole before.

Now he has only acted in three scripts, and yesterday, there was already a situation of repeated state, if it continues...

Zuo Wenqi didn't dare to imagine the result, and then asked: "Then is there any solution?"

But Wang Tang looked at him seriously: "The only way may be you."

Zuo Wenqi was stunned for a moment: "...Me?"

"Yeah." Wang Tang turned his head to look at Ning Xiaole who was sitting neatly inside the glass door, "If he wants to cure optimistic delusions, he needs to have sad emotions in the 'real world' he constructed himself, and You are the only one who can make him care, and only you can possibly hurt him."

Zuo Wenqi also followed Wang Tang's gaze and turned to look at Ning Xiaole in the room.

Ning Xiaole was holding the small teacup in her hand, she didn't know if she noticed something, she suddenly turned her head to look this way, and met Zuo Wenqi's gaze.

I don't know if he felt Zuo Wenqi's emotions at this moment, he smiled softly, his clear pupils were clean and pure.

Zuo Wenqi's expression became a little softer.

He turned his head to look at Wang Tang again, but still chose to shake his head: "Then I may not be able to do it."

"Whether it is malicious or kind, I will never hurt Lele, this is my promise to him."

The author has something to say: Reminder in the back row: I made up the hallucinations myself, there is no mua in reality~

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