I said I was going to get a divorce

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There was a turmoil between them, the younger brother stood in the center of the Shura field, and immediately saw that something was wrong, guessing that this aggressive young man might be He Zhang's ex-boyfriend.

He made an excuse that he wanted to go to the toilet, put oil on the soles of his feet, and ran very fast.

Seeing that he was so sensible, Gu Changji immediately turned off the fire.

He was not polite, and sat down opposite He Zhang, thinking about the recent events in his mind, preparing to settle the score.

"Why are you here?" He Zhang said.

Gu Changji laughed angrily: "I still want to ask, why didn't you message me back."

He Zhang: "..."

To be honest, Gu Changji was hurt by his silence.

During this period of time, he made countless excuses for He Zhang in his heart. At this moment, even if He Zhang lied and said he didn't see the message, it was better than keeping silent.He would at least convince himself to believe it.

But He Zhang didn't.

Back then, He Zhang didn't even bat an eye when he told a big lie in front of both parents, but now he is not even willing to tell a white lie for Gu Changji.

He expressed his sincerity, but he ended up feeding the dog.

No wonder He Zhang told him at the beginning that he should have a good eye for seeing people, and that's what he meant.

But he wasn't smart enough.

"I don't know what to say," He Zhang said, "I thought..."

At this moment, the resident singer in the bar sang a soft song. As soon as the prelude started, Gu Changji recognized it. It was the song He Zhang played in front of him.

He Zhang heard it too, froze for a moment, and glanced at him uneasily.

"Let's go talk elsewhere." He Zhang said.

Gu Changji had a rebellious mental attack, so he refused to get up, hugged his arms and said, "I think it's pretty good here, besides, aren't you waiting for your good brother?"

The graceful voice of the female singer came out through the microphone: "the water is wide, I can't get over..."

Gu Changji moved his ears.

"It's too noisy here, let's go out and talk."

He had so many problems, which made Gu Changji very impatient. He said, "It's fine to go out, but you have to give me a good explanation."

He glanced back, Liu Xi was sitting on the spot playing a game, a man approached him to talk to him, but he didn't respond.

When walking out of the gate, a female voice was singing: "ashipthereis, andshesailthesea..."

They walked for a distance, and the faint singing entangled their footsteps, like the fragrance of flowers, gradually dissipating.He Zhang's back is still straight, but his steps are heavy, as if there is a lot of melancholy in it.

Gu Changji remembered the "thinking barrier" he once said, and he thought that a door had been opened between him and He Zhang.

But at this moment, he clearly felt that the door was closed tightly, giving him a solid rejection.

But he felt unwilling, and was still waiting for He Zhang's explanation on what he really thought.For the first time, he was so persistent in trying to figure out his position in this person's heart.

The night is dark, only the floating dust and neon lights in the air still show their vitality.The rhythmic music in the distance swayed and swayed, blurring the confused night.

He Zhang spoke, but did not continue the previous topic. "My junior brother is a new member of the orchestra, so..."

Gu Changji didn't understand why he brought this up, so he frowned and said, "Why are you talking about him? I'm not interested in him."

"Don't you want an explanation?"

"Who asked you to explain this?" It was too funny, too ignorant, Gu Changji couldn't keep up with He Zhang's thought transition, and he didn't even know where to start getting angry.

After another period of silence, He Zhang said, "Because I think you are very angry."

"Isn't this nonsense? If you send me a message, I'll ignore you and turn around to go on a date with my junior sister. Would you be angry instead?"

"I didn't date him." He Zhang said.

"That's not the point! The point is why you played dead in front of me all this time, okay?"

He Zhang was silent again.

It was only then that Gu Changji realized how boring He Zhang was.He felt that He Zhang tonight was very strange, he even looked a little clumsy, and he didn't look like him at all.

"He Zhang," he said with exhaustion in his tone, "do you not want to keep in touch with me at all?"

Before waiting for an answer, he gave the answer himself: "Yes, it's because I have a hot face and a cold ass, and I thought I was friends with you..."

"I don't want to be your friend." He Zhang said.

"Yes, I know," Gu Changji's heart flinched, and the dull pain forced him to take a few steps back and turn around, "I'm fucking very clear. Thank you for telling me today! "

"What do you know!" He Zhang pushed forward at this moment, grabbed his shoulder, and said through gritted teeth, "You have been torturing me all this time!"

"Yes, yes, marrying me is in dire straits, Commander He Da, now you don't have to be tortured by me, and you will go to civil affairs tomorrow—"

He Zhang violently hugged him into his arms, causing his words to stop abruptly.Gu Changji felt the scorching heat on his arms, the two of them had rapid heartbeats, they were dizzy for a while, and they didn't understand the current situation.

He Zhang's body undulated violently, as if he was enduring great suffering.

"Let me tell you," his voice seemed to be refined by that fiery emotion, turning into hot and flowing magma, "why didn't I reply to your message."

Gu Changji was extremely nervous, more nervous than any other moment in his life. He wanted to say another word, but he was afraid that his trembling voice would reveal his emotions.So he just listened in silence.

"Because I'm escaping, I'm afraid to hear the word of divorce from you again. I'm afraid that you contact me because you want to cut off the only connection between us."

Gu Changji was so shocked, as if he had glimpsed some great secret, that he lost his mind and stammered and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Do you have to say it clearly?" He Zhang said, "Gu Changji, I'm not the one who can separate sex and love."

I don't know if he listened to this sentence, because his eyes are wide open, obviously this matter has caused the CPU to overload.

He Zhang was angry and wanted to laugh, he looked down at this guy's lips, recalling the touch and tenderness that night, his heart felt hot, he slowly closed his eyes, and approached him.

"Catch the thief—"

A high-pitched cry was extremely penetrating, calling Gu Changji's soul back, and he hurriedly looked back.He Zhang was interrupted because of a good thing, raised his head angrily, and saw a man rushing here recklessly, as if he had no eyes, he bumped into Gu Changji.

Before he could react, He Zhang's long legs stepped out, catching up with the rabbit-like figure.

Immediately afterwards, several spirited lads also rushed over.Enduring the pain in his waist, Gu Changji trotted, and saw He Zhang subduing the man under the dim light in the distance.

That scene was like a picture in a movie, He Zhang, who was so far away from him, looked so clear.He still didn't know where the pain in his heart came from, and where to relieve it.

He Zhang stood up and looked back at the first moment, but somehow he lost his courage and avoided that look.

Suddenly someone patted him behind him, and Liu Xi said out of breath, "Brother, I was scared to death, so many people ran out suddenly, I thought it was you and He Zhang who were fighting."

Gu Changji gave an unnatural "hm", turned around and saw He Zhang getting closer, suddenly flustered.

Fortunately, another person went up to meet him and asked for the purse from the thief. It turned out that the person who stole it was He Zhang's younger brother.

He Zhang patted him and said a few words of comfort. When he looked up again, Gu Changji, who was hiding there, was nowhere to be seen.

He looked there for a long time, roots had grown under his feet, and he was unwilling to move.

"What's wrong?" asked the younger brother.

"It's nothing, let's go." The corner of He Zhang's mouth curled into a smile, but his expression didn't look happy.

……

Gu Changji huddled in the dark and small space, clicked on the search engine, and searched for the lyrics of that song with trembling fingers.

Ashipthereis, andshesailthesea.

There is a sailboat sailing to the ocean.

She's loaded deep as deep can be,

full of loads,

but not so deep pas the love I'min.

But I can't take my love.

I know not if Isinkorswim.

I don't know if I will indulge in this, or reach the other shore.

This is a Scottish ballad about a boy who cannot be loved.