I said I was going to get a divorce

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He Zhang seldom drank alcohol, to be precise, he seldom drank alcohol.

His biological father often drank alcohol after he was frustrated, paralyzed his nerves, was in a daze, and finally vented his anger with violence.He didn't have a good impression of alcohol, but when he grew up, he learned to drink in the face of interpersonal relationships.

He doesn't like the smell of cigarettes either, but occasionally when he's bored and even candy can't suppress the sense of panic, he'll smoke one.

Just stop at one, and you won't spoil yourself.

He understands that he lives in restraint.

Gu Changji is different.His life was full of feasting and the fragrance of makeup and powder early in his life. He Zhang even remembered that when he was in high school, he swayed into the classroom with lip prints, and the mixed smell of perfume and red wine wafted from his body.

He Zhang hates cigarettes, alcohol, and Gu Changji.

He hated the weightlessness of being out of control, and the instinct to follow his desires.

The waltz on the dance floor seemed to be dancing lightly in his ears, and He Zhang hated this self who could distinguish every beat.

He had no reason to be angry, dancing didn't mean anything, and it was impossible for Gu Changji to have any ambiguity with that woman.

What he hated was the pair of eyes facing him, from which he saw his own humbleness.

——When Gu Changji is with a beautiful woman, he is very right.

He didn't want to think about it.

After discovering the signs of this relationship, he could no longer deny it, nor did he want to ignore it.Obviously he had already planned to give up, but he felt that he would be able to do it.

When he discovered Wu Yuan's sincerity at the beginning, although he was shocked, he only ushered in a temporary loss and proposed to break up.

When the fate has come to an end, it is suitable to separate in place and each take a road from now on.

It should be the same for him and Gu Changji.If you are reluctantly bound together, you should resolutely let go on the day the contract expires and abide by the agreement made by the two.

But the word "divorce" was like a red-hot iron, and he felt a sharp pain just by touching it.

It was the pain of the flesh being roasted.

How much people like to make trouble for themselves, he obviously doesn't want to think about it, but he still often thinks of Gu Changji holding a girl's hand and telling him clearly: We are strangers.

He decided to indulge once and get himself drunk without thinking about the consequences.

After today, he won't worry about Gu Changji anymore.

"You continue to drink like this..." Suddenly came the voice behind him that he least wanted to hear, "It's not me who is drunk tonight."

Gu Changji still held the car keys in his hand, and his forehead was covered with sweat.

Seeing a pile of bottles on the table, he frowned casually.He rushed back in a hurry, but he didn't expect to see this scene. "you're not feeling OK?"

Weird, weird, what is he worrying about, Commander He Da?

"No," He Zhang could still laugh, "Today is your sister's birthday, so it's nothing if I'm not happy."

Happy to leave early at Gu Erxin's birthday party?Gu Changji suddenly ran out of words.Hearing that He Zhang was feeling unwell and returned home early, he was quite worried, but when he came back, he saw He Zhang drinking away his sorrows, like a lovelorn lovelorn.

At this moment, many guesses flashed through his mind, but he couldn't ask any of them.

He Zhang has always been a silent person.

"It's fine if I come back, what are you doing back?"

Gu Changji didn't answer, and he himself wasn't in a good mood either, so he picked up the bottle and said, "It's whiskey, then I'll drink it with you."

He Zhang suddenly grabbed his hand holding the wine bottle.

"What, what?"

Gu Changji was taken aback. This man's palms were too hot. Thin calluses rubbed against the back of his hands, causing a strange ripple in his heart.

"You can't drink."

He Zhang doesn't drink often, but his capacity for alcohol is surprisingly good. He is still sober at the moment.

"I'm not like you. My good brother has both sides, how can I let you drink alone."

The word "good brother" made He Zhang very upset again. Only then did he realize that he was really drunk. He indulged his anger and couldn't control the strength in his hand. Gu Changji was pinched until Gu Changji cried out in pain. He immediately let go , still not angry, said coldly: "I won't care about you even if your stomach hurts to death."

Gu Changji took out stomach medicine from the medicine box under the coffee table, threw it on the table, and stared back fiercely. "Who the hell wants you to care?"

……

The wine worms in Gu Changji's stomach are fake and shoddy ones.

He loves to drink, but gets drunk easily. The first characteristic of being drunk is that his eyes are extraordinarily bright as if they have just been washed.Soon his chatterbox was opened by Pandora, and he chatted a lot.

He Zhang sat across from him, his hands stopped long ago, only Gu Changji was still pouring wine into his mouth glass by glass.His face was red in patches, the hair on his forehead drooped down, and was wet in locks and locks, and his eyelashes were also steamed with mist. He was clearly close at hand, but hazy and unrecognizable.

This is really dangerous, He Zhang thought, he felt that Gu Changji looked like a snack right now.He had to say something to spoil the mood.

"I heard you fired Wu Yuan?"

Gu Changji put down his wine glass, and said confidently, "That's right!"

"why?"

"Because I..." Gu Changji wanted to say that he hated him, but he suddenly remembered the information about Wu Yuan in his chaotic mind, and suddenly laughed out loud.

This laugh was endless, he clutched his stomach and rolled, laughing until he coughed.

"What are you laughing at?" He Zhang was afraid that he would hit the coffee table, and planned to support him, but was tripped by the lunatic, and put his hands on his side, "Don't laugh!"

Gu Changji really stopped laughing.When he met He Zhang's gaze, his cheeks were hot, only his two eyes were shining, like stars just plucked, and like a tight spider web, which could suck him in at any time.

"Why do you care so much?" Gu Changji exhaled like a prairie fire, but his voice was unprecedentedly quiet, "Wu Yuan liked me in high school, do you know that?"

He Zhang's heart shrank suddenly: "Who told you?"

Gu Changji was unwilling to answer what he wanted to hear, and smiled provocatively at He Zhang: "You don't believe it? He still learned how to write and draw from me at that time..."

"Wu Yuan told you?"

Gu Changji didn't answer. Seeing He Zhang's distraught look, he felt even more upset, and suddenly rolled to the side: "I won't talk anymore, I want to sleep!"

Afterwards, it was useless for Ren He Zhang to shake him, and when he was annoyed by shaking him, he suddenly threw his head over and lay a pillow on He Zhang's lap.

He Zhang: "..."

He was tense, not daring to move.

"Hey," Gu Changji seemed to have discovered something terrible, and touched the thing that hit his forehead with his hand, "What is this? It's so hot, you've hidden a light bulb in your crotch."

He Zhang took a breath and clasped his wrist: "Don't touch it randomly."

Gu Changji called him: "Strong and strong."

The black cat sleeping upstairs meowed when the owner called her.

This hit Gu Changji's laugh point again, he curled up like a lunatic, laughing so hard that his whole body trembled.

How should I describe that feeling, like gravel spilled on a solid marble floor, the sound of particles penetrated the fiber cloth, passed from the skin to the cerebral cortex, and finally landed in the heart, turning into fine and dense itches.

He Zhang couldn't bear it anymore, he straightened up, trying to drag Gu Changji up.

He was drunk, his head was heavy, and his feet were on the clouds.Gu Changji, on the other hand, was too lazy to stand still, like a cotton flower, a wisp of wind, being pulled into his arms, dangling around.

"Where are you going?"

He Zhang didn't know either, he looked around and dragged Gu Changji to the bathroom of the master bedroom.

"Go and wake you up."

The night deepened quietly, and it started to rain.On the transparent glass window, the raindrops merged into lines one by one, blurring the situation inside and outside.

He Zhang dragged Gu Changji into the bathtub. He wanted to be rough, but he didn't intend to step on Gu Changji's legs at all, and he was afraid that if he really fell like this, he would hit the back of his head.

Water started to pour into the bathtub, and Gu Changji's shirt was still on, and he himself seemed to be planning to soak like this.

He Zhang planned to leave him alone, turned around to leave, but was suddenly pulled back.

"You—" Even He Zhang lost his temper, planning to teach this drunk a lesson.

Gu Changji was lying on the side of the bathtub, his chin resting on his arm, his right hand was pulling his trouser leg, and he raised his face and smiled at him. "Strong."

"What the hell are you going to do?"

He Zhang was in a hurry to go back and solve his own problems, and if he stayed with Gu Changji in this state, he couldn't guarantee what would happen.

"You treat me pretty well," Gu Changji said, tilting his head, "I'm so uncomfortable, can you help me take off my clothes?"

He Zhang: "..."

He quickly fished Gu Changji out, and turned on the shower above his head.

In an instant, warm water poured down on them, and Gu Changji was so excited that he supported He Zhang's shoulder.

"Is this interesting?" He Zhang pushed him against the cold wall, pressed his face against his misty eyes, and gritted his teeth a little, "Gu Changji, are you drunk after all?"

The thin water column was still surrounding them, not only did the heat not drop, but it started to heat up.

Gu Changji didn't move or speak, just stared at him like this, blinking his eyes, the water droplets on his cheeks slowly gathered and hung on his chin, his Adam's apple moved, and the water droplets fell, hitting the soaked shirt.

I don't know when it started, the breaths of the two slowly approached, He Zhang supported the wall with his hands, his heart heaved violently.

Gu Changji raised his hand and placed it on his face.

He Zhang thought it was a refusal, and his heart sank.

He was about to leave, but he heard Gu Changji speak.

"you're so beautiful."

He Zhang is so beautiful, it's his favorite look.

That's what he felt when we first met.

Later he thought more than once, why isn't He Zhang a girl?

Why does He Zhang hate him so much?

What did they do wrong when they were not so sensible.

He Zhang heard his own voice trembling: "Do you know what you are talking about?"

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Ah Jin said that children under the age of 70 are not allowed to read the content in the ellipsis. Come and read to me silently: "Prosperity, democracy, civilization, harmony, freedom, equality, justice, rule of law, patriotism, dedication, integrity and friendliness."

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The sound of rain outside the window was getting louder. Before Xia Tian came to knock on the door, there was a thunderstorm to say hello.With the sound of rain mixed together, He Zhang straightened up and asked hurriedly, "Can I?"

Before getting an answer, a light flashed outside the window, illuminating the dim space.

Gu Changji's expression gradually became confused.

He Zhang asked again patiently. "May I?"

Immediately afterwards, a huge thunder fell, and the rumbling sound shocked both of them.

Gu Changji finally saw the situation in front of him clearly, opened his eyes suddenly, and pushed him away.