Eye of the Leopard

Xu Yiqing said, "I don't really want to see it."

Yang Yue didn't seem to hear, and walked towards the edge of the roof.

The torrential rain poured down.Rainwater accumulated on the roof of the building, and every time Yang Yue took a step, water splashed around his feet.The rain rushes and roars beneath his feet.

He squatted on the edge of the roof, stroking the stainless steel railing with both hands.As Liang Yan said, the height of the stainless steel railing reaches the calf.

Xu Yiqing held an umbrella to his side, down, the playground was out of reach.

Xu Yiqing felt palpitations, squatted down with Yang Yue, and also held the stainless steel railing: "Let's go down."

Yang Yue said, "Xu Yiqing, you can't leave." The stainless steel railings felt cold and slippery to the touch.

Xu Yiqing said, "Last night you said that I could leave here and go to Sichuan University."

"You can leave here, but not me."

"My leaving doesn't affect your friendship with me."

"No, you will have a new life and new friends. Your friendship with everyone will fade. I don't want this result."

"Then what result do you want?"

"I want you to put me first."

"You are already my first friend. And I have always regarded you as a good friend."

"Xu Yiqing, what if I don't want to be your friend?" Yang Yue gripped the railing tightly, "I've always wanted to know if turning over the horizontal bar on the top of the building will feel the same as turning over the bottom."

Xu Yiqing said, "What are you talking about? Yang Yue, what do you mean?"

"That means." Yang Yue said, "Three!"

He fell down instantly.

"Ah!" Xu Yiqing lost her voice and let go of her umbrella.The panic rose into the sky, causing a thunderstorm in the sky.Xu Yiqing asked: "Yang Yue, what are you doing?!" He grabbed Yang Yue's wrists and looked down at him.

"I'll be your dog." Yang Yue grinned.

Xu Yiqing suddenly remembered that he said that some people like pain.

Below Yang Yue is the playground.Next to Ling Weiwei's body came the funeral home's car.Vehicles are as small as black dots.

"Xu Yiqing, you failed to save others, but you can save me again." 16-year-old Yang Yue struggled down with his right hand, out of Xu Yiqing's palm, and let go of the railing. Dangling in the air.

Xu Yiqing firmly held his left wrist with both hands: "I didn't cause you to fall to death now."

"Yeah, I actually scared you." Yang Yue was still laughing, taking advantage of Xu Yiqing's trauma, "Zhao Xuan, Yao Lingling, Ling Weiwei. It's only three things. How could you be lucky enough to witness someone else jumping for the fourth time?"

The sound of thunder is like a drum, one pass higher than the other.

Yang Yue felt that Xu Yiqing's hands were icy cold.

Yang Yue thought: Why don't you take him with you.Then Xu Yiqing will always be, I will always be 16 years old, and there will no longer be anything beyond my control.

"If I promise you, will it include sex?" Xu Yiqing smiled wryly, with a small dimple poking out on his left cheek with sorrow.

In the rainstorm, the white T-shirt was attached to his thin body, docilely.The collarbone is clearly visible.

Yang Yue was reminded by Xu Yiqing that he hadn't enjoyed carnal desires yet.

Color blinds the mind.

: "Master." Yang Yue gave up taking him to jump off.

"I stay with you, can there be a time limit?" Xu Yiqing didn't correct the address.

"Seven years. Seven years will not affect your normal and mainstream life. I will also graduate from college by then. You can see the end."

Xu Yiqing let go of his left hand, and stretched out his right hand: "Actually, your jumping off the building really has nothing to do with me."

"Your logic is right." Yang Yue held him with his right hand and turned back to the roof, "You really don't have any obligations to me. But you want me to live, I'm so happy."

Yang Yue picked up Wen Ya's floral umbrella.

Xu Yiqing stopped in place.The torrential downpour made him dizzy.

In this way, Xiao Xu was picked by Yang Yue.

On July 01, at 30:[-] pm on a weekday, there were more shop assistants than customers in the mall.The sun is blazing outside, but the air conditioner is on the inside.

In the "A Yogurt Cow" shop on the second floor, the clerk is stirring the yogurt Zimilu.A handsome boy is waiting in front of the cash register.

Another handsome boy sat on a stool in the store, waiting for a drink.

The mixer was booming, Xu Yiqing was bored waiting, took out the pink swicth from the canvas satchel, and logged into her account.He thought: the original owner's archive cannot be overwritten.

The handle of this powder swicth is gray.This is Ling Weiwei's switch.

Xu Yiqing went to Ling Weiwei's farewell ceremony yesterday, and received this swicth as soon as she got home.

On the 28th, Ling Weiwei was carried away by the car of the funeral home, and the third shift disbanded on the spot.The students did not take group photos or have dinner together.

Chen Haozhe quit the group chat, and none of his classmates could contact him again.

Zhao Jiayi speculated with Xu Yiqing in private: Chen Haozhe should have changed his number and phone number.

On the 29th, the police called Xu Yiqing away and copied his WeChat chat records.

He was just a witness, irrelevant, and he was not embarrassed by the police.

Xu Ruifang and Song You insisted that he receive psychological counseling, so Yang Yue recommended his own psychologist and made an appointment for him at two o'clock this afternoon.

The yogurt purple rice dew was placed in front of Xu Yiqing.

Xu Yiqing put away the switch and put it back in the bag.

Yang Yue sat across from her: "Weibo just reposted the news: Zhang Chengjun died of hydrofluoric acid, and died in pain. I didn't see the sign to refute the rumor."

"Ling Weiwei finally repaid the love we had in the parking lot." Xu Yiqing said, "She asked me if Zhang Chengjun's punishment was enough, and I said it was not enough in disguise. She completed enough punishment for me by the way. She could have begged me in her last words Punish the rapist for her."

Xu Yiqing took a sip of Zimilu.

"She knows that you are just an ordinary high school student, not a policeman." Yang Yue said, "Don't always think about Ling Weiwei. My psychologist is very professional and will take you out of the shadows. Think about something else. For example, why do you think about it? To be a teacher?"

"I want to be a more responsible teacher than Zhang Chengjun and protect my students." Xu Yiqing thought of something else, "Yang Yue, why did you choose me? Instead of looking for those..." He made a vague gesture to summarize, "People with the same hobbies?"

Yang Yue thought: I don't want them, because they are not you.

"Not familiar." Yang Yue said, "Don't worry."

"If you don't spend more time with them, you will never get to know them well," Xiao Xu pointed out.

"Yeah." Yang Yue said.

Xu Yiqing said: "Other people have this request, maybe they will confess instead of going upstairs."

"I won't try to confess to you." Yang Yue said, "With your character, when you reject others, you will try your best not to embarrass them. You even hug me to comfort me. But no matter how tactful, it is still rejection. I Is that right?"

"...That's right. Our friends for two years are not in vain, you know me quite well."

"I don't know that well either." Yang Yue said, "I don't understand why you showed resistance. I thought about it for you—I became your thing; you have more dogs and extra money to squander. What's wrong with that? satisfied?"

They sit in the corner of the store, talking very quietly, as the clerk runs the mixer and makes takeout orders.So no matter how hot the topic was, no one else heard it.

Xu Yiqing was indeed quite conflicted.He had just finished high school, and he hadn't known what it was like to be short of money.He doesn't have a strong desire for material things, such as sports cars, it's fine to see something new at the auto show.He believes that if he finishes reading normally, he will have what he should have in due time.Moreover, human selfish desires are mostly derived from sexual desires.He hasn't dated a girl yet, so he's about to bond with a good friend.

But he promised Yang Yue.He doesn't like to start arguments.

He said: "It's okay, there is nothing particularly dissatisfied. By the way, don't count in the future."

"I've got everything I want, and there's no need to count it." Yang Yue added a guarantee, "Xiao Xu, your good friend will not disappear completely."

Between Xu Yiqing's brows, sorrow persisted.

Yang Yue looked at the transparent ceiling, so he had to turn back to the topic Xu Yiqing might be thinking about: "Xiao Xu, why do you think they all chose to jump off the building?"

Xu Yiqing said, "Because you can die like a bird?"

"This rhetoric is romantic and natural, not like your speaking style." Yang Yue asked, "Who said this?"

Xu Yiqing thought: Zhao Jiayi said it.But mentioning Zhao Jiayi might cause her a little trouble.

Xu Yiqing said, "A female classmate."

He suddenly remembered the warning from his male classmate.Perhaps he should have followed Cai Yusong's suggestion and kept a necessary distance from Yang Yue.But it's too late.

He drank yogurt and stopped talking.

Yang Yue also took a sip of yogurt.Satisfied with the present situation, he did not pursue further questions.

The world was silent for about two moments, and no one anywhere could be saved.

At two o'clock, Xu Yiqing got up: "Is that what I understand when you say you want to be... a dog?"

"That's what you think." Yang Yue said confidently.

The surviving lamb said: "I can't, I can only learn slowly."

Yang Yue said: "We have seven years."

They went upstairs to the counseling room.

Yesterday is gone, today is new.