Eye of the Leopard

"Hahahahaha, you two look so serious. You listened to me last night, you won't really look for someone today, right?" Yao Lingling in the wheelchair laughed and burst into tears.

She raised her hand to wipe her tears and asked, "No way? Did you really look for it? Who did you look for?"

"Yang Yue and I did go to find Zhang Chengjun." No matter how good Xu Yiqing was, he couldn't laugh anymore.

"Oh, you two must have been embarrassed at the time. I'm sorry, I was talking nonsense. Zhang Chengjun didn't rape me." Yao Lingling showed no shame, "Did you push it on me? Just say that I framed him."

Yang Yue and Xu Yiqing looked at each other, thinking: How could Yao Lingling admit to lying?And quite straightforward, there is no need to press at all.

They both relaxed at the same time.Wheelchairs are parked above the ramp.

"We didn't reveal that it was you. But Mr. Zhang Chengjun guessed it." Xu Yiqing said.

"Oh, you should blame me. I am disabled now, and the school has nothing to do with me," Yao Lingling said.

Yang Yue said, "Yao Lingling, why did you lie to us?"

"Xu Yiqing, Yang Yue, you both want the truth. Didn't I give you one?" Yao Lingling asked back, "Xu Yiqing, why do you have to defend me?"

Xu Yiqing said, "I thought you wanted justice."

"I have no justice to ask for." Yao Lingling said, "Zhang Chengjun taught me for two years and was very responsible to me. I just hate him. Who told him to watch me jump off the building and refuse to help me?"

Yang Yue said, "Why don't you trouble him yourself? After you know you are disabled, the school can't do anything about you."

"Should I go directly to him to trouble him? Then you will help me pay my tuition and find a job for my mother with five insurances?" Yao Lingling said, "If you two come to your door, a fool won't use you to disgust him. Even if you identify him Me, I can also deny it in person. Last night you were playing with both mobile phones, and no one turned on the recording, right? Yang Yue, you have hit Zhang Chengjun. Who can guarantee that you didn't use the problem to add fuel to the story and use my phone exclusively? How about revenge on him?"

Yang Yue said: "You think about things so carefully, but you still can't solve the math problems."

Yao Lingling shut up, like a live caterpillar being stuffed down.

Xu Yiqing felt sorry for her, but also a little bit happy.This made him feel a little guilty.In fact, most people are vengeful.Although his desire for revenge is much weaker than Yang Yue's, it is not completely absent.

He ignored the guilt and asked, "What you said is obviously a lie, why can the content be confirmed by what Teacher Zhang Chengjun, Teacher Liang Yan, Zhang Zhengdao, and even Yang Yue himself said?"

"Xu Yiqing, with your attitude, you still expect me to say everything?" Yao Lingling smiled, "After three to five years, you'll be enjoying yourself in college. I might be in a better mood. By then I'll call you again."

Yang Yue suddenly turned her wheelchair to the big slope and pushed it half way down.

"Yang Yue, what are you doing!" Yao Lingling leaned forward with her upper body.She had to hold onto the armrests with both hands to keep herself from falling out of the wheelchair.Because of the force, her fingertips turned white.

"How about a high... how about a low-altitude leap?" Yang Yue said, "It's too cruel to relive the feeling of falling, and the acceleration leap should be good."

"Yang Yue, how dare you!" Yao Lingling's dark face turned white.

"I have nothing to dare. I even dare to hit the teacher, don't you know very well? If Xiao Xu asks you, you'd better tell him everything." Yang Yue shook his wheelchair.

"Stop!" Yao Lingling's voice changed from rough to sharp, like a blunt knife sharpening its edge.

"Don't stop." Yang Yue let go of his right hand on the wheelchair and waved it in front of Yao Lingling, "Let go."

Xu Yiqing said: "Yang Yue." Don't scare her.

"If you don't want to scare her, don't want to know the truth. I can't know either." Yang Yue said so, and dragged the wheelchair back to the flat ground with one hand, turned and then pushed forward.

"She is already like this. If you don't want to help, just let her go. After sending her back, we have to focus on studying." Xu Yiqing said.A black bug flew by his ear, and he waved his right hand to drive it away, "Flies are unique to early spring and are very annoying, but fortunately they don't bite."

"So it's not a mosquito." Yang Yue said.

They pushed the wheelchair back to the door of the girls' dormitory.Shao Hongxia is busy on the balcony.They said goodbye to Shao Hongxia and left.

Yao Lingling turned the wheelchair and entered the living room.Shao Hongxia entered the living room from the balcony, picked up the checklist on the round table, and chattered to her daughter: "These two classmates will come to push you tomorrow."

"They won't push me again." Yao Lingling turned to the balcony.Shao Hongxia said: "How could it be? Although Yang Yue is fierce, that Xu Yiqing has a good heart."

"I had a fight with them," Yao Lingling said.

"Lingling, it's okay to quarrel with your father, why are you also quarreling with your classmates?" Shao Hongxia just said something to her, afraid of irritating her, so she shut up and went upstairs to check.

Yao Lingling looked south from the balcony.The playground is silent, and the familiar osmanthus trees next to the teaching building are shadowy, and the branches and leaves are swaying in the wind.

The bell at the end of the third quarter's evening self-study breaks the silence.There was a lot of voices, rushing towards her like a tidal wave.The laughter of the students was sent with the spring breeze.She suddenly smelled feces and waved her hand on the bed.He felt a faint heat on the back of his hand, but there was no discomfort in his lower body.Neither sticky nor painful.I don't feel anything.

Fecal incontinence used to bring her down, but now she waits until mom comes back to change her diapers. The weather is still cool in late February, but the smell will attract flies.When summer comes, the smell will increase and it will be more nauseating.

Yao Lingling turned her wheelchair back to the round table in the living room, took out her homework and began to write.She didn't know why she still had to do homework.She is paralyzed, and the burden at home is so heavy, what's the use of doing homework?

Under the lamp, the shadows of flying insects cast under the round table, it was so dark that the future could not be seen.

The next day, Yao Lingling went to class, changed the urinal, and ate, as usual.

After the evening self-study was over, she was pushed to the playground by Shao Hongxia.The moonlight is bright and clear, covering everything with a white gauze.

"Aunt Shao, I'll come." A clear baritone voice came from behind.

A high school student stood on the side.Dressed in FILA, with an expressionless delicate face, she pursed her red lips tightly, looking unhappy.The person pushing the wheelchair behind him is Yang Yue.

Shao Hongxia said from behind the wheelchair: "Lingling told me yesterday that she had a fight with you. She doesn't speak well, so please bear with me."

Xu Yiqing said, "Aunt Shao, we understand."

Yang Yue and Xu Yiqing pushed her up the slope.She said, "Mom, I've run out of sanitary napkins at home. The brand at the canteen is expensive. Go to the supermarket outside the school and buy two packs."

Shao Hongxia said, "I saw it in my pocket the day before yesterday?"

Yao Lingling said: "It's really not enough, I'll buy two more packs."

Shao Hongxia had no choice but to ask Xu Yiqing and Yang Yuetui to push her back to the dormitory and leave the south school gate by herself.

As soon as Shao Hongxia left, Yang Yue pushed and asked, "You kept your mother away for so long?"

Yao Lingling said: "Talk to you alone for a while. Why are you here today?"

Yang Yue said: "Xu Yiqing insisted on coming. I will come when he comes."

Yao Lingling said, "Xu Yiqing, why are you prying my mouth?"

Xu Yiqing asked, "How old is Aunt Shao?"

"43?" Yao Lingling didn't know why.

"She is only one year older than my mother, but her hair is starting to turn gray." Xu Yiqing said, "If I get to your situation, I hope someone can help my mother. No matter how small the help is. Yao Lingling, I I came here with Yang Yue, not for you. No matter whether we come or not, you will always be pushed in a wheelchair. But if we don’t come, Aunt Shao is the hardest one. I want to help Aunt Shao as much as I can. No matter how you look at it."

"...Thank you for not reporting me to my mother." Yao Lingling said in a low voice.