Eye of the Leopard

Yang Yue was distracted by the formulas in the math textbook.There was a rustling sound in my ears, it was Xu Yiqing's pen brushing the paper of the tutorial book.

After returning to China at the age of ten, Yang Yue not only had difficulty concentrating, but also had difficulty going to class for a long time.

The outside world is too big, gnawing, and chaotic.Every Saturday he has to face a therapist.Everything makes him uneasy.

So he gradually cared about food.

He has money to buy, and he can control and predict how much he eats.Food is the only thing he has complete control over.

He was concerned about his vomiting addiction this semester.Eating and vomiting, day and night cycle.If he hadn't been wearing Invisalign, stomach acid would have eroded his teeth.

He continued to swallow the panic with the food.

Lying alone on the floor of my apartment late at night, exhausted from acid reflux and coughing.Before cleaning comes in the morning, he will get up with the set alarm clock, sit in a dark room, hug his knees, and watch the changing headlights on the road in the distance.

He is the only one left in the world.Tired, but safe.

He never shed tears about it.

Tears are weakness.

He is not weak.

He chose to divert the panic.Since returning home, he has transferred his panic to fighting.But how long can he escape by fighting?

But today he is full.No stomach discomfort.I don't want to vomit.Tired of playing mobile games.

So he could only stare at the textbook in front of him.Staring and staring, those symbols and words revealed their own meanings and drilled into his mind.Even though he could see it intermittently, when Xu Yiqing spoke, he was still surprised by the passage of time.

"Yang Yue, it's 11 o'clock." Xu Yiqing reminded implicitly.

"I brought a toothbrush, so I can wash my hair and take a shower at your house." Yang Yue was stiff.As soon as he thought about going back to his residence, a stone stuck in his throat.

"Your home is not far away. I don't want to go downstairs today." Xu Yiqing smiled and pulled him up, "I will watch you go back from the balcony."

"The book is here for you." Yang Yue walked to the gate.Xu Yiqing opened the door for him.

Xu Yiqing said: "Okay, I'll wait for you to come for supper every day."

"I don't rub." Yang Yue pressed the elevator.

"Going out to play games on Saturday afternoon? My dad is busy opening a new clinic. I won't go home this weekend. I will make an appointment with my classmates to play World of Warcraft." Xu Yiqing invited him to participate in group activities.

"Hit." Yang Yue entered the elevator, returned to his villa, and entered the bedroom on the second floor.

On the ninth floor diagonally opposite, the balcony light was on, and there was a figure under the light.

He texted: "I'm here."

The figures on the balcony waved their hands exaggeratedly.Then the balcony lights on the ninth floor went out, and the bedroom lights came on and off.

Yang Yue turned off the lights and fell asleep.

Wonderland has been waiting in line for 14 years, and finally found an opportunity to fill his dreamland.

After school on Saturday afternoon, the two went to the black Internet cafe under McDonald's with Zhang Zhengdao, Chen Haozhe, Cai Yusong and other classmates.

Yang Yue came to the Internet cafe for the first time.

The light of the dark Internet cafe is not dark.

In the super-large space, the display screens are densely packed, and the colored lights of the mouse and keyboard around the screen flicker.

Snack scraps, empty drink bottles, used napkins on the table.

Because the customers are mainly students from Yushu, the black Internet cafe has no smell of smoke and the ground is clean.Yang Yue and Xu Yiqing went to the back and sat down.Next to him was a man lying on his side on the table, snoring.His screen was still flickering and changing.

Yang Yue put on the earphones.

A group of people are in their own way.

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In the middle, Yang Yue's screen was powered off.

He rushed to the network administrator and cursed.Surprised, Xu Yiqing took off his earphones and chased after him, stopping Yang Yue on the way.

Cai Yusong was disturbed by the scolding, and complained casually: "This must be sick. What kind of lunatic did Xiao Xu bring here?"

The network administrator shouted: "It's recovered! It's recovered!"

Yang Yue was dragged back by Xu Yiqing, and continued to play games.

At night, Yang Yue was patted on the shoulder.He takes off his earphones.

"Will you pack dinner with me?" Xu Yiqing asked after taking off her earphones.

Yang jumped up.

Xu Yiqing walked to the middle and asked the students: "Is there anyone who doesn't want the set meal at the Cantonese tea restaurant tonight?"

The students were fighting fiercely, and no one responded.

"They ignore you." Yang Yue stated.

"I'm just asking symbolically." Xu Yiqing said.

He left the Internet cafe twice, and dusk had fallen.The two went to the second floor of the shopping center for dine-in.After the meal, Xu Yi counted and packed the package.

A ceramic beckoning cat on the cash register, waving its left paw back and forth.Yang Yue stood up with his left hand still, and gave the Lucky Cat a high five.

"Come down as soon as you yell, play games very restrained." Xu Yiqing stroked the shaking hand of the Lucky Cat.

"I used to turn around and play all night at my residence, and I lost my game addiction." Yang Yue said.

Here comes the packaged set.The two of them and the delivery staff returned to the Internet cafe with the packages.All the students transferred money to Xu Yiqing.

Except Yang Yue.

He didn't seem to have the consciousness to pay Xu Yi the money.

For the next week, Yang Yue also didn't stop eating.He eats with Xu Yiqing every day at noon, night and supper.

Xu Yiqing didn't remind him of his broken promise.When Yang Yue was still a stranger, he would ask Yang Yue to pay back his living expenses.But Yang Yue is currently his friend.He would not ask Yang Yue to pay back the money until the food affected his life.

He has many friends, especially Zhang Zhengdao.But Zhang Zhengdao lived in the scientific world most of the time, and occasionally went down to earth.On the contrary, it was Yang Yue who could still chat with him and raise an argument.

This way of getting along is different from his other friends.But not annoying.

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Following Yang Yue's eating behavior, Xu Yiqing also filled the refrigerator in the rented room, including glutinous rice balls, steamed stuffed buns, dumplings...

The types of suppers that Xu Yiqing can make are gradually increasing.If he didn't want to sleep a few more minutes in the morning, maybe he would have more breakfast tricks.

Yang Yue asked him about his cooking skills: "What food videos did you watch?"

"Short videos are flashy. I spend too much time shooting scenery and cats, and I can't learn it at all. It also reminds me that I can't keep cats." Xu Yiqing said.But he felt as if he had adopted something else to make up for his past regrets.Otherwise, why would he spend more and more on his extra living expenses?

They go to the supermarket every now and then.Once, Yang Yue picked up a pack of Godiva chocolates and stared at it.

"Put it in, I like to eat it too." Xu Yiqing pushed the shopping cart, "But I only allow one bag for my living expenses." Yang Yue put it in.Afterwards, Yang Yue often took snacks.

Plus snacks, Yang Yue only didn't eat breakfast with Xu Yiqing.

But the portion of his breakfast also tended to be normal.Because he can see Xu Yiqing every day and spend some time with him.It was like having some sort of fixed schedule in life that didn't oppress him.

He thought: Four meals a day plus snacks, will you gain weight?

So on October 10, when he passed by the Tongjunge Pharmacy, he did not object to Xu Yiqing's proposal for weighing.

There was no change when Xu Yiqing went on the scale.He said: "If I didn't practice sports games every day, I should be heavy."

Yang Yue stood up and weighed six catties.Six catties a week, it is not unreasonable to renege on your promise and gain weight.

The female pharmacist said: "Grow more meat and make it more symmetrical. My brother will eat more."

Yang Yue ignored her, and only said to Xu Yiqing: "I will also sign up for the next sports meeting. This time I will see you."

"Our class's phalanx is worth watching, and we will take the first place." Xu Yiqing said, "The atmosphere is very good."

"Wait and see." Yang Yue said.

The phalanx of Class [-] and [-] in high school is indeed worth watching.On the day of the sports meeting, the five large steps around the main playground turned into stands after everyone placed magazines and newspapers on them.The first class of the second grade is on the left front side of the rostrum.Yang Yue sat at the end, and Huang Man sat next to her.He looked at the second and third classes of senior high school entering the arena.

Amidst the smog, the high school students in class three trotted forward in an orderly manner.Black T-shirts and dark blue sweatpants for boys, black knee-length T-shirts for girls as skirts, and dark blue belts around the waist.The people in the bottom two rows are holding small colored bottles.They all wear dark blue hand-painted masks on their faces. "Arrogant and high-spirited, the athletes of the third class are entering the arena; they are forging ahead together, striving for self-improvement, and they are determined to show their edge! They hold their heads high, their spirits are vigorous, their postures are vigorous, and their footsteps are sonorous. In ancient times, they led Huang Qingcang, and today we see the glory of the third class! "

After the broadcast was over, all the students in class three took off their masks and shouted slogans: "Class three, class three, extraordinary!"

The people in the bottom two rows tilted their bottles, ribbons and colorful flowers sprayed in the air, and fell like snowflakes, which became more and more colorful against the black and dark blue clothing.

Yang Yue stared at the second-to-last person in the third row.The team from class three ran out of the field.Running against the wind, a small piece of red floating flower stuck to Xu Yiqing's fair face, which was even more dazzling under the light.

After playing, Xu Yiqing took off the floating flowers, pressed them into the magazine where the mat was placed and sat down

The second and third classes of senior high school are on the right back side of the rostrum.He sat in the penultimate row, with Chen Haozhe on the right, and Cai Yusong and Zhang Xue behind him.