I lost my memory after she was moved

"you……"

But after a while, Jian Mu swallowed what he wanted to say, and said, "Didn't you stay together just now? What's wrong with you?"

Cen Luo moved his body, sat up from the hospital bed, and looked around the ward for a week.

"Shall we talk?"

Cen Luo's eyes made Jian Mu feel both familiar and strange.

From the action just now, Jian Mu knew that Cen Luo might have recovered his memory.

Only the former Cen Luo would gently touch her tear mole.

Only the former Cen Luo would look at her with loving eyes.

The two left the hospital without speaking a word.

Obviously Cen Luo has recovered his memory, but it made Jian Mu feel even more uneasy.

Familiar people gave her a strange feeling.

This feeling made Jian Mu feel a strong fear from the bottom of his heart.

When Cen Luo said the words "Let's talk", Jian Mu remembered the last time they met before Cen Luo lost his memory.

Cen Luo was also silent like this.

As soon as she arrived at the gate of the hospital, Jian Mu could no longer resist touching Cen Luo who was standing on her right, and tentatively pulled her little finger: "Where are we going?"

Cen Luo looked down at the hand that was holding her little finger. He had been thinking about what had happened during this period of time, so he didn't speak a word along the way.

"Let's go to Nanyang Yulou and get acquainted with it."

He didn't push Jian Mu away, but just answered her words softly.

"Then I stop the car?"

Seeing that she didn't push him away, Jian Mu's original uneasiness dissipated a bit, and he said some unnecessary nonsense.

"okay."

After getting into the car, Cen Luo kept looking out of the car window with his head tilted.

She was digesting and trying to fuse her memories.

Jian Mu turned his head to look at Cen Luo's profile.

"Is there anything wrong with you?"

"Fortunately, what happened during this period surprised me a little."

Cen Luo chuckled and said softly.

After recovering his memory, Cen Luo was as gentle and patient as usual, but Jian Mu still had a faint uneasiness in his heart.

During this time, she also understood how much her previous actions hurt Cen Luo.

At first, she hoped that Cen Luo could recover her memory and love her like before.

But gradually, she was afraid that Cen Luo would regain his memory.

Because she understood what the past behaviors meant to the relationship between them.

She hurt Cen Luo for a full ten years.

Perhaps at that time, Cen Luo had already made up his mind to leave her.

"Why did you suddenly faint just now? Are you still dizzy?"

"Because I remembered something from the past," Cen Luo paused, "Do you still remember that you saved a little girl at the intersection in high school?"

Jian Mu thought for a while and realized that this was indeed the case, so he nodded.

"At that time, I was very grateful to you for saving her, otherwise I would have been blaming myself and even had some unrealistic dreams."

"For example, the person you saved was Xiaoxi."

"I quietly followed you to the hospital and to the beach, and saw a different Jian Mu."

"Later, I saw you standing in the afterglow of the setting sun, and at that moment I felt that you needed me."

Jian Mu was stunned for a long time because of her words, but Cen Luo suddenly spoke out of this silent past, as if confessing and relieved.

Make her panic.

As if Cen Luo would bid farewell to her the next moment.

Jian Mu unconsciously grabbed Cen Luo's right hand hanging by his side, and called her, "Cen Luo."

Cen Luo stopped talking because of her actions, looked up at her, and saw the brokenness in her eyes.

She heard Jian Mu say:

"do not leave Me."

These words swallowed everything she wanted to say.

She loves Jane.

Loved her before amnesia, and will fall in love with her again after amnesia.

But sometimes love doesn't have to be together.

It took her ten years to finally understand the truth.

Inappropriate is inappropriate, no matter how stubborn she is, she has to admit the fact.

Because her stubbornness may have wasted ten years of Jian Mu's time.

Qin Ran was right.

Jian Mu's eyes dimmed while waiting for the answer.

Cen Luo hesitated.

Maybe it's not hesitation, but impatience.

Could not bear to speak out.

Realizing this fact, Jian Mu suddenly felt sour in his heart.

What should she do to keep her.

Is it the ten-year relationship that was full of desolation and neglect, or the subtle changes and stalking in the past few months.

Afterwards, Cen Luo didn't speak any more, and Jian Mu only lowered his eyes, but clenched his hands more and more tightly.

When they arrived at Nanyang Yulou, the two walked towards the villa.

Along the way, Jian Mu never let go of Cen Luo's hand, and kept holding her.

There was nothing in the park downstairs, and the two of them didn't meet anyone on the path.

"What's for dinner?"

"Ok?"

"Sweet and sour pork ribs? Braised crucian carp?"

"It will be all right."

Only then did Jian Mu realize that Cen Luo was going back to Nanyang Yulou for dinner.

There is a newly opened small supermarket next to the park, which has fresh fruits.

Cen Luo turned around and took a bag, ready to pick vegetables, but Jian Mu kept holding her right hand, leaving her nowhere to use it, so he reminded her in a low voice:

"Let go of me, I want to choose dishes."

Jian Mu hesitated for a moment, but still did not let go, but asked her: "Which one should I buy? I'll get it."

Cen Luo: "..."

Cen Luo had no choice but to put the plastic bag on the empty shelf, and then used his left hand to select vegetables and put them in the bag.

After the selection is almost complete, it is taken to the cashier to check out.

The cashier was an aunt. Seeing that Jian Mu had been holding Cen Luo's hand and not letting go, she joked:

"You two have such a good relationship."

Cen Luo smiled politely, but didn't answer.

Jian Mu turned his head to see the look on her face, and couldn't help but think that a long time ago, someone said that they had a good relationship.

At that time, Cen Luo held her hand and replied to the speaker with joy, "Of course."

The joy at that time was in contrast to the indifference at the moment.

"Well, we've been together for a long time."

Cen Luo didn't answer, but Jian Mu returned.

"Then Aunt wishes you to grow old together forever."

The aunt at the cash register knew how to do business at first glance. In order to retain customers, she tried her best to chat with customers.

"Yes, thank you." Jian Mu replied softly.

When she finished answering, she realized that Cen Luozheng was quietly looking up at her.

The eyes are complicated, and there are emotions she doesn't want to understand.

As soon as she entered the house, Cen Luo looked at the dining room for the first time. She still remembered that she tore up all those photos that day.

Shredded photo paper was scattered all over the place.

My heart is blocked.

"I'll cook." Cen Luo hinted at her.

"I'll do it, I'll do it."

However, Cen Luo didn't buy it, he just said: "I want to have a delicious meal."

After finishing speaking, she ignored Jian Mu, struggled to pull out her hand, and walked to the kitchen.

Jian Mu stared blankly at the empty hand, and then followed her into the kitchen as if nothing had happened.

"Let me do the dishes."

Cen Luo glanced at her, but didn't refuse her.

"I have also learned a lot of dishes during this time, next time I will cook for you, okay?"

The sound of water washing vegetables and Jian Mu's questioning sound intertwined, making the questioning sound especially cautious.

Cen Luo's hand that was about to fire paused, and murmured, "Next time."

Jian Mu thought that Cen Luo was answering her words, and nodded fiercely: "Yeah, I'll make it for you next time."

Seeing that she misunderstood Cen Luo, he didn't explain.

I just suddenly felt that Jian Mu seemed to have changed a lot now.

At least it will show emotion.

Cen Luo said very little today, and the few topics he talked about were all found by Jian Mu.

In the end, Cen Luo drove Jian Mu out of the kitchen on the grounds that he wanted to cook in peace by himself.

Standing in the living room and looking at the kitchen, Jian Mu had to admit the fact that she didn't want to admit.

Cen Luo's attitude now scares her even more than when she lost her memory.

Cen Luo cooked three dishes and one soup, two of which were meat and two vegetables, and the seasonings were all very light, which was Jian Mu's favorite taste.

After the dishes were served, Jian Mu finally felt that there was popularity in the house.

During the time when Cen Luo was away, Jian Mu often thought of the figure she could see every time she first arrived home.

Sometimes it’s sitting on the couch watching TV, other times it’s curling up on the couch watching TV.

As soon as Jian Mu came home, Cen Luo would rush over with a smile on his face and hug her to welcome her home.

"Aren't you going to eat?"

Cen Luo picked up a rib for Jian Mu.

Jian Mu lowered his head, looked at the piece of sweet and sour pork ribs in the bowl, picked it up with his chopsticks, and took a bite.

"good to eat."

"OK."

There was another silence.

Jian Mu raised his head many times to talk, but seeing that he was buried in his meal, he couldn't bear to disturb him.

It's late in the evening, I should be hungry.

Jian Mu's non-disturbance gave Cen Luo more time to think.

After eating half full, Cen Luo put down his chopsticks, sat quietly and looked at Jian Mu.

"Are you going to play in the park?" Jian Mu put down his chopsticks, wiped the corners of his mouth with a tissue, and asked.

Cen Luo shook his head and got up to clear the dining table.

The atmosphere between the two was very weird, both of them tacitly kept silent, as if they were waiting for something, or escaping from something.

Cen Luo put the packed dishes into the dishwasher, then picked up the broom and prepared to clean the room briefly.

"Cen Luo."

"Ok?"

Just as Cen Luo responded, his body froze suddenly.

Jian Mu who was standing behind suddenly hugged her from behind.

Cen Luo felt a burst of warmth between her necks, Jian Mu buried her head between her necks, and her warm lips pressed against her left neck.

At this moment, Cen Luo lost his mind for a moment.

"Promise me, don't leave me."

The determination that had been made with great difficulty just now almost collapsed at this moment.

If he hadn't been sane, perhaps at this moment Cen Luo would hug her as desperately as before.

However, this is not a good choice for her and Jian Mu.

"Promise me, okay?" Jian Mu whispered these words in her ear.

"OK."

Every time she repeats it, Jian Mu's heart becomes colder.

Cen Luo didn't answer for a long time, as if he had already made up his mind.

"Don't be like this," Cen Luo struggled to get rid of Jian Mu's hug, walked over to the sofa next to him and sat down, patted the seat next to him, "Come, sit."

Jian Mu didn't want to go there, and pursed her lips: "I'm sorry, I was wrong before, I will be on standby 24 hours a day to reply to messages, accompany you to the place you want to go, and tell you everything you want to know as soon as possible. "

"Don't leave me, okay?"

The voice was helpless, almost pleading.

She couldn't imagine what she would do if Cen Luo really made up her mind.

At this time, Jian Mu stubbornly wanted to get a positive answer from Cen Luo, and was serious like a child.

"Why do you have to apologize? The emotional thing is your love and my wish. You just don't love me, and you haven't done anything wrong."

In the end, Cen Luo bypassed the answer Jian Mu wanted to hear the most, and only said something else in a warm voice.

"No, I don't love you." Jian Mu was eager to deny it.

However, Cen Luo didn't seem to care about her answer, and only spoke softly.

"Looking back, I found that everything I did before was moving myself. In fact, it is also a burden for you to passively accept my self-important love."

"I put myself in another place and thought about it. If I am surrounded by someone I have been rejecting, I should be very distressed."

"It's true that you like it, but it's really rude to keep disturbing others after being rejected."

After speaking, Cen Luo lowered his head and chuckled, as if mocking himself.

Jian Mu's heart ached even more when she heard Cen Luo say this than when she rejected her.

Jian Mu hurriedly walked up to her and squatted down, looking up at her:

"I don't feel burdened. I am very grateful that you are always by my side. I am just afraid that you will stay away from me if you know those things. I don't know that you already know it, so you have always tolerated me."

"Forget it, I've been pestering you for ten years, and you haven't had the chance to have serious contact with other people during this period..."

As if Cen Luo couldn't hear Jian Mu's words, he talked to himself.

"Cen Luo," Jian Mu hugged her suddenly, "I love you, please don't leave me."

Cen Luo was absent-minded for a while, but finally pushed her away, and said softly to her: "So, you should get in touch with others. It's better to meet the right person than you and I torment each other."

Qin Ran is right, it's better to separate for a while to meet new people than to torture each other.

I haven't had a heartbeat for ten years, so why do I suddenly fall in love with it?

It's just a habit.

Perhaps, getting to know a suitable person will make Jian Mu happier.

In fact, she was wrong from the beginning, she originally just wanted Jian Mu to be happy and warm, but later she wanted more and more.

Even imprisoned Jian Mu.

"I never felt like you tortured me."

Jian Mu didn't know what to say to Cen Luo to believe her now.

"Even if I say I love you now, you won't believe it, will you?"

After a long time, a "hmm" as thin as a mosquito sounded in the living room.

"During the college entrance examination, you filled in the volunteers and you told me that you filled in Yuncheng University, and I also filled in Yuncheng University with you. We were also very close in the days when we got the notice, didn't we?"

"When we graduated from college, we had a good relationship the first few days we were together, didn't we?"

"You're just used to it. You're used to me being by your side. It's like now that we're together again for a few days, and then we'll be forgotten like before."

"It's habit, not love."

"Jane Mu, it's not me you love."

"Instead of this, let's let each other go."

Jian Mu wanted to refute, but every word she said was a fact that had happened before.

It's all her fault.

With what to refute?

With her ethereal "I love you"?

Jian Mu was in pain, and Cen Luo was also in pain.

Overthrowing ten years of persistence is not a good feeling.

However, they should all start a new life.

What she couldn't do, maybe someone else could bring it to Jian Mu.

"That was before, Cen Luo, I really changed, can you trust me again, it's not a habit, it's really not a habit."

Jian Mu hugged Cen Luo again, much harder than before, muttering again and again that it was not a habit.

This time, Cen Luo was more determined than ever before. If she let her go, would she really love someone else?

Just thinking about it, Jian Mu felt that her heart was about to break.

She didn't want to lose Cen Luo.

"I'll change what you said, please, don't want me."

Cen Luo felt the wetness on his neck, and his body trembled slightly. After a while, he said softly:

"I will resign and return to Cotton City in a few days."

"Actually, this decision was made before I lost my memory. When I returned to Miancheng, it was also when we broke up."

The two words that Jian Mu was afraid of finally came out of Cen Luo's mouth.

"I disagree."

Cen Luo didn't answer, since just now, she didn't seem to have listened carefully to Jian Mu's words.

Jian Mu didn't want to see her indifferent expression, so he closed his eyes and kissed her suddenly.

Cen Luo didn't push her away, and even stunned her because of the long-lost intimacy.

After a while, Jian Mu let go of her and said firmly, "You still love me."

Cen Luo suddenly got up from the sofa, straightened his clothes, and said softly, "I'm leaving, remember to eat on time from now on."

However, at the next moment, the world suddenly turned and she was pushed back on the sofa by Jian Mu, and she lay down on the sofa according to the strength.

Before she could make a sound, Jian Mu suddenly lowered his head and kissed her lips.

Compared with the kiss just now, this time it was much more tender and tender.

The author has something to say: Kiss, it should be considered sweet.

This chapter is a cycle of "The Thing That I Loved You" code, emo in the middle of the night, and cycled for a few hours, I feel like I have lost all the love in my life.

Promise me, if you feel that you are not in the mood, go listen to the music and experience my feelings, okay? Q_Q

感谢在2021-09-1700:52:44~2021-09-1803:12:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: BlueBlood, Huaian 1;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 77 bottles of Beiq; 1 bottle of purgare, Fuyasha in the spider mountain, secretly fascinated;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!