I lost my memory after she was moved

Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan felt that today's Cen Luo was very strange. No matter what they did today, it seemed wrong to her.

The food I bought was either too salty or too bland. In the scene of the three of them, Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan seemed to be talking about a cross talk, but Cen Luo just stared at them with a very strange look and didn't answer.

After a whole morning, they finally waited until the lunch break. The two wanted Cen Luo to sleep well, but they didn't want to. Cen Luo didn't close his eyes, but opened them wide, looking at the two without blinking.

Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan felt guilty because they secretly deleted the things about Jian Mu from Cen Luo's phone.

After being stared at by Cen Luo for so long, the two felt more guilty.

Qin Ran finally couldn't bear it anymore, and asked Cen Luo directly: "Xiao Luo, you've been staring at us all morning, what's wrong?"

Cen Luo bit his lip and asked, "What do you think?"

Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan looked at each other, and saw the same question in each other's eyes: Did she know?

After Qin Ran and Cen Luo talked about Jian Mu before, Cen Luo was very obedient and never asked them about Jian Mu.

Now what happened all of a sudden?

"Did you hide something from me?"

Seeing the two people looking at each other, they didn't seem to want to say anything, so Cen Luo reminded them aloud.

After what Cen Luo said, the two of them understood that Cen Luo might indeed know that they had touched her cell phone.

"I searched for Jian Mu on my phone today, but I didn't find any traces, no pictures, no chat records, nothing."

Cen Luo looked at the two of them, trying to speak more clearly.

Because he was not interested in Jian Mu before, Cen Luo did not search for traces of Jian Mu in his mobile phone.

No matter whether a person likes it or hates it, there should always be something left.

For example, she was able to search for the records of the colleagues she and Qin Ran had conflicted with.

There are so many people with the surname Jane, and there are so many words in the Mu Neng group, but there is no word for these two words in her chat records.

As if someone did it on purpose.

Cen Luo didn't ask Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan directly at first because although she didn't think she would delete things so cleanly, it might change in ten years, so Cen Luo hesitated.

The attitudes of the two became more and more strange, and then Cen Luo thought that the two might have moved their mobile phones.

Qin Ran was startled when she heard the words, pursed her lips, and then said: "I'm sorry Xiao Luo, I did touch your phone, and I deleted the contents."

Seeing Qin Ran's explanation, Xu Fengwan also immediately said: "I discussed this matter with Qin Ran. It may be a little self-assessed, but this is the best way we can think of to benefit you."

Cen Luo didn't quite understand why the two wanted to delete all traces of Jian Mu, as if leaving even a trace would be detrimental to her.

"what is the reason?"

Qin Ran had already decided not to tell Cen Luo about Jian Mu again.

But Cen Luo's attitude was firm, he stared straight at them and asked, "Xiao Ran, Feng Wan, we grew up together, and you two are the only ones we can trust completely."

Cen Luo paused for a moment, then said again: "Are you guys going to lie to me too?"

From when Cen Luo woke up until today, Cen Luo never doubted what Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan said.

If Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan couldn't believe it, Cen Luo didn't know what to do.

Regarding the world that he suddenly has to face when he wakes up, even if he pretends to be good on the surface, his heart is full of fear and worry.

Seeing that Cen Luo was a little distracted, Qin Ran felt ashamed and overturned his previous decision.

Decided to tell Cen Luo the past, and let Cen Luo make his own decision.

Compared with Qin Ran's attitude when talking about Jian Mo before, Qin Ran at this time is much more objective.

However, from the perspective of bystanders, some things cannot be objectively told to reduce the harm.

Cen Luo was silent for a long time after listening to Qin Ran's words.

Looking at what I have done before from the perspective of a bystander, more than one sentence of madness can express my mood.

When Qin Ran talked about Jian Mu with her for the first time, he directly conveyed his anger to her, trusting her 100%, which made Cen Luo trust Qin Ran without hesitation and feel the anger she conveyed.

But it was different now. After listening to the description of the past ten years, Cen Luo only felt a trace of sadness and a vague sense of worthlessness in his heart.

Not worth it for yourself.

After all, she is not the Cen Luo who liked Jian Mu so much that she was almost crazy, so she would feel worthless for what she did.

The reason why Qin Ran didn't talk about what Cen Luo did to Jian Mu in detail before was because she was worried that Cen Luo would think of those things after listening.

The doctor had mentioned to them at the beginning that familiar scenes and things might stimulate Cen Luo's subconscious mind, thereby promoting her memory recovery.

"It sounds like I really like her, so I rushed into her class regardless of discipline to be at the same table with her. I should trust her very much, so I dared to go to the place she wanted to travel without booking a hotel."

Cen Luo chuckled when he said this: "In ten years, I have become so powerful."

Qin Ran couldn't see Cen Luo's emotions, and didn't know how she felt after hearing what she said.

Will you still like Jian Mu again?

"But Xiao Luo, I didn't lie to you about your birthday wish I told you. Before the car accident, you talked to me and said you wanted to try and stop liking her."

Qin Ran was worried that Cen Luo would go the same way again.

"Do you want to do it for her?" Cen Luo suddenly raised his head and asked.

Qin Ran was stunned for a moment, and didn't understand how Cen Luo knew about this. She had already deleted the chat history, so Cen Luo shouldn't have known these words.

"I guessed it." Cen Luo saw Qin Ran's doubts and explained with a smile.

This morning, when Cen Luo quit Weibo, he saw a little red dot in his likes.

I clicked in and found that someone liked her comment a month ago.

——If you go back to ten years ago, what do you want to say to yourself at that time.

——You should like Jian Mu a little more, and never make her sad.

Same question, two completely different answers.

When Zhao Zhao came to see her in the morning, she asked Zhao Zhao what the draft box was.

Zhao Zhao said that comments or blog posts that have not been sent or failed to send will be automatically added to the draft box when they return.

The comment time in the draft box is 1 minute earlier than the sent comment time.

In other words, when she made the comment, she hesitated, but in the end she decided to love Jane more.

Sighing slightly in her heart, it seems that she really liked Jian Mu very much in the past.

Xu Fengwan listened silently, she only knew part of what happened in high school and university, and because the college was far away, sometimes she and Cen Luo could not see each other for several days.

She knew that Cen Luo had done many things to Jian Mu, but she didn't know that she had done so many things.

"Xiao Luo, you probably won't like Jian Mu anymore, right?" Xu Fengwan tentatively asked.

She used to think that as long as Cen Luo was happy, she liked Jian Mu, and she couldn't stop her, but now, Xu Fengwan suddenly felt that the most trustworthy person might be herself.

Perhaps only he would pamper Cen Luo unconditionally. Compared with others, Xu Fengwan felt that he was more confident that he could make Cen Luo happy.

"She does love Jian Mu very much, but she doesn't love herself." Cen Luo twitched the corners of his mouth, and took a deep breath as he looked at the two of them, "I'm not her, the only one I love the most is myself."

Seeing Cen Luo's attitude, Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan were slightly relieved.

Cen Luo didn't mention the matter of the two of them deleting her phone records, but said that she wanted to be quiet.

Then Qin Ran and Xu Fengwan withdrew from the ward.

Cen Luo lay on the bed, closed his eyes for a while, but found that he couldn't fall asleep.

No one can blame it, it's all your own choice.

After a few minutes, Cen Luo opened his eyes again, stared at the ceiling in a daze for a while, and then sat up from the bed.

On the right side of the ward is a row of glass windows, and the line of sight on the 18th floor can just see the scene in the garden downstairs.

Cen Luo had gone to the garden twice before to breathe fresh air, but later he felt too lazy to go, so he didn't go for a walk in the garden again.

There is a fountain in the garden, and there are several benches in front of the fountain, where people who are tired from walking will sit and rest.

Cen Luo looked around the garden for a week, and suddenly stopped in front of the fountain.

There are two girls on the lawn. They look to be in their early twenties, and they should be lovers.

Because Cen Luo saw one of the girls peck the face of another girl in a wheelchair.

The girl in the wheelchair is blowing bubbles with a bubble machine, and the colors of the bubbles become colorful under the sun.

The bubbles the girl blows all go to the other girl.

The girl looked very happy, grinning at each other.

The scenes are beautiful, whether it's when they stand close together, or when the colorful bubbles are blown by the wind in the sun.

Cen Luo was so engrossed that he unconsciously followed their interaction and smiled.

Suddenly, a disobedient Bubble actually had his own thoughts and floated farther than the previous Bubbles.

Cen Luo's gaze was attracted by it, wanting to see where it would end up.

At the end of the bubble burst, Cen Luo saw a familiar figure.

The smile on the corner of his mouth suddenly stopped.

Jian Mu was standing there, following her gaze, Cen Luo found that the place Jian Mu was staring at was the two girls just now.

Jian Mu also likes this kind of thing?

To see so fascinated.

Cen Luo felt that Jian Mu was very strange, and had stood outside the door for more than a week, and only came in once when she was asleep.

She just woke up that time, and was startled when she saw Jian Moshi standing by the bed, and asked her what she wanted to do.

But Jian Mu said that he wanted to see her.

Cen Luo felt a little speechless, so he told her not to come in casually.

Sometimes, she felt that Jian Mu was quite stupid.

Now I know that the most stupid one should be myself.

After all, Jian Mu is probably not used to it now, just like she was in college.

When the heart is not blinded by emotions, it is easy for Cen Luo to see the truth of the matter.

Cen Luo sighed, saying that stupid people are blessed with stupidity, maybe this car accident became her luck?

Because when she heard about Jian Mu, Cen Luo's mood did not fluctuate, and she was able to rationally analyze what happened to her now and what she would do now.

When she came back to her senses, the two girls blowing bubbles had disappeared, and Jian Mu was no longer where she was before.

Cen Luo returned to the hospital bed again, ready to close his eyes and rest for a while.

Cen Luo fell asleep very quickly this time, and it was already an hour later when he woke up again.

Cen Luo stretched his hands, then got out of bed, ready to go out to feel the fresh air.

As soon as Cen Luo reached the elevator entrance, she heard a ding, and the elevator door just stopped at her floor.

Cen Luo originally wanted to run over and press the elevator button, but Jian Mu walked out of the elevator.

Seeing her, he pressed the elevator button for going downstairs in the other elevator room on the other side.

"This elevator is going up."

Jian Mu suddenly made a sound.

Cen Luo glanced at the elevator floor indication and found that it was indeed going up.

Without answering Jian Mu's words, Cen Luo walked to the elevator on the other side.

Jian Mu, who had come out of the ascending elevator, did not leave, but stood beside Cen Luo.

"Are you going to the dentist?"

Jian Mu asked again.

Cen Luo didn't respond. In fact, Cen Luo could hear that Jian Mu's voice was deliberately lowered. Cen Luo had heard Jian Mu's voice before, which was clear and cold, but this time it was more gentle.

To be honest, using tenderness to describe Jian Mu is a bit of a joke for Cen Luo, no matter how others describe Jian Mu or his own perception, Jian Mu and gentleness have nothing to do with each other.

Even though he could hear the deliberate gentleness in her voice, Cen Luo didn't speak.

Before was before, now is now, not to mention Jian Mu, even she herself doesn't like her like that.

After a while, the elevator arrived at their floor.

Cen Luo felt Jian Mu follow him into the elevator.

Cen Luo pressed the first floor.

Jian Mu was standing on her left, when Cen Luo turned his face slightly, she found that Jian Mu's hand was hidden behind her back.

For some reason, at that moment, Cen Luo thought of the kid who secretly hid toys for fear of being discovered.

But it's only for a moment, Jian Mu doesn't know how to hide toys, let alone a child.

After that, Cen Luo didn't look around Jian Mu again.

Cen Luo didn't go to the dentist as Jian Mu thought, but walked towards the garden.

In the garden, there were many patients in hospital uniforms, and there were also family members accompanying the patients.

The rare sunshine in winter, warm and comfortable.

There is a rockery next to the fountain, and there are two benches in front of the rockery. Not far from the benches, there are several seven or eight-year-old children squatting on the ground to play.

Cen Luo looked around the garden for a week, then sat down on the bench in front of the rockery.

Cen Luo usually doesn't like children who are too noisy, but now it seems a little too quiet to be here alone, and it may be much more comfortable to listen to the noise of children.

Everyone has their own life, and it is impossible to be with her all the time.

Not only now, but also in the future.

So, Cen Luo needs to adapt quickly.

Maybe it was because the weather was so good, Cen Luo actually sighed in his heart.

Jian Mu stood not far from her.

Cen Luo didn't talk to Jian Mu, and he didn't even set his eyes on her.

It was as if she didn't exist at all.

Jian Mu stood behind Cen Luo, his left hand moved slightly, and his right hand suddenly reached into his pocket.

Seeing Cen Luo sitting alone on the bench in a daze, Jian Mu hesitated for a few seconds and then walked to Cen Luo's side.

The sunlight was suddenly blocked, Cen Luo frowned in displeasure, and looked up to see Jian Mu's face.

In fact, if you only look at the face, Jian Mu is really beautiful, the tear mole at the corner of the eye is like a decoration, cold and lustful.

However, this is really not her type.

Not because of pity, but because of why you like her?

If Qin Ran said he didn't know, Cen Luo wouldn't know.

"I want to give you something."

Suddenly, Cen Luo heard Jian Mu's voice.

Cen Luo was a little puzzled, not knowing what Jian Mu wanted to do.

After a few seconds, Cen Luo saw Jian Mu's left hand stretched out from behind, holding a blue thing that looked like a water gun.

But after taking a closer look, Cen Luo found that she had seen this thing before. It was the bubble machine that the couple in the garden played just now.

Cen Luo was stunned for a second, and Jian Mu suddenly stuffed the bubble machine into her hand.

Then I saw Jian Mu fumbled in her pocket again, and a pink and orange bubble machine suddenly appeared in her hand again.

Only then did Cen Luo realize that the pockets on both sides of the red wool coat that Jian Mu was wearing today seemed to be bulging.

The shape of the coat is very loose and the top is also very unique, so that it is impossible to see that it is full of things without looking carefully.

Then I saw Jian Mu put all the bubble machines on the empty seat next to her.

Cen Luo: "?"

After a while, she saw Jian Mu touching two bubble machines with different shapes.

Cen Luo: "?"

What is this doing?Bubble machine wholesaler?

After seeing that couple having fun, they bought it to make a fortune in the hospital garden?

"These two seem to be able to blow heart-shaped bubbles, and the water is very special, and the color will look better."

The last two don't seem to be automatic bubble blowers, but they have to be blown by themselves.

Cen Luo looked at Jian Mu and didn't speak for a while.

"There are only these few colors, I don't know which one you will like."

So I bought them all.

Cen Luo automatically added what Jian Mu wanted to say in his heart.

In an instant, Cen Luo was a little speechless.

This time, it's not that I simply don't want to talk to Jian Mu anymore, but that I'm a little speechless by her behavior.

I don't understand why she bought so many bubble machines for her.

Just when he was about to get up and leave, Cen Luo suddenly remembered the couple he saw more than an hour ago.

So, is Jian Mu trying to coax her with this bubble machine?

Cen Luo completely stopped getting up, suddenly looked at Jian Mu, opened his mouth, but couldn't think of what he could say.

Ask if you are sick?

Or scold what are you doing?

At this moment, Cen Luo suddenly stopped thinking.

The atmosphere between the two became more silent than before.

Cen Luo looked away from the laughter of the children in his ears.

I didn't think about anything, and I didn't know what to think.

She dislikes the past, but respects it.

That's all your choice, and it's just respect.

Now she has neither love nor hatred for Jian Mu.

After a long time, I didn't hear Cen Luo's answer. Seeing that she looked away and didn't know what she was thinking, Jian Mu lowered his head and looked at the bubble machine in his hand.

Press the button for a long time, and the bubbles will suddenly come out of the spout and float in the air under the sun.

Jian Mu moved her lips slightly, and murmured softly as if talking to herself: "It's pretty."

Cen Luo narrowed his eyes slightly, and used his hands to block the unsightly sunlight.

Glancing at the children forming a crowd not far away, Cen Luo said slightly: "Give it to them."

Hearing Cen Luo's sudden reply, Jian Mu subconsciously looked down at her, but Cen Luo's eyes were not on her.

But Jian Mu still felt a little excited in his heart.

After speaking, Cen Luo got up and prepared to go back to the ward.

Following Cen Luo's words, Jian Mu gave the bubble machine to the children who were playing around there.

When she turned her head again, she found that Cen Luo was already a little far away from her.

Jian Mu quickly followed, standing less than half a meter away from Cen Luo, waiting for the elevator with her.

Maybe it was Cen Luo's words that made Jian Mu more confident, and she asked:

"Are you leaving the hospital tomorrow?"

"Ah."

The sound was inaudible.

Cen Luo suddenly remembered Qin Ran's words, and it seemed that she and Jian Mu got along like this before.

She asked Jian Mu to answer, and every time she answered, she spoke very little.

But now the identities of the two have switched.

The talkative person became Jian Mu, and the indifferent person became her.

Cen Luo thought it was a bit funny, but he didn't love her, that's why he was so indifferent.

Just like she doesn't love Jian Mu now, so even if Jian Mu said a lot, she could pretend that she didn't hear it, and even if she answered, she could use a few words to perfunctory her.

Love or not love, the treatment is very different.

"Can I pick you up tomorrow?"

Jian Mu's attitude today is very strange. Apart from deliberately lowering his tone of voice, what he said seemed to be in an inquiring manner, as if he wanted to hear her opinion.

Just at this time the elevator reached the first floor, Cen Luo didn't answer Jian Mu's words, but went directly into the elevator.

At this time, there were a lot of people going upstairs, and the flow of people was a bit heavy. Cen Luo stood in the corner, and Jian Mu stood beside her, blocking some of the crowded people for her.

The perfume on Jian Mu's body smells good, at least it smells better than other strange smells, and Jian Mu's standing is considered to be a rule, with a short distance between her and her.

So Cen Luo didn't move either.

The atmosphere at this time was not suitable for conversation, Jian Mu didn't ask any more questions, and only glanced sideways at Cen Luo who was standing on the side.

I saw that her head was slightly lowered, her eyes were staring at her toes, and the toes of her two feet moved slightly.

so cute.

After a while, Jian Mu suddenly remembered that this seemed to be a small gesture that Cen Luo would often do.

The elevator was running fast, and it reached the eighteenth floor in a short while.

Jian Mu followed Cen Luo out of the elevator.

"Can I pick you up tomorrow?"

Jian Mu asked again.

Cen Luo doesn't want to answer, can he?Certainly not.

However, Jian Mu suddenly said again: "I want to take you somewhere."

As he approached the ward, Cen Luo stopped walking when he heard the words. In fact, he just guessed and knew that the place Jian Mu wanted to take her to must be a place that would help her restore her memory.

Seeing Cen Luo stop, Jian Mu thought that Cen Luo was waiting for her answer to take her to the place.

Then he said again: "How about going to our previous home?"

Listening carefully, Cen Luo could hear a hint of expectation in Jian Mu's voice.

In fact, it's useless, really useless.

"Jane Mu." Cen Luo suddenly called her name.

It had been a long time since Cen Luo called her name, Jian Mu was taken aback for a moment.

Even just two simple words made Jian Mu feel strange.

Very happy.

"I'm not the old Cen Luo, and I don't want to restore the memories that were not friendly to me."

Seeing that Jian Mu was about to speak, Cen Luo seemed to have guessed it, and said, "I've heard about everything before, even if I know everything, I still don't want to recover my memory."

"It's good as it is now, if you do some inexplicable actions again, I will only let you..."

sad.

Cen Luo didn't say these two words, because it sounded a bit inexplicable.

Maybe it's because she doesn't love Jian Mu anymore.

However, after hearing her words, Jian Mu still insisted on that sentence: "Tomorrow, can I pick you up and leave the hospital?"

Maybe he didn't speak thoroughly enough, Cen Luo thought.

"Address." Cen Luo said.

Then go and solve it once.

The author has something to say: I thought I would write a copy.

感谢在2021-07-1623:05:17~2021-07-1723:06:44期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

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