I lost my memory after she was moved

At this moment, Jian Mu has a sense of fragility, as if if he gently pushes her away now, Jian Mu will break easily like a ceramic doll falling to the ground.

The last time I saw Jian Mu like this was three years ago.

On the night of Cen Luo University's graduation ceremony, many classes had a dinner under the organization of the class committee.

The graduation ceremonies of the Department of Journalism and the Department of Mathematics were not on the same day. Judging from the time of the air ticket bought by Cen Luo at that time, the graduation ceremony of the Department of Mathematics would not start until she returned to Cotton City.

Perhaps, the last side will not be seen.

Cen Luo thought so at the time.

It's just that Cen Luo didn't expect that the graduation dinner of the Department of Mathematics would be held earlier. Coincidentally, it was scheduled at the same hotel as the dinner of the Department of Journalism.

So when he saw Jian Mu at the entrance of the hotel, Cen Luo was surprised but also hesitant.

From high school to university, seven years were neither long nor long, but during these seven years, her whole heart was devoted to Jian Mu.

It's a lie to say it's not sad.

After all, it takes so much time to love someone.

It's just that rather than being sad, Cen Luo is more worried about who will accompany Jian Mu in the long years to come.

After she leaves, will Jian Mu return to the state she was in the first year of high school?

Loner, no friends, no feelings.

Or meet another person who makes her want to change, and live happily ever after.

Although both will make Cen Luo feel sad.

But in contrast to the two sides, Cen Luo hopes that Jian Mu can meet someone who makes her happy.

After a long time, the news of Jian Mu will not reach her ears. Whether she is happy or sad may have nothing to do with her.

Maybe I will think of it by chance, and I will be lost for a while, but I will never give birth to the heart to chase.

Cen Luo thought so, and planned to do so.

It's just that she didn't expect to meet Jian Mu the day before she left.

Maybe, she thought, she should go over and say hello.

But, I will leave tomorrow, if I go to find her now, I will be reluctant to leave tomorrow.

Worried that he didn't want to leave because of attachment, Cen Luo stopped less than one meter away from Jian Mu.

Just let it go.

Everyone should have a new life.

The first floor of the hotel is divided into two areas, half of the Department of Mathematics and half of the Department of Journalism.

Because they are different departments of the same school, they are friendly and friendly to each other and want to learn from each other.

In less than a while, the two sides were in full swing.

Those who confess are confessing, those who are reluctant are hugging and crying.

Cen Luo deeply felt the atmosphere of the graduation season.

However, amidst laughter and tears, only Jian Mu was sitting in the corner drinking wine.

The dishes on the table were all spicy dishes, and there were wine bottles in front of her.

He drank the wine toasted by everyone who came.

Jian Mu's alcohol capacity is quite good, but his stomach is not very good.

Compared with getting drunk, what Jian Mu felt first was the pain in his stomach.

But what does it matter to her who is about to leave?

Cen Luo sat there and observed Jian Mu for a long time, she said as little as before, even the expression on her face remained unchanged.

There seemed to be only one thing in her eyes, and that was drinking.

Cen Luo couldn't tell what he was feeling, all he knew was that that night, Jian Mu had a drink and she had a drink.

Cen Luo's alcohol tolerance is not good, and after a few drinks, Cen Luo couldn't hold on anymore.

She had never seen Jian Mu drink like this before, as if she had something very serious on her mind.

I really want to go to Jian Mu's side and ask her what happened, what made her drink after drink, regardless of her own stomach.

However, Cen Luo thought that he was leaving tomorrow, and he had no position to take care of Jian Mu.

Just go with her.

In order to blow off his drunkenness, Cen Luo went into the back garden behind the hotel.

There was a swing inside, and Cen Luo sat there thinking for a while, thinking for a long time whether to change the ticket.

In fact, it is not too late to leave after watching the graduation ceremony of the Department of Mathematics.

Such thoughts only echoed in my mind for a few seconds.

Cen Luo didn't expect to see Jian Mu who also came out for a walk in the back garden.

Next to the swing is a bench, where Jian Mu sat down and looked at her.

Cen Luo didn't take the initiative to speak, but just met her gaze, staying as quietly as her.

"Are you going?"

After a while, Jian Mu suddenly opened his mouth.

It was the gentlest voice that Cen Luo had heard from Jian Mu in the past few years.

It might not be gentle either, but it sounded gentle to her.

Because, Jian Mu actually knew that she was leaving.

Cen Luo didn't know who told her the news. Cen Luo only told Qin Ran that she was going back to Miancheng.

But Qin Ran would never tell Jian Mu the news.

"Well, the plane ticket for tomorrow."

Cen Luo didn't say where she was going, but only answered what Jian Mu wanted.

Jian Mu didn't even answer "Oh", but just stared at Cen Luo with burning eyes.

In the dark back garden lit only by a little yellow light, Cen Luo once again saw the loneliness from Jian Mu.

The moment Jian Mu stared at her, Cen Luo seemed to see brokenness in her eyes.

It seemed that Cen Luo had done something huge to hurt her.

At that time, Cen Luo wanted to remind Jian Mu that you were the one who never accepted.

But before Cen Luo could speak, he saw Jian Mu, who was sitting upright on the bench, suddenly curled up into a ball.

Just thinking about it for a while, Cen Luo knew that Jian Mu must have drunk too much wine just now and hurt his stomach, and now his stomach hurts.

Jian Mu hung his head and hugged his legs on the bench, like an abandoned stray dog.

At that moment, Cen Luo suddenly thought of Jian Mu who had been sitting by the sea all night.

Painfully lonely.

Such emotions made Cen Luo breathless.

Otherwise, stay with her for a while.

Such thoughts grew wildly in her mind like weeds.

Cen Luo poured a cup of hot water from the kitchen and handed it to Jian Mu who was sitting on the sofa.

He said that he would only hug for a while, but Jian Mu would only hug for a while.

In front of the gate, he only hugged Cen Luo for less than a minute before letting go.

Only one sentence left: "Go home."

Cen Luo was also used to this kind of Jian Mu, so he didn't think there was anything weird at the time.

If it's weird, it should be Jian Mu's sudden hug.

Until now, Cen Luo didn't think that Jian Mu was jealous, not to mention how short that hug was, and, did Jian Mu really see it at that time?

"You, just now..."

When Cen Luo spoke, Jian Mu kept staring at her, as if waiting for her to finish speaking.

However, Cen Luo changed his voice: "It's really early to be back."

"Well, just passed by for a while." Jian Mu took a sip of the hot water and replied.

The Jian Mu at this time is no different from the usual Jian Mu, and the hug just now seems to be just an illusion of Cen Luo.

But Cen Luo thought about it, and seemed to think that a hug is not a big problem.

Aren't they lovers?

What is a hug between lovers?As for the fuss?

"Jane Mu."

Jian Mu looked at Cen Luo upon hearing the sound.

"You will hug me more in the future, and now I think it's a strange thing for us to hug."

Cen Luo leaned on the sofa, tilting his head to look at Jian Mu.

Jian Mu was stunned by her words, and then heard Cen Luo say: "Or it's now."

After speaking, Cen Luo stood up from the sofa, patted his sleeves, and opened his hands to Jian Mu.

"Come on, give me a hug."

Seeing that Jian Mu didn't speak, Cen Luo waved his arms again, and accidentally bumped his left hand into his right, causing her to let out a soft cry of pain.

"Does it hurt?" Jian Mu asked.

"It hurts, it hurts," Cen Luo muttered, and then stretched out his hand to Jian Mu, "You can hug me and it won't hurt."

Jian Mu looked at her, and then stretched out his hand towards her.

Cen Luo smiled happily.

Sometimes Jian Mu is easy to talk, hug her if she wants to, and sleep when she wants to sleep, although sometimes her words are really unpleasant.

For example, sometimes when the relationship between the two is just warm, and she can't help asking Jian Muai if she loves her, Jian Mu will reply her very coldly: "I don't love you."

At first Cen Luo liked to compete, although he didn't know who he was competing with.

But later, Cen Luo gradually got used to Jian Mu's insistence on this sentence of dislike.

Maybe, you can listen to it as an irony.

Cen Luo thought about what happened at the Yunxiang clubhouse today, held Jian Mu's hand for a moment, then stroked Jian Mu's hair, pretending to be casual and asked her: "Why didn't you admit it today?"

Jian Mu was stunned for a moment, and it took two seconds to realize what Cen Luo said.

In fact, when Jian Mu thought about it, she felt something was wrong, but at that time, she heard Cen Luo changing the subject, thinking that Cen Luo didn't want others to know about their relationship.

Jian Mu followed suit and hummed.

Actually, it shouldn't be.

"my question."

Jian Mu has always admitted his mistakes.

After thinking about it, maybe I should find a way to make up for it, so I asked Cen Luo: "Do you want to invite your colleague to dinner again?"

In fact, hearing what Jian Mu said, Cen Luo felt that it was enough.

Sometimes Jian Mu's brain circuits are indeed different from others. When he first ran after her, Cen Luo was sad for a while because of her words.

Later, she got used to it and understood Jian Mu's behavior, and she had a little more trust in Jian Mu.

"But Jian Mu," Cen Luo bit his lips, and decided to speak out what was in his heart, "Can you not meet Ding Yue in the future?"

After the two got together, Jian Mu became a little indifferent, but most of the time he would still listen to Cen Luo.

Jian Mu was only puzzled by Cen Luo's words, and then nodded.

Jian Mu didn't intend to use Ding Yue to provoke Cen Luo to break up. Meeting Cen Luo at dinner time was just an accident.

After what happened with Zuo Mo last time, Jian Mu thought about what he was doing for a long time.

Do you want Cen Luo to leave?

It doesn't seem to be.

But go to Ai Cenluo...

Love?

When this idea appeared in Jian Mu's mind, Jian Mu was taken aback by himself.

Cen Luo believed what Jian Mu said, and also believed in Jian Mu's promise to her.

If one day Jian Mu goes back on his word, she should be very sad.

I don't know what Jian Mu is thinking, but it is not difficult to see from her expression that she is thinking about something that shocked her.

Cen Luo hugged her again and patted her on the back, as if to comfort and encourage her:

"Jian Mu, you can love me and trust me forever. I will not lie to you, nor will I leave you."

"Even if it's like it is now, don't be afraid, I won't hurt you."

Cen Luo's voice was like a curse, Jian Mu had heard Cen Luo say this many times over the years.

But this time, something strange happened in her heart.

Stronger than ever.