After being seized by the pillow man

From the restaurant to the hotel, the lights are luxuriant at night, and the lights on both sides from the car window seem to be dimly illuminated through a layer of water mist.

Yin Yansheng was led by Xi Han to the original hotel.

Looking at the entrance of the living room, you can see the wide plains, the night view of Ancheng outside the floor-to-ceiling windows, a lighter is thrown on the cabinet in the entrance, it is still the suite he came to, the difference is that they kissed as soon as they entered the door this time.

There was a cold wall behind Yin Yansheng, and the people in front of him put their hands behind his head, and he was forced into a cramped space, sinking and floating, like a drowning person.

In the end Yin Yansheng gently pushed him away, Xi Han's lips were much deeper than before, but he pushed away immediately, Yin Yan said: "I'm going to take a bath."

Xi Han turned sideways to make way for him.

The fog in the bathroom rose, and it was blurred in the mirror. He wiped a large area with his palm, and the person in the mirror looked at him.

The heat from the bathroom seemed to seep into his eyes, the black and white eyes that were originally distinct now seemed to be misty, and the end of the eyes had a color like rouge, Yin Yansheng quickly looked away, he was so ashamed that he panicked.

When I came out, I found Xi Han in his room. He was wearing a bathrobe. He had just taken a shower, and his hair was still watery. .

Yin Yansheng felt an unspeakable feeling in his heart, like the feeling of secretly tasting wine when he was a child. He knew it was taboo, but he felt an uncontrollable joy.

Yin Yansheng walked over slowly, leaning down to kiss him, but at this moment, he saw something in the trash can, a square thing with jagged edges.

It can still be seen that the inside is slightly bulging, and it may contain a used rubber product.

Yin Yansheng's movements slowed down, as if a ball of water had been poured on the flames, and now only green smoke was floating on it, making people's hearts sour.

He lay on the bed almost stiffly, even though there was a soft kiss on his face.

Thinking rationally, there is nothing wrong with this kind of thing. Xi Han is an adult, even if he has experience, it is reasonable.

But he just felt uncomfortable, and he couldn't tell what kind of feeling it was. He was depressed and sore.

No way, he just cared.

Xi Han's movements stopped, he looked down at the people below him condescendingly, there was no expression of joy or enjoyment on Yin Yan's face, he closed his eyes, as if he was trying to avoid something, and there was a bit of grievance in his expression .

The kid was really wronged because of this kind of thing.

Xi Han smiled self-deprecatingly, it was really not easy for a straight man to accept this kind of thing.

He slowly wrapped the person up with the quilt, wrapping him airtightly, and the two of them drew some distance between their bodies.

Yin Yansheng's eyelashes trembled, and a delicate kiss fell on his cheek in the next moment. The voice of the person beside him was as gentle as if he was afraid of terrifying the moon outside the window, with some comfort and coaxing: "Little friend, don't be sad, we won't be sad." Done."

His voice is gentle.

Yin Yansheng closed his eyes, almost crying.

He can go through all kinds of pain and hardships, but the one thing he can't stand the most is a kiss that is extremely soft and pampering and pampering.

He seems to be too precocious when he was growing up. When he was a child, he could be asked to do some things without being coaxed, and he would not cry when he was rejected for what he wanted to do. Everyone seemed to be used to him being a sensible child, so that It's been... a long, long time since no one has spoken to him like this.

They have been together since then.

For the next three years, the two met frequently.

Xi Han's frequency is very fixed, basically the two meet once every half month.

If anything, it was the last time we saw each other before we got married.

Xi Han didn't come to Ancheng for a long time that time.

It was about a month, and Yin Yansheng was already a senior at that time, and their relationship had lasted for three years.

One day when he came out of school, there was a black Maybach on the side of the road, and the driver said he would take him to the hotel.

They had lived in that suite for three years, and they were already familiar with it. This time when he entered, he immediately saw Xi Han standing in front of the window.

His face was obviously thin, his jawline was distinct, he was dressed in black, and the night behind him almost swallowed him up.

Seeing him coming, he only said softly: "I have someone deliver the meal, you should eat and rest first."

Xi Han didn't even have a bite to eat when dusk came around.

Outside the window is the dark blue night, there is a kind of extreme melancholy, the lights are not bright, only the lines of the viaduct in the distance, the place that is usually so lively, now seems to have a kind of deathly silence.

Steady lines extend into the thicker night, like pouring ink into a basin before sketching. The people in front of the window are burning cigarettes one by one, and the sparks between their fingers are lit up for a moment, and they are repeated again and again. back to darkness.

The indigo smoke enveloped his face, leaving only one back to express the sadness vividly.

Silence, loneliness, and a deep self-abandonment.

Yin Yansheng walked behind him gently, he raised his arm in a slight arc, lowered it, raised it again, and after a long pause, he hugged him from behind.

He pressed his face against his shoulder, the tip of his nose filled with the bitter taste of tobacco.

Yin Yansheng said softly: "Xi Han, don't be sad." The smell of tobacco all over his body became stronger and stronger. He closed his eyes and sniffed a few times. Only two people could hear his voice clearly: "I will be sad when you are sad."

All along, Yin Yansheng thought that Xi Han was a perfect person.

This kind of perfection may be due to the other party's outstanding appearance and extremely decent social status. He is like a pine under the snow, tall and sullen, and can look down on the flowers and plants.

But now, he realized that this person would also... so, so uncomfortable.

He would get sick, get headaches from the long flight, be full of loneliness and self-abandonment because of one thing, and stand silently in front of the window as if punishing himself without eating or drinking.

The person in front of him paused and buried his head on his neck.

There seemed to be a warm liquid falling from the side of his neck, slipping through a wet mark and falling on the lapel of his clothes. Yin Yansheng caught sight of the cigarette between his fingers, stretched out his hand to take it away from him, and then pressed it out in front of the window, leaving only a burnt yellow mark .

He wept silently, too, and would have been a hallucination were it not for the witness of the wet marks.

There were only the two of them that night, and the world was very quiet.

The next morning, when Yin Yansheng woke up, he saw Xi Han looking at him with his head propped up, the corners of his lips curled up slightly, which was the most familiar expression.

The sadness and self-abandonment from last night had disappeared, as if it was imagined by him.

Seeing that he woke up, he said lazily, "Is there anything going on today, kid?"

Yin Yansheng said it was all right.

Xi Handao handed over the phone, and there were pictures of various rings on it: "Choose one you like." After thinking for a while, "It's okay to choose more."

Yin Yansheng looked at the rings above and fell silent.

Even if he doesn't understand these things, he still knows that these jewels are not ordinary products.

He has received a lot of gifts over the years, some cheap and some expensive, Yin Yansheng just thought it was a very common gift, and after thinking about it for a while, he chose one without many diamonds on it.

Because he thought it might be cheaper.

Xi Han took the phone over, and he also praised: "The kid has really good eyesight."

Then he moved his fingers, and Yin Yansheng only saw a string of zeros between his fingers, and after a few seconds, the phone rang, and there was a very sweet female voice: "Hi sir, let's confirm your order again. "

Xi Han said: "Well, hurry up and deliver it."

After hanging up the phone, Xi Han rarely lay down with his arms around someone for a while, but urged Yin Yansheng to get up for dinner. He pushed a bowl of stewed eggs in front of him, took a few bites perfunctorily, and then looked at Yin Yansheng Said: "I chose a set of clothes for you, and you will put on that set later."

Yin Yansheng said: "Okay." Actually, he is not very good at matching clothes, most of the clothes and pants and shoes that he wears these years are mostly made by Xi Jiaojiao.

"I'll take you home again after eating, and bring your ID card and account book with you."

Yin Yan said: "Yes."

"Then we'll go get married."

Yin Yansheng: "Um... what?"

He looked up in surprise, feeling that he had hallucinations in his ears.

Same-sex marriage was only legalized this year, and it is less than a few months, and they are going to get married? !

Xi Jiaojiao actually stood up at this time, he couldn't see the other person's expression, only heard his very calm voice: "You eat first, and go after eating."

Until they got the marriage certificate in their hands, Yin Yansheng felt unreal.

This is actually too fast.

He was still a student when he walked out of school yesterday, but he turned into a married person today.

At night, the rings also came, and Xi Han put on another one himself. When he lowered his eyes and put the other one on his left ring finger, his eyelashes covered his eyes, giving him an almost religious feeling.

A ring suddenly appeared on my left hand. When I first wore it, I was not used to it, and felt a little awkward. After a while, I felt a lot more familiar, and I often forgot that I was still wearing a ring.

These days they hang out together.

It's funny to say, for such a long time, this is the first time that the two have given so much time to each other.

Xi Han directly turned off his cell phone, those official news and meetings completely left him in the past few days, he is not from the Jiang... Completely indulged for a while, to enjoy his newlyweds and bridal chamber flowers and candles.

Yin Yansheng had few classes in the fourth year of his senior year, so he also played around with him.

In the first few days, the two of them pretended to go to the scenic spots in Ancheng, but Xi Han stopped going on the third day.

He put Yin Yansheng in his arms, and when Yin Yansheng was done, he sat on the side, rubbed his lips against his neck, and said with a smile and frivolity: "What did classmate Yin write, and how did the paper go?"

Yin Yansheng didn't see through his mind at that time, so he simply told him what he had written, where he had practiced, and what awards he had won.

Xi Han hugged him quietly like a snake, and whispered in his ear: "Student Yin is really amazing." He became unruly while talking, and deliberately asked the child not to wear formal clothes in the hotel, It's fine to wear pajamas, which is comfortable.

It is very convenient at this time.

Yin Yansheng indulged him, really indulged him.

When he saw the ring on his hand, he was so heartbroken that he obeyed his Xi Jiaojiao for everything.

Goofing around, absurd, and indulgent.

In the end, they almost all fell asleep in bed, exhausted.

Waking up by accident in the middle of the night, Yin Yansheng heard Xi Han's voice.

A very clear and indifferent voice, actually very low, made a phone call through the door in the study: "I'm married, this is something that has been carefully considered."

"His family is very clean and very suitable for me."

When this man spoke, there was no sense of daylight in his tone, like a shrewd businessman standing on a high ground and scrutinizing what marriage could bring him with cold eyes, weighing everything with pure interests.

Not a word about love, just about whether it is suitable or not.

Yin Yansheng returned to the bed softly, he closed his eyes and pretended that he hadn't woken up.

After a while, the bed beside him sank, and the people around him kissed his forehead in the dark, and Yin Yansheng quietly touched the ring on his hand.

He found that he didn't have much anger at this time, but simply felt that it was not up to him to decide when this relationship started, but he had to decide when it ended.

After all... it can't always be like this.

His arm was a little numb from the pressure, Yin Yansheng raised his head and found that the clock on the wall showed that it was six o'clock in the afternoon, the others might have already left work, and the office building was a bit empty.

The phone rang suddenly, it was from Qinyue.