Professor Shen's clingy
Chapter 98
Where Long Xin would go, Shen Zaiqing could think of it by using his brain.
There aren't many alternatives.
One is Fugui Garden, Grandma Xu's home.
Although they are not related by blood, Grandma Xu really treats Long Xin as her own granddaughter, let alone a month, long-term stay is no problem.
Long Xin would not choose this place, because Grandma Xu lived opposite her house.
Shen Zaiqing knew that Long Xin cared about Ms. Ji Weishan's opinion.
She felt that she would be recognized by her future mother-in-law by relying on her achievements in the SWAT team.
Now she quits if she doesn't agree with her, and she definitely doesn't know how to face Ms. Ji Weishan.
The second is at the home of a close friend.
Shen Zaiqing thought of Long Wei.
But Long Wei drags his family and lives in a small place, so there is no room for Long Xin at all.
So it's impossible.
Then there is the dormitory at the SWAT base.
According to what Shen Zaiqing saw, the possibility of this place was not very high.
Now Long Xin is eager to erase the three words "SWAT" from her head, hiding and hiding, just hiding these three words, how can she go back?
Then there is Longya Mountain.
Long Xin has stayed here for more than 20 years, has his own territory, and there is no shortage of food and drink.The environment is quiet and undisturbed, which meets Longxin's requirements of "peace and distance".
The possibility of this place is greater than the possibility of the previous places.
But Longya Mountain also has its disadvantages.
--Bad signal.
Whether she wants to contact Long Xin or Long Xin wants to contact her, there will be obstacles.
Before she went out, she specifically emphasized that if she lost contact, the consequences would be quite serious.
So Shen Zaiqing believed that after weighing the matter, Long Xin would not choose this place.
The rest are some hotels and B&Bs whose chances are too small to be invisible.
Following this line of thought, Shen Zaiqing thought of Uncle Liu's farmhouse in Tiandai Mountain.
There are beautiful mountains and clear waters, and there is a protective layer. It is not too far from Building No. [-]. If you want to come back, you can drive there in one or two hours.
Shen Zaiqing thinks this is Long Xin's first choice.
So I called Liu Mao to test it out.
Liu Mao is a warm and cheerful person who genuinely cares about the little dragon cub.
If he hadn't contacted Long Xin in advance, and Long Xin deliberately told him to hide it, when he received his call, his first reaction should have been to ask about Long Xin's situation, ask questions, and then enthusiastically help to find, rather than just push I have no news about Long Xin.
So it was revealed right away.
Shen Zaiqing didn't want to embarrass him.
It is true that there is no intention of going to find Long Xin in the near future.
After sleeping, Shen Zaiqing's head became much clearer.
She realized that the situation now was not the same as it was nine years ago.
Long Xin has grown up, as she said, Long Xin is no longer a little dragon, her mind, personality, and ability to solve problems have all been greatly improved.
What's more, her relationship with Long Xin has also changed.
She holds the heaviest bargaining chip, Long Xin is willing to give up everything, and it is impossible to give up on her.
The worst outcome simply won't happen.
Long Xin agrees to take a vacation, which is already developing in the direction he expected.
She should give her time and space to let her think clearly and recognize her own heart.
In the next few days, the two communicated through two mobile phones.
It is true that Shen Zaiqing is busy. For a long experiment, you have to wait for several hours just for the response, let alone writing a report and sorting out the experimental data.
It's already after eleven o'clock in the evening when I have time to call Long Xin.
Sometimes even later.
The experimental records and experimental data are sorted out, starting from two hours, so the call time will be moved to two or three hours later.
Long Xin didn't mind at all.
Because she has been waiting for this call all day.
It seems that the air she lives on, if she doesn't hear the professor's voice tonight, then she will spend the night in an unreconcilable dullness.
Shen Zaiqing asked her what she did today, and Long Xin only picked out a few important things to talk about, especially the things Shen Zaiqing had explained, such as what she ate for three meals and what farm work she did for Liu Mao.
How the rest of the time is spent, Long Xin himself does not know.
She seemed to be having a rough time.
Moving out of the house didn't get any easier for her.
If the time is more than one second, she wants to teach a point even more, and keeps adding up.
I don't even have the brain to think about resignation.
It doesn't take much thinking either.
Because she made a decision from the very beginning, and practiced it extremely firmly, never wavering at all.
This position is inseparable, and the one at the other end of the balance is not her, but the professor.
Long Xin told himself that the professor wanted to see something sincere, so he set a deadline of this month.
As long as she gets through it, tells the professor her final decision when the deadline comes, and convinces her that her decision was made after careful consideration, all problems will be solved.
The word "boil" is very particular.
What has the breath of "boiling", and the other party feels that you have a guilty conscience, then it means a guilty conscience.If the other party feels that you are struggling, then it represents struggle.
Long Xin felt that if she wanted the professor to believe in her, she couldn't let her see that she was "suffering".
She's on vacation, and she should spend the month relaxing and comfortable.
Rather than becoming sick from longing halfway, giving up what he insisted on, and running back to the professor's side.
Therefore, invisibly, this has become a contest about persistence.
**
At night, after taking a shower, Shen Zaiqing was lying on the bed with his eyes closed and his mobile phone next to his ear, listening to the voices coming from inside.
Long Xin babbled about the activities in the farmhouse today, and she contributed a lot.
In the past few days, Uncle Liu's farmhouse is very lively, and several groups of families have come here.
She helped Uncle Liu organize a mountain sports meeting today, and had a great time with the other little dragon cubs.
There is a stark contrast between the desolation at home and Long Xin's forgetfulness.
Shen Zaiqing was alone at home, lonely and cold, and still worried about whether her little dragon had enough food and clothing, and couldn't sleep without hearing her voice every day.
Conversely, her Xiaolong was having fun outside, as if he never thought about her, would not take the initiative to call her, and would not take the initiative to ask about family affairs.
At the end of every phone call, Shen Zaiqing would ask: "Baby Xiaolong, did you miss me today?"
Long Xin said at the beginning: "It's okay."
Since yesterday, the answer has been changed to "no".
She said that she now lives comfortably and fulfillingly every day, her mood is healed, and she no longer has nightmares at night.
I am happier every day.
When I have time, I will chat with Uncle Liu, who has been here, about life and ideals, gain a lot of insights, and start to reconsider leaving the job.
Shen Zaiqing didn't know if there were any lies in her words.
She was willing to believe that what Long Xin said was true, that Long Xin's mood improved, and she no longer had nightmares, which was what she dreamed of.
But thinking of something, Shen Zaiqing felt panicked again.
Her little dragon doesn't seem to be close to her anymore, and doesn't cling to her anymore.
I think about her every day, but she doesn't think about me at all!
On the phone, he also became more and more indifferent to her. He talked endlessly when talking about trivial matters, and when they mentioned their affairs, he had nothing to say.
Most of the time, she was asking questions and Long Xin was answering. These answers were not what Shen Zaiqing wanted to hear.
As the frequency increased, Shen Zaiqing's desire to speak plummeted, and the daily call time also decreased.
When Shen Zaiqing arrived home late at night, she was already extremely tired, and she was in a bad mood. Thinking of Long Xin, she felt angry again, and once or twice deliberately refused to call Long Xin, and did not explain the reason to her.
As a result, she didn't call, and Long Xin didn't say a word for the whole day, and there were very few messages on WeChat, let alone actively calling her back.
Shen Zaiqing was so angry that her aunt came early.
The next night, when Shen Zaiqing took the initiative to mention this matter, Long Xin said that he was too tired from playing, and fell asleep holding his mobile phone at night.
Shen Zaiqing was really itchy with anger.
If Long Xin was by her side at this time, she would definitely have teeth marks on both sides of her face.
As far as the current situation is concerned, Shen Zaiqing can only think about it in his head.
She couldn't move in front of Long Xin in an instant. Under the influence of her aunt, she didn't have the strength to bite her even if she was in front of her.
Her stomach was uncomfortable, and there was a dull pain.
Today is the weekend, and she has been lying in bed all day and still can't feel relieved.
There is still a tendency to intensify now. If the pain is still there before going to bed, she will go out to buy medicine.
"Is it raining over there?"
"Well, it's raining even more now, and the water in the fish pond is almost full."
Tormented by the pain, Shen Zaiqing's voice became weak, and the volume also decreased a lot.
Long Xin noticed that when listening to the professor's speech, he always had to concentrate and hold his breath so as not to miss her words.
She closed all the windows in the room and drew the curtains to block the sound of the rain outside and make the room quieter.
She thought that the professor did the experiment very late again, because he was too tired.
So I wanted to say a few more words, so I hung up the phone and asked the professor to rest early.
"Baby Xiaolong, did you miss me today?"
The problem of not being absent if you have a call comes again.
When Shen Zaiqing spoke, he spoke very slowly.
Her physical discomfort made her especially sentimental tonight, and the disappearing expectations resurfaced.
She really wanted to hear Long Xin say "yes".
But Long Xin's answer was within her expectation, and it poured cold water on her.
Expectation and anticipation are two completely different things.
"I'm so busy digging drainage channels today that I don't have time to think about it."
The anticipation in Shen Zaiqing's heart sank little by little, but she still asked unwillingly: "What about now?"
"If you don't have time to think during the day, what about when you have time at night?"
Long Xin said with a hippie smile: "Aren't you talking on the phone when you have time? Like now."
When it came to this point in the past, Shen Zaiqing knew Long Xin's answer. She knew that she would not be able to pry this mouth open no matter what, so she would stop asking.
But today, she was really uncomfortable, and asked again with anger: "Do you really think that a phone call can solve all the lovesickness?"
There was obvious anger in her voice, and Long Xin was determined not to reply directly.
"I'm not on the phone, telling you what happens every day? And we're not very far away..."
In the middle of speaking, Shen Zaiqing interrupted her angrily: "Okay, stop talking, I know you don't miss me at all."
Shen Zaiqing stopped talking, and the atmosphere began to freeze.
Long Xin was also silent for a few seconds, not knowing what to say.
There was something obviously wrong with the atmosphere tonight.
The professor's condition is also not right.Her words were much less than usual, and her mood was also very low, giving Long Xin a feeling of weakness.
Long Xin had a premonition that something was going to happen with the professor, and her heart ached. She really wanted to do something or say something.
But at the critical moment, her mind went blank and she didn't know what to do.
Immediately afterwards, the movement from the other end of the phone attracted Long Xin's attention.
When her nerves are tense, even a slight sound can capture her whole mind.
Shen Zaiqing seemed to be taking a deep breath, but also seemed to be sighing, her voice was very low, implying hoarseness: "But baby Xiaolong, I really miss you."
Long Xin couldn't accurately describe the feeling at that moment.
She felt that her heart was pierced by a sharp sword, pierced cleanly, and blood sprayed all over the place.
Her heart began to tremble first, and then her whole body trembled.
If she hadn't taken the phone away, Shen Zaiqing on the other end of the phone would definitely have heard the sound of her breathing being completely messy.
The phone fell silent again.
No one spoke.
Shen Zaiqing didn't know what Long Xin was doing, and couldn't hear her reaction.
She looked up at the ceiling, with passion in her eyes.
How could she fall in love with such a bad dragon? When she was sad, if she wanted to hear a word of missing from her, she couldn't hear it.
"Half the holiday is over, I'll be back soon, Professor."
Enduring the discomfort, holding the phone and waiting for a long time, Shen Zaiqing waited for such a sentence.
I'm really going to be pissed off.
"okay, I get it."
"It's getting late, I'm going to bed, hang up."
Shen Zaiqing hung up the phone angrily, not procrastinating at all.
He didn't even say "good night" to Long Xin.
If she continued to talk to Long Xin, she might really be unable to bear it, and regardless of the darkness or rainy night, she rushed directly to Tiandai Mountain and twisted both of Long Xin's ears off.
On the other end of the phone, Long Xin held the phone and stood there for a while.
The word "good" got stuck in the throat halfway through.
The professor has hung up the phone.
And very angry.
Does she really not want to teach?
Of course the answer is not what she said.
She was going crazy thinking of the professor.
However, no matter how emotionally surging, she couldn't speak.
Because as soon as she said it, Missing opened the gate, and she would be out of control, and she couldn't hold back at all.
Long Xin went to the sink, took cold water, and washed his face.
She wanted to calm herself down.
But the professor's low voice continued to echo in her ears, and she couldn't calm down at all.
The longing that was firmly hidden in the bottom of my heart also began to rebel.
They quit, and started clamoring, penetrating into Long Xin's bone marrow.
Long Xin didn't do it either.
She wants to go back.
She wanted to go back to Building No. [-], even if it was to take a look from a distance.
If she doesn't take action, she will really go crazy.
Long Xin couldn't calm down, so he took the car keys and walked downstairs.
Liu Mao and his wife were sitting in the living room, looking at the rain curtain outside the door with their knees crossed, chatting about the trivial matters at home in dialect. Suddenly, they were startled by the sound of hurried footsteps, and they all turned their heads to look.
Long Xin hurriedly went downstairs, met their eyes, and said quickly: "Uncle and Auntie, I have something urgent to do, I have to go out, and I may not come back at night."
Liu Mao: "It's raining harder and harder outside, so let's go later."
Long Xin walked through the lobby on the first floor, and walked straight to the door: "It's too late, I have to go right away."
Seeing that he couldn't stop it anymore, Liu Mao said, "Remember to bring an umbrella."
Long Xinying: "Okay."
Then he walked into the rain without looking back.
She got into her car, put on her seat belt quickly, and started the car in one go.
The headlights illuminated the dark forest, and the windshield wipers frantically swept, Long Xin's heart was not at all stable, she could hear her own crazy heartbeat.
It would be nice if it could fly.
Then she will definitely go back to Building No. [-] as quickly as possible.
**
It rained for two days in a row, and the temperature dropped several degrees.
Shen Zaiqing regretted that she changed the quilt too early.
Now this quilt is too thin to resist the cold.
After taking a bath, she had been lying in bed for more than an hour, and her hands and feet were still cold.
She lifted the quilt and got up, ready to get the thick quilt.
If she didn't warm her hands and feet, the aunt's pain would probably be with her until dawn.
When she got up, a piercing pain hit her, making her unable to move.
Shen Zaiqing sat on the edge of the bed for a while before recovering.
She doesn't hurt every time her aunt comes.
But once it hurts, it will definitely hurt forever.
Today's battle, if you don't take medicine, you will definitely suffer tonight.
So long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, Shen Zaiqing decided to go out and buy medicine for herself.
It's 09:30 now, neither too early nor too late. She remembered that the pharmacy downstairs in the community was open until ten o'clock, so there should be time to go now.
If this store closes early, she will have to walk another kilometer to the one further away.
It doesn't matter if she walks slowly, that's open 24 hours.
Shen Zaiqing went out with an umbrella, walked to the first floor, and glanced in the direction of the shop.
When she saw the darkness, she just sighed softly, then raised her feet and walked towards the gate of the community.
She's been through the worst, and it's nothing to be unlucky.
Her Xiaolong didn't miss her at all.
For Shen Zaiqing, it was the most heart-wrenching thing.
Others are not listed in the name.
Shen Zaiqing took the biggest umbrella in the house, put on a thick coat and a pair of thick-soled boots, and walked slowly in the dense rain.
There are no people downstairs in the community, there are few cars on the road, and the surrounding area is quiet.
The street lights were very bright, and the law and order in this area was very good. Shen Zaiqing didn't have to worry about any emergencies.
She walked for 10 minutes before reaching the pharmacy.
The trousers were wet from the rain, and the chill ran down her feet and up her back.
Shen Zaiqing shuddered.
The pain in the lower abdomen intensified again.
She didn't like to show her vulnerability in front of strangers, endured the pain, and calmly explained her intentions to the clerk.
Long Xin was already on the outskirts of Building No. [-], and had driven around three times.
She was debating whether to go upstairs and meet the professor.
Now I am struggling with what to say when I meet the professor.
When her head was in a mess and she was about to scratch her face, Long Xin noticed the 24-hour pharmacy.
The pharmacy itself is nothing special. Long Xin has bought medicine here before and is very familiar with it.
What's special is the man who pushed the door of the pharmacy in.
Long Xin made sure that he did not admit his mistake.
That's the professor.
Why did the professor come out to buy medicine at night?It's raining so hard outside.
She didn't come by car.
are you sick?
Long Xin's heart seemed to be pierced by a blunt knife, feeling stuffy and painful, his eyes shook uncomfortably for a while, and then gathered on Shen Zaiqing again.
She stopped the car slowly, lowered the window a little, and paid attention to the movement of the pharmacy.
Shen Zaiqing came out after paying, holding an umbrella in one hand and medicine in the other, and walked back at a leisurely pace with no expression on her face.
When walking, her head is empty.
Occasionally, I think of Long Xin, and all I think about are the clips of her when she was cute and made people laugh.
She had suffered enough, and she knew not to embarrass herself.
Think of something warm and pleasant, and the physical pain will not be so difficult.
But this time, before she had time to remember Long Xin's embarrassing appearance, she just walked a few meters, her scalp felt numb, and her steps suddenly stopped.
The piercing pain came again.
She has to slow down.
Shen Zaiqing stopped beside a stone chair that was wet by rain.
There was a bright street lamp two meters away.
Her pained and pale face was revealed in the circle of light.
The physical pain caused Shen Zaiqing to arch her back. She wanted to find a place to sit down, but the water was everywhere, the rain kept falling, and the sidewalk pavement was full of water.
The only chair I could sit on was also constantly washed by the rain.
Even if Shen Zaiqing held the umbrella and wiped the surface of the stone chair clean, he couldn't sit down.
This kind of marble stone chair is already full of cold air in rainy nights.
Shen Zaiqing felt chills all over his body when he got close to it, let alone sitting on it.
She'd better stand still for a while.
Shen Zaiqing bit her lower lip, covered her abdomen with one hand, and held the umbrella handle with the other.
Standing stubbornly and alone under the street lamp.
Long Xin saw everything in his eyes, and there was enthusiasm in his eyes.
She took a deep breath, her hands on the steering wheel clenched into fists.
She is familiar with every injury of the professor.
Even a small cold, she can predict the specific time through observation.
Of course she knew what was going on with the professor now.
She blamed herself why she wasn't by her side when the professor needed her.
Long Xin punched the steering wheel in a muffled voice, then opened the door and got out of the car quickly.
Her car was parked not far away, and she could reach Shen Zaiqing within a few steps.
It's just that she parked in an awkward position, and when she opened the door, there was a big puddle.
Long Xin was so anxious that his head was on fire, he couldn't control it, he stepped into the puddle, and ran under Shen Zaiqing's umbrella as fast as he could.
"What about your car? It's raining so hard, why don't you drive here?" Long Xin held onto Shen Zaiqing's shoulders, holding onto Shen Zaiqing's shoulders, fearing that she might break, so he didn't dare to use force, and just leaned there lightly.
There was too much stuff in her throat, and her voice was harsh and harsh.
Hearing the familiar voice, Shen Zaiqing's head "buzzed", raised his head in disbelief, stared at Long Xin for three or four seconds, and then said dully: "Why are you here?"
She just finished talking with her on the phone not long ago, wasn't she in Tiandai Mountain at that time?
Could it be that she drove here as soon as she hung up the phone?
Long Xin didn't answer her.
Her mind was full of the professor's uncomfortable appearance, and she tried to find a way to help her relieve it.
Long Xin saw the stone chair, turned around, turned his back to Shen Zaiqing, bent down, brushed the water on the stone chair to the edge with his sleeve, and cleaned it up.
Then he turned around and sat down on the cold stone bench.
"Sit on my lap, my lap is not cold."
She flicked away most of the water on the chair, but the chair was still wet.
When she sat like this, her pants were definitely wet.
Shen Zaiqing swept his gaze, and saw the side of Long Xin's trousers, with a clear dividing line, and the bottom part was all wet.
Water was dripping from her sleeves, too.
There was only anxiety and worry on Long Xin's face, and he didn't care about it at all.
Shen Zaiqing stood still, his eyes flickered slightly, and he didn't recover for a moment.
Long Xin pulled her wrist and brought her into his arms.
Under the orange street lights, this picture is very warm.
Long Xin sat on the wet stool, holding the umbrella in one hand, and held Shen Zaiqing in his arms with the other.
Shen Zaiqing hooked her neck, buried his face in the socket of her neck, and stared at her intently.
Long Xin pressed his chin against Shen Zaiqing's cold forehead, held her hand, and used his warm body temperature to dispel the chill for her.
Long Xin's body was very warm, much more comfortable than hand warmers, electric blankets and the like.
Shen Zaiqing burrowed into Long Xin's arms, with a smile on his lips, and took the initiative to answer the question Long Xin asked just now: "My car broke down and I couldn't drive, so I walked here."
"The car broke down? What happened?"
"I was hit, and I was hit by another car when I was turning. The headlight is broken, and I am still repairing it in the 4S shop."
"I've been taking a taxi to school these two days."
Long Xin's heart rose, and his brows were deeply frowned.When did this happen, why didn't she know?
"When did it happen? Why didn't you call me then?"
"Two days ago," Shen Zaiqing looked at her resentfully, and flattened her mouth, "You are so busy and live a carefree life, why should I bother you?"
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There aren't many alternatives.
One is Fugui Garden, Grandma Xu's home.
Although they are not related by blood, Grandma Xu really treats Long Xin as her own granddaughter, let alone a month, long-term stay is no problem.
Long Xin would not choose this place, because Grandma Xu lived opposite her house.
Shen Zaiqing knew that Long Xin cared about Ms. Ji Weishan's opinion.
She felt that she would be recognized by her future mother-in-law by relying on her achievements in the SWAT team.
Now she quits if she doesn't agree with her, and she definitely doesn't know how to face Ms. Ji Weishan.
The second is at the home of a close friend.
Shen Zaiqing thought of Long Wei.
But Long Wei drags his family and lives in a small place, so there is no room for Long Xin at all.
So it's impossible.
Then there is the dormitory at the SWAT base.
According to what Shen Zaiqing saw, the possibility of this place was not very high.
Now Long Xin is eager to erase the three words "SWAT" from her head, hiding and hiding, just hiding these three words, how can she go back?
Then there is Longya Mountain.
Long Xin has stayed here for more than 20 years, has his own territory, and there is no shortage of food and drink.The environment is quiet and undisturbed, which meets Longxin's requirements of "peace and distance".
The possibility of this place is greater than the possibility of the previous places.
But Longya Mountain also has its disadvantages.
--Bad signal.
Whether she wants to contact Long Xin or Long Xin wants to contact her, there will be obstacles.
Before she went out, she specifically emphasized that if she lost contact, the consequences would be quite serious.
So Shen Zaiqing believed that after weighing the matter, Long Xin would not choose this place.
The rest are some hotels and B&Bs whose chances are too small to be invisible.
Following this line of thought, Shen Zaiqing thought of Uncle Liu's farmhouse in Tiandai Mountain.
There are beautiful mountains and clear waters, and there is a protective layer. It is not too far from Building No. [-]. If you want to come back, you can drive there in one or two hours.
Shen Zaiqing thinks this is Long Xin's first choice.
So I called Liu Mao to test it out.
Liu Mao is a warm and cheerful person who genuinely cares about the little dragon cub.
If he hadn't contacted Long Xin in advance, and Long Xin deliberately told him to hide it, when he received his call, his first reaction should have been to ask about Long Xin's situation, ask questions, and then enthusiastically help to find, rather than just push I have no news about Long Xin.
So it was revealed right away.
Shen Zaiqing didn't want to embarrass him.
It is true that there is no intention of going to find Long Xin in the near future.
After sleeping, Shen Zaiqing's head became much clearer.
She realized that the situation now was not the same as it was nine years ago.
Long Xin has grown up, as she said, Long Xin is no longer a little dragon, her mind, personality, and ability to solve problems have all been greatly improved.
What's more, her relationship with Long Xin has also changed.
She holds the heaviest bargaining chip, Long Xin is willing to give up everything, and it is impossible to give up on her.
The worst outcome simply won't happen.
Long Xin agrees to take a vacation, which is already developing in the direction he expected.
She should give her time and space to let her think clearly and recognize her own heart.
In the next few days, the two communicated through two mobile phones.
It is true that Shen Zaiqing is busy. For a long experiment, you have to wait for several hours just for the response, let alone writing a report and sorting out the experimental data.
It's already after eleven o'clock in the evening when I have time to call Long Xin.
Sometimes even later.
The experimental records and experimental data are sorted out, starting from two hours, so the call time will be moved to two or three hours later.
Long Xin didn't mind at all.
Because she has been waiting for this call all day.
It seems that the air she lives on, if she doesn't hear the professor's voice tonight, then she will spend the night in an unreconcilable dullness.
Shen Zaiqing asked her what she did today, and Long Xin only picked out a few important things to talk about, especially the things Shen Zaiqing had explained, such as what she ate for three meals and what farm work she did for Liu Mao.
How the rest of the time is spent, Long Xin himself does not know.
She seemed to be having a rough time.
Moving out of the house didn't get any easier for her.
If the time is more than one second, she wants to teach a point even more, and keeps adding up.
I don't even have the brain to think about resignation.
It doesn't take much thinking either.
Because she made a decision from the very beginning, and practiced it extremely firmly, never wavering at all.
This position is inseparable, and the one at the other end of the balance is not her, but the professor.
Long Xin told himself that the professor wanted to see something sincere, so he set a deadline of this month.
As long as she gets through it, tells the professor her final decision when the deadline comes, and convinces her that her decision was made after careful consideration, all problems will be solved.
The word "boil" is very particular.
What has the breath of "boiling", and the other party feels that you have a guilty conscience, then it means a guilty conscience.If the other party feels that you are struggling, then it represents struggle.
Long Xin felt that if she wanted the professor to believe in her, she couldn't let her see that she was "suffering".
She's on vacation, and she should spend the month relaxing and comfortable.
Rather than becoming sick from longing halfway, giving up what he insisted on, and running back to the professor's side.
Therefore, invisibly, this has become a contest about persistence.
**
At night, after taking a shower, Shen Zaiqing was lying on the bed with his eyes closed and his mobile phone next to his ear, listening to the voices coming from inside.
Long Xin babbled about the activities in the farmhouse today, and she contributed a lot.
In the past few days, Uncle Liu's farmhouse is very lively, and several groups of families have come here.
She helped Uncle Liu organize a mountain sports meeting today, and had a great time with the other little dragon cubs.
There is a stark contrast between the desolation at home and Long Xin's forgetfulness.
Shen Zaiqing was alone at home, lonely and cold, and still worried about whether her little dragon had enough food and clothing, and couldn't sleep without hearing her voice every day.
Conversely, her Xiaolong was having fun outside, as if he never thought about her, would not take the initiative to call her, and would not take the initiative to ask about family affairs.
At the end of every phone call, Shen Zaiqing would ask: "Baby Xiaolong, did you miss me today?"
Long Xin said at the beginning: "It's okay."
Since yesterday, the answer has been changed to "no".
She said that she now lives comfortably and fulfillingly every day, her mood is healed, and she no longer has nightmares at night.
I am happier every day.
When I have time, I will chat with Uncle Liu, who has been here, about life and ideals, gain a lot of insights, and start to reconsider leaving the job.
Shen Zaiqing didn't know if there were any lies in her words.
She was willing to believe that what Long Xin said was true, that Long Xin's mood improved, and she no longer had nightmares, which was what she dreamed of.
But thinking of something, Shen Zaiqing felt panicked again.
Her little dragon doesn't seem to be close to her anymore, and doesn't cling to her anymore.
I think about her every day, but she doesn't think about me at all!
On the phone, he also became more and more indifferent to her. He talked endlessly when talking about trivial matters, and when they mentioned their affairs, he had nothing to say.
Most of the time, she was asking questions and Long Xin was answering. These answers were not what Shen Zaiqing wanted to hear.
As the frequency increased, Shen Zaiqing's desire to speak plummeted, and the daily call time also decreased.
When Shen Zaiqing arrived home late at night, she was already extremely tired, and she was in a bad mood. Thinking of Long Xin, she felt angry again, and once or twice deliberately refused to call Long Xin, and did not explain the reason to her.
As a result, she didn't call, and Long Xin didn't say a word for the whole day, and there were very few messages on WeChat, let alone actively calling her back.
Shen Zaiqing was so angry that her aunt came early.
The next night, when Shen Zaiqing took the initiative to mention this matter, Long Xin said that he was too tired from playing, and fell asleep holding his mobile phone at night.
Shen Zaiqing was really itchy with anger.
If Long Xin was by her side at this time, she would definitely have teeth marks on both sides of her face.
As far as the current situation is concerned, Shen Zaiqing can only think about it in his head.
She couldn't move in front of Long Xin in an instant. Under the influence of her aunt, she didn't have the strength to bite her even if she was in front of her.
Her stomach was uncomfortable, and there was a dull pain.
Today is the weekend, and she has been lying in bed all day and still can't feel relieved.
There is still a tendency to intensify now. If the pain is still there before going to bed, she will go out to buy medicine.
"Is it raining over there?"
"Well, it's raining even more now, and the water in the fish pond is almost full."
Tormented by the pain, Shen Zaiqing's voice became weak, and the volume also decreased a lot.
Long Xin noticed that when listening to the professor's speech, he always had to concentrate and hold his breath so as not to miss her words.
She closed all the windows in the room and drew the curtains to block the sound of the rain outside and make the room quieter.
She thought that the professor did the experiment very late again, because he was too tired.
So I wanted to say a few more words, so I hung up the phone and asked the professor to rest early.
"Baby Xiaolong, did you miss me today?"
The problem of not being absent if you have a call comes again.
When Shen Zaiqing spoke, he spoke very slowly.
Her physical discomfort made her especially sentimental tonight, and the disappearing expectations resurfaced.
She really wanted to hear Long Xin say "yes".
But Long Xin's answer was within her expectation, and it poured cold water on her.
Expectation and anticipation are two completely different things.
"I'm so busy digging drainage channels today that I don't have time to think about it."
The anticipation in Shen Zaiqing's heart sank little by little, but she still asked unwillingly: "What about now?"
"If you don't have time to think during the day, what about when you have time at night?"
Long Xin said with a hippie smile: "Aren't you talking on the phone when you have time? Like now."
When it came to this point in the past, Shen Zaiqing knew Long Xin's answer. She knew that she would not be able to pry this mouth open no matter what, so she would stop asking.
But today, she was really uncomfortable, and asked again with anger: "Do you really think that a phone call can solve all the lovesickness?"
There was obvious anger in her voice, and Long Xin was determined not to reply directly.
"I'm not on the phone, telling you what happens every day? And we're not very far away..."
In the middle of speaking, Shen Zaiqing interrupted her angrily: "Okay, stop talking, I know you don't miss me at all."
Shen Zaiqing stopped talking, and the atmosphere began to freeze.
Long Xin was also silent for a few seconds, not knowing what to say.
There was something obviously wrong with the atmosphere tonight.
The professor's condition is also not right.Her words were much less than usual, and her mood was also very low, giving Long Xin a feeling of weakness.
Long Xin had a premonition that something was going to happen with the professor, and her heart ached. She really wanted to do something or say something.
But at the critical moment, her mind went blank and she didn't know what to do.
Immediately afterwards, the movement from the other end of the phone attracted Long Xin's attention.
When her nerves are tense, even a slight sound can capture her whole mind.
Shen Zaiqing seemed to be taking a deep breath, but also seemed to be sighing, her voice was very low, implying hoarseness: "But baby Xiaolong, I really miss you."
Long Xin couldn't accurately describe the feeling at that moment.
She felt that her heart was pierced by a sharp sword, pierced cleanly, and blood sprayed all over the place.
Her heart began to tremble first, and then her whole body trembled.
If she hadn't taken the phone away, Shen Zaiqing on the other end of the phone would definitely have heard the sound of her breathing being completely messy.
The phone fell silent again.
No one spoke.
Shen Zaiqing didn't know what Long Xin was doing, and couldn't hear her reaction.
She looked up at the ceiling, with passion in her eyes.
How could she fall in love with such a bad dragon? When she was sad, if she wanted to hear a word of missing from her, she couldn't hear it.
"Half the holiday is over, I'll be back soon, Professor."
Enduring the discomfort, holding the phone and waiting for a long time, Shen Zaiqing waited for such a sentence.
I'm really going to be pissed off.
"okay, I get it."
"It's getting late, I'm going to bed, hang up."
Shen Zaiqing hung up the phone angrily, not procrastinating at all.
He didn't even say "good night" to Long Xin.
If she continued to talk to Long Xin, she might really be unable to bear it, and regardless of the darkness or rainy night, she rushed directly to Tiandai Mountain and twisted both of Long Xin's ears off.
On the other end of the phone, Long Xin held the phone and stood there for a while.
The word "good" got stuck in the throat halfway through.
The professor has hung up the phone.
And very angry.
Does she really not want to teach?
Of course the answer is not what she said.
She was going crazy thinking of the professor.
However, no matter how emotionally surging, she couldn't speak.
Because as soon as she said it, Missing opened the gate, and she would be out of control, and she couldn't hold back at all.
Long Xin went to the sink, took cold water, and washed his face.
She wanted to calm herself down.
But the professor's low voice continued to echo in her ears, and she couldn't calm down at all.
The longing that was firmly hidden in the bottom of my heart also began to rebel.
They quit, and started clamoring, penetrating into Long Xin's bone marrow.
Long Xin didn't do it either.
She wants to go back.
She wanted to go back to Building No. [-], even if it was to take a look from a distance.
If she doesn't take action, she will really go crazy.
Long Xin couldn't calm down, so he took the car keys and walked downstairs.
Liu Mao and his wife were sitting in the living room, looking at the rain curtain outside the door with their knees crossed, chatting about the trivial matters at home in dialect. Suddenly, they were startled by the sound of hurried footsteps, and they all turned their heads to look.
Long Xin hurriedly went downstairs, met their eyes, and said quickly: "Uncle and Auntie, I have something urgent to do, I have to go out, and I may not come back at night."
Liu Mao: "It's raining harder and harder outside, so let's go later."
Long Xin walked through the lobby on the first floor, and walked straight to the door: "It's too late, I have to go right away."
Seeing that he couldn't stop it anymore, Liu Mao said, "Remember to bring an umbrella."
Long Xinying: "Okay."
Then he walked into the rain without looking back.
She got into her car, put on her seat belt quickly, and started the car in one go.
The headlights illuminated the dark forest, and the windshield wipers frantically swept, Long Xin's heart was not at all stable, she could hear her own crazy heartbeat.
It would be nice if it could fly.
Then she will definitely go back to Building No. [-] as quickly as possible.
**
It rained for two days in a row, and the temperature dropped several degrees.
Shen Zaiqing regretted that she changed the quilt too early.
Now this quilt is too thin to resist the cold.
After taking a bath, she had been lying in bed for more than an hour, and her hands and feet were still cold.
She lifted the quilt and got up, ready to get the thick quilt.
If she didn't warm her hands and feet, the aunt's pain would probably be with her until dawn.
When she got up, a piercing pain hit her, making her unable to move.
Shen Zaiqing sat on the edge of the bed for a while before recovering.
She doesn't hurt every time her aunt comes.
But once it hurts, it will definitely hurt forever.
Today's battle, if you don't take medicine, you will definitely suffer tonight.
So long-term pain is worse than short-term pain, Shen Zaiqing decided to go out and buy medicine for herself.
It's 09:30 now, neither too early nor too late. She remembered that the pharmacy downstairs in the community was open until ten o'clock, so there should be time to go now.
If this store closes early, she will have to walk another kilometer to the one further away.
It doesn't matter if she walks slowly, that's open 24 hours.
Shen Zaiqing went out with an umbrella, walked to the first floor, and glanced in the direction of the shop.
When she saw the darkness, she just sighed softly, then raised her feet and walked towards the gate of the community.
She's been through the worst, and it's nothing to be unlucky.
Her Xiaolong didn't miss her at all.
For Shen Zaiqing, it was the most heart-wrenching thing.
Others are not listed in the name.
Shen Zaiqing took the biggest umbrella in the house, put on a thick coat and a pair of thick-soled boots, and walked slowly in the dense rain.
There are no people downstairs in the community, there are few cars on the road, and the surrounding area is quiet.
The street lights were very bright, and the law and order in this area was very good. Shen Zaiqing didn't have to worry about any emergencies.
She walked for 10 minutes before reaching the pharmacy.
The trousers were wet from the rain, and the chill ran down her feet and up her back.
Shen Zaiqing shuddered.
The pain in the lower abdomen intensified again.
She didn't like to show her vulnerability in front of strangers, endured the pain, and calmly explained her intentions to the clerk.
Long Xin was already on the outskirts of Building No. [-], and had driven around three times.
She was debating whether to go upstairs and meet the professor.
Now I am struggling with what to say when I meet the professor.
When her head was in a mess and she was about to scratch her face, Long Xin noticed the 24-hour pharmacy.
The pharmacy itself is nothing special. Long Xin has bought medicine here before and is very familiar with it.
What's special is the man who pushed the door of the pharmacy in.
Long Xin made sure that he did not admit his mistake.
That's the professor.
Why did the professor come out to buy medicine at night?It's raining so hard outside.
She didn't come by car.
are you sick?
Long Xin's heart seemed to be pierced by a blunt knife, feeling stuffy and painful, his eyes shook uncomfortably for a while, and then gathered on Shen Zaiqing again.
She stopped the car slowly, lowered the window a little, and paid attention to the movement of the pharmacy.
Shen Zaiqing came out after paying, holding an umbrella in one hand and medicine in the other, and walked back at a leisurely pace with no expression on her face.
When walking, her head is empty.
Occasionally, I think of Long Xin, and all I think about are the clips of her when she was cute and made people laugh.
She had suffered enough, and she knew not to embarrass herself.
Think of something warm and pleasant, and the physical pain will not be so difficult.
But this time, before she had time to remember Long Xin's embarrassing appearance, she just walked a few meters, her scalp felt numb, and her steps suddenly stopped.
The piercing pain came again.
She has to slow down.
Shen Zaiqing stopped beside a stone chair that was wet by rain.
There was a bright street lamp two meters away.
Her pained and pale face was revealed in the circle of light.
The physical pain caused Shen Zaiqing to arch her back. She wanted to find a place to sit down, but the water was everywhere, the rain kept falling, and the sidewalk pavement was full of water.
The only chair I could sit on was also constantly washed by the rain.
Even if Shen Zaiqing held the umbrella and wiped the surface of the stone chair clean, he couldn't sit down.
This kind of marble stone chair is already full of cold air in rainy nights.
Shen Zaiqing felt chills all over his body when he got close to it, let alone sitting on it.
She'd better stand still for a while.
Shen Zaiqing bit her lower lip, covered her abdomen with one hand, and held the umbrella handle with the other.
Standing stubbornly and alone under the street lamp.
Long Xin saw everything in his eyes, and there was enthusiasm in his eyes.
She took a deep breath, her hands on the steering wheel clenched into fists.
She is familiar with every injury of the professor.
Even a small cold, she can predict the specific time through observation.
Of course she knew what was going on with the professor now.
She blamed herself why she wasn't by her side when the professor needed her.
Long Xin punched the steering wheel in a muffled voice, then opened the door and got out of the car quickly.
Her car was parked not far away, and she could reach Shen Zaiqing within a few steps.
It's just that she parked in an awkward position, and when she opened the door, there was a big puddle.
Long Xin was so anxious that his head was on fire, he couldn't control it, he stepped into the puddle, and ran under Shen Zaiqing's umbrella as fast as he could.
"What about your car? It's raining so hard, why don't you drive here?" Long Xin held onto Shen Zaiqing's shoulders, holding onto Shen Zaiqing's shoulders, fearing that she might break, so he didn't dare to use force, and just leaned there lightly.
There was too much stuff in her throat, and her voice was harsh and harsh.
Hearing the familiar voice, Shen Zaiqing's head "buzzed", raised his head in disbelief, stared at Long Xin for three or four seconds, and then said dully: "Why are you here?"
She just finished talking with her on the phone not long ago, wasn't she in Tiandai Mountain at that time?
Could it be that she drove here as soon as she hung up the phone?
Long Xin didn't answer her.
Her mind was full of the professor's uncomfortable appearance, and she tried to find a way to help her relieve it.
Long Xin saw the stone chair, turned around, turned his back to Shen Zaiqing, bent down, brushed the water on the stone chair to the edge with his sleeve, and cleaned it up.
Then he turned around and sat down on the cold stone bench.
"Sit on my lap, my lap is not cold."
She flicked away most of the water on the chair, but the chair was still wet.
When she sat like this, her pants were definitely wet.
Shen Zaiqing swept his gaze, and saw the side of Long Xin's trousers, with a clear dividing line, and the bottom part was all wet.
Water was dripping from her sleeves, too.
There was only anxiety and worry on Long Xin's face, and he didn't care about it at all.
Shen Zaiqing stood still, his eyes flickered slightly, and he didn't recover for a moment.
Long Xin pulled her wrist and brought her into his arms.
Under the orange street lights, this picture is very warm.
Long Xin sat on the wet stool, holding the umbrella in one hand, and held Shen Zaiqing in his arms with the other.
Shen Zaiqing hooked her neck, buried his face in the socket of her neck, and stared at her intently.
Long Xin pressed his chin against Shen Zaiqing's cold forehead, held her hand, and used his warm body temperature to dispel the chill for her.
Long Xin's body was very warm, much more comfortable than hand warmers, electric blankets and the like.
Shen Zaiqing burrowed into Long Xin's arms, with a smile on his lips, and took the initiative to answer the question Long Xin asked just now: "My car broke down and I couldn't drive, so I walked here."
"The car broke down? What happened?"
"I was hit, and I was hit by another car when I was turning. The headlight is broken, and I am still repairing it in the 4S shop."
"I've been taking a taxi to school these two days."
Long Xin's heart rose, and his brows were deeply frowned.When did this happen, why didn't she know?
"When did it happen? Why didn't you call me then?"
"Two days ago," Shen Zaiqing looked at her resentfully, and flattened her mouth, "You are so busy and live a carefree life, why should I bother you?"
The author has something to say: The nutrient solution breaks seven thousand plus more~
**
It shouldn't be very cruel, right?
Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmines: 4 piece of gold;
Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: Yu 40 bottles; 611210 bottles;
Bow thanks, remember to leave a comment~
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