After the substitute loses his memory, he thinks he is the boss

A lot of people came, besides the boy who showed the way, there were six men in security uniforms and pig-head masks.

These men held a bundle of hemp rope in their hands, and it seemed that they must be caught.

Ji Ruxu sighed silently, it seems that he was right, there is no other secret passage in this room, they can only choose to go with these people now, and they will most likely take them to the dormitory on the top floor.

One of the leading men looked at Ji Ruxu and the others coldly, and asked in a rough voice, "How did you get in here?"

Several people looked at each other and didn't speak.

The man sneered: "Don't say anything, okay, then please come with us."

After finishing speaking, he raised his chin at them, and he and the pig-headed men behind him rushed forward, and tied up Ji Ruxu and the others one by one.

Han Ce kept staring at Ji Ruxu, seeing that he didn't respond and even raised his eyebrows at him, Han Ce's high-spirited heart finally fell down.

The others were a little uneasy, but Hu Xian was okay, after all, he had seen a lot of secret room games.

Qu Rui is also okay, she always likes to be exciting, but now she is too excited to break through the routine.

Su Yanxin and Shen Yihe were the ones who were more flustered. Both of them had ugly complexions. Shen Yihe still had to worry about his own image and didn't dare to act too cowardly. Of course, the main reason was that Ji Ruxu didn't seem to be panicking at all. be compared.

But Su Yanxin didn't need to worry about these things, she felt like crying now, and looked at the nearest Ji Ruxu for help.

Ji Ruxu smiled, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, it's okay."

"Don't talk!" The security guard who was tying up Ji Ruxu yelled, and Su Yan's heart trembled in fright, and she wanted to cry even more.

Ji Ruxu said helplessly: "Brother, you have to be gentle with girls."

The man froze for a moment, then said angrily, "Shut up!"

After finishing speaking, he turned his head to look at Su Yanxin, who was about to cry, his attitude was really not so tough, and he seemed to lack confidence: "You, you also shut up."

Everyone paused, and then they couldn't hold back their laughter. Even the shoulders of those NPCs were shaking, and they seemed to be trying very hard to hold back their laughter.

The few people were relieved, so they didn't speak any more. After they were tied up, they were taken upstairs.

Along the way, the young man also followed them, his eyes were full of inquiry, his eyes flicked over them one by one, his brows became more and more tight.

He should have realized that he had misunderstood Ji Ruxu and the others' identities, but it had already happened, so he could only find a way to make it up.

He silently followed them all the way to the fourth floor.

There are canteens and dormitories on the fourth floor. Although it is unreasonable to place the canteen on the top floor, no one can guess the school's intentions.

Sure enough, they were taken into the dormitory. After those pig-headed men pushed them in, they closed the door, and the young man who had just informed was taken away by them.

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief, because the door was finally locked with a code!

They no longer have to worry about being opened from the outside!

Everyone looked around, it was a dormitory, but they were not accurate enough, because compared to the dormitory, it was more like a Datong shop in a concentration camp.

The room is very large, about [-] square meters, filled with densely packed beds, all of which are upper and lower beds, covered with uniform blue sheets, each bed is as clean as new, and the quilts on the beds are all folded into tofu cubes shape.

At first glance, although it seems to be very tidy, in fact, because the beds are placed too close together and there are few windows, the place feels depressing and suffocating.

"Is this a dormitory?" Qu Rui asked in surprise, "Isn't this too simple?"

Hu Xian nodded: "It looks like, look inside, there seems to be only one bathroom."

"Just a bathroom?!" Su Yan was shocked, with an expression of disbelief.

They chatted slowly, but Ji Ruxu stood there in a daze, his eyes fell on a bed not far from the door.

Han Ce was paying attention to him all the time, so he immediately noticed something was wrong with him, and asked him softly, "What's wrong?"

Ji Ruxu came back to his senses, put his hand on Han Ce's arm, and whispered, "I'll show you something."

As he said that, he pulled Han Ce towards the seemingly indistinguishable bed.

Ji Ruxu is actually not sure, he doesn't know if the store moved in later, because he doesn't know if those things in the school have been confiscated, but now it seems that these beds are still the original ones.

The two of them walked to a bed. There was no difference from a distance, but after getting closer, Han Ce found that the iron bars of these beds were engraved with different characters. I don't know what they used to engrave. old.

Moreover, there are words written on the bottom of each upper bunk bed, but these words seem to be newly written, and the handwriting is very new.

"These words are clues, right?" Han Ce's voice was not loud, but because the place was so empty, it was easy for others to hear his words.

After that, they all began to look down at the bottom of each bed board, and found that there were indeed many words, many of which were words that could not be put together into sentences, and some numbers with unknown meanings.

Han Ce did it on purpose. He knew that Ji Ruxu didn't want him to watch this, but after he said that, everyone's actions were the same. After the show was broadcast, the audience would not pay too much attention to Ji Ruxu's behavior.

Ji Ruxu didn't think about his intentions, but groped on the bed rail according to his memory.

He lived in the lower bunk, and his upper bunk died on his first night at school, but within a few days, a new child moved in.

Ji Ruxu remembers that they all did the same thing at that time, that is, they secretly wrote on the bed rails, so that they could persevere and not compromise or give up lightly.

He wrote on the bedrail too, and he remembers writing...

"Ah, here it is!" Ji Ruxu's eyes lit up, he squatted down, patted Han Ce's leg to signal him to squat down too.

Han Ce squatted obediently, and looked along the place where Ji Ruxu's fingers were touching, and saw a line of extremely small characters.

Ji Ruxu covered the microphone around his collar, and said in a voice that only the two of them could hear: "Look, I wrote this."

Han Ce stabbed his heart, and took a closer look.

It is a long time ago, but this line of fine print is still clear. It is a clear statement of Dante: if the will is subdued, no matter how much it is, it helps violence.

At the end of this sentence, it says "Mutual Encouragement", followed by the three letters "JRX", which are the initials of Ji Ruxu's name.

"I wrote it at night after the lights were turned off, but I didn't expect it to be quite neat." Ji Ruxu laughed, "To be honest, I still need a pen to write. It's really tiring to use a compass."

Ji Ruxu's tone was relaxed, in fact, he really didn't feel the heaviness he felt when he first came here.

Perhaps it was Han Ce's attitude that gave him the courage to try. Han Ce's clear pity and sadness gradually loosened Ji Ruxu's defenses.

For a long time, when he thought that the unbearable past and those rotten and smelly wounds were presented again with fresh blood, the person he cared about the most did not loathe him as much as he imagined, but was always worried and protected he.

Han Ce raised his hand and stroked the words with his fingertips. He could feel the depressions, and he could even feel how hard Ji Ruxu was writing these words.

There are cameras all around, but people are around.

Han Ce let himself be self-willed for a while, turned his head to look at Ji Ruxu, and under the smiling gaze of the other party, he couldn't refuse him and hugged him into his arms.

Ji Ruxu smiled, and raised her arms to hug him back.

Just for a moment, let him soften his heart for a moment.

"I'm sorry." Han Ce buried his face in his neck, his voice muffled, "I'm sorry, I'm sorry..."

He kept repeating these three words, he was sorry for Ji Ruxu, since many years ago.

He should have come here earlier, he should have found Ji Xu first, he should have responded more proactively, he should have loved him more.

Ji Ruxu kind of understood what his every "I'm sorry" meant, but was it really Han Ce's fault?

If it wasn't for Han Ce, he might have stayed here longer. If it wasn't for Han Ce, he might never have taken the initiative to fight and face up to his illness. If it wasn't for Han Ce, he might still be haunted by those nightmares.

These gratitude, because of his liking and love for Han Ce, turned into something deeper, which made the former Ji Ruxu feel that he should pay as much for Han Ce.

But love is not about repaying favors. How can it be measured by who pays more when it comes to emotional matters?

No matter what happened between them and how much they went through, after returning here, Ji Ruxu realized that he couldn't do without Han Ce at all. He thought he didn't love him anymore, but he just couldn't figure it out for a while.

And for Han Ce, facing Ji Ruxu's bloody past directly is more painful than letting him not get a response from Ji Ruxu.

The huge self-blame and panic made him almost out of breath.

......

It was already dark when they left the secret room.

The program team prepared a sumptuous buffet barbecue on the playground. Considering the mental state of the guests, there is no live broadcast tonight, but various shots have been set up around.

Because they didn't eat at noon, and they had to use their brains and mental stress for a long time, the guests were a little exhausted. They only cared about eating and drinking for a while, and they couldn't care about maintaining their image in front of the camera.

Ji Ruxu simply ate something, then sat at the table and listened to the director's review.

The background of this secret room is indeed based on the original Xicheng College, and the protagonist is NO.18, Zhaodi.

Zhaodi is the girl who brought Ji Ruxu and the others into Xiaohei's house. She was born in the countryside near Xicheng and never went to school. She only did farm work at home and learned some words only by taking lessons from the village master.

At first, her parents turned a blind eye to her learning, thinking that it would be fine not to delay doing farm work, until the family welcomed a second child, a boy.

The parents were very happy, but the second child was not allowed at that time, so if they wanted to continue raising a son, they could not have a daughter. Fortunately, they had this idea long ago, so they never registered for Zhaodi.

So before someone from the city came to check, her parents knocked her out and sent her here, so that she could avoid the check and get paid as a helper.

After that, Zhaodi stayed here and helped in the cafeteria.

She is kind-hearted, always gives those children more food, and secretly buys some instant jerky and gives them to the students when others are not paying attention, so the students call her "Sister Xizi", hope Xi.

Even though they are all the same age, she is like the big head of the children, doing her best to protect them.

Even if she was accidentally killed by those people, she still turned into a vengeful spirit, trapped herself here, and protected everyone in another way. Even though she had to experience the state before death at a fixed time every day, she No complaints or regrets.

Until "today", she successfully rescued Ji Ruxu and the others from the demons, and let them and those children leave this ghost place completely, but she and the group of scum were trapped here forever.

Ji Ruxu was a little dazed. In fact, when he first heard her name, Ji Ruxu thought it was a coincidence, but when they finally jumped off the roof, he realized that it was not a coincidence. The npc in the game was the real "Xizi" .

She is the girl in his memory, the girl who entered school on the same day as him; The girl who dared not move even when others moved.

The last link of their escape was to jump from the rooftop to the airbag downstairs, and Ji Ruxu was arranged to be the last one.

Before he jumped down, he finally saw the npc's face clearly, she was smiling slightly, her eyes were always bright, she was exactly the same as the girl in memory.

The moment she jumped off, Ji Ruxu heard her say: "Ah Xu, it's time to come out."

But when Ji Ruxu finished the recording and found the rest place of the staff, he found that Xizi was no longer there.

It is said that she applied for the job on her own initiative and gave many opinions on the production of the secret room. They all suspected that she was actually one of the victims back then, but in order to protect her, no one asked her for detailed information.

So now, it's not impossible for Ji Ruxu to find her, but he finally decided not to bother her anymore, as she said, it's time to come out, they should all come out.

Suddenly, someone rubbed his leg lightly, and he turned his head to look at Han Ce.

Han Ce asked him in a low voice, "Will you go somewhere else with me?"

Ji Ruxu hesitated for less than a second, then nodded, and the two got up and left the crowd.

The microphones on their bodies have already been picked, so they don't have to worry about being radioed. In other words, they have a rare space where they can whisper.

Today is a clear night, there is already a crescent moon in the sky, and the stars are shining under the endless dark blue night sky, quiet and peaceful.

The two walked slowly on the lawn, neither of them speaking.

Rubbing shoulder to shoulder, they walked to the basketball court at the edge of the playground without knowing it.

"Sit down for a while." Ji Ruxu looked sideways at Han Ce.

Han Ce also looked at him and nodded, "Okay."

The two walked to the audience seats on the basketball court and sat down.

"This stadium is actually not used by anyone." Ji Ruxu laughed. "Only when the leaders from the city come to inspect, they will ask us to perform."

"Whenever that happens, we're happy because it means we won't get hurt for at least another week."

When Ji Ruxu spoke softly, Han Ce turned his head to look at him and listened silently.

"At that time, we would wonder whether we have been here all our lives." Ji Ruxu blinked, as if recalling, "Many students couldn't bear the pressure, and left one by one by our side."

"Not leaving here, but disappearing from this world."

"But even if they die, no family members will come to pick them up." Ji Ruxu chuckled, "Even if some parents come, it's just a little noise, and the school will give you thousands of dollars. Sign a contract and it's over."

In their hearts, the lives of their own flesh and blood are so cheap that they can be easily sold for a few thousand dollars.

Han Ce looked at Ji Ruxu's calm side face, unable to say a word of comfort.

"I never told you about my family." Ji Ruxu looked at the brightest star in the sky with clear eyes, "My mother died of cancer when I was in the fifth grade."

"Because she had no money for medical treatment, and because she didn't want to drag us down, she chose to commit suicide."

"I look very similar to her. She is a very gentle person. I like her the most."

Moisture filled Ji Ruxu's eyes, making him look fragile.

His shoulders sank, and it was Han Ce who gently embraced him, letting him lean on his shoulders.Ji Ruxu did not reject, but obediently leaned into Han Ce's arms.

"She thought that our life would be easier after she left." Ji Ruxu smiled, "But a month after she left, that person brought back a woman and a girl who was only two years younger than me. Brother, is his own."

"Isn't it funny? She committed suicide in order not to drag us down, but she didn't know that the man never thought of treating her, and for so many years, he had another home outside."

Ji Ruxu felt sick when he thought of that family.

The house was his mother's dowry, and his mother found that person's job for him, but only one month after her death, they moved into their mother's house grandiosely, and tried every means to drive Ji Ruxu out.

Ji Ruxu had quarreled and fought, but he was too young at that time to resist at all.

Later, after the woman accidentally discovered his sexual orientation, they sent him to Xicheng College on the grounds that he would infect his "brother".

Here, homosexual children tend to have a harder time than children who come in for other reasons, because it only takes a few beats and a few meals to get rid of Internet addiction or puppy love.

But for children like Ji Xu, they need to be corrected.

They need to smash their self-esteem, say no to their sexuality, admit that they are a pervert, admit that they are sick, and they will be strapped to that chair and watch that kind of video non-stop.

There are men and men, women and women, and men and women. If there is a reaction, they will hit, electrocute, or induce vomiting.

Let them fear when they see the same sex, and let them dare not like the same sex anymore.

Many people will be shaken, and some people even feel from the bottom of their hearts that they are really heinous perverts, and they are grateful to these "teachers" for helping them get out of the wrong path.

But there are also people like Ji Xuxu, who are also afraid of same-sex intimacy, but because of their firm will, they will be sure that they are not wrong.

Ji Ruxu met Han Ce, the "savior", so in his heart, Han Ce was different from other people. His meaning to Ji Ruxu had surpassed Ji Ruxu's rejection and fear of the same sex.

He didn't know if other people were so lucky to meet someone who could let them out of the haze, but when he dreamed back in the middle of the night countless times, he would dream of familiar and vague smiles, and in the dream, they all came out .

Ji Ruxu was rambling on, and many of his words were incoherent, but Han Ce still listened carefully, hugging him to comfort him silently.

"When I jumped off the stairs just now, do you know what that girl said to me?" Ji Ruxu asked suddenly.

Han Ce shook his head: "What did you say?"

"She said, it's time to come out." Ji Ruxu looked at the stars hanging far away in the sky. If his mother was watching from the sky, she must also hope that he could come out sooner, right?

Han Ce was silent for a long time before softly saying, "I'm here."

Ji Ruxu laughed: "Where are you? Please, this male student, be more conscious and pay attention to your identity. Your sugar-coated bullets are useless to Mr. Ji."

Han Ce's eyes were red, but the corners of his lips were raised: "I know, so, I decided to express my love for Mr. Ji with actions."

"Huh?" Ji Ruxu sat up straight, wanting to see his expression.

But before he could ask what he wanted to do, Han Ce lowered his head and moved closer, his warm lips gently touching Ji Ruxu's.

Ji Ruxu was stunned, Han Ce's handsome eyes were in front of his eyes, and the distant galaxy was behind him.In a daze, he seemed to see the boy in the white T-shirt who jumped in from the high wall again.

The thorns on the iron net, and the high white wall covering everything, seemed to be unable to stop him from breaking into Ji Xu's world.

Wearing the stars and wearing the moon, with hope in his eyes, he is Ji Ruxuan's salvation at a young age, a gentle trap that he will never be able to get out of in his life.

Ji Ruxu closed his eyes, and responded softly, with a smile on his lips.

Having said that, it is not Ji Ruxu's style to be so cheap, so he has to continue to "observe" Han-Canary-Ce's performance.

The author has something to say: Don't worry, babies, Tangtang is already much better!

I will definitely be able to do it tomorrow! (full of fighting spirit.jpg)

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Regarding Xiao Xu's story, many babies should have thought of some well-known things.

As the saying goes, literature comes from life. I know that my writing is immature, but I also want to use my writing to let everyone pay attention to the fact that there are actually many people around us who have hidden difficulties.

They may be optimistic and cheerful on the surface, but they hide pain in their hearts. Therefore, in any case, while protecting yourself, you must also maintain kindness and tolerance to the people around you, and be gentle to the world.

(Of course, in the face of those who maliciously harm us, everyone must not let themselves be wronged, love everyone~)

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ah!The heavy part is finally over!Next is a happy and sweet little day~ Sure enough, I still like cookies, happy~