please feel my love

At noon on Saturday, the two who woke up naturally had lunch and drove out for a date.

Fu Sirong didn't say where he was going, and Yan Shanlan didn't ask. It wasn't until the car was parked in a temporary parking lot in the city center that Yan Shanlan saw today's destination.

The impromptu date is nothing new, it is the most common way of viewing flowers, taking a walk and watching a movie. Although it is old-fashioned, Yan Shanlan likes the feeling of holding hands with Fu Sirong very much.

That's not the same as holding hands while walking in your own garden.

Fu Sirong would hold his hand tightly when crossing the road, without any conversation, but communicate in the most secret way in the noisy crowd.

Across the road is a well-known park. Cosmos flowers are in bloom these days, and the orange-yellow flowers all over the mountains and plains will pull Mo Xia into the warm autumn.

Fu Sirong led Yan Shanlan along the path in the park. There were many people in the park on weekends, and when he occasionally encountered a child running around, he would lean sideways to avoid Fu Sirong.

Every time Yan Shanlan approached, Fu Sirong would smell the pleasant fragrance of flowers on his body.

It's not the scent of cosmos that is so faint that you can hardly smell it, but the scent of bitter orange blossom with a hint of sourness.

Fu Sirong was distracted, but there were too many people around, he was too embarrassed to kiss Yan Shanlan.

The two walked from the path on the hillside to the central lake deep in the park. There were also many cosmos planted by the lake, but the color changed from orange to pink and white.

The flowers are blooming beautifully, so it is natural for someone to take pictures.

Two beautiful girls squatted face to face on the path of the lawn, taking pictures of each other with their cameras.

Many people cast their gazes over. Yan Shanlan has been exposed under the camera for a long time, and he habitually looks over when he sees the camera.

"Lan Lan." Fu Sirong squeezed Yan Shanlan's hand.

He didn't think those two people had anything to look at, but Yan Shanlan's attention was attracted, and he enjoyed it very much.

Those were two Alphas, and they were the children of a high-ranking family in the Fu family.

Yan Shanlan turned his head, looked at the expression on Fu Sirong's face that was about to be jealous but didn't dare to show it, and comforted him with a good temper: "Understood, I won't watch it."

There is a corridor in the central lake, many people sit and rest there, Yan Shanlan picked a place with few people, bent one leg and sat on it.

Groups of koi in the lake gather under the corridor, and the petals of cosmos float on the surface of the water, flowing to the distance with the wind, and suddenly disappearing under the water when passing by the school of fish.

Yan Shanlan held his chin and called Fu Sirong.

"I'm going abroad the day after tomorrow, and I won't be back until the end of next month."

"So long?" Fu Sirong was a little surprised.

He calculated the time, Yan Shanlan left, they would be separated for at least forty days.

Yan Shanlan nodded, and said in a flat tone: "After finishing some things, there will be no need to go abroad next year."

Fu Sirong heard the subtext in his words and asked, "Are you going to retire?"

"I'm a little tired." Yan Shanlan stared at the fish in the lake with no expression on his face.

After hearing this, Fu Sirong's expression slowly changed.

Yan Shanlan retired at this time, the reasons for which he had to think about.

He didn't want Yan Shanlan to give up his career, and he didn't want to influence Yan Shanlan's decision. These two contradictory thoughts made him fall into silence.

Yan Shanlan waited for a long time without seeing Fu Sirong speak, looked up and saw that he was frowning, he didn't know what he was thinking, and his expression was very serious.

"Brother Rong." Yan Shanlan leaned over, "I retired because I wanted to do something else, not because of anything else, don't worry about me."

Fu Sirong held Yan Shanlan into his arms, touched his thin shoulders, and said, "You decide your own career."

Yan Shanlan's retirement means that they will be able to stay together longer in the future.

Fu Sirong decided to use this reason to convince himself.

A couple passed behind them, as if they didn't want to disturb them, the couple walked quickly.

When there was no one behind him, Fu Sirong kissed Yan Shanlan, "But you must remember to call me, I will miss you."

Covered by the wooden pillars of the corridor, Fu Sirong and Yan Shanlan kissed several times, talking in a low voice while kissing.

He was so full of Yan Shanlan that he didn't notice a little guy squatting behind him.

Fu Sirong's hand on the couch suddenly touched something warm, soft, and even slightly wet. He was so frightened that he withdrew his hand violently, and looked at the culprit vigilantly, only to find a puppy lying beside his feet .

The puppy was fat and white, with a pink collar around its round neck that was about to disappear, and the dog leash that was dragged on the ground was stained with a few dead grasses.

He rubbed the little white dog's head, and the little white dog rubbed it up affectionately, making a crisp bark.

"Lanlan, look, it doesn't have a neck." Fu Sirong picked up the little white dog, "There seems to be a word engraved on the collar."

He noticed a series of numbers engraved on the collar's brand, but the puppy kept moving and couldn't read it clearly.

"You give me a hug." Fu Sirong lifted the puppy to Yan Shanlan's eyes, but the well-behaved puppy suddenly struggled.

"I can't hold it." Yan Shanlan shook his head, "The smell of pheromone on my body is too strong, it doesn't like it."

He slept with Fu Sirong yesterday, and he forgot to put on the blocking sticker when he got up at noon, and now there are inevitably some pheromones left on his body.

The puppy was struggling in Fu Sirong's hands, and Yan Shanlan could only sit back a little.

Yan Shanlan looked at the puppy who gradually became quiet because of the distance, and asked helplessly: "The smell of bitter orange blossom is pungent, right?"

Neither cats nor dogs like the smell of citrus, and he hasn't been around the critters for a long time, except at work.

But being rejected so directly, Yan Shanlan felt a little sad.

Fu Sirong put the puppy on his lap, raised his fingers and scratched Yan Shanlan's bridge of nose.

"No," he said, "I like it."

Yan Shanlan opened his eyes wide, and smiled slightly under Fu Sirong's gaze.

The puppy fell asleep after lying on Fu Sirong's lap for a while.

Fu Sirong contacted its owner from the phone number engraved on its collar.

A young girl answered the phone. She apologized and said she was in the park and rushed to them immediately.

Fu Sirong hung up the phone, patted the puppy's back, chatted with Yan Shanlan without a word, and bought a movie ticket for an hour later by the way.

After a few minutes, a girl ran over.

"Sorry, this is my dog, it didn't bite you, did it?"

The puppy lying on Fu Sirong's lap heard the sound, looked up a few times, and found that the owner was coming, and immediately barked twice excitedly, and its short tail turned into a propeller.

Fu Sirong put the puppy on the ground, "It's okay, be careful."

The girl said "thank you" several times, and when she left, she held the puppy and reprimanded her in a low voice.

Yan Shanlan saw that the puppy's tail drooped instantly when the girl said that she would be punished with one month's worth of snacks.

He laughed softly, and pulled Fu Sirong to the exit of the park.

The cinema is on the top floor of the newly built mall opposite the park.

The newly opened shopping mall held many promotional activities, and there were many people. Fu Sirong and Yan Shanlan did not take the elevator, but took the escalator to go up one level.

When he reached the third floor, Fu Sirong smelled the smell of popcorn, turned his head and asked Yan Shanlan: "Would you like popcorn later?"

Yan Shanlan shook his head.

It's time to put on autumn fat. He hasn't retired yet, so he has to control his daily calorie intake.

Fu Sirong just asked casually, and didn't take it to heart when he was rejected.

When stepping on the escalator between the third and fourth floors, Yan Shanlan saw a birthday discount of a luxury brand next to the escalator, and suddenly remembered something.

He asked Fu Sirong beside him: "I haven't given you a serious gift yet, what do you want for your birthday next month?"

Fu Sirong didn't answer, but instead asked, "Can you come back that day?"

Yan Shanlan stepped on the floor of the fourth floor, "It won't be so late, I should come back a day or two earlier."

"Just come back and accompany me." Fu Sirong paused, "Is your birthday coming soon?"

Yan Shanlan reported a date, then smiled and said, "Just a week later than you."

There is a year difference between the two, but their birthdays are very close to each other, one at the end of September and the other at the beginning of October, only a week apart.

A week is long, but it passes in a blink of an eye, and short, it seems that there is a little distance.

But Fu Sirong didn't care about that.

He stood in front of the self-service ticket machine in the cinema and waited for the ticket to be issued by the machine, and Yan Shanlan waited with him.

When two movie tickets were spit out from the ticket gate, Fu Sirong said very naturally: "Then let's spend this year together."

Yan Shanlan couldn't help laughing when he heard what he said.

He knew Fu Sirong would say that when he reported his birthday.

Having been married to Fu Sirong for half a year, he knows that this Alpha doesn't like to beat around the bush, so it's not difficult to guess his mind.

"Are you okay?" Fu Sirong felt a little hot behind his ears.

"Okay." Yan Shanlan took Fu Sirong's hand and walked towards the ticket gate, "The movie is about to start, let's go in."

The movie was chosen by Fu Sirong.

He doesn't watch horror movies, Yan Shanlan is not interested in action movies, and in the end, only this romance movie with a moderate rating is left.

However, the plot of the movie is more corny than any of their past dates.

The hero and heroine parted ways due to repeated misses, and reunited by chance at the class reunion a few years later, and the two who already had families rekindled their old love again.

Yan Shanlan was so sleepy watching the forcedly sensational tears that he didn't even want to complain to Fu Sirong about the three views on ethics in the movie.

He covered his face with his hands and yawned several times, and he insisted on staying until the end of the movie.

When going out from the back door of the cinema, Yan Shanlan saw the list of movies to be released next month.

He pointed to one of the posters, "Director Wen has released a new work, let's watch this next time."

Fu Sirong looked at the intertwined red and black images on the poster, as well as the name of the director directly below, and hesitated for a long time before daring to nod.

Fu Sirong lived in Zhu's house for a while when he just graduated from high school.

At that time, Zhu Shinian wanted to watch a horror movie, but he didn't dare to watch it by himself, so he asked Fu Sirong to accompany him.

"Brother, you are an Alpha, so you won't be afraid, right?"

Fu Sirong was entangled for a long time, and finally agreed reluctantly.

Zhu Shinian's father was not at home that night, and there were no parents to guard him. The roof of Zhu's house was almost toppled by Zhu Shinian's screams.

Fu Sirong didn't know if Zhu Shinian was really scared, but he didn't want to hear the startled screams anymore.

Looking at the poster, Fu Sirong felt that Zhu Shinian's scream still echoed in his head.

"Let's talk about it when it's released."

In the end, he only gave Yan Shanlan an ambiguous answer.