Dew clear joy

Sun Qian touched the face that had been slapped severely by You Qinghui, and he still couldn't believe it.

"Qing Hui, what are you doing!" Because of the sudden incident, Sun Si also recovered and stood in front of Sun Qian.

You Qinghui pointed at Sun Qian, with anger in his eyes, "You disappeared for so long without making a sound, and when you came back, you told me with a playful smile, you just forgot the time because you played too much? How long has it been dark?! What is so fun that you can't even feel it's dark! Don't you know that grandma and...Master will be worried?! Do you know that I almost...who said you are sensible in order to find you? The year-old Amao is not as good as it!"

Sun Qian's head that had been hanging down suddenly lifted up, with many emotions flickering in his eyes, and finally he only shouted at You Qinghui: "Yes, I am not even as good as a three-year-old child, who made me have no father and no mother?" Where is your wild child!" After shouting, he ran away without looking back.

Sun Si stomped her feet, "Qing Hui, you are really..." Before he finished speaking, the man ran away.

You Qinghui stood on the spot, the hand hanging by his side trembling slightly.

……

In the dark room, You Qinghui sat cross-legged on the bed, adjusting his breath with luck.

Not long after, You Qinghui opened his eyes and sighed, completely unable to calm down.

I simply blow on the lamp to rest, but I toss and turn, tossing and turning, unable to sleep, and closing my eyes is the back of the child running away sadly.

You Qinghui kicked off the quilt angrily, paused for a while, and walked towards Sun Qian's room.

The child was covered with a quilt, and only a small lump could be seen on the bed.

Feeling a little soft involuntarily, You Qinghui moved closer, trying to help Sun Qian tuck the corners of the quilt, only to find that the quilt was shaking slightly when he got closer.

You Qinghui was startled, pulled back the quilt, and saw the child lying on the bed with back twitching, as if crying.

You Qinghui was a little surprised, and turned the child's body, "A Qian..."

I saw the child with swollen eyes and tears falling down, crying miserably.

Heartbroken, You Qinghui wiped away the child's tears in distress, but she couldn't wipe it clean, "Baby, be good, don't cry, it's Master's fault, Master shouldn't hit you, don't cry Okay? A man can’t cry casually, huh?” The little boy was naughty and told him nicely, but no matter what, he couldn’t slap him.

The child pursed his mouth and shed tears silently, his aggrieved and sad appearance was really painful.

"Ah Qian, don't cry, okay, master is wrong. Let master see if the face still hurts?" Although half of the child's face was not swollen, it was flushed, and it was probably very painful.

The child wiped away tears, choked with sobs and shook his head.

You Qinghui sighed, took out a bottle of anti-swelling ointment from his bosom, and dabbed it on Sun Qian's face finely, the child lowered his eyes and let You Qinghui play with it silently, the tears seemed to stop a little.

He suddenly muttered something in a low voice, but You Qinghui didn't hear clearly, "What?"

The child pouted, looked up at him, his eyes were red, and there was imperceptible fear in his eyes.

You Qinghui felt pain in his heart, the child was actually afraid of him.

The child murmured again: "I'm not a wild child."

You Qinghui was stunned for a moment, and had a bad feeling, "What wild child?"

The child sniffed, flattened his mouth, and the tears couldn't stop falling down, crying more and more fiercely, sobbing and unable to speak.

You Qinghui hurriedly hugged him tightly and rubbed his little head lightly, "Let's stop talking, good boy, stop crying, stop crying."

The child lay in You Qinghui's arms, crying more and more wronged, and finally wailing loudly, sobbing and saying: "They said, uh, I'm a wild child, a wild child without a father, er, a motherless.  … ...I'm not, uh, a wild child, not, uh, my dad..."

Every time the child said a word, a knife was stabbed in his heart.

"They said, I, er, my parents were bad people, and I was arrested by the government, er, and beheaded. I was the child of a bad person, and I was also a bad boy. No, no, my parents were not bad people. Uh, they were big He is a good man."

You Qinghui hugged the child tightly, slid down the child's back, couldn't help the soreness in the nose, slightly wet eyes.

The child lay on You Qinghui's shoulder, the crying gradually calmed down, and then choked up for a while, You Qinghui suddenly heard his voice as thin as a mosquito, "I know that grandma picked me up, but I'm not a wild child."

You Qinghui's heart was shocked, it turned out that the child knew everything... You Qinghui almost told Sun Qian that he was his father, thinking about the evil in his stomach, he swallowed the words that were about to blurt.If Sun Qian knew that he came out of You Qinghui's stomach...he could ignore the way others looked at the monster, but he couldn't bear the disgusting eyes of his own son.

"A Qian." You Qinghui recovered his voice, turned the child's body to look him in the eyes and said seriously: "Look, every day, someone will say that it's raining today, or that the weather is good today, but No matter what people say, the sky will follow its own rules. It will rain when it rains, and it will clear and clear. The essence of a thing will not change because of what others say, so firmly believe in what you believe in, time will prove everything, okay Is it?"

The child listened carefully while blinking his long eyelashes, then nodded again.

You Qinghui patted the child's head, "So cute."

The child pouted and muttered, "Master hit me."

You Qinghui touched his small face with pity, "Master is wrong, does it still hurt? Why don't Ah Qian hit Master too?"

The child hugged his neck, and the rattle-like head rubbed against the bare skin around his neck, evoking some gentle itch.He said in a muffled voice, "Don't hit Master."

The child's voice just after crying was still nasal, "Master is an adult, Ah Qian is a child, Ah Qian is not good, Master should hit me."

You Qinghui turned Sun Qian's face away, "Listen, Qian, even adults can't beat a child casually if they do something wrong, so the master is wrong, you know?"

The child thought for a while, and then said, "Should I be punished for doing something wrong?"

You Qinghui was a little funny, "Then how does Ah Qian want to punish Master?"

Sun Qian hugged You Qinghui's neck, blinking his starry eyes, "Then punish Master, okay?"

Faced with his son's seldom acting like a spoiled child, You Qinghui's heart softened a long time ago, and he pressed a soft kiss on the child's slightly red and swollen face.

The child smiled again, and threw himself into You Qinghui's arms, shouting "Master" and "Master".

The two got bored for a while, when the child mysteriously took out something from his bosom and stuffed it for You Qinghui, You Qinghui saw it, a bunch of rabbit fur.

You Qinghui: "?"

Sun Qian blinked: "Master, I wanted to catch a rabbit for you, but I didn't catch the rabbit. I accidentally lost my way, and there is only a handful of rabbit fur left."

You Qinghui paused, sat on the bed and hugged Sun Qian on his lap, "Is that why you came back late?"

Sun Qian nodded.

You Qinghui sighed, and tightened the hand holding Sun Qian, "Baby, Master is wrong, Master shouldn't do it without listening to the explanation. Would you blame Master?"

The child nodded seriously, "Weird."

You Qinghui was a little surprised.

The child grinned again, "That's why I punish Master to stay with me forever."

You Qinghui fell silent, and could only smile back, which contained a bitterness that Sun Qian could not understand.

The child refused to let go, "Master, can you stay with me all the time?"

"Are you okay, Master?"

If it was possible, You Qinghui would have nodded without hesitation.But no, let alone the long run, once the stomach grows to a certain extent, You Qinghui will definitely leave.

The child who couldn't wait for a response for a long time couldn't help but feel lost, "Is it not possible?"

Rather than disappointing his son, it's better to be happy for a while before talking. You Qinghui gritted his teeth, but didn't answer directly, "Then A Qian must be good."

Sun Qian gave a resounding "Bo" to You Qinghui's face with crooked eyebrows, and then rubbed against You Qinghui's arms.

Rubbing and rubbing, the little guy suddenly became silent again.

Sun Qian pressed You Qinghui's stomach, and tilted his head in doubt, "Master, you have gained weight."

You Qinghui made a not-so-good-looking smile, "Does the little apprentice despise me because the master is fat?"

"Of course not, the master has gained weight and is comfortable to hug." Then he pinched You Qinghui's belly mischievously.

You Qinghui smiled bitterly.

When her stomach was five months old, You Qinghui decided to move to the cave she found earlier on the mountain.

I still remember a time when a child rushed towards him and he dodged subconsciously. The child showed hurt eyes for a moment. Later, he explained that his stomach was uncomfortable for a long time, and the child reluctantly accepted it.

Such things will definitely happen in the future, as long as he keeps it.

You Qinghui left and entrusted Sun Si with the important task of telling Sun Qian the news.Sun Si perfunctory for a few days, unable to withstand Sun Qian's indiscriminate bombardment, and finally told him: Master has important matters to do, and he will leave for a period of time, no more than a few months at the latest.

When these words were spoken, Sun Si clearly felt that the light in Sun Qian's eyes had dimmed, and even his whole body had changed from bright to gray, and his whole body seemed to be covered with a thin layer of gray fog.

Sun Qian lowered his head without saying a word, his back was lonely, like an abandoned puppy, he limped and hid in a corner, licking his wound alone.

Even if Sun Si repeatedly emphasized that You Qinghui was only leaving temporarily, Sun Qian would no longer be full of vigor.

Although Sun Si was worried, there was nothing he could do, he just treated him like a child, and it would be fine in a few days.

Sun Si finished cooking and called out a few times, but the child didn't answer.Sun Si came out to look for him, and saw Sun Qian squatting in the corner of the yard playing with the mud on the ground.

The child lowered his head, picked the mud with his fingers, and said stubbornly: "I didn't cry, I'm a man, I didn't cry." But the ground was already wet.

Sun Si is also a martial arts practitioner, with extraordinary hearing and eyesight, he can see this scene in full view, and he feels extremely distressed at the moment.

The child wiped away his tears fiercely, "Adults just don't mean what they say." The tears soaked the mud on his hands and painted black marks on his face, which looked extremely distressing.

Qing Hui, why can't you tell the truth?Can flesh and blood be inferior to your pride and self-esteem?

He is only six years old, how can you be willing to...

Before you moved into the cave, You Qinghui told her that if she was free, she would bring him some food, and if she was not free, he could go down the mountain and go to the market to eat some by himself.

You Qinghui's figure is rather thin, and wearing a bamboo hat, she can barely be recognized as a tall, slender pregnant woman in neutral clothes.

Maybe it was because she felt sorry for Sun Qian and was angry with You Qinghui for what she did. Sometimes even if she was free, she would deliberately not send him food, just like children.

In the afternoon of that day, Sun Si didn't want to send food to You Qinghui, but when he saw that there was a lot of food left, he muttered that it would be a waste not to eat it, so he took it away.

Even if the weather is fine, the cave still looks dark and cold when the sun is at its peak.

A thin layer of weeds was spread in the hole, and a mattress was spread in another place, with a quilt that was not too thick, and the rest were simple supplies.

At this time, You Qinghui was leaning on the rock wall and eating white steamed buns, which was his lunch.

Seeing this scene, Sun Si couldn't help feeling sad.

Thinking about it carefully, he is a man but pregnant with a child, which in itself is unacceptable for ordinary people.Not to mention that she didn't get good care during the pregnancy, and she was still in the cold cave alone with a big belly.

When the child is about to be born, the belly is cut open, and the child is sewed up after the child is born.

How easy it is.

Sun thought and sighed, there are so many things in this world that people torture people...

During You Qinghui's pregnancy, her true qi was severely depleted, her internal strength was also greatly lost, and her ear strength was also greatly reduced.It wasn't until Sun Si stepped in that You Qinghui realized it.

He hurriedly stuffed the leftover half of the steamed bun into his bosom, "Godmother, why are you here?"

"Look at what you said, are you blaming the godmother for coming late today?"

You Qinghui hurriedly shook her head, "Of course not, it's just, it's a surprise."

Sun Si put down the food basket, "What did you hide just now? I'm afraid the godmother will see it."

You Qinghui paused, "It's nothing."

Sun Si glanced at You Qinghui suspiciously, wandered around for a week, saw a bowl of clear water beside him, and saw a paper bag not far away, with some white faintly showing in the paper bag, and walked over, "I will eat steamed buns for lunch ah?"

You Qinghui moved his bloated body to stop Sun Si, but it was too late.

Fang took the paper bag, and Sun Si knew why You Qinghui hid it.It's cold today, and the hot steamed buns will become cold after a while outside, but the buns in Sun Si's hands are already as hard as a rock, obviously they've been left out for more than a day.

The bowl of clear water beside You Qinghui is probably for him to soften the steamed buns that have been hardened into stones before eating.

But You Qinghui didn't know how many times he ate like this.

Sun's eyes turned red when he thought about such a scene.

Sun Si's eyes were red, "Qing Hui, why are you doing this..."

"When I went down the mountain, the bamboo hat was accidentally thrown off..." The result is self-evident.

Although You Qinghui has a delicate face, she will never be recognized as a woman.

"Godmother, I have always been very grateful to you, willing to take me in and not treat me as a... monster." You Qinghui's voice was difficult.

Sun Si smiled, but there were tears in his eyes, "Let's eat, I don't know if the food is cold."

……

You Qinghui had a secret need when she was pregnant, which cannot be revealed by others.

He didn't know if it was the same for women, or if it was just special because he was a man.

It was not revealed at the beginning, but as the pregnancy progressed, it became more obvious, and the emptiness there was unbearable.

The saddest thing is that no one can help him, he can only endure the shame and satisfy himself.

The cave was icy cold, and the night wind pierced his bones. You Qinghui finally ended a battle that could drive people crazy.

After a long time, You Qinghui suddenly opened his eyes, the black pupils looked especially cold in the night, cool, without any emotion.

After finally surviving the cold winter, You Qinghui also started to go out of the cave to bask in the sun as the weather turned warmer.

Counting the days, the little guy will be born around this time.

The spring is bright and bright, turning the earth into a warm golden color, and the mood can't help being cheerful.

Clusters of wild flowers grew on the ground, and You Qinghui was so excited that she bent down to pick one.

Unexpectedly, the waist was bent into a small arc, but the swollen stomach suddenly felt cramps.

You Qinghui had a bad secret, so he walked towards the cave as fast as he could while holding his belly.

Fortunately, anticipating the birth of the little guy, preparations have been made in advance.

When You Qinghui returned to the cave, his whole body was drenched in cold sweat, his calf convulsed, and You Qinghui fell on the dry grass.

He gritted his teeth, it was really painful.

Enduring the violent contraction and twisting in the abdomen, You Qinghui pulled out a dagger from under the grass with trembling hands, and it reflected a bright light when turning it over.

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Spring is just around the corner, and all kinds of animals are scrambling to come out to exercise their muscles and bones. A little gray rabbit is bouncing and active in the sun, very happy.

Tired from dancing, he stopped at the entrance of a cave to rest for a while.

Suddenly, the little gray rabbit pricked up his ears, huh?There are strange noises in the hole.Uh-huh, it's like someone is in pain but their mouth is covered and they can't scream.

The little gray rabbit sniffed again, there was a fishy smell, a bit like that red thing, oh, blood.

"Ah—" There was a sudden scream in the cave, and the little gray rabbit couldn't help shaking its fat body.

After the cry, the cave fell into silence, and after a while, there was another moderate moan.

How strange.I'm so curious.The little gray rabbit shook its two long ears, do you want to go in and have a look?Could it be a trap?

Sun Qian stood not far from the cave for a long time, hesitating whether to go in.

He knew that the master was inside, but he didn't understand why the master hid in such a hole, he only knew that the master didn't want to see him.

Otherwise, I wouldn't have kept it from him, and even tricked him into saying that I was going out to do some business. After leaving for several months, I didn't hear from him.

Sun Qian stared at the cave where his master was hidden for a long time, and saw a little gray rabbit bouncing around at the entrance of the cave, and then left shaking its head after a while.

Finally, he made up his mind to take a closer look, and after only one look, he left.

Sun Qian had good ears, and when he got close, he realized something was wrong, and a painful groan came faintly from his ears.

It's like a master's voice.

Sun Qian was shocked, and left behind his previous promise to himself, and rushed in without hesitation.

He saw a scene that he will never forget.

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