Leisurely with the wind

"Keren, Zhengqing, you..." Xu Youran couldn't help but opened his mouth, but the words were ordinary, but he didn't know how to continue.

You stayed here all night?Isn't this nonsense, you can tell by the looks of the two of them.

you come in?The father's matter hadn't been resolved yet, and he would feel awkward staying with Lin Keren, let alone adding He Zhengqing, whom he wasn't very familiar with?

Xu Youran was tangled in her heart, and she couldn't make up the remaining half of the sentence, but He Zhengqing didn't intend to make her tangled up. Almost the moment Xu Youran paused, He Zhengqing said, "Okay, I'll let you know if you're okay. Let’s go back first, I came here mainly because Lin Ke asked me to help, so that’s it.”

He Zhengqing didn't intend to have a good relationship with Xu Youran, she and Lin Keren kept cutting off the relationship, which made her unable to ignore Lin Keren, but He Zhengqing didn't like Xu Youran, especially when there was a A Chu Suifeng.

Although Chu Suifeng never blamed Xu Youran, and he piled all the faults on himself, it was still difficult for He Zhengqing to develop a good impression of Xu Youran, and at most he could only maintain a state that seemed passable on the surface.

Seeing that He Zhengqing left without looking back, Xu Youran felt a little awkward and at the same time heaved a sigh of relief. She really didn't know how to face He Zhengqing, a friend who was not familiar with him, and opened the door to let Lin Keren in a panic. After entering the door, Xu Youran handed her a cup of hot milk. After her stomach bleeds, drinking milk has become a routine.

The two of them sat side by side on the sofa with a cup of hot milk in their hands. They were speechless for a long time, and finally Xu Youran spoke first.

"But, I'm sorry, I lost my composure last night, mainly because I really can't accept what you said."

Hearing Xu Youran's feeble words and seeing the other person's emaciated appearance, Lin Keren blamed himself more and more. He Zhengqing was right, he was looking for trouble for nothing, and the more he helped, the more he helped.

"Youran, don't say that. It's my fault. I'm too radical. I don't understand anything. When I saw you trying to get into a corner, I wanted to help you get out, but I didn't consider whether you could accept it. It's so difficult for me to accept, let alone you."

Xu Youran shook her head, she didn't think Lin Keren did anything wrong, it was just that she couldn't accept this fact.Thinking of what his father did, Xu Youran frowned, and asked with difficulty: "What happened to that child in the end?"

Lin Keren glanced at Xu Youran worriedly, and after hesitating, he told the truth.

"In the end, a boy was born. That woman was very scheming. After she became pregnant, she didn't make a fuss. Even if she was resigned, she didn't make a fuss. Instead, she waited for the child to be born and came to her door to ask for benefits. It was because of this child that my aunt was able to It is a mother's instinct to be so angry. She is worried that the child will affect your status. Although my uncle is still very open-minded, he is a boy. It is different after all. If the uncle is not firm, even If the child's identity is not recognized, Auntie really doesn't know what crazy things she will do." Lin Ke said with lingering fear, she remembered Xu's mother's crazy appearance back then, which was completely different from the original image of a good wife and loving mother. It's different, she felt that it would be great if she didn't know anything, and she didn't need to appear beside them in a hurry every time something happened, trying to ease the atmosphere in the most embarrassing and hottest scene.

"Didn't father do anything?" Xu Youran didn't know what she wanted to ask, was it his father's attitude, or his father's way of handling it?She was confused, but wanted to know everything.

Lin Keren knew her little sister too well. After hesitating, Lin Keren decided to finish talking.

"Uncle doesn't recognize that child, but that woman is unscrupulous, saying that she can test the DNA and demand that the child get what he deserves." Speaking of this, Lin Keren couldn't help snorting, "That woman is simply whimsical, she wants to The Xu family was obtained through that child, but who is the uncle? He firmly stated that for the sake of the child, he can pay a sum of money to make the woman and the child have no worries about food and clothing, but for the rest, the child has nothing to worry about. If the woman does not agree, the uncle will ask the woman to have nothing. The woman has no choice but to accept. The uncle bought a big house for them in a remote county, and then gave it to the woman. 1000 million, after that, the mother and child will be ignored, and even made a will, stating that you are the sole legal heir of everything under his name, and even stated that the illegitimate child has no inheritance rights, ensuring your status. Even if that woman wants to make trouble, it's useless. Uncle has already fulfilled his father's responsibility. A house, plus 1000 million, is enough for the child to grow up. If you save it, it's enough to marry a wife and have children. Back then When uncle and aunt passed away, that woman came over to make a fuss, but she was directly cut off by the will, and she probably didn't expect that uncle would do it so cleanly."

Xu Youran looked at Lin Keren in surprise, she didn't expect that woman to come, and she didn't even notice it.

Noticing Xu Youran's surprise, Lin Keren said with some embarrassment: "You were sad at the beginning, and I didn't want to disturb you about this kind of thing, so I solved it myself. In the end, she just wanted money. With that will, she won't get anything, and after the quarrel, she won't get anything, and maybe she will be suppressed by Xu, at least I won't let her go. She is a very smart woman, nothing can happen Because of this, I left without daring to make too much noise."

Xu Youran nodded, and looked at Lin Keren gratefully. Under such circumstances, if that woman started to make trouble, Xu Youran didn't know what she would do, and she might be even more broken, and the last funeral of her parents would also happen. It will become a joke, which Xu Youran absolutely cannot tolerate.

"Karen, thank you, without you, I really don't know what I would do."

Lin Keren shook his head and smiled wryly, "If possible, I don't want to know these things at all. You don't even know. Since this happened, there is no place for me in this family anymore. Although my uncle and aunt still regard me as a daughter in their hearts , but the way they looked at me is no longer as warm as before, if it wasn't for you, I'm afraid I would have left long ago."

Xu Youran hugged Lin Keren lightly, and leaned her head gently on her shoulder, "I know, I finally understand why you were so awkward when you were with your parents later on, even though I don't know anything I don’t know, but I still know how to read the atmosphere, I just don’t understand what happened, and I dare not ask.”

The two sisters each sighed. Apart from being tricked by fate, they couldn't find any other reason.

"Youran, now that things are out of the way, I know you must be uncomfortable, but things always need to be resolved. Let's go to a psychiatrist, do some psychological adjustment, and find a way to get our life back on track, okay? If you still Thinking about Chu Suifeng, let's go find him, I believe that on your terms, Chu Suifeng will definitely return to you."

Lin Keren's words made Xu Youran's heart tremble, but in the end she shook her head and refused.

"Forget it, but you can find a psychiatrist, but I don't trust domestic psychiatrists. I don't want other people to know about my father, and then become someone else's talking point. It may be difficult for domestic doctors to gain my trust. So, let's go abroad to look for it, just to recuperate. As for Chu Suifeng, forget it. We have separated, and it has been almost a year now. She should have a new life, and I don't want to disturb her anymore .I promise you, I will walk into a new life and face a new life, so give me a little time, please?"

Lin Keren didn't care whether Xu Youran and Chu Suifeng could be together, she just wanted Xu Youran to be happy, so Xu Youran's words made her very happy.

"Okay, I'll go check it out and see which psychiatrist is better." Seeing Lin Keren's impatient look, Xu Youran agreed with a smile.

After Lin Keren left, Xu Youran hugged Xiao Haipi who was timid and did not dare to move forward, and said in a low voice: "I'm sorry Xiao Haipi, it's my mother who made a mistake. Mom scared you recently, right? Mom will change Alright, I won’t wrong you again in the future.”

After making out with Xiao Haipi for a while, Xu Youran slowly returned to the room. She took out the box and put Chu Suifeng's belongings away one by one.

"I know that no matter how I maintain the original state, you will never come back, and what happened will never go away. At the beginning, you kept rejecting me, saying that we were impossible. I stubbornly imprisoned you in my own I also unswervingly promised forever by my side, but in the end, when I abandoned you, I didn't hesitate at all. Even if I regret it sometimes, I know very well that it is impossible for me and you. "

Xu Youran muttered to herself while arranging her belongings, tears kept dripping down her cheeks, but her hands didn't stop at all.

"Feng, it's a good thing to leave me. You are such a good person, you will definitely find a new existence that is better for you, and I am just a passer-by in your life. I may never find another A beautiful existence like you, but it doesn't matter, I will let go, I will find a new partner, even if life has regrets, but I will still work hard to move forward."

Xu Youran caressed every item in her hands reluctantly, her heartache and sadness almost engulfed her, but she still firmly put everything away.

"Feng, my love only belongs to you, but my life is not mine alone. I still have a lovely person. She broke her heart for me. For her, I must also cheer up, so I will move forward, and then Keep you in the deepest part of my heart, and be with me forever, so, does this count as fulfilling the promise I made to you from another direction?"

Xu Youran has no answer, and no one can give her an answer.

Lin Keren moved quickly. After finding a suitable psychiatrist, she dragged Xu Youran and planned to set off. Everything in the company was explained clearly. In fact, there are much fewer things that they need to take care of now. After arriving at the place, Lin Keren planned to run on both ends by himself. Although it was a bit harder, as long as Xu Youran could get better, Lin Keren felt that it would be worth it.

What made Lin Keren happy was that all of Chu Suifeng's things were gone. Although he didn't know where Xu Youran put them, this was already a huge improvement, and Xu Youran seemed to be in good condition, which made Lin Keren feel happy. Very happy.

The decision to go abroad for recuperation was quickly decided, but Xiao Haipi was added to the accompanying list, Lin Keren found a sanatorium, the environment is very good, but Xu Youran does not live there, but nearby After renting a small villa, Lin Keren also hired a professional nanny to take care of Xu Youran.

"Youran, let me tell you, the environment of that place is really good, very quiet, and very safe, because it is a wealthy area, the police station is next to it, and there is a hospital next to the sanatorium, and the facilities are still very complete. Foreigners and We are different. We buy things for a week. I asked someone to buy two large double-door refrigerators for the villa. Shopping once in ten days and half a month is enough. The shopping place is a bit far away, but it’s no problem. We have a car, and it takes ten days and half a month to relax. There are parks next to it. I asked, and Xiao Haipi can also go for a walk. The rules abroad are troublesome. Pets are not allowed in some places, but I know all about it. Well, there are not so many rules around us. The place where we live is very close to the nursing home. Every time you go to see a doctor, you can take a walk there. It’s relatively spacious, so you won’t be afraid to find it.”

On the way to the plane, Lin Keren kept chattering about the situation abroad, but Xu Youran just looked out the window blankly. She had a deep reluctance in her heart. Maybe it's about people, Xu Youran doesn't know, but she knows that she must learn to take the first step, and she can't stay where she is.

There was Lin Keren's chirping voice next to her ear, but Xu Youran didn't feel bored at all. Instead, she looked away from the window, turned her head and held Lin Keren's hand, and showed a knowing smile, making Lin Keren feel that she was The approach is effective, and then continue to listen to Lin Keren.

Xu Youran held Lin Keren's palm with one hand, and stroked Xiao Haipi's head with the other, and her eyes drifted out of the window involuntarily. When she got on the plane, Xu Youran's eyes wandered around.

Xu Youran didn't know what she was looking forward to, and she didn't know what she was looking for. Maybe what she wanted was just that familiar figure, even though she knew perfectly well that it was impossible for him to appear.

When the plane took off, the buildings on the ground became smaller and smaller, and the scenery outside the window turned into white clouds, Xu Youran finally gave up. She closed her eyes and told herself that when she opened them, everything would be different .