Leisurely with the wind

After the two labored to send Ai Er into the room, He Zhengqing went to explain something to the front desk, and then left the hotel with Lin Keren.

"Are you sure she's okay here?"

He Zhengqing rolled his eyes, "If you are worried, you can stay with her, even if you take care of her until she goes to bed, I don't care."

Lin Keren snorted arrogantly, as if expressing disdain for He Zhengqing's duplicity, but He Zhengqing didn't make any excuses, and just got into the taxi with Lin Keren.

The environment in the car was very quiet, so quiet that it was a little embarrassing, but the two of them had to stay in the car for a long time, and it was really tormenting them to keep silent like this. At least He Zhengqing was already regretting that he shouldn't have gotten in the car just now. Is it hard to hail a car?

"You didn't ask me why I went to the bar?" Lin Keren regretted it as soon as he said it. Didn't he wish that He Zhengqing would not ask? Why did he bring it up? It's really nothing to do!

"Why else? It's loneliness. I can understand. Adults have their own needs."

Lin Keren was furious at He Zhengqing's words, "You just go there to solve your needs, right! No wonder you don't care, you are already a frequent visitor there."

He Zhengqing was baffled, she went there purely for work, this woman went there by herself, and now she is still blaming her?

"You figure it out, we don't have any relationship anymore, not to mention I'm not as dirty as you think. The most important thing is, miss, you have money, but I don't have money, and I don't have time to waste in that place."

Although He Zhengqing's words were unpleasant, it also explained that she was not a regular visitor there. After hearing this, Lin Keren was not as angry as before, but her anger only lasted for a moment, and it would not burn up again and again after it was extinguished.

"Oh."

Seeing that Lin Keren didn't speak harshly anymore, He Zhengqing was a little surprised, but didn't say anything.

After another long silence, Lin Keren still decided to explain what happened today. The main reason was that she felt that once she started a large-scale blind date, He Zhengqing couldn't possibly not know, and her deception seemed ridiculous.

"I'm going to let Xu Youran go on a blind date. She's not young anymore. Even if it's for the group, she should find a partner. She had stomach bleeding a while ago. If I didn't happen to find her, she might be dead. I'm worried. So I hope she can get married soon. I went to the bar today to find her a blind date. I don’t know whether she likes men or women. I just want to cast a wide net and try more.”

Lin Keren's words made He Zhengqing tangled up. She really wanted to say something sarcastic, but she didn't know what to say.Xu Youran and Chu Suifeng are over, and they are both adapting to life without each other, shouldn't Xu Youran find a new partner?

What's more, Xu Youran's condition doesn't seem to be very good, and he has stomach bleeding. Fortunately, Chu Suifeng lives in the staff dormitory and hardly leaves the factory. If there is anything, someone will know immediately, which makes He Zhengqing completely relieved Live with the wind out of your sight.

But Xu Youran was different. If what Lin Keren said was true, then Xu Youran's health must not be very good. In this case, living alone is indeed very dangerous, and it is understandable for Lin Keren to do so.

But as Chu Suifeng's "mother's family", He Zhengqing couldn't say any blessings, let alone offer any help. To Chu Suifeng, it could be said to be a kind of betrayal. Zhengqing felt that if he knew about this matter and kept it secret, it might already be a kind of betrayal.

The complicated emotions made He Zhengqing unable to say anything, so he could only remain silent.

No matter how far the road is, there is an end. When Lin Keren arrived at the gate of the community, He Zhengqing still asked softly, "Xu Youran is going on a blind date, what about you? You are two years older than Xu Youran, right?"

Lin Keren paused when he got out of the car, and then he said nonchalantly, "I don't have a wealth of wealth to be inherited by anyone. What's more, I want to get married, and I have many partners."

The car started again, looking at the headlights going away, Lin Keren still couldn't help feeling lost, she was different from Xu Youran, she would not use tears to show her sadness, she was much stronger than Xu Youran, but she and Xu Youran Xu Youran is also stubborn. Although Lin Keren doesn't know whether her feelings for He Zhengqing are love, Lin Keren understands that He Zhengqing is special to her. At least in her life, there has never been a single People can give themselves the feeling of He Zhengqing, and no one can leave such a deep imprint in their lives like He Zhengqing.

Sighing, Lin Keren got on the vehicle in the community and returned to his villa. Seeing Xu Youran's dark and quiet room, Lin Keren breathed a sigh of relief. If there is any problem with Xu Youran, Xiao Heipi She had been howling desperately for a long time, and Lin Keren felt that buying Xiaohaipi was definitely the best suggestion she could make.

He Zhengqing who returned to her home was very troubled. She didn't know whether she should tell Chu Suifeng the news of Xu Youran's blind date. After struggling all night, He Zhengqing still felt that she should give up. Now that Chu Suifeng had left Xu Youran In this world, then I shouldn't be using Xu Youran to make Chu Suifeng fall into pain, time will eventually heal everything.

While helping Xu Youran on a blind date, Lin Keren took Chu Suifeng's things to her villa bit by bit. She wanted to throw them away, but she was worried that Xu Youran's situation would repeat itself. If something went wrong, these things might be lost. It can play a very good role, and Lin Ke can throw these things away at any time.

Xu Youran seemed to be very cooperative, she said she would go on a blind date, but there were more and more blind dates, but Xu Youran became more and more silent, which made the sensitive Lin Keren aware of it all at once, she stopped the blind date activities, and did not Chu Suifeng's belongings were reduced, but Xu Youran's situation became worse and worse, which made Lin Ke very anxious.

"Youran, have you gone to see a doctor recently? If you have anything to tell me, I will help you."

To Lin Keren's disappointment, Xu Youran didn't even have a smile on her face, she just nodded silently, like a doll with a blank face.

Lin Keren was very worried. She secretly contacted Xu Youran's psychiatrist, but learned that Xu Youran only went there three times, and never went there again.

The psychiatrist said that Xu Youran closed her heart and was not very willing to communicate with the psychiatrist. After three times, the psychiatrist did not even communicate smoothly with Xu Youran. In this case, the psychiatrist could not help Xu Youran at all. Leisurely.

The more Lin Keren heard it, the more frightened she became, and secretly hated herself for not realizing it earlier. In desperation, Lin Keren had no choice but to send all of Chu Suifeng's things back to Xu Youran, hoping that Xu Youran would get better.

Seeing Chu Suifeng's belongings, Xu Youran looked at Lin Keren in surprise. She thought that Lin Keren had thrown away these things.

Seeing Xu Youran's expressionless face finally showed an expression, Lin Keren also breathed a sigh of relief, "I have never dared to throw it away, just because I was worried that you would not be able to accept it. Youran, I still say the same thing, if you really I still like Chu Suifeng, then we will go to Chu Suifeng and get her back, this will be better than the pain you are suffering now."

Xu Youran held Chu Suifeng's things and kept shaking her head, "No, it's useless to find it, it's me, I can't accept her anymore."

Lin Keren was annoyed when she saw it. She stood up and walked back and forth in the living room, as if she was making painful choices, but seeing Xu Youran's appearance, Lin Keren felt that this matter must be resolved, and the pain is temporary. If this continues, Xu Youran may continue like this for the rest of her life.

"Youran, there is one thing that I, my uncle and aunt have been hiding from you. We dare not tell you. I also plan to take this matter to the grave, but I feel that I must tell you now. If this continues , you will be single forever. There is no perfect love in this world. Two different people live together for a lifetime. There will always be all kinds of bumps and quarrels. If you look for love with that kind of illusory illusion, then you will never be able to find happiness in your life."

Xu Youran looked at the excited Lin Keren in a daze, "Keren, what are you talking about? What are you hiding, what are some illusions? My parents have loved each other all their lives. If they can, why can't I?"

Lin Keren sighed, sat down beside Xu Youran, hugged Xu Youran tightly with both hands, and said softly: "Youran, after I escaped from my father, grandma was my only support, but grandma is old. I really don’t have much energy to take care of me. It can be said that my uncle and aunt are taking care of me. To me, they are my parents, and you are my sister. You are my most important family members.”

Xu Youran leaned her head gently on Lin Keren's shoulder, "Why are you talking about this, I know all about it, and I also regard you as my sister."

Lin Keren used both hands to hug Xu Youran even tighter. After getting ready, she continued, "Then you should know that my love and attachment to my uncle and aunt will not be much less than yours, maybe It's hard for you to believe, maybe you will be even more desperate, but I have to break your illusions, uncles and aunts are not as loving as you imagined!"

Xu Youran raised her head in disbelief, and looked at Lin Keren in surprise, "Keren, what do you mean?"

Lin Keren looked at Xu Youran with a painful expression on her face. She really wanted to hide this secret for the rest of her life, but she really couldn't keep it. If Xu Youran didn't get out of that illusion, Xu Youran's whole life would be lost. It is impossible to be happy.

"Youran, do you remember when I moved out of this house?"

Xu Youran said with a little confusion: "When I first entered high school, you should have been 17 years old. To be precise, you were almost 17 years old."

Lin Keren nodded, and said softly, "Do you still remember why I left at that time?"

Xu Youran fell into the memory, and said emptyly: "I remember, my father and mother said that you are almost an adult and should have your own space. It happened that we developed this new community, and my father gave us a villa next to our new home. I gave it to you, saying that I can give you an independent space. I originally planned to reserve a room for you in the new home, but my father said that you will grow up and you will leave sooner or later, so the villa next to you is just right for you. It can give you an independent environment and keep you from being too far away from us."

Xu Youran nodded with a wry smile, "Yes, that was my uncle's reason at the beginning, but the truth is not like this. At that time, we were all in high school, we all started to live in school, and my aunt didn't need to take care of us anymore, and I fell in love with her Traveling and often playing around. At that time, my uncle often stayed in the villa alone. But at that time we all thought that my uncle was busy with work every day, and he didn’t have much time to stay in the villa. He just slept at most, so We don't know that uncle is alone, and actually lonely."

Xu Youran was also caught in the memories of that year. If she could do it all over again, she really hoped that she didn't go back that day, so she should know nothing.

"At that time, I was still a child. Although I had experienced a lot, the care of my uncle and aunt made me develop a naive temperament like a young lady. Every day was carefree. Apart from studying, I was in many places. I don’t think too much, that’s why I made so many wrong choices later on. On that day, the school wanted to count individual award qualifications to see if there were any bonus points for the college entrance examination. All my awards were placed in the old house, so I deliberately asked for a day off and planned to go home and tidy up."

Speaking of this, Lin Keren looked worriedly at Xu Youran in her arms. At that time, she was very broken. I'm afraid Xu Youran will collapse even more, but Lin Keren really doesn't know how else she can help Xu Youran. Maybe Only the truth can make Xu Youran escape from those dreams.

"That day, I went back to the villa early in the morning, but I wanted to go early and return early. After all, the third year of high school was still very intense. But when I walked in, I found a strange woman's shoes at the door. Thin and tall shoes, neither you nor my aunt can wear them. I thought at the time that maybe it was my uncle’s subordinate who came to pick him up for work. At that time, I was still thinking that this subordinate worked too hard to come so early It’s a villa. But what I didn’t expect was that after I went upstairs, I saw a beautiful woman in a bathrobe coming out of my uncle’s and aunt’s room. She seemed to have just taken a shower. I jumped down and questioned loudly , who are you! In the end, I scared my uncle who was also wearing a bathrobe. When I saw this scene, I was completely frightened, and they were also frightened. Then I turned around and ran, and went back to the School, nothing is half done."

Xu Youran looked at Lin Keren in disbelief, as if thinking that Lin Keren was telling a story about a stranger.

Seeing Xu Youran like this, Lin Keren gritted his teeth and continued: "I was so scared and stupid at the time, I was at a loss for what to do. I stayed in the dormitory alone for a long time until my uncle found the school. After seeing me, Uncle repeatedly explained that he was drunk last night and did something wrong, he didn't do it on purpose, and asked me not to tell you and auntie. I was in pain at the time, uncle was a peerless good man in my eyes, and auntie was to me It is even more like a mother's existence. To conceal this matter is undoubtedly a betrayal of my aunt, but I also want to protect you! After thinking about it, I chose to conceal it. It may be because of this matter that my uncle saw me I felt uncomfortable, so I found a reason to let me move out of that house. To be honest, it also made me feel relieved. But the lie will be seen after all. The woman was pregnant and found her uncle and aunt. Auntie went crazy when she found out. I had just finished the college entrance examination and you entered the second year of high school. This was a critical period. It was fine when you were at home. When you were not at home, the home was a battlefield. In the end, the matter was resolved. Uncle showed his ruthless side and let the woman understand that if she doesn't leave, she will get nothing. For the sake of money, the woman left, but our home can't go back to the original state. Because The incident happened in that villa, so my aunt couldn't wait to move out of that house, and sold the villa full of memories, but the new villa didn't work as expected, and they still quarreled often, but at that time, You were not there. Later, I went to college, and when I came back for an internship, I found out that my aunt started going to work with my uncle. It was not because of love, but because my aunt no longer believed in my uncle, because the woman she used to be was my uncle’s secretary. "

Xu Youran burst into tears, she didn't even yell crazily, she just kept mumbling to herself, "No, no, nothing you said is true, none of this is true."

Seeing Xu Youran's appearance, Lin Keren could only sigh. At that time, she never kept denying like Xu Youran, hoping that what she knew was all falsehoods.

"Youran, I know you don't believe it, but this is the truth. Although my aunt was angry, she didn't leave my uncle. When something happened to them, my aunt kept asking how my uncle was doing. When he was struggling to die, She kept talking and told her uncle that she would stop complaining. This shows that my aunt loves my uncle. And uncle, maybe he really lost his mind after drinking, but he really loves you and your aunt. Afterwards, the uncle was very annoyed. No matter what the aunt treated him, he endured it and repeatedly begged the aunt for forgiveness. When facing the woman and the illegitimate child, the uncle was cold, and he used money to solve the problem. And I also deliberately left a will to ensure your inheritance rights and interests. Half of my uncle’s will is with me. He clearly stated that the illegitimate child has no inheritance rights, and only gave him some property, which is enough for him to grow up. Uncle is I really care about you and my aunt. When there was a car accident, my uncle used his body to protect my aunt. If my aunt’s blood type was not rare, my aunt would have survived. My uncle loves my aunt deeply. Yes, my uncle was wrong. But no one is a saint, everyone may make mistakes, and you cannot deny all love because of a mistake. Two people with different thoughts live together, and there will always be various things. Love is between two people. Those who survive in personal maintenance and humility, if they ruin everything because of a small mistake, uncles and aunts will not be able to persevere. Uncle’s mistakes are so big that as long as they are women, there is no way to forgive them, but in life In the end, the uncle proved his love for his aunt, and the aunt also showed her love and tolerance for the uncle. The flaws in life, in the end, did not let their love end. Isn't this a Is it true and touching love?"