Leisurely with the wind

The two didn't go to Cheng SPA in the end, but discussed what gift to give for the day, but they didn't discuss a reason, and after a hasty dinner, the two parted ways.Xu Youran was so confused by the gift, and seemed to have forgotten her own sadness for a while, Lin Keren was relieved to leave, but what she didn't know was that Xu Youran was more likely to think of Chu when she was alone at home. Follow the wind, because only at this time, loneliness will come so abruptly.

Sitting on the sofa alone, Xu Youran felt very lonely, and she couldn't help but start thinking, is Chu Suifeng as boring and empty as herself when he is alone at home.

She felt very depressed in her heart, and could only let herself think about the gift. No matter what, she had to find something for herself to do.

At this moment, Xu Youran suddenly had a flash of inspiration, walked into the study quickly, turned on the computer, and inquired about Chu Suifeng's footprints, and then Xu Youran knew what gift to give.

It has been several months since Chu Suifeng left. The old people should have never looked for new dance music. I can take this matter as my own heart, and then when I send the dance music, I will send some fruit by the way, and the performance is not so deliberate. Maybe the old people will like it more.

Thinking of doing it, Xu Youran searched the Internet for a long time, then downloaded the video material, finally bought some fruits from the supermarket, asked Shang Lin Keren to do coolies, and rushed to the place where the old people danced in the square.

When they arrived at the place, they explained the purpose of their visit. The old people were really happy, but after taking the USB flash drive, they were not so enthusiastic about Xu Youran.

After she was gradually isolated, Xu Youran was puzzled, didn't Chu Suifeng do this?Why are the old people not so enthusiastic about themselves and Lin Keren?

Old Master Chu shook his head, stepped forward, and led Xu Youran and Lin Keren aside, "Xu Girl, you didn't do this. When Chu Girl helps us find a song, she will learn it first. Let's see." Is the action suitable for us old guys? When there is no teacher, she will also play a cameo. Although you are doing it with care, you are not as careful as Chu girl. I know what you mean, and these old guys understand you Meaning, but what you don’t understand is that you are not Miss Chu. Don’t come here in the future, and do your business with peace of mind. With the previous experience, no one will trouble you unless you are caught breaking the law and discipline. gone."

After finishing speaking, Mr. Chu ignored the two of them, and swayed into the crowd. If these old guys like himself were so easy to please, they would have been surrounded by people long ago, and there would be no place for two of them to stand.

Xu Youran and Lin Keren looked at each other, Xu Youran found the right idea, but failed to do things well, but Lin Keren didn't even clear his mind. This opportunity is gone, and there will be even more opportunities in the future.

The two returned to their villa dejectedly, their faces were ugly. After all, even Chu Suifeng had done what he thought was a simple matter, but the two of them hadn't. The most important thing was that they had never seen Chu Suifeng. How gracious the wind is.

They never thought that Chu Suifeng didn't ask for anything from the old people. He just did what he wanted and was willing to do based on the foundation of respecting the old people and the old people being kind to her.

But they are different. From the beginning of contact, the two of them were utilitarian. How could a group of mature people be so easy to be baited.

Back in the empty room, Xu Youran unconsciously thought of Chu Suifeng, her heart was complicated and entangled. After knowing how many things Chu Suifeng had done, Xu Youran regretted it, but thinking of Chu Suifeng's doubts about herself, she I also feel that I should persevere.

What she wants is a life of love and affection like her parents, which is based on mutual trust and mutual understanding.Chu Suifeng has no way to trust her wholeheartedly, then their lives will not be happy after that, so he should stick to his choice.

But even though Xu Youran persuaded herself countless times in her heart, the sense of loss of lack of soul has not diminished in the slightest.

Recently, Xiao Haipi has been sleeping on Xu Youran's bedside. Only in this way, Xu Youran will feel that she is not so lonely. Looking at Xiao Haipi who is getting more and more silent, Xu Youran decides that she wants to hire a nanny. The one who lives at home is to clean up for himself, take care of Xiao Haipi, and cook a meal for himself and Lin Keren occasionally. The home should look like a home. It's dark and not a haunted house.

After making a decision, Xu Youran fell asleep relying on Xiao Haipi. In the dream, a familiar figure hugged her. Even if the other person's appearance was intentionally blurred, Xu Youran knew that it was Chu Suifeng, but she didn't expect In the dream, I was still deceiving myself and others.

What old master Chu said was right, Xu Youran did not experience any difficulties in the following days, and it could even be said that things went smoothly.

The impact of that incident was far from helping Xu Youran get out of the predicament, and it also gave Xu Youran a lot of benefits. At least many people think that Xu Youran's backing is very strong, and it is safer to do business with Xu Youran. The most important thing is that Xu Youran Far inferior to other old foxes in the business world, they hide their knives in their smiles, and feel at ease doing business with Xu Youran.

The business is getting better and better, but Xu Youran's health is getting worse and worse, and even has a slight anorexia, and the whole person is much thinner, which makes Lin Keren notice it and worry in his heart.

Lin Keren wanted Xu Youran to relax, but if Xu Youran didn't come to work, she would have to work overtime, and Xu Youran's state, if she was alone all the time, Lin Keren couldn't be at ease. , Lin Keren asked the headhunter to find a professional manager. Only in this way, she and Xu Youran relaxed. Although they didn't completely ignore the matter, at least they got rid of the embarrassment of not being able to leave even one step away.

As soon as she relaxed, Lin Keren dragged Xu Youran to participate in the Paris Fashion Week. Isn't the money earned just for spending? For a woman, what could be happier than buying clothes?

The people in Paris are full of enthusiasm. Lin Keren and Xu Youran are not bad-looking, and they look like rich people. They are sought after by many beautiful women and handsome men. Both Lin Keren and Xu Youran doubted whether they could leave Paris intact.

"Youran, don't you think some handsome guys are really good? I'm drooling when I see some of the girls." Lin Keren smiled and gestured to Xu Youran

Faced with Lin Keren's exaggerated description, Xu Youran just smiled and said nothing. Now she is getting more and more silent, and her expression is getting colder and colder. Even Lin Keren can only make Xu Youran smile a little, sometimes Very reluctantly.

Seeing this, Lin Keren could only sigh secretly, she couldn't figure out what is so good about Chu Suifeng that could fascinate Xu Youran so much.

The most terrible thing is that Xu Youran didn't admit it, she only said that it was her own problem, and asked her to see a psychiatrist, but she only got a few blank stares. Lin Keren really felt that he had broken his heart.

"Youran, did you like someone just now? How about we leave a contact information? Cross-border love is also good."

Xu Youran smiled and shook her head, "No need."

Lin Keren was unwilling to give up, "Then do you think men are more pleasing to the eye, or women are more pleasing to the eye? There are many good choices in China."

Xu Youran smiled helplessly. She knew that Lin Keren was worried about her, but she was really not interested in it, whether it was a man or a woman, she just didn't feel it at all.

"Okay, dear, didn't you just go online and say that there is a good dress, let's go and have a look, and buy it if there is any."

Lin Keren sighed helplessly, forget it, my wallet is already bleeding profusely, I'd better save it a little life, "Don't watch it, let's go to the hotel to rest, I'm going back tomorrow, I'm still recharging my energy After Rui Rui, go to experience the French style and draw a perfect end to this trip to France."

Seeing this, Xu Youran didn't say anything anymore, and returned to the hotel with Lin Keren with a smile. To be honest, after looking at the clothes for a few days, she was also tired, and for some reason, she didn't have such a strong interest in clothes anymore.

After finally returning home and helping Lin Keren send the big and small bags back to her villa, Xu Youran couldn't wait. She hasn't seen Xiao Heipi for so long, and she doesn't know if she was abused, but taking care of her Haipi's nanny is pretty good, at least Xiao Haipi likes her very much, I think it must be because I am worried and start to think wildly.

As soon as he got home, Xiao Haipi wagged his tail and greeted him with a grinning face. Xu Youran immediately picked up Xiao Haipi and kissed his face affectionately, "Xiao Haipi, do you miss your mother? Mom misses you so much." .”

Xiao Haipi kept sticking out his tongue, licking Xu Youran's face lightly, his tail was about to break off, he couldn't be more affectionate.

Xu Youran put down Xiaohepi, went back to the room, took a good bath and relaxed, and then took out a change of clothes from the closet.

Opening the closet, the things inside were neat and tidy, and a few pieces of Chu Suifeng's clothes were neatly placed there.

Xu Youran didn't throw away all of Chu Suifeng's things, but reset everything without telling Lin Keren. It seems that only in this way can it be shown that Chu Suifeng has not left. As long as this status quo is maintained, Chu Suifeng It will appear at the entrance, smiling at himself.

Xu Youran knew very well that this was just her own wishful thinking, but Xu Youran still did it. Only when she was surrounded by Chu Suifeng's breath could she spend every lonely day.

She didn't dare to tell Lin Keren that she knew that Lin Keren had always disliked her being with Chu Suifeng, and she was also afraid, afraid that Lin Keren would let her go to find Chu Suifeng.

It's very contradictory, but only after Chu Suifeng left, she has spent every day in this contradiction, and she can still maintain normal work, but in daily life, Xu Youran already feels that she is going crazy.

Every night, she would call Chu Suifeng, Chu Suifeng's original number was bought back by her, and it was opened, she would call this number every day, no need to connect, just take care of herself Speak what's on your mind.

Sometimes, it is regretful words that cry bitterly, sometimes it is crazy and irritable nonsense, and sometimes it is sweet words that are gentle and tender, and they say everything, as if they want to confide everything about themselves to the person on the other end of the phone.

It's not that Xu Youran doesn't know that she can't go on like this, but she has no choice, she doesn't know what to do, she only knows that she wants Chu Suifeng to come back to her side, but at the same time, she also knows that she has no way to forgive Chu Suifeng Feng's suspicion, even if he got him back, the next thing is nothing more than a deeper injury.

Taking out the whiskey on the bedside, Xu Youran drank half of the glass in one gulp. Since when, spirits like whiskey have become Xu Youran's sleeping pills. Only this kind of hot spirits that seem to burn the throat, Only then can Xu Youran be relieved.

But this time, Xu Youran accidentally drank too much. Before she knew it, she drank more than half of the bottle, and then fell asleep on the bedside.

Lin Keren tidied up her things and was about to go to bed after washing, but suddenly remembered that she forgot to tell Xu Youran that she would go to the company together tomorrow. Her car stopped at the company last time and did not drive home. Tomorrow she could only take Xu Youran car.

After making a call, Xu Youran didn't answer, Lin Keren frowned, did he fall asleep so quickly?I don't know why, but Lin Keren felt flustered for a while, always feeling uneasy, always feeling that something bad happened.

After thinking about it, Lin Keren changed her clothes and went to find Xu Youran, but she just couldn't feel relieved.

Walking into the villa, Lin Keren heard Xiao Haipi's violent roar upstairs. Lin Keren was startled, and ran to Xu Youran's room quickly. Holding a wine bottle, Xiao Haipi kept roaring at her feet.

Lin Keren walked forward to look around, and found that Xu Youran's face was pale and her eyes were closed. Lin Keren shook her several times but there was no response.

Lin Keren was terrified, so she dialed 120 without saying a word, and called the private hospital to ask them to prepare blood.

120's action was very fast, Lin Keren followed the car to the hospital, a check said it was stomach bleeding, Lin Keren couldn't imagine, if he didn't go to the villa, if he went to the villa after waking up, Xu Youran Can you still live.

Fortunately, after rescue, Xu Youran was out of danger. His condition was not serious, the amount of bleeding was not heavy, and he was sent to the hospital in time. There were too many coincidences and too much luck. All in all, Xu Youran survived.

Looking at Xu Youran on the hospital bed, Lin Keren didn't know what to say, she really wanted to call He Zhengqing and ask her to find Chu Suifeng.But she didn't know what Xu Youran was thinking, whether it was the right choice to find Chu Suifeng.

Xu Youran won't be able to get out of the hospital for a while, Lin Keren went back to Xu Youran's home alone, and prepared hospital supplies for Xu Youran, only to find that Chu Suifeng's things were neatly put in place, Lin Keren But for a moment, she didn't know what she was feeling in her heart. She really didn't expect Xu Youran to have such deep affection for Chu Suifeng.

Back at the hospital, Xu Youran had already woken up. Seeing Xu Youran's pale face, Lin Keren hesitated to speak.

Xu Youran smiled haggardly: "I'm fine, this time it was just an accident, I will pay attention to it in the future, I promise, I won't drink anymore."

After receiving Xu Youran's guarantee, Lin Keren was not happy at all. She looked at Xu Youran and said, "Youran, do you really miss Chu Suifeng? I can help you find her."

Hearing what Lin Keren said, Xu Youran's eyes flashed brightly, but then, Xu Youran fell silent again. Finally, Xu Youran shook her head and said with a wry smile: "It's impossible for us."

Lin Keren felt unspeakably annoyed, "Youran, tell me, why is it impossible between you two? Is it because you can't forgive Chu Suifeng, or do you think Chu Suifeng can't forgive you? If it's the latter, I Will help you, we can still fight for it, if it's the former, I have no way to understand, since you can't forgive her, why should you be obsessed with her?"

Tears flowed from the corners of Xu Youran's eyes, and he choked up and said, "But man, I want the love of my parents, I want the kind of love that sticks together and never leaves, I want the kind of love that completely trusts the other party. But Chu Suifeng has no way to trust me. What she destroys is not my love for her, but the love I want, the love I have been pursuing. I want the love of my parents to continue on me Go on, I want my home to be the same as before. I love Chu Suifeng, love, love, but she can't give me what I want, and I can't get back to the feeling I want went."

Lin Keren was speechless. It turned out that the root of the problem was Xu Youran's parents. Xu Youran had never recovered from the grief of her parents' death. Being with Chu Suifeng made her seem to make up for a lack. After leaving with the wind, this lack becomes double.

Seeing Xu Youran's sad look, Lin Keren opened her mouth, but couldn't say a word. She didn't know whether it was better to let Xu Youran like this, or to tell Xu Youran the truth. In the end, Lin Keren chose to remain silent. .